One Sweet Day

I always find M.C a talented & charismatic woman. She is poise & maintainin her image as an artist=)..How my song today? hmm..this song is produced since ages but the words in the lyrics is remarkable.. At times when we wan to express your feeling by speeches it makes us nervous & uneasy. So the meaning is vague,but through song like this..i guessed is a gift from God.=)

Why so sentimental today? I miss her a thousand though she is comin back.Before she called mi half an hour ago jus now, i felt the same as her. So hard to see her live, when she told me her cousins were rather caustic towards her, i felt it..

Pay attention to the lyrics, M.C sang a phrase like this "Never had I imagined. Livin w/o your smile. Feelin & knowin you hear me. It keeps me alive"

REFRAIN(chours)
& I know u're shinin down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
& I know eventually we'll be together
One Sweet Day=)

Our story is a iconic one..We wasnt too close when we is at Sec 1. Then conflicts..It came all the way back to her again..Wow..Karma planned all this=)

Then

Back to my Family..Problem
I'm hopeless & helpless to help Sofina..I talked to Suvin in the mornin jus now after i prayed to God.I dunno wht wrong wit Sofina..I tried to think i not a bad sister but i cant..I tried to ignore tht Sofina dun wan to school but i cant

I killed millions of brain cells for her..I make an effort to pray to Lord but whether he hears me is an unknown.I realised he jus replied mi in this song by chance when i crave for this song, it says "Although the sun will never shine the same. I'll always look to a brighter day. Lord I know when I lay myself down to sleep. You will always listen as I pray."

Work aftermath(now) goin to Liyana's house..

Ytd,watch 13 Game of Death @ AMK Hub..Eee...Lousy movie anyway!!

Baby boy is coming at night, i miss him too..=)

Tml i need to come back to work & Ya ting is workin wit me on Monday..(Hopefully she'll hired for long term like me..Shared some of my burden)=)

ENJOY THE SONG!!

I'm still mad as hell and i dun hab time to go round & round & round

Hey ya..Listen to my song before you close my blog..Very nice meaningful Countrymusic=) Powerful meaning through the lyrics & Powerful singers,real impressive..It often remind mi I can never be perfect,let alone others=)..

My baby baby boy is not in town..i missin him 10 to 100 times everyday..I hope everyday is friday=) Oh..speakin about friday,I promised Liyana's to go for her chalet..She was upset when i din turned up the previous time=)..I do miss her alot..okie..Anyway she should know..

Recently, my friend list has some slight changes..Most of my friends are international from Greece(Mr NIce), Nigeria, Paris etc..All guys again..so ya'
It dont matter you are black,white or yellow if you're brown or red..LOVE is colourblind=)

My family problem=)...Firstly I would like to announce I'm a motherless kid=), maybe my family consist of my dad & me..Alot of questions runnin through my head ytd..Can i be spared to look after my dad's wife(pretty smart description) in future? Well,i will ask my dad abt it! I am ashamed of my Dad's other daughter(wit his wife), cos she is an uneducated,stubborn,snoobish,brainless freak.. I not lookin down on those who is not educated..Some uneducated ppl are street smart and well-expressed..but i jolly well know is not my dad's other daughter=) Her mum is worse..she even said "she might marry a guy wit $"..=) My rich pals hav all shaken their head, who will wan to marry a okie-looking,navie,brainless girl when you are a milllionaire?=)

The silly thing is i been puttin wit her long enough but yet she doesnt know tht i cant not challenge..I'm a freak..
She once challenged me when i criticised her youngest daughter goin to Normal Technical stream (Well, i admitted tht my bad..at least she(her youngest daughter) is determined to finish her minimum education..she managed to prove me wrong=)) tht I habe to shut my mouth till I've completed my 'N' Level=). Ytd is an unforgettenable day..She said 'If you are so good,complete your University=) We'll see who is the winner in the end.I thanked her for challengin me alot=p

Even her own mother,Mary (Dad's wife mum) agrees wit mi=)

