Happy Weekends=) I was havin BLUEY during work!! REAL BLUEY=) & also real busy=) No time to whim=)
Anyway, I grew fearful of my neighbour(the mummie of the kid i am tuitorin for)!! Everyday, she asks me to giv tuition for the kid!!.OMG!
I LOVE SATURDAY, 28JULY07
MORNING, TUITION=(
EVENING=) MEET MY HONEY BOY=) SPENT MY WHOLE DAY WIT HIM=) HAD BREAKFAST TOGETHER=) ON CLOUD NINE=) SORRY TO BE SO MUSHY BUT EVERY WORD I GOIN TO SAY I MEANT IT=)
I LOVE SPENDIN EVERY SINGLE MOMENTS JUS WIT YOU=) You never need to know how much you meant to me, cos i hav nth to hide from you alr=)
IS SO UNBELIEVABLE, & I DONT WAN TO LET IT GO
SONG IS SO BEAUTIFUL, FLOWIN DOWN LIKE A WATERFALL
I FEEL YOU ALWAYS BEEN, FOREVER A PART OF ME
& IS SO UNBLIEVABLE TO FINALLY BE IN LOVE=)
Can you guess guess guess the title of the song? hmmm, tml it'll be my blog song=)
SUNDAY, STAYED AT HOME ALMOST FOR THE WHOLE FREAKING DAY=(
WANTED TO GO TRACKIN BUT THT IDIOT CLUBBED LAST NIGHT plus THE WEATHER WAS DOIN HIM A FAVOUR!!
AVALINE IS BACK TO NEW YORK=) BUT SHE IS COMIN BACK NEXT WEEK
HMM...SHE REQUESTED ME TO HELP HER TO DO SOMETHING..IS A FOREVER & THOUSANDS "NO-NO"
HE KNOWS I WONT WAN TOO, SO JUS GIV UP ON THE IDEA=) WELL,SOMEONE(HE) CONFESSED TO ME AGIAN..QUITE TOUCHY when someone said "you means alot to the person"..BUT YA HE SHOULD KNOW..
MONDAY..BLUE DAY!!
Chatted wit SBP aka SHARON..I asked her whether she wan to go REDANG/BALI/LANGKAWI on 8/9 AUG to 12 AUG..but saddy reply=( Goin to ask Shine & Chrissie, but no good feelin=) IS okie this sat we are goin for a shoppin spread=)!!=p
I JUS WANNA GETAWAY=) Hmm..i suddenly rmbs BLINK BLINK BURSTDAY IS AROUND THE CORNER=) & LIYANA'S TOO=)
Speakin about LIYANA..SHE POSTPONED OUR DATE!! TO 6 AUG, BUT I GIV HER CHANCE =)..
Pei Ee is sick nowaday, please take care=) I THINK SHE MISSES ME THEREFORE SHE IS SO ILL=)
Yong An is so faithful to me=) He will read my blog & asks me how am i=) so sweet ya=)
anyway I bid here!!
About Forbiden Owin
- Sandral Owin Chin
- When you know me, you will either love / loathe me due to my intelligence, wisdom, weirdness and level of sights . Pocket of surprises & fun . High quality & quantity of living & humor . Great taste for fashion, food, drinks & living . Enjoys gaining new knowledge and skills . Someone who love & appreciate to her heart . Indifferent to strangers' opinions about me . Only care about whom I love & how thy look at me. Straightforward . Unkind with words but kind at heart . Witty . Cunning . Romantic . Secretive . Could be Irritating . Outgoing . Humorous . Bubbly . Artistic . Creative . Stubborn . Ambitious . Mischievous . Love myself . Dislike complexity . Truth-seeker . Could say that I am jacks of most trade, yet to be master of one . The rest of her is for u to find out =)
Monday, July 30, 2007
Friday, July 27, 2007
Tribute=)
My new blog song=), i find it very meaningful=) Wht it about? Find out urself=) I know the translations still not so good, hopefully you guys will bear wit it=)
Is a song who sang tributin for the lost friends who alr parted the world, alot of principles & meaning of life to see for yourself=)
当你在穿山越岭的另一边 (When we are apart)
我在孤独的路上没有尽头 (Loneliness block my vision ahead)
一辈子有多少的来不及 (How many regrets we hav in a lifetime)
发现已经失去最重要的东西, 恍然大悟早已远去 (When we realised we had lost the most impt thing)
为何总是在犯错之后 才肯相信错的是自己 (Why we only then admitted our mistakes after we are wrong)
他们说这就是人生 (They said it is call as LIFE)
试著体会试著忍住眼泪 (Try to stop the tears)
还是躲不开应该有的情绪 (Or run away from your emotions)
我不会奢求世界停止转动 (I wont ask the world to stop spinin cos of me)
我知道逃避一点都没有用 (I know tht runaway is useless)
只是这段时间里尤其在夜里 (During this period especially the night)
还是会想起难忘的事情 (I will still recall those unforgettable time)
我想我的思念是一种病 (I think Memories is a illness)
久久不能痊愈 (Which cant be heal even forever)
当你在穿山越岭的另一边 (When we are apart)
我在孤独的路上没有尽头 (Loneliness block my vision ahead)
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸 (Sometimes I could senses you breathin at my ear)
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息 (Or even your heartbeat)
汲汲营营
忘记身边的人需要爱和关心 (We tend to forget people around us needs love & concern)
藉口总是拉远了距离 (Excuses always make us drift apart)
不知不觉无声无息 (Without us noticing it)
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违 (We always grumbled about everything)
却不愿意回头看看自己 (But we will not think for ourself)
想想自己到底做了甚黱蠢事情 (We never think about the stupid thing we had done)
也许是上帝给我一个试炼 (Maybe is an arrangement from GOD)
只是这伤口需要花点时间 (We all need time to heal our scars)
只是会想念过去的一切 ( But can only recap the past)
那些人事物会离我远去 (All the impt thing/people left me faraway)
而我们终究也会远离 (& one day the same thing will happen to us)
变成回忆 (Then we will also become memories)
oh 思念是一种病 (Memories is a illness)
oh 思念是一种病一种病 (Memories is a illness)
多久没有说我爱你 (So long I didnt said I love you)
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人 (So long you didnt hug those people whom we loved)
当这个世界不在那黱美好 (When the world is not beautiful)
只有爱可以让他更好 (Only love can make one better)
我相信一切都来得及 (I believe is still not too late for everything)
别管那些纷纷扰扰 (Ignore those disturbance)
别让不开心的事停下了脚步 (Dont allow unhappiness to distract you)
就怕你不说就怕你不做 (Jus be afraid for your failure)
别让遗憾继续一切都来得及(Stop being regretful but not tryin to mend it)
Is a Funny joke=),View it!!
http://i131.photobucket.com/albums/p317/fantasy787/funny-pic-perfect-husband.jpg
Well..wed, I met Shine wit FEI FEI=) They were so fun=)
Thursday,(ytd) I realised tht in life there is alot of thing beyond my control/beyond from wht i can do now=(. & I finally exprienced the true world of cruelty & inhuman.People will really do everything to get the things they want. But they didnt realise tht the methods they are usin is so wrong. With God blessings=)
But I always bear this in mind "those kind souls will stay good, those bad ones will have their retributions & hope they will learn from their mistakes=)"
I know Jessica will be good=)
*P.S My period jus arrived=)
This video is done by some creative frencho=)
Friday,today..
Kinda busy today..Eileen & Jeremo LAST DAY=( People came here to comfort me still=) Is part & an parcle(i hope i get it right) of life..
I am goin to study at home later & watchin Twee=)
Tml,out wit SHINE from his ceremory=)
Sunday, goin to sentosa(most probably) or runnin in a reservior=)
Is a song who sang tributin for the lost friends who alr parted the world, alot of principles & meaning of life to see for yourself=)
当你在穿山越岭的另一边 (When we are apart)
我在孤独的路上没有尽头 (Loneliness block my vision ahead)
一辈子有多少的来不及 (How many regrets we hav in a lifetime)
发现已经失去最重要的东西, 恍然大悟早已远去 (When we realised we had lost the most impt thing)
为何总是在犯错之后 才肯相信错的是自己 (Why we only then admitted our mistakes after we are wrong)
他们说这就是人生 (They said it is call as LIFE)
试著体会试著忍住眼泪 (Try to stop the tears)
还是躲不开应该有的情绪 (Or run away from your emotions)
我不会奢求世界停止转动 (I wont ask the world to stop spinin cos of me)
我知道逃避一点都没有用 (I know tht runaway is useless)
只是这段时间里尤其在夜里 (During this period especially the night)
还是会想起难忘的事情 (I will still recall those unforgettable time)
我想我的思念是一种病 (I think Memories is a illness)
久久不能痊愈 (Which cant be heal even forever)
当你在穿山越岭的另一边 (When we are apart)
我在孤独的路上没有尽头 (Loneliness block my vision ahead)
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸 (Sometimes I could senses you breathin at my ear)
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息 (Or even your heartbeat)
汲汲营营
忘记身边的人需要爱和关心 (We tend to forget people around us needs love & concern)
藉口总是拉远了距离 (Excuses always make us drift apart)
不知不觉无声无息 (Without us noticing it)
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违 (We always grumbled about everything)
却不愿意回头看看自己 (But we will not think for ourself)
想想自己到底做了甚黱蠢事情 (We never think about the stupid thing we had done)
也许是上帝给我一个试炼 (Maybe is an arrangement from GOD)
只是这伤口需要花点时间 (We all need time to heal our scars)
只是会想念过去的一切 ( But can only recap the past)
那些人事物会离我远去 (All the impt thing/people left me faraway)
而我们终究也会远离 (& one day the same thing will happen to us)
变成回忆 (Then we will also become memories)
oh 思念是一种病 (Memories is a illness)
oh 思念是一种病一种病 (Memories is a illness)
多久没有说我爱你 (So long I didnt said I love you)
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人 (So long you didnt hug those people whom we loved)
当这个世界不在那黱美好 (When the world is not beautiful)
只有爱可以让他更好 (Only love can make one better)
我相信一切都来得及 (I believe is still not too late for everything)
别管那些纷纷扰扰 (Ignore those disturbance)
别让不开心的事停下了脚步 (Dont allow unhappiness to distract you)
就怕你不说就怕你不做 (Jus be afraid for your failure)
别让遗憾继续一切都来得及(Stop being regretful but not tryin to mend it)
Is a Funny joke=),View it!!
http://i131.photobucket.com/albums/p317/fantasy787/funny-pic-perfect-husband.jpg
Well..wed, I met Shine wit FEI FEI=) They were so fun=)
Thursday,(ytd) I realised tht in life there is alot of thing beyond my control/beyond from wht i can do now=(. & I finally exprienced the true world of cruelty & inhuman.People will really do everything to get the things they want. But they didnt realise tht the methods they are usin is so wrong. With God blessings=)
But I always bear this in mind "those kind souls will stay good, those bad ones will have their retributions & hope they will learn from their mistakes=)"
I know Jessica will be good=)
*P.S My period jus arrived=)
This video is done by some creative frencho=)
Friday,today..
Kinda busy today..Eileen & Jeremo LAST DAY=( People came here to comfort me still=) Is part & an parcle(i hope i get it right) of life..
I am goin to study at home later & watchin Twee=)
Tml,out wit SHINE from his ceremory=)
Sunday, goin to sentosa(most probably) or runnin in a reservior=)
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
Weary & Scary Exprience
Hmm..RECAP FIRST!!
Monday=) hmm..I met Baby Boy on Monday=).Dinner & he walked home wit me (i almost wanted to type "he walked me home")...Nice Monday=) He has his own method of ROMANTIC..he not a cut out for guys who gives roses / sweet talk everyday..LOVE IS UNEXPRESSED=)
I created a new FEI FEI SONG for my bro=)
" My fei fei lies over the ocean.
My fei fei lies over the sea.
My fei fei lies over the ocean.
Oh bring back my FEI FEI to me=)"
Tuesday=) Boring day in work...more & more responsibilities on my shoulder=(. PLUS I got whacked by my EMO BRO!! IDIOT!! COS I DIN BRING BABY BOY HOME TO PLAY WIT HIM!! OMG..my bro fall for my man!!=)/=( ...Anyway we promised him to let him see him today, but is all depends on Shine whether he is free nots..=)
When Liyana knew abt it, she actually mocked at me..Will be meetin her on Monday=) Miss her lots & she said something sweet to me
Shine went out wit his poly friend (a she), was kinda jealous(i could feel it). I wanted to proble about it but I should jus take it easy...he is not mine now afterall
Wednesday=) I realised how LOVE should works..but i cant figure out why it works like that=(.. I cant deny I learn more during work compare to school..I enjoyed both=)..Cos I love to collect knowledge..
I realised how to recognise people who are good & bad + to see them clearly.. I jus hab the ability & Karma to see,hear,explore it=)
Oh Eileen is leavin us on Friday=) I hopes is for good=)
I know i getting greedy but ... i jus miss him=) ..goin to meet him wit FEI FEI later=)
Monday=) hmm..I met Baby Boy on Monday=).Dinner & he walked home wit me (i almost wanted to type "he walked me home")...Nice Monday=) He has his own method of ROMANTIC..he not a cut out for guys who gives roses / sweet talk everyday..LOVE IS UNEXPRESSED=)
I created a new FEI FEI SONG for my bro=)
" My fei fei lies over the ocean.
My fei fei lies over the sea.
My fei fei lies over the ocean.
Oh bring back my FEI FEI to me=)"
Tuesday=) Boring day in work...more & more responsibilities on my shoulder=(. PLUS I got whacked by my EMO BRO!! IDIOT!! COS I DIN BRING BABY BOY HOME TO PLAY WIT HIM!! OMG..my bro fall for my man!!=)/=( ...Anyway we promised him to let him see him today, but is all depends on Shine whether he is free nots..=)
When Liyana knew abt it, she actually mocked at me..Will be meetin her on Monday=) Miss her lots & she said something sweet to me
Shine went out wit his poly friend (a she), was kinda jealous(i could feel it). I wanted to proble about it but I should jus take it easy...he is not mine now afterall
Wednesday=) I realised how LOVE should works..but i cant figure out why it works like that=(.. I cant deny I learn more during work compare to school..I enjoyed both=)..Cos I love to collect knowledge..
I realised how to recognise people who are good & bad + to see them clearly.. I jus hab the ability & Karma to see,hear,explore it=)
Oh Eileen is leavin us on Friday=) I hopes is for good=)
I know i getting greedy but ... i jus miss him=) ..goin to meet him wit FEI FEI later=)
Monday, July 23, 2007
Wonderful Weekends & Full of love
Nice classical start,RITE? My favorite song "ALL MY LIFE"..Who am i actually dedicating to? "YOU KNOW WHOSsss!!"
You turned my life around yoy pick me up when i was down=)
When should i start to update you guys=)Oh oh..Wednesday=)
Actually nothin special=)..until Friday..Pei Ee went back=) Hmmm.. Everything is inside my heart=)
Saturday, was tuitoring in the morning=) Christiane msged me to go for shoppin but I need to celebrate SBP burstday's so i asked her to join=) Had Fun, especially during Movie time!! Chrissie started a line "COOL, I LOVE HORROR MOVIE" but she ended up lying / leanin on my RIGHT ARM!! & SBP she is covering her ugly FACE WITH HER NIKY JACKET=) *TIMID!!* please dun say out wht i did=)!!