Happy Stuffs...
My cousin is heldin her weddin in a pose Hotel on 7 july 07..
Hmmm..I chatted wit Soon Guan..We're plannin for a holiday wit a few more friends & chatted alot more things
I asked SBP for a moive today, she dunno up to wht shit..nvm I can go myself=)
Pei Ee & my secret is goin to reveal in afew more days=p
Fabin,tht handsome jap lookin brat msged me..and asked you and him haben break? Even we break,he probably nv stands a chance..though he's freakin rich (jus shifted to a house)
Lastly,i finally knocked off=)

I really miss & love him alot..Wht he msged mi on Tues(before he go) surpised me fulltime & I love him=)

Hopefully i dun miss anything/anyone out...Lastly YA TING IS my die hard fan..she will always read my blog but i nv mentions her name before=)

Muacks

Through the Rain

Click & watch the video,Thanks=)
Whenever I'm breakin apart this song helps alot

so..=)I hope you'll love it too

When you get caught in the rain with nowhere to run
When you're distraught and in pain without anyone
and you feel so far away
That you just can't find your way home
You can get there alone
It's okay, what you say is

(CHOURS)
I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain

And if you keep fallin down don't you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound, so keep pressing on steadfastly
And you'll find what you need to prevail
What you say is

(CHOURS)

And when the rain blows, as shadows grow close don't be afraid
There's nothin you can't face
And should they tell you you'll never pull through
Don't hesitate, stand tall and say

(CHOURS)
You will make it through the rain

It is wht i been telin myself for this few days..Maybe this is really not my month=)
Hmm..I was thinkin wht i had said to FOC aka SBP on Saturday..I shouldnt be so weak, i'm very sorry to myself when i said tht..I came into this hectic world with a purpose,jus like everyone does..

Saturday evenin I went out with Ms Chee for a dinny..hmm..She is doin fine,we crap alot and most of all she delighten me..
BORDERS is what i learnt..When i tried to giv love to my family member i must giv it happily but if i not then i dun giv..cos GIVING is a reward,happiness & bliss=)

Hmmm..Bossy requested mi to chat less durin work, do so during break=) Will do=)

Now i'm goin to meet Eloi(my godbro) to eat=)

He jus msged mi and call mi 'BABY GIRL' omg!!=) I confessed to him on Sunday Morning=)...hmm not confessin but..aiyo..dunno wat tht call..whatever

ONE LAST SECRET..9 MORE DAYS..MY IDIOT FRIEND IS COMIN BACK=)

So yesterday=)

Hmm...Went for a run from my place to his place(20min)..hmm..then i took 45 min to walk back!!!=)

Ms Chee sms-ed mi jus now..=P she said she miss me will date mi out!!wahaha!! Then peiee said the same thing to me too=) Sweet,rite? OMG!!heehee

I miss him, Ms chee, Peiee(SHE IS COMIN BACK!!) & Liyana too!!

Btw FOC got a new name from me again, tht is SBP (Si Ba Po)=)
*p.s She loves it!!!

I probably jus wan to sing=)

Lately i've been tryna fight whatever's pullin us under
It's got a hold and really makin mi wonder
What it takes to get through i gonna stick wit you, my baby
Baby, tell me. Maybe i'm foolishy over-reactin' but beenin without you I cant imagine
It jus too close to the heart & i wont stand it if were broken apart

(Chours)
Do you hear me?
Baby you gonna believe in the thing we win together
Dun ya throw in the towel
I keepin my promise to you i got ya back now
When the chips, it seem like it so hard for ya to move ahead
Jus know tht I'm by ur side
There aint no ifs, buts or maybes
I'm gonna stay down & ride for ya baby

We've been cuttin it close wit the backwards & forward
It's rockin the boat we gonna get control of this
Let's take it back to 3 Months ago
When you said we could make it throught whatever ever
Leavin is not an opinion baby NV NV
Now dun you believe tht love is worht a fight
In you is everything tht i'm missin
So giv us a chance

(Chours)
Dun you dare to tell me we gonna let it go
We've been on top for too long JUS to let it go under
I dun wanna to hear tht
I jus cant hear tht
& know whatever you take mi I'll go
I been wit you for too long to start wit another
I know you hear me
Jus tell mi you hear me

This few days i must stay really happy & forget abt the unhappy for health purpose!! Hais..Easier to say than done
I expressed my feelin and story in the song so nice to find something to comfort me still
Though I wont be keepin you..Maybe ya rite plenty of guys for me=) Let nature takes its course ya' we'll see dun prelude too fast=)

I still alive & still kickin but abit weak=) The past few days was okie..I love thursday (Study day wit him) & Firday(Fastantic 4 wit him)..hmm still pendin for another meet up=( Maybe,maybe not?..