Chilled in STARBUCKS, with more ppl..DARREN,PEI HAO, COLIN, JOYCE, SBP & CHRISSIE.. Chrissie & me was fishin as usual , the rest of them drank some acid so they SELDOM talk=) .. I actually forget the freakin cake so chrissie & me separated from the rest of them to buy the cake=) I brought in the cake at 11.59 is a planned thing=)
OH OH OH, recieved a fcukin cool compliment from my bestie(chrissie)..tht why i always love honest & straightforward ppl=) She said i hab a nice vocal,Thanks girl! + my voice is so clear & comfortable to listen=)
tOOk some pictures, the atmosphere could be better wit Blink BLink & Soon Guan I bet=)
Sunday=) Stay at home to rot & watched NATIONAL TREASURE=)
Monday, Today
Things goin well for Baby Boy & me=) Raymond King said this to me, this is one factual about Love & Marriage=)
"Your another one should love you(ur good) & love you for ur bad too=)"
I asked BB wht is my bad points & whether is he tryin to love it anot?
I got a satifyin reply=)
You must be wonderin who the hell is Raymond King=). He is the boss of the Carrot Cake shop @ Taka(One of Liyana's fav food) + 14 more outlets=) My idol , advicer, nice, kind designer & father of 2=)...
He told me this story about his niece, I think I need to share it=)
His Niece (currently workin in Seagate, let me named her, Grace) met this guy few year ago.He is an Airforce engineer & got deeply in love.But he is goin to U.S for work so he decided to ask her hand from her parents..So Grace eventually agreed, when they settle down in L.A..This guy got curious & hooked up by the different culture there=) Hmm..Exhangin spouse for Sex=) Grace dun like the arrangement cos Sg'rean we practiced different culture=) She decided to Divorce wit HIM..He begged her to stay wit him,you know=) but Grace INSISTED on her decision. So he knows tht he no longer can hold her heart, He eventually asked alot of guys to rape her up. THIS A REAL STORY. Grace called home, she was fetch & held back to Singapore to heal her broken wound..It left her a big lesson=) Is not about the Heart matter & also she no longer can produce a kid!! I CURSIN & SWEARIN AT THE MAN WHO DID THIS TO HER!!.. i hope she will find someone who truely love her & she will not be afraid to give him her hands again..
Lots of blessings=)
Might be meetin Baby Boy for dinner & tuitorin the kid again cos tml is his ORAL=)
You turned my life around yoy pick me up when i was down=)
When should i start to update you guys=)Oh oh..Wednesday=)
Actually nothin special=)..until Friday..Pei Ee went back=) Hmmm.. Everything is inside my heart=)
Saturday, was tuitoring in the morning=) Christiane msged me to go for shoppin but I need to celebrate SBP burstday's so i asked her to join=) Had Fun, especially during Movie time!! Chrissie started a line "COOL, I LOVE HORROR MOVIE" but she ended up lying / leanin on my RIGHT ARM!! & SBP she is covering her ugly FACE WITH HER NIKY JACKET=) *TIMID!!* please dun say out wht i did=)!!
Chilled in STARBUCKS, with more ppl..DARREN,PEI HAO, COLIN, JOYCE, SBP & CHRISSIE.. Chrissie & me was fishin as usual , the rest of them drank some acid so they SELDOM talk=) .. I actually forget the freakin cake so chrissie & me separated from the rest of them to buy the cake=) I brought in the cake at 11.59 is a planned thing=)
OH OH OH, recieved a fcukin cool compliment from my bestie(chrissie)..tht why i always love honest & straightforward ppl=) She said i hab a nice vocal,Thanks girl! + my voice is so clear & comfortable to listen=)
tOOk some pictures, the atmosphere could be better wit Blink BLink & Soon Guan I bet=)
Sunday=) Stay at home to rot & watched NATIONAL TREASURE=)
Monday, Today
Things goin well for Baby Boy & me=) Raymond King said this to me, this is one factual about Love & Marriage=)
"Your another one should love you(ur good) & love you for ur bad too=)"
I asked BB wht is my bad points & whether is he tryin to love it anot?
I got a satifyin reply=)
You must be wonderin who the hell is Raymond King=). He is the boss of the Carrot Cake shop @ Taka(One of Liyana's fav food) + 14 more outlets=) My idol , advicer, nice, kind designer & father of 2=)...
He told me this story about his niece, I think I need to share it=)
His Niece (currently workin in Seagate, let me named her, Grace) met this guy few year ago.He is an Airforce engineer & got deeply in love.But he is goin to U.S for work so he decided to ask her hand from her parents..So Grace eventually agreed, when they settle down in L.A..This guy got curious & hooked up by the different culture there=) Hmm..Exhangin spouse for Sex=) Grace dun like the arrangement cos Sg'rean we practiced different culture=) She decided to Divorce wit HIM..He begged her to stay wit him,you know=) but Grace INSISTED on her decision. So he knows tht he no longer can hold her heart, He eventually asked alot of guys to rape her up. THIS A REAL STORY. Grace called home, she was fetch & held back to Singapore to heal her broken wound..It left her a big lesson=) Is not about the Heart matter & also she no longer can produce a kid!! I CURSIN & SWEARIN AT THE MAN WHO DID THIS TO HER!!.. i hope she will find someone who truely love her & she will not be afraid to give him her hands again..
Lots of blessings=)
Might be meetin Baby Boy for dinner & tuitorin the kid again cos tml is his ORAL=)
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
Corner of Love
I'm watchin the set of drama series..=) I find it meaningful, I felt the same way as him(the main character, qin tai)..Life & Love should be full of excitment, i shouldnt predict anything but let nature takes it's course=)
I wanted to see him alot & so hab some thoughts to meet him=) But is okie..I doubt we hab anything more to say or do anymore=) Just friends..He probably wont see this cos he wont jus accidently drop by my blog unless i ask him to..
Only myself knows how I actually feel deep down..How should I decribe myself? I am kinda secretive, I dont like to snatch things from anyone, I am weird=) Plus when I'm hurt I will still pretend tht I fine, tht's me..So noone will really understand how I feel about everything..I am very observative..I like to proble out all the changes around me..But I will only keep to myself=) I dun even share wit Pei Ee or Liyana=).. I am vulnerable but I had cultivated another fact for others, so they wont believe it=) I hav a sacreful friends.. People chose to loathe me more..but doesnt mean those who hangs around wit me are my friends=) People changes=) I hab alr found some so I'm content=)
Simply I hates, but I jus dont whim it out=)..Cos I will only choose to whim more & it will only show the ugly side of me=)
I miss him=)Though is time to knock off..I still miss him=)
Only fool like me will speak wit no actions..Only fool like me wont wan to continue/start another chapter of life..Only fool like me will choose to love..& remember to think about wht actually happened to us for the past few months..
Well we broke up 1 month, 1 week & 1 day..=)But it's hurt alot when I think of him still...I hate it..I hate it..but I still need to accept it=)
I wanted to see him alot & so hab some thoughts to meet him=) But is okie..I doubt we hab anything more to say or do anymore=) Just friends..He probably wont see this cos he wont jus accidently drop by my blog unless i ask him to..
Only myself knows how I actually feel deep down..How should I decribe myself? I am kinda secretive, I dont like to snatch things from anyone, I am weird=) Plus when I'm hurt I will still pretend tht I fine, tht's me..So noone will really understand how I feel about everything..I am very observative..I like to proble out all the changes around me..But I will only keep to myself=) I dun even share wit Pei Ee or Liyana=).. I am vulnerable but I had cultivated another fact for others, so they wont believe it=) I hav a sacreful friends.. People chose to loathe me more..but doesnt mean those who hangs around wit me are my friends=) People changes=) I hab alr found some so I'm content=)
Simply I hates, but I jus dont whim it out=)..Cos I will only choose to whim more & it will only show the ugly side of me=)
I miss him=)Though is time to knock off..I still miss him=)
Only fool like me will speak wit no actions..Only fool like me wont wan to continue/start another chapter of life..Only fool like me will choose to love..& remember to think about wht actually happened to us for the past few months..
Well we broke up 1 month, 1 week & 1 day..=)But it's hurt alot when I think of him still...I hate it..I hate it..but I still need to accept it=)
Monday, July 16, 2007
Corner with love
Hmm..been enjoying & thinkin alot..Well enjoying wat? & thinkin about wat?
Enjoyin life=)
Thinking about him & situation=)
I asked him a silly question ytd..I gotten a very disappointed answer=) But is okie, I not goin to think about it, no more..Let fate & God choose it..I'm kinda tired about the arrangement they planned for me. Tired of losin someone so dearly..=) I'm tryin very hard not to think about him. I think friends is a better choice now for u & me.
Corner with love=) very meaningful song, it's like urgin me to sing out loud to him
Too bad is a chinese song, you cant understand but i trying my best to translate it to you,ya=)
I will pretend to move on alone, love is waiting for me.
You left ur dearly smile & move on, & it keeps me alive=)
I will move on strongly & I wont be fearful anything in front.
I always wanted to tell you this, Happiness wont slipped off easily & you will find happiness in the next chapter of your life
Shine
Whehter to find the beautiful of love by meeting who in Corner with love
Whether I will be meetin/be with you again at Corner wit love
At the next corner of love, i hope you find only laugher,no tears
Maybe from strangers to understanding, I might belong to you
I dont wan to disppoint love & you. So from now till future,you are my only beautiful
Love
Sandral
This is a very lousy translation!!=( But it come from my heart
Well,
Fri..
Went singing wit Elieen.& brought Ms Boon back to my house to sleep.We went up to Liyana house but Oreth's family are fast asleep=) Then we went to eat prata at mitnight=) & walked home.Then we knocked out at about 4.30am=)
Sat..
& woke up about 11 ..Pei Ee told me, I actually hit her face while I was sleepin=)Went to Vivo wit Boon & SBP..Unable to watch a single movie on tht day!! Almost tear down all the cinema & DARREN!! This idiot told me "STILL HAB SEAT AVAILABLE FOR MY WIFE IS A GANGSTER 3 AT 7.15 IN CINE!!" WE 3 ARSE rushed down by CABBIE!!
BTW..I WAS CARRYIN A KUKU BACKPACK SO IT'S MAKES ME LOOK LIKE A KUKU!! Saw Shine in Lido..We did texted, he said he misses me everyday(though i am overjoyed) but i guessed in order not to hab anymore fancy ideas for him.. I will tell myself this "Maybe he cant forget some pretty woman he met before so he thinks he miss/ even loved&like me before=)"..Nice thought rite=)
We went to East coast to cycle=) ..10 of us cycled from East Coast to Changi Village..heehee=) AS AUSUAL OUR BUTT IS THE MOST INNOCENT VICTIM=(
Sun..
Got back home at around 10 in the morning...Bathe & had our breakfast..Then Pei ee headed BACK home=)..i send a testi. to Liyana, Pei ee, SBP & Blink Blink=) wanted to send one to him, but =).So i hab been sleepin like a dead log all day long..
Till this mornin, he woke mi up=) But as asual he wont reply my onli msg of the day=) wht to do=)
Liyana will be readin this so =)
Enjoyin life=)
Thinking about him & situation=)
I asked him a silly question ytd..I gotten a very disappointed answer=) But is okie, I not goin to think about it, no more..Let fate & God choose it..I'm kinda tired about the arrangement they planned for me. Tired of losin someone so dearly..=) I'm tryin very hard not to think about him. I think friends is a better choice now for u & me.
Corner with love=) very meaningful song, it's like urgin me to sing out loud to him
Too bad is a chinese song, you cant understand but i trying my best to translate it to you,ya=)
I will pretend to move on alone, love is waiting for me.
You left ur dearly smile & move on, & it keeps me alive=)
I will move on strongly & I wont be fearful anything in front.
I always wanted to tell you this, Happiness wont slipped off easily & you will find happiness in the next chapter of your life
Shine
Whehter to find the beautiful of love by meeting who in Corner with love
Whether I will be meetin/be with you again at Corner wit love
At the next corner of love, i hope you find only laugher,no tears
Maybe from strangers to understanding, I might belong to you
I dont wan to disppoint love & you. So from now till future,you are my only beautiful
Love
Sandral
This is a very lousy translation!!=( But it come from my heart
Well,
Fri..
Went singing wit Elieen.& brought Ms Boon back to my house to sleep.We went up to Liyana house but Oreth's family are fast asleep=) Then we went to eat prata at mitnight=) & walked home.Then we knocked out at about 4.30am=)
Sat..
& woke up about 11 ..Pei Ee told me, I actually hit her face while I was sleepin=)Went to Vivo wit Boon & SBP..Unable to watch a single movie on tht day!! Almost tear down all the cinema & DARREN!! This idiot told me "STILL HAB SEAT AVAILABLE FOR MY WIFE IS A GANGSTER 3 AT 7.15 IN CINE!!" WE 3 ARSE rushed down by CABBIE!!
BTW..I WAS CARRYIN A KUKU BACKPACK SO IT'S MAKES ME LOOK LIKE A KUKU!! Saw Shine in Lido..We did texted, he said he misses me everyday(though i am overjoyed) but i guessed in order not to hab anymore fancy ideas for him.. I will tell myself this "Maybe he cant forget some pretty woman he met before so he thinks he miss/ even loved&like me before=)"..Nice thought rite=)
We went to East coast to cycle=) ..10 of us cycled from East Coast to Changi Village..heehee=) AS AUSUAL OUR BUTT IS THE MOST INNOCENT VICTIM=(
Sun..
Got back home at around 10 in the morning...Bathe & had our breakfast..Then Pei ee headed BACK home=)..i send a testi. to Liyana, Pei ee, SBP & Blink Blink=) wanted to send one to him, but =).So i hab been sleepin like a dead log all day long..
Till this mornin, he woke mi up=) But as asual he wont reply my onli msg of the day=) wht to do=)
Liyana will be readin this so =)
Friday, July 13, 2007
Relaxzzzz!!
YoYoYo..I'm havin evening/weekends maddness now!!!..WHY? I dont really know the actual answer. I'm listenin to "ONE SWEET DAY"..I really feel like singin to you,Shine=)..sounded navie..In fact i feel like singing now!!...
Oh let me do a recap first..