And Sat Sentosa..Yucky Weather..Nice & fun still!! Sunday(ytd) I went to Eileen house to make dumplings (surpised rite..who the hell is her?)heehee..secret person!!Her bro looks like one of The superband winners..We chatted abit=) Hmm..Today..dwellin about something but I gonna let it GO!! and study later later joggin alone!!

I bid here but i still tell him I love him.=)Hopefully he'll see it..You think he will?Nah!! I doubt!! so byeye!!=)

Byul=Star=they=) Shine and me

We are together for 3 months finally we graspin for more place of our own and i've decided to desist but we're not goin to giv up still. I felt his "not ready to for a RS" in myself. "This time you really love,I dont know how to comfort you cos you always do all the comforting",Pei ee said. Out of so many RS, this time I finally love cos I am obsess and findin it so hard to let go..
Again i have histrionics but more toward saddness and happiness..40% for both and then 20% for MISC..

Lovin someone is so hard..Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus..It really decribles Shine & me alot=) We hab to work things out before we are really ready..When we are togehter is not only LOVE but also trust and commitment so I suggested something to him and everyone will think I'm stupid but no harm trying it=)

He is not the romantic guy,he wont do all those sweety talks but he shone my life..the sean paul look, lovely smile and most importantly my baby boy..I called him my Baby boy after tht dance wit him=) I am willing to giv myself and him a chance to start everything over but we need to understand one another first..

We had a talk ytd abt our love, he said he is stupid to let me go but i explained to him tht you didnt let mi go..i still need ur heart to move on cos i love you still and i asked "why not we become lover?" Like wht we are still but no commitment & restriction still it's optional.We still hangout to know each other more to really understand..sometimes i really wished he can tell me more and everything he tells Kiran & Joseph (Now i hope & think he will, will you?)

Though my hearts really breaks still lover is nth ( neither friends nor BGR ) so when he meet another girl he can still move on same to me( tht why he's prepared but i not) Cos i never think abt him leavin me..i will hab to slowly think abt it..in case=)..But will I leave him? My friends think so but i dont know..I'm happy and good wit him, i wont find another one like him..maybe
All of this has no 100%=) So we will go on like tht..Well if it works out, I'll treat it as a bonus but if it's dont, I'll be prepared..

I feared so i held on tightly and I didnt think abt his feeling but I am still young if he's not mine we both still moves on=) cos i hab They(Star) to accompany me=) so i jus dun think too much!!

HOW'S MY BLOG SONG? I hab been listenin to it..i'm still practicing it..so one day I can sing to you,Baby Boy!!

Let me translate the chours for you..since i dont know what we will become=) together anot we hab to work as one and see!for 2 years+? maybe=)!!heehee...ARGH!! i said no tears for myself today but i am crying now..Such a baby rite!!..

Pei ee & Sharon / Liyana, please dont feel for me cos i choose my way..i never feel like lovin so much so let me be navie or in dream for the time being..jus stand by me so tht if i feel like crying i still know who to find!!=)

I really hope to see you later=)go home together?