Tuesday, evening..ALMOST VOMITTED DURING DINNER...cos NIGGA made me to!!..OMG..he kept on sayin "I LOVE YOU, I NEED YOU".. OMG, as though it's free!! (it is free)hahaha*lame* Of cos i debated with him, showed him my true colour!!=)
Talkin abt L.O.V.E ..i onli mentioned it to a couple of people like... ... ...=)
Wednesday, Work 8am to 6pm. Work aftermath I went to SBP house..Bored*
Thursday(YTD), WOW!!Display of feelings!! My sister(stupid no.2) brought me anger & ANGER...My phone got terminated cos she can afford to pay her own bill!! $700 la..WELL DONE..ASK STUPID NO.1 TO PAY FOR HER, SEE HOW LONG SHE CAN ACTUALLY SUPPORT HER=) NVM, I change to a temp new no. alr=)..not sure how long i'll be in Sg too=) I'm praying for the best cos I know GOD will not bear to see me suffers=)
Evening, met my grandma & went back to CWP to meet Pei Ee & SBP.. I did a funny action. SHOUTED IN the foodcourt..COS SBP dun wan to pass me the phone!! IDIOT!! OH..I actually played the "shut up" game=) so sweet rite!!=) OMG..8.40PM MY HARRY POTTER!! we are late by a few minutes=)..I hab to make a confession tht I AM CLUSMY. I asked SBP "PEE & WATER LESS WATER!! COS THE MOVIE IS 2 HOURS & A HALF" BUT I finished drinkin the green tea..!!& need to rush to the loo!! IDIOTIC B.I.T.C.H=)
Harry Potter & the order of phoniex=)
I watched EVERY MOVIE w/o fail!! I DYIN TO WATCH THE NEXT MOVIE OF POTTER!!=) I love him=) *p.s i think a cute guy was sittin nearby me durin the movie=)*
Talkin abt Guy..Was chattin wit Zherui alot nowadays..We really click & he is a EMO dude=)=x heehee Then i concluded something as it is PROVEN!!
* GIRLS will always remember those simple & little sweet things BUT GUYS will never do tht!!..
Today, IS FIRDAY, the 13.. chatted wit Shine..my only BABY BOY IN THE WORLD..I asked him whether he miss me. His answer is a little but i doubt cos he jus wan to console me i guessed=) Then i said, Well i dun hab to tell you abt myself then cos it doesnt really matter to you cos you wont feel anything too. He answered, you can still say.. I replied "i dunno". But i really miss him alot though i dun wan to say it out to him..I still love him alot probably many external factor will help mi to distract his shadow for a couple of days..But I jolly well know I'll still end up Missin him..
I'm nth to him now.*Listenin to "DONT FORGET ABT US".
M.C sang..There is only one ME & YOU & how we used to shine..You will always be in my heart...Silly me...
I hab to admit tht i'm actually very vulnerable is jus tht I never like to be seen tht way=) Is okie=)
Pei ee is stayin in my house tonight=) Sweet.. I love you still alot..I will change my song to "DONT FORGET ABOUT US by M.C" first=)
Oh let me do a recap first..
Tuesday, evening..ALMOST VOMITTED DURING DINNER...cos NIGGA made me to!!..OMG..he kept on sayin "I LOVE YOU, I NEED YOU".. OMG, as though it's free!! (it is free)hahaha*lame* Of cos i debated with him, showed him my true colour!!=)
Talkin abt L.O.V.E ..i onli mentioned it to a couple of people like... ... ...=)
Wednesday, Work 8am to 6pm. Work aftermath I went to SBP house..Bored*
Thursday(YTD), WOW!!Display of feelings!! My sister(stupid no.2) brought me anger & ANGER...My phone got terminated cos she can afford to pay her own bill!! $700 la..WELL DONE..ASK STUPID NO.1 TO PAY FOR HER, SEE HOW LONG SHE CAN ACTUALLY SUPPORT HER=) NVM, I change to a temp new no. alr=)..not sure how long i'll be in Sg too=) I'm praying for the best cos I know GOD will not bear to see me suffers=)
Evening, met my grandma & went back to CWP to meet Pei Ee & SBP.. I did a funny action. SHOUTED IN the foodcourt..COS SBP dun wan to pass me the phone!! IDIOT!! OH..I actually played the "shut up" game=) so sweet rite!!=) OMG..8.40PM MY HARRY POTTER!! we are late by a few minutes=)..I hab to make a confession tht I AM CLUSMY. I asked SBP "PEE & WATER LESS WATER!! COS THE MOVIE IS 2 HOURS & A HALF" BUT I finished drinkin the green tea..!!& need to rush to the loo!! IDIOTIC B.I.T.C.H=)
Harry Potter & the order of phoniex=)
I watched EVERY MOVIE w/o fail!! I DYIN TO WATCH THE NEXT MOVIE OF POTTER!!=) I love him=) *p.s i think a cute guy was sittin nearby me durin the movie=)*
Talkin abt Guy..Was chattin wit Zherui alot nowadays..We really click & he is a EMO dude=)=x heehee Then i concluded something as it is PROVEN!!
* GIRLS will always remember those simple & little sweet things BUT GUYS will never do tht!!..
Today, IS FIRDAY, the 13.. chatted wit Shine..my only BABY BOY IN THE WORLD..I asked him whether he miss me. His answer is a little but i doubt cos he jus wan to console me i guessed=) Then i said, Well i dun hab to tell you abt myself then cos it doesnt really matter to you cos you wont feel anything too. He answered, you can still say.. I replied "i dunno". But i really miss him alot though i dun wan to say it out to him..I still love him alot probably many external factor will help mi to distract his shadow for a couple of days..But I jolly well know I'll still end up Missin him..
I'm nth to him now.*Listenin to "DONT FORGET ABT US".
M.C sang..There is only one ME & YOU & how we used to shine..You will always be in my heart...Silly me...
I hab to admit tht i'm actually very vulnerable is jus tht I never like to be seen tht way=) Is okie=)
Pei ee is stayin in my house tonight=) Sweet.. I love you still alot..I will change my song to "DONT FORGET ABOUT US by M.C" first=)
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
A Dream or In Dream
Hmm..kinda enjoyed myself for the past few days!!Especially ytd?=)
Thur & Fri!!
I guessed nothing special..I really hope tht conversation wit him did not exist=(..What's done is done..Pray for the best=)
BTW..I chatted wit PRINSTEN!!Talked about Baby Boy & me..I suddenly lost my mind then I confessed to him i once fancied him!! He was kinda suprised but he said he still wan to hang out wit me to catch up ONE SWEET DAY=)
Sat..
Happy & touchin day=)..my cousin got married to a good & rich man. She is wit him for 4 long years..plus they went to Paris before..SO SWEET right..I was holdin on to my tears, sounded silly is it? For tht moment, i really feel like gettin married!!
Ling Lee(2005 MSU contestant currently is a mediacorp actress) is her MC cum Bridemaid..OMG..I MUST CONFESSED THT IS SHE PRETTY & NICE TO PEOPLE..While i was chattin wit her outside the ballroom..Felicia Chin was walkin towards us..She is tall & pretty too=) but she went to the ballroom next us..SAF Celebration..OH OH OH..i was at Mandrain Hotel...
We had our Family Photo taken=) Big 'Chin' family=) Dont PLAY PLAY!!
FREAKIN GOOD RED WINE!!But my stupid no.2 sister dunno how to appreciate it..she vomit the wine on the table..how disgraceful!!
I was kinda drunk tht day too!! Drunk really too much..but is for the happiness=)
Sun..
All of them went to AH MA'S HOUSE at noon..Was chattin wit YONG AN..SUDDENLY A 'WE' word!! I went out for a movie wit him..didnt really regret cos the great is a freat laugher movie..
My wife is a gangster 3 ..IS A JOKE LA!!..freakin funny TRANSLATORS!! Yong An & me LOVE LOVE LOVE it !!..WORTH WATCHIN!! SO GRAB YOUR TICKETS IN CATHAY NOW=)
We went to MS to eat DUCK RICE...A BRAINWAVE of DARON Quek story's P.O.P to my head=)
Mon=)..IS A HAPPINESS!
i woke up early..@ 9 AM not for work purposes..=)
GUESS?
I MET PEI EE..omg..!!I miss her like mad..no matter wht her appearance become!! i still will love her forever=) This is True Love.!! We did something but it still seem too little to mi..I miss her like mad..I hope GOD would extented the 4pm to 10pm..=)..But i'm contented..I need to record everything down to make sure i wont forget
9 JULY 07
met her outside Boots & Shoes at 10.50..Then we head down to CityHall to enjoy DTF.. We Q up for the Donut House!! However the service is so SLOW though we are at the first 20!! But we decided to giv up & 12.45PM we marched away!! ABIT ABIT REGRETFUL!! BUT IS OKIE!!..I NOT MEANT TO Q up for nonsense!!=x I not very expressive but our actions & movements while we were eatin DTF..i so happy she still remembers the very little thing of me=)
Then i meet Sharon to pass her something..& i helped her to painted shoe again !!
SBP NEXT TIME U MUST PAY ME SERVICE CHARGE!! IF NOT I DUN FRIEND U ALR!! CHEWED DURIANS IN HER HOUSE, COOL RITE=)
Tuesday..Now..Funny day..
Zherui(from friendster) showed in a BABY ALLY whatever video!!Freakin cute !! We chats alot but kinda sad cos we might never meet cos he is goin to US to study very soon=) I find he a understandable guy..maybe cos we click=)..All the Best dudezz!!
My heart & mind is still full of him=) i mean Baby boy..
oH..CHATTED WIT LIYANA TOO!!=)
My song is Never had a dream come true..? WELL i dreamt about him ytd..the lyrics jus pop into my head..
YOU ALWAYS BE THE DREAM THT CONFUSED MY HEAD..Enjoy it..i'll blog tml again=)
BTW i goin to meet my friend now=)He is dyin to see mi=)
Coco is leavin soon back to France to study..i will miss you allrite=)
Lasty I really miss you alot alot still but i know it'll not change anything..
Thur & Fri!!
I guessed nothing special..I really hope tht conversation wit him did not exist=(..What's done is done..Pray for the best=)
BTW..I chatted wit PRINSTEN!!Talked about Baby Boy & me..I suddenly lost my mind then I confessed to him i once fancied him!! He was kinda suprised but he said he still wan to hang out wit me to catch up ONE SWEET DAY=)
Sat..
Happy & touchin day=)..my cousin got married to a good & rich man. She is wit him for 4 long years..plus they went to Paris before..SO SWEET right..I was holdin on to my tears, sounded silly is it? For tht moment, i really feel like gettin married!!
Ling Lee(2005 MSU contestant currently is a mediacorp actress) is her MC cum Bridemaid..OMG..I MUST CONFESSED THT IS SHE PRETTY & NICE TO PEOPLE..While i was chattin wit her outside the ballroom..Felicia Chin was walkin towards us..She is tall & pretty too=) but she went to the ballroom next us..SAF Celebration..OH OH OH..i was at Mandrain Hotel...
We had our Family Photo taken=) Big 'Chin' family=) Dont PLAY PLAY!!
FREAKIN GOOD RED WINE!!But my stupid no.2 sister dunno how to appreciate it..she vomit the wine on the table..how disgraceful!!
I was kinda drunk tht day too!! Drunk really too much..but is for the happiness=)
Sun..
All of them went to AH MA'S HOUSE at noon..Was chattin wit YONG AN..SUDDENLY A 'WE' word!! I went out for a movie wit him..didnt really regret cos the great is a freat laugher movie..
My wife is a gangster 3 ..IS A JOKE LA!!..freakin funny TRANSLATORS!! Yong An & me LOVE LOVE LOVE it !!..WORTH WATCHIN!! SO GRAB YOUR TICKETS IN CATHAY NOW=)
We went to MS to eat DUCK RICE...A BRAINWAVE of DARON Quek story's P.O.P to my head=)
Mon=)..IS A HAPPINESS!
i woke up early..@ 9 AM not for work purposes..=)
GUESS?
I MET PEI EE..omg..!!I miss her like mad..no matter wht her appearance become!! i still will love her forever=) This is True Love.!! We did something but it still seem too little to mi..I miss her like mad..I hope GOD would extented the 4pm to 10pm..=)..But i'm contented..I need to record everything down to make sure i wont forget
9 JULY 07
met her outside Boots & Shoes at 10.50..Then we head down to CityHall to enjoy DTF.. We Q up for the Donut House!! However the service is so SLOW though we are at the first 20!! But we decided to giv up & 12.45PM we marched away!! ABIT ABIT REGRETFUL!! BUT IS OKIE!!..I NOT MEANT TO Q up for nonsense!!=x I not very expressive but our actions & movements while we were eatin DTF..i so happy she still remembers the very little thing of me=)
Then i meet Sharon to pass her something..& i helped her to painted shoe again !!
SBP NEXT TIME U MUST PAY ME SERVICE CHARGE!! IF NOT I DUN FRIEND U ALR!! CHEWED DURIANS IN HER HOUSE, COOL RITE=)
Tuesday..Now..Funny day..
Zherui(from friendster) showed in a BABY ALLY whatever video!!Freakin cute !! We chats alot but kinda sad cos we might never meet cos he is goin to US to study very soon=) I find he a understandable guy..maybe cos we click=)..All the Best dudezz!!
My heart & mind is still full of him=) i mean Baby boy..
oH..CHATTED WIT LIYANA TOO!!=)
My song is Never had a dream come true..? WELL i dreamt about him ytd..the lyrics jus pop into my head..
YOU ALWAYS BE THE DREAM THT CONFUSED MY HEAD..Enjoy it..i'll blog tml again=)
BTW i goin to meet my friend now=)He is dyin to see mi=)
Coco is leavin soon back to France to study..i will miss you allrite=)
Lasty I really miss you alot alot still but i know it'll not change anything..
Wednesday, July 4, 2007
Is not another day like you think..=)
KONICHIIWA..brightens my day alot today=)..no sacrafice no gain..hmmm..i am so happy today, in fact now i am still..
Firstly, i longed to see her come back..but it seem not impt to you but she is impt to me..'SHORT & NICE TRIP BACK'..my one & only friend=x...Few months ago, i still remember i fell my first tear in front of the public. I hate her for turnin me so EMO..i cursed her to be my best friend forever=) Before she called in the morning, i cried while i was bathin.. I dont wan to meet her wit others not cos i am selfish, cos i hab alot to tell her..plus we will be pretty EMO i guess=) MR NICE, HUNKIE & ASH they cant stand me..hmm..especially MR NICE..he asked me for soup ytd i was over-whelmed abt her return=)
Secondly, 5 DAYS I HAVEN BEEN SEEIN HIM..i miss him too..i stopped tellin him mushy mushy stuff cos he probably not interested anymore=).. Read his horoscopes & it says that he probably needs more time to realise my importance in his life..I really hopes time will help but not worsen it..=) I'M REALLY WORK HARD & PRAYIN HARD...i told him i wan to see him as a more capable man..
I still like you alot SIR SHINE SAMUAEL=) (thriple S) aka Baby Boy=)
Thirdly,more suitors are comin back..i seriously think they are blind to like me..plus i told them is kinda impossible already!! They are still so determined..
Especially my ex...he jus realised my importance now..Boy, is kinda late..I in love wit Triple S so ya'..So i really hope they'll move on!!..
If Baby Boy tells me he no longer interested in me..i probably hab to giv up=( I think some ppl are hopin him to break my heart..but i do hab faith in him=) Afterall, I'm not so bad so no reason he should dumped me=)
Well, Sat is a big day..my cousin(zhu jie jie) finally wan to settle down..With lots of loves..
Lasty, a lengthy recap=)
Fri!!
Liyana, have one a friend tht day!! but luckily tht i din disappoint her..she knows i would..Bestie=)
Sat!
I so happy in the morning=) Then afternoon chilled with 2 hunkies..THREESOME..YUP!! We watched TRANSFORMERS =) half-way through the movie i was crying=) Kiat knows why!! Then he left us to walk around..But soon after he left, Shah needs to go off too..(ended up meeting dream girl) so sweet rite!!
Sun!