Shine, my baby boy this is for u (dun pause my blog song or it change to the next song click it back cos those words comes from within)

Don't be hurt too much. They(star) hug me tight, pamper me and comfort me.
Telling me to go to sleep

Though I'm exhausted to the point where I'm cant walk
Though my tears blur my vision
I'll still smile in front of my love(you) that I'm not able to get

Even though our happy times were short, I'll treasure it deep inside my heart like those countless number of stars, forever

Only for today, I wont cry though my eyes filled with tears
I want to laugh like those stars

I want to cherish all my happy moments wit you, deep inside my heart like those countless numbers of star, forever

Sarangheiyo..*muacks
It's a new start of love so i still crave to hear you say "I love you, i miss you etc.Whatever you like jus tell me"=) I'll wait till the day u wish to touch me wit your heart and open arms

Is a lengthy Blog=) But all of it comes from within..
Sunday Fantastic 4 pls pls pls remember!!!=)

Sunshine After the Rain

RAIN DROPS WERE FALLING ON MY HEAD!!

Hmm..was strugglin with myself and the demon in me for the past few days..Things finally got better today!!=) Well, after talkin to some chaps. I realised some hidden people are actually very vulnerable though strong in the appearance.I guessed he know who is he " Jus dun think too much =)" and I knew hidden secret and knowledges of someone=). Most of all, I know who am i. It surpises me alot when i know i'm the choosen one!! Praise the Lord!! Rite..

I am myself, I should put myself in pirority! Why should I care about people who doesnt bothers me..I should jus impress myself..Sunday I streamed down town and went to a Church..I bowed down to Christ I found the potiental power. I prayed to him,I can feel him..=)

Weewee Pls pls pls enjoy my song!!! I am learning how to sing "Byul" now!!=)

wow

Though i'm a BLOG - DUMMY, i figured out how to put a song ..OMG!! OMG..=)

Phlegmatic words

SENTOSA WAS FUN=) ABOUT THE REST OF THE THING..I'll blog it tml or something cos is still very vivdly to me..i s jus anathema i guessed..It makes mi feel upless (Down) & i'm replete wit questions. When i cognizant of doubts i'll never stop to figure out why,wht,when,how etc..I not tryin to exacerbate the situation, is jus tht i am a harbinger..

I not askin for more..I am vexed!!..we are now amicable but i really think tht not all!..let me think first=)

Wht should I name this?

Hmm..I love Wednesday 6 june 07!! Cos I went out wit Liyana..We are splastic lame!! Took a train to Taka to eat KFC!!=) Then Starhub for Green Tea Frappe..Omg..i love it..however Good times always flies fast though i wished to hold back tht few hours..We Bitched!! alot and she said "How I wish to see how we become in 10 years time" . 10 yearly time, we all gonna be 28=).

I still remember as we talked all night abt the rest of our lives.Where and what we gonna be when we are 25. We hopes our story never ends..=) I felt tht my life is simplify now at least I will feel bored..My lifestyle was too good..but i really prefer wht i habin now..a baby boy, Pei ee, Liyana & shrek, Sharon and my family..

I learning to be more humble from my boy. I've learnt how to miss people who truely care for me. I learn how Shrek family can manage so peacefully. From Sharon, I learn how to be nice..she is very nice to me=)

I thanked God for this.=) I'm contented..Thank you..at the very least they are true to me and I am true to them..That enough i guessed..Memories are meant to be keep, I kept Seng Leng,Shu Yi, Mei zhi and alot more in my inner safebox..when I'm free I can open the safe and feel something from there..=)

18 years in this hectic world, after i struggled for 4 years plus. Finally I've some facts about Life..Proud of myself..At least I hav not been spendin my life bitchin and pin pointin at others and forget abt myself.. God made me and i chose my destiny, i am confident to say I will be a success in life cos i do hab supporters like them in life...

Tml ..Sentosa!! and Sunday Facial in New York!! Wowowo!!

Gtg..knocked off!!Take care!

THIS IS WHY I'M HOT

OMG, i always in love for BABY BOY!! but today i'm in love wit "THIS IS WHY I'M HOT!!"=x NEVER tell him!!=)

Anyway we are more than fine now!!still very very love him!!-->is tht english?!
nah!!is okie to made a small mistake!!

I goin out wit Liyana aka Princess Fiona later for dinny...i love her
Pei ee and FOC dun get too jealous okie!! Especially FOC you see me almost EVERYDAY!!I'm *S&T of you=) As for Pei,she hear my beautiful voice almost everyday so allrite!!