Was chattin wit a liberal girl from NYC..wowowowow..I cant tell how liberal she & her guy is!! She is in SG for 4 more weeks' doin some filmings=) Then I gotten back a long lost friend..He is becomin a pilot soon=) congrats, Ass!!
Ass told me he likes me i was kinda shocked!!he is a good catch but i told him the same thing=)
Mon!
Brought Ya ting to work!She is abit pesky cos she kept on askin me to cook!! Well..kinda nelgected Eileen abit=( Sorry Girl!! plus I'm finishin my NEWSLETTER!! Hope it'll be a success=)
Baby boy was sick..din wan to disturb him=(
Tues!
I suddenly rmb some hypocrites still surroundin me=) Hmm..nvm i'll jus close an eyes..Been thinkin the success of life still..COMON which idiot in my age will think something like tht..is so chimilogic(self-creation)=)
Chatted wit PRINSTEN abt Harry Potter..is so ridiculous tht we couldnt remember we watched H.P. & the goblet of fire!!Kinda sad
Received some nasty comments abt J.R(writer) but i still appreciates her to be so imginative..unlike some others will only dream abt some useless stuffs..Her fiction thingy is makin big bucks,dudes!
BTW HARRY POTTER is coming out 12 july!!searchin for someone to watch it wit me still!! ASAP!!=)
Received some good comments for myself too..=)
Cooked soup for ppl!!
Wed!!(today)
Hmm..i need to consult a doctor regardin my weight reduce thingy..kinda serious..BTW I'M NOT SO PREUILE TO BE ON DIET..
Chatted wit Hunkie, i found him pretty similar like me..even we chatted abt music,sport,ambition & wish..
Saw SBP's blog, i'm happy to see her & friend back together=)
Was surfin the net & readin news..Saw Hilton speechin for 4th july event,she said "dont drink & drive" makes me lol=)
Then Italy designed a beach "ONLY FOR LADY!!" wht am i supposed to do when i go there=x...
Singapore gettin abit hectic now too..Killin spouses!! Fantastic man!!
I'm a NEWS FREAK nowaday..Kinda Lazy today, this week!!..pretty slack!! I'll hab to find be 'HARDWORKIN' next week!!
Hope to see him today if not *sigh*
I'll hab to bid here..lots of love=)
FTY
I might change my song tml=)
Firstly, i longed to see her come back..but it seem not impt to you but she is impt to me..'SHORT & NICE TRIP BACK'..my one & only friend=x...Few months ago, i still remember i fell my first tear in front of the public. I hate her for turnin me so EMO..i cursed her to be my best friend forever=) Before she called in the morning, i cried while i was bathin.. I dont wan to meet her wit others not cos i am selfish, cos i hab alot to tell her..plus we will be pretty EMO i guess=) MR NICE, HUNKIE & ASH they cant stand me..hmm..especially MR NICE..he asked me for soup ytd i was over-whelmed abt her return=)
Secondly, 5 DAYS I HAVEN BEEN SEEIN HIM..i miss him too..i stopped tellin him mushy mushy stuff cos he probably not interested anymore=).. Read his horoscopes & it says that he probably needs more time to realise my importance in his life..I really hopes time will help but not worsen it..=) I'M REALLY WORK HARD & PRAYIN HARD...i told him i wan to see him as a more capable man..
I still like you alot SIR SHINE SAMUAEL=) (thriple S) aka Baby Boy=)
Thirdly,more suitors are comin back..i seriously think they are blind to like me..plus i told them is kinda impossible already!! They are still so determined..
Especially my ex...he jus realised my importance now..Boy, is kinda late..I in love wit Triple S so ya'..So i really hope they'll move on!!..
If Baby Boy tells me he no longer interested in me..i probably hab to giv up=( I think some ppl are hopin him to break my heart..but i do hab faith in him=) Afterall, I'm not so bad so no reason he should dumped me=)
Well, Sat is a big day..my cousin(zhu jie jie) finally wan to settle down..With lots of loves..
Lasty, a lengthy recap=)
Fri!!
Liyana, have one a friend tht day!! but luckily tht i din disappoint her..she knows i would..Bestie=)
Sat!
I so happy in the morning=) Then afternoon chilled with 2 hunkies..THREESOME..YUP!! We watched TRANSFORMERS =) half-way through the movie i was crying=) Kiat knows why!! Then he left us to walk around..But soon after he left, Shah needs to go off too..(ended up meeting dream girl) so sweet rite!!
Sun!
Was chattin wit a liberal girl from NYC..wowowowow..I cant tell how liberal she & her guy is!! She is in SG for 4 more weeks' doin some filmings=) Then I gotten back a long lost friend..He is becomin a pilot soon=) congrats, Ass!!
Ass told me he likes me i was kinda shocked!!he is a good catch but i told him the same thing=)
Mon!
Brought Ya ting to work!She is abit pesky cos she kept on askin me to cook!! Well..kinda nelgected Eileen abit=( Sorry Girl!! plus I'm finishin my NEWSLETTER!! Hope it'll be a success=)
Baby boy was sick..din wan to disturb him=(
Tues!
I suddenly rmb some hypocrites still surroundin me=) Hmm..nvm i'll jus close an eyes..Been thinkin the success of life still..COMON which idiot in my age will think something like tht..is so chimilogic(self-creation)=)
Chatted wit PRINSTEN abt Harry Potter..is so ridiculous tht we couldnt remember we watched H.P. & the goblet of fire!!Kinda sad
Received some nasty comments abt J.R(writer) but i still appreciates her to be so imginative..unlike some others will only dream abt some useless stuffs..Her fiction thingy is makin big bucks,dudes!
BTW HARRY POTTER is coming out 12 july!!searchin for someone to watch it wit me still!! ASAP!!=)
Received some good comments for myself too..=)
Cooked soup for ppl!!
Wed!!(today)
Hmm..i need to consult a doctor regardin my weight reduce thingy..kinda serious..BTW I'M NOT SO PREUILE TO BE ON DIET..
Chatted wit Hunkie, i found him pretty similar like me..even we chatted abt music,sport,ambition & wish..
Saw SBP's blog, i'm happy to see her & friend back together=)
Was surfin the net & readin news..Saw Hilton speechin for 4th july event,she said "dont drink & drive" makes me lol=)
Then Italy designed a beach "ONLY FOR LADY!!" wht am i supposed to do when i go there=x...
Singapore gettin abit hectic now too..Killin spouses!! Fantastic man!!
I'm a NEWS FREAK nowaday..Kinda Lazy today, this week!!..pretty slack!! I'll hab to find be 'HARDWORKIN' next week!!
Hope to see him today if not *sigh*
I'll hab to bid here..lots of love=)
FTY
I might change my song tml=)
Friday, June 29, 2007
One Sweet Day
I always find M.C a talented & charismatic woman. She is poise & maintainin her image as an artist=)..How my song today? hmm..this song is produced since ages but the words in the lyrics is remarkable.. At times when we wan to express your feeling by speeches it makes us nervous & uneasy. So the meaning is vague,but through song like this..i guessed is a gift from God.=)
Why so sentimental today? I miss her a thousand though she is comin back.Before she called mi half an hour ago jus now, i felt the same as her. So hard to see her live, when she told me her cousins were rather caustic towards her, i felt it..
Pay attention to the lyrics, M.C sang a phrase like this "Never had I imagined. Livin w/o your smile. Feelin & knowin you hear me. It keeps me alive"
REFRAIN(chours)
& I know u're shinin down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
& I know eventually we'll be together
One Sweet Day=)
Our story is a iconic one..We wasnt too close when we is at Sec 1. Then conflicts..It came all the way back to her again..Wow..Karma planned all this=)
Then
Back to my Family..Problem
I'm hopeless & helpless to help Sofina..I talked to Suvin in the mornin jus now after i prayed to God.I dunno wht wrong wit Sofina..I tried to think i not a bad sister but i cant..I tried to ignore tht Sofina dun wan to school but i cant
I killed millions of brain cells for her..I make an effort to pray to Lord but whether he hears me is an unknown.I realised he jus replied mi in this song by chance when i crave for this song, it says "Although the sun will never shine the same. I'll always look to a brighter day. Lord I know when I lay myself down to sleep. You will always listen as I pray."