*p.s SICK & TIRED!!

Tht King of Fcuker is really one!!LEF he can forget his brothers' housewarming so whatsoever is on SATURDAY..fcuk..FOC is happy for NTH!! we change the outing to NEXT SAT 16 OF JUNE!! Tht Smelly Shrek is another king!!He keep on tellin me he has to work!!he is so fcuk! ARGH!

THIS IS WHY I'M HOT!!

Chatted wit SL, BLINK BLINK, LEF(short chat), NAZ, Liyana
I could tell who are the real friends!

hmm,anything i abit concerned abt got something to do wit last firday after Cafe Delma!!FOC should know about it..
The conversation started when i said "A guy who wan to know mi from Friendster is drivin a PORCHE".
Someone shouted "DRIVING A PORCHE IS SO LOW CLASS!!" when she isnt drivin a car though her BF could afford it cos RICH MAN KID!! of course my reaction was "WTF".So i told her there is onli 100 - 150 PORCHE-ian in Sg is whereas the NISSAN-ian is countless!! Then little cute someone made me wanna strangle her when she didnt answer my question PLUS tells me this "NO,People who drives TOYOYA is more than People who drives NISSAN!!"

wah..she talks like an ASS!!i can stand girls who is stupid but not when girls who are STUPID and wan to act sophisticated!! I FULL TIME LOATHE THEM!! plus she is like freakin proud when her BF seem useless to mi=) Never debates wit a Lawyer!!

I released the anger i owned!!=) hmm..ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE!!
Missing baby and i dyin to see Liyana!!=)

Interject Love

My heart is inert and elusive now..ytd some symptomatic told mi something is imminent between US.. MY WHOLE BRAIN is thinkin about Mary J.Blige..

TOO STRONG FOR TOO LONG,AND I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU BABY!
AND I WAITING FOR YOU TO GET HOME, COS I CANT SLEEP WITHOUT YOU BABY
IF ANYBODY WHO'S EVER LOVE, WILL KNOW WHAT I MEAN

ARGH!! WHERE IS THE ROOT OF THE CONFLICT? MY PAST/ ME NOW / WHT?!! i never wan to leave you why you crashed my heart like nobody's business again!!

Be it no. 10 or not is never important and matters to me or i truely loved who too..BUT I LOVE YOU NOW..i losin half of me cos i've jus lose you..it matters too much to me..i love you more than anyone/anything in the world can you feel that?

I hope to se you later!! Let GOD decide my fate..

Maudlin Entry

Time is so drudery today, the pesky CLOCK moving damn slow right at my sight!! Well this week is a moodless week=)

Monday is Monday blue day
Tuesday is a clubbing day
Wednesday is a lazy day
Thursday is a holiday
Firday is a self off day
Sat & Sunday is a given holiday

So can you tell the disparates of the day above?
NO!! cos is a slack week !@%$*^&^

Last thursday and firday nth special=) WORK and home..
Saturday bought a GUESS wallet..=p
Sunday K-ing and shoppin with F.O.C
Mon, ytd met my honey boy..he said to mi now he cant without me=) I'm touched..
Love is jus so crazy!!

Well, while we were eating dinny in KFC..i asked him are u still plannin to work in SIA after ur bond? He replied, no he will either work in middle east or europe. Then i asked "then wht about mi if we are still together?" He said "of cos leave together"

But i never wan to leave this country..my friends and everything are/will be here..Nvm i dun wan to get brood over such thing first i'm still young=)

Was quite bored F.O.C is sick & pei ee can only online for awhile. then i saw liyana online..
Ytd i wrote a testimonial to Liyana and then a song jus flashed into my brain. A great song then i tried to forget but cant.. was a crazy one durin the first season of Singapore Idol. A song i will recognise the faces i missed by this song.

Alot of emotion runnin in me and jus now i chatted wit Liyana then i suddenly remember tht jo& tag in her blog and i asked her "are you still contactin joanne?" She said they exchange no. for school purposes..hmm..I'm kinda shocked not cos of they will be close in future or wht so ever
But the way she replied me thought tht i mind about it..hmm..i grown to be altruistic and i let out my ternerity to bless my friend. We all hab to agree that every stages of our life we change..but i remember and keep the one i known in my heart. Also i try to giv them the impression tht we are not drifted..

The song is a song i sang it in class to you before,Liyana, can u remember?

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowin you can always count on me,For sure
That wht friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That wht friends are for

While i typing the 6 short sentences my tears fall onto my cheek and i din regret it=)

For those who still dunno wht the song is or trying to recall, jus click the URL
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bhaF34Pyt9w&mode=related&search=

And I never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned
I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you
And if I should ever go away
Well, then close your eyes and try to feel
The way we do today
And then if you can remember

Before i forget to acknowledge you, here i jus wanna say "THIS ENTRY IS FOR YOU"
and i appreciates Hui Shan and you for being there in my darkness moment.Thanks for knowin me so much and i never regret knowin you=)

Well, you came and opened me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you

and then for the times when we're apart
Well, then close your eyes and know
These words are comin' from my heart
And then if you can remember, oh

I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH if i had nv tell you this=)

And MS JAPAN won 2007 MISS UNIVERSE=)

Laconic Post

Omg Omg..pls dun miss Bridge to Terabithi this movie, it might be abit drudgery at first however the half-time was good..*p.s i sheared cos i can feel them in reality

I've jus decided to abstemious but not LOSE WEIGHT!! cos I've been taking varacious dinny!! It is kinda of hard so i implore those food to LEAVE ME alone

Well working in a office is vicissitudes for me..cos it really makes mi crave for SLEEP!!
So for the whole day today i hab been idling & surfing net!!

I was looking at all the
BILLIONAIRES & MILLIONAIRES
in the World & Local respectivetly=)

Recently I did a small investment=) Dun ask much!!Hopefully it works!!hehe

Hmm..did I miss out anything I wanna say? Let mi do a recap!

Tues: Went to the library & Liyana's house

Wed :Sharon(FOC) or Baby Boy

Thur: Angry wit BB..

Fir: OH...I CELEBRATED BABY BOY birthday..stayed up till Sat morning

Sat: CHIN JUN LONG BURSTDAY!! I <3>

Sun: At home slackin!!

Mon: I was in repose cos MONDAY BLUE and starting to read MY PALS BLOG!!

tues: Nag my peiee "PLS UPDATE UR BLOG" and met BABY BOY for Next

today: Had a 2 hours meeting!! crackin my brain to think of a design for the Company newsletter..& F.O,C aint free for me cos she is out wit LESY*hais*

And alot of upgrading and disturbance will be happenin in my blog allrite!! But i willdo it fast=)

Oh YA, I MISSED OUT some EXCLUSIVE NEWS!!

First I very very very proud of myself cos I left wit 26 Chapters out of 46 Chapter for my Barron Book=)

Secondly PEIEE IS COMING BACK!!

Thirdly Though I did my English but not started on MATHS=(

Forthy Great Sg Sale starting on FRIDAY!!

Fifthy Baby & I planned to go on a trip during July

Lasty I goin to chat wit HER now!!and she will read my blog!

SEE YA=)

Extant Strife

I'm so sorry cos I'm so late! I shall not post a lengthy report on why i was so harsh in my last blog on Tuesday

I quarrelled with them Again

They are very pesky sometimes and make mi to be very nasty with them

And there it goes a profligate day=)

I'm not ready to make nice..

Hais..My feeling now is unspoken..i'm feel like an angry old nag..i hate it..i hate it 10 times..Why?

This song is a good song to express myself..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fwc5YSAc-7g&mode=related&search=
'FORGIVE SOUNDS GOOD,FORGET I'M NOT SURE I COULD'
'I SERIOUSLY DUN HAB TIME TO GO ROUND AND ROUND AND ROUND'

Why will someone supposed to be close to me but so far to me?
Why will someone i appreciates never appreciates me?WHY!WHY! WHY!
i fcuked my life i hate it i hate it!!seriously i wan nth now!!

Sat was so fun..with pals..Sun was happy wit them!!.Fuck was i happy i feelin dubious now!!..