Work aftermath(now) goin to Liyana's house..
Ytd,watch 13 Game of Death @ AMK Hub..Eee...Lousy movie anyway!!
Baby boy is coming at night, i miss him too..=)
Tml i need to come back to work & Ya ting is workin wit me on Monday..(Hopefully she'll hired for long term like me..Shared some of my burden)=)
ENJOY THE SONG!!
Why so sentimental today? I miss her a thousand though she is comin back.Before she called mi half an hour ago jus now, i felt the same as her. So hard to see her live, when she told me her cousins were rather caustic towards her, i felt it..
Pay attention to the lyrics, M.C sang a phrase like this "Never had I imagined. Livin w/o your smile. Feelin & knowin you hear me. It keeps me alive"
REFRAIN(chours)
& I know u're shinin down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
& I know eventually we'll be together
One Sweet Day=)
Our story is a iconic one..We wasnt too close when we is at Sec 1. Then conflicts..It came all the way back to her again..Wow..Karma planned all this=)
Then
Back to my Family..Problem
I'm hopeless & helpless to help Sofina..I talked to Suvin in the mornin jus now after i prayed to God.I dunno wht wrong wit Sofina..I tried to think i not a bad sister but i cant..I tried to ignore tht Sofina dun wan to school but i cant
I killed millions of brain cells for her..I make an effort to pray to Lord but whether he hears me is an unknown.I realised he jus replied mi in this song by chance when i crave for this song, it says "Although the sun will never shine the same. I'll always look to a brighter day. Lord I know when I lay myself down to sleep. You will always listen as I pray."
Work aftermath(now) goin to Liyana's house..
Ytd,watch 13 Game of Death @ AMK Hub..Eee...Lousy movie anyway!!
Baby boy is coming at night, i miss him too..=)
Tml i need to come back to work & Ya ting is workin wit me on Monday..(Hopefully she'll hired for long term like me..Shared some of my burden)=)
ENJOY THE SONG!!
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
I'm still mad as hell and i dun hab time to go round & round & round
Hey ya..Listen to my song before you close my blog..Very nice meaningful Countrymusic=) Powerful meaning through the lyrics & Powerful singers,real impressive..It often remind mi I can never be perfect,let alone others=)..
My baby baby boy is not in town..i missin him 10 to 100 times everyday..I hope everyday is friday=) Oh..speakin about friday,I promised Liyana's to go for her chalet..She was upset when i din turned up the previous time=)..I do miss her alot..okie..Anyway she should know..
Recently, my friend list has some slight changes..Most of my friends are international from Greece(Mr NIce), Nigeria, Paris etc..All guys again..so ya'
It dont matter you are black,white or yellow if you're brown or red..LOVE is colourblind=)
My family problem=)...Firstly I would like to announce I'm a motherless kid=), maybe my family consist of my dad & me..Alot of questions runnin through my head ytd..Can i be spared to look after my dad's wife(pretty smart description) in future? Well,i will ask my dad abt it! I am ashamed of my Dad's other daughter(wit his wife), cos she is an uneducated,stubborn,snoobish,brainless freak.. I not lookin down on those who is not educated..Some uneducated ppl are street smart and well-expressed..but i jolly well know is not my dad's other daughter=) Her mum is worse..she even said "she might marry a guy wit $"..=) My rich pals hav all shaken their head, who will wan to marry a okie-looking,navie,brainless girl when you are a milllionaire?=)
The silly thing is i been puttin wit her long enough but yet she doesnt know tht i cant not challenge..I'm a freak..
She once challenged me when i criticised her youngest daughter goin to Normal Technical stream (Well, i admitted tht my bad..at least she(her youngest daughter) is determined to finish her minimum education..she managed to prove me wrong=)) tht I habe to shut my mouth till I've completed my 'N' Level=). Ytd is an unforgettenable day..She said 'If you are so good,complete your University=) We'll see who is the winner in the end.I thanked her for challengin me alot=p
Even her own mother,Mary (Dad's wife mum) agrees wit mi=)
Happy Stuffs...
My cousin is heldin her weddin in a pose Hotel on 7 july 07..
Hmmm..I chatted wit Soon Guan..We're plannin for a holiday wit a few more friends & chatted alot more things
I asked SBP for a moive today, she dunno up to wht shit..nvm I can go myself=)
Pei Ee & my secret is goin to reveal in afew more days=p
Fabin,tht handsome jap lookin brat msged me..and asked you and him haben break? Even we break,he probably nv stands a chance..though he's freakin rich (jus shifted to a house)
Lastly,i finally knocked off=)
I really miss & love him alot..Wht he msged mi on Tues(before he go) surpised me fulltime & I love him=)
Hopefully i dun miss anything/anyone out...Lastly YA TING IS my die hard fan..she will always read my blog but i nv mentions her name before=)
Muacks
My baby baby boy is not in town..i missin him 10 to 100 times everyday..I hope everyday is friday=) Oh..speakin about friday,I promised Liyana's to go for her chalet..She was upset when i din turned up the previous time=)..I do miss her alot..okie..Anyway she should know..
Recently, my friend list has some slight changes..Most of my friends are international from Greece(Mr NIce), Nigeria, Paris etc..All guys again..so ya'
It dont matter you are black,white or yellow if you're brown or red..LOVE is colourblind=)
My family problem=)...Firstly I would like to announce I'm a motherless kid=), maybe my family consist of my dad & me..Alot of questions runnin through my head ytd..Can i be spared to look after my dad's wife(pretty smart description) in future? Well,i will ask my dad abt it! I am ashamed of my Dad's other daughter(wit his wife), cos she is an uneducated,stubborn,snoobish,brainless freak.. I not lookin down on those who is not educated..Some uneducated ppl are street smart and well-expressed..but i jolly well know is not my dad's other daughter=) Her mum is worse..she even said "she might marry a guy wit $"..=) My rich pals hav all shaken their head, who will wan to marry a okie-looking,navie,brainless girl when you are a milllionaire?=)
The silly thing is i been puttin wit her long enough but yet she doesnt know tht i cant not challenge..I'm a freak..
She once challenged me when i criticised her youngest daughter goin to Normal Technical stream (Well, i admitted tht my bad..at least she(her youngest daughter) is determined to finish her minimum education..she managed to prove me wrong=)) tht I habe to shut my mouth till I've completed my 'N' Level=). Ytd is an unforgettenable day..She said 'If you are so good,complete your University=) We'll see who is the winner in the end.I thanked her for challengin me alot=p
Even her own mother,Mary (Dad's wife mum) agrees wit mi=)
Happy Stuffs...
My cousin is heldin her weddin in a pose Hotel on 7 july 07..
Hmmm..I chatted wit Soon Guan..We're plannin for a holiday wit a few more friends & chatted alot more things
I asked SBP for a moive today, she dunno up to wht shit..nvm I can go myself=)
Pei Ee & my secret is goin to reveal in afew more days=p
Fabin,tht handsome jap lookin brat msged me..and asked you and him haben break? Even we break,he probably nv stands a chance..though he's freakin rich (jus shifted to a house)
Lastly,i finally knocked off=)
I really miss & love him alot..Wht he msged mi on Tues(before he go) surpised me fulltime & I love him=)
Hopefully i dun miss anything/anyone out...Lastly YA TING IS my die hard fan..she will always read my blog