I apologised for my speech..but it is spinning in my head!

I not in a right state to blog..maybe tml after a good cry?
Why CRY? Everytime i quarrelled wit them i'll win without satisfaction..but crys in my dark room wit pride..

Histrionics changes

HOHOHO..hard to see me posting a blog on firday..Hmmm...tuesday & wed are 2 lackluster days..hmmm..Recently i in love wit a song by D.K - Ride For Ya..wowowowo~~~~~woooo~~
Hmmm...jus scrutintze on the lyrics and beats=)..

I feel so weak and my brain is full of him when i heard it..I was thinking if the love tht used to besiege me are gone,what, how i supposed to do? When i singin this song, i hab to admit it thwart my ego..The song is reverberating inside me..Go try listen to it;it worth..hmmm...Danity Kane - Ride for you =)

Ytd, F.O.C (SHARON) & me went to Supercut to cut our hair..hmm..i'm further layer my hair.. =) Next round i going to cut short..I stickin to this designer(hairstylist)..She's good..F.O.C. kinda tranqull i should say...While we are eating our dinner,She called..well, i almost cry wit her..I miss her i feel her saddness..everything..She the person i misses/cry so much for..The love and bond is too much..I hate to see her gettin hurt..Harm her again i'll kill you...I was so mean to curse tiff and bf to break cos this will teaches her a lesson tht relationship can NEVER compared to Kinship & Friendship...

Today,Work but meetin him so he spark my life=) I love him..might be watch a mitnight movie in CWP...=)

Tml ..SENTOSA AGAIN=)

Asset Lesson

Hmm..HI welcome to the second part of my blogging..

Sat..5 May 07

Woke up at 12 plus lunch wit F.O.C and Jun Long..F.O.C was ill..hmm..but Nitey Programme still carried on=)...Evening..Baby was studying wit mistress(JAMES) in library..I was preparing the Steamboat..Soon Guan, Pei Hao and F.O.C said delicious ..I know!heehee..Wht a small world, SG met his Primary Sch besite in my house..My sister's bf !!

Hmmm..Clubbed in St James...tour in St James..then process back to Powerhouse to Dance & dance..nth exciting..but jus tht we went home..

Sun..6 May 07

At home for the whole damn day..Feelin abit Empty...Baby Boy studyin wit Mistress again in Mistress House..OMG!!heehee..Was at home till the vaxatious F.O.C wants to see me.. We went to Admiralty Park to chat though she is sick..

Monday...Ytd..7 May 07

Work..then to library and walk around and home=)

This is my summary abt tht friendship..

"The drudery friendship makes me feel so acrimonious and i started to be perceive of alot more things..Being perverse is not the way to quell this...I dubious abt this friendship.. I implored GOD for an answer..and i think he replied me..
We are cognizant abt the stuation ; i do even u dont..so what did you comment?
It can only construe you aint interested..if you're goin to read this, is actually premonition tht you either treat this as nothing or you'll express it as you are not at fault..is okie,who likes to be thwart rite?
Is jus a pretext to cajole myself ; let mi be the sinister then you are bound to earn condolence then..
The promulgate of the conflict is surfacin clearly in front of us and became rampant..I cant duress the rest to listen and be convinced by my story..But still hab some confidants who still makes me not seen as a fiasco=)"- Sandral Owin=)

Hmmm..cried when i reach home, luckily Baby Boy is online to comfort me..Enought to stable my emotions..i glad he was there wit me and now=) hmm..Chatted wit my 4 confidants..they are different but alike=) i love them alot..

Today..8 May 07

Work and blogged 2 long piece of essay today..goin out to dine wit a friend later..miss my boy still should be meetin him..will be revisin my studies in the office after publishin this=)

Thanks for wastin ur time wit mi..

Delinquent Journal

I been thinkin how to start today entry! Start from firday or now..Hmm..not last firday=) is the Last firday of April=)..My friend especially tht nagger is forcin me to write something now! Okie Okie i shall write the overdue one first.

Sat..28/4/07

When back home about 1 plus after our drinking and Buk Kut Teh session=) Not so bad..all of us were quite voluble especially Cai Yu after the drinkz=)..Hopefully there a next round,ya'? Wow..F.O.C improved in her drinking skill, is laudable!

Oh..Remembered..Sat afternoon was replete wit sweat=). F.O.C and me, we both woke up late..but still managed to rush there for the beautiful hot sun.Hmm..her mum and aunt are waiting for us, she is reprehensible for our lateness!!=x

*AHEM* anyway volleyball is the main purpose tht motives mi to go to Sentosa..hehe..Siloso Beach is my hideout soon goin to be Cafe de mar..that is a freakin glomourous place, the beautiful pool =) and people there are nice like mad..After a day of volley training, is impressive tht both of us improved..WELL DONE, OWIN=)

For our dinny, we hab stingray(F.O.C. fav)..hmmm..not bad!! Then musical foundain is the finale of the day..remmeber to watch it if feasible when u spendin ur day there=). Lastly we all hab to revert to our island..heehee BY CABLE CAR!! F.O.C was completely straight inside..WAHAHA!!

Sun..29/04/07

As usual went out wit my honey boy=)

Mon..30/04/07

My whole mind was excited abt SPIDERYMAN!! PETER PARK=) WEE..met my Spidyboy after his gym=)

Tuesday..1 May 07

Out wit Honey boy, F.O.C and Ronnie!! 3 of us were late cos of F.O.C again..she is never goin to change but is okie cos is uique,ya' ? So dun change!!Stay the same!!..Nice movie..and we processed to shoppin in pair then meet up for dinny in Fish & Co. ..

Dinny aftermath, Sharon urged to leave,follow by Ronnie..THEN left my baby boy and me for our own sweet time=)

Wed..2 May 07

Back achin in the morning so missed work..Met Chirstiane for the first time ( i was late) =)..Nice girl..We hab alot on common..so the day is like interminable for us..Eat,Drink AND walk..She haben not been to Orchard for a long time..Btw she's not a local..we met BabyBoy.,he was catchin Spidery again wit colleages this time.Wasted of money!

I brought Christiane to Clark Quay by foot=). Look around;being looked too..Then clubbed in Phunk Bar for awhile chatted wit Lousie(BOSS there). Hmm...alot of malay..Christiane was eyein at a malay boy but ya nth happened=)..We took the second last train home..and i alighted at Khatib for the last train..cos MY BOY is in there=)

Thursday...3 May 07

Jus Work..nth special..and study..

Friday..4 May 07

Hmm..I really cant remembered cos it was an Amicable day=)

Catch Up wit my next blog..after you finished this=)..I appreciates it=)

Interminable Hood

Heehee..Sorry i did not blog ytd cos ytd was lackluster; didnit contact wit pei ee etc. Ytd after i knock off from work, went straight to the library and study wit F.O.S.=)

Wondering who the hell is F.O.S. rite? Hmm,nevertheless she is SHARON CHEONG!!
What F.O.S. means? It means Fatty Oily Sharon=)
I bet that she loves it!!Cos i even composed a song chorus for her ytd..

F.O.S. chorus:

"S.O.S. please someone help me. It's not healthy... for me to feel this way
F.O.S. is makin this hard, I can't take it, see it dont feel right
S.O.S. please someone help me It's not healthy... for me to feel this way
F.O.S. are makin this hard You got me tossin and turnin and cant sleep at night"

Then i met my baby boy..chit chat abit.I walk home wit him heehee..cos he needs to go home to study.

Today..

I was clearin my mailbox in friendster i discovered a mail by a pal 2 years ago...is a quiz abt me..i find it very funny when they described about me..looks like i've changed..So i resend it to some of my close friends to do..If they happens to recieve it..i hoped tht they will keep some copy of tht which is done by me or friends.Then 2 years later,look at it again..You will feel wht i felt..heehee..

Stuying in the office now;cos i not goin to the library.WHY? Cos i goin to chill later!Pubbing..hmm..cos i cant stayed at home..

Missing him...long weekends..Lookin forward to TUESDAY cos SPIDY 3 is comin to town!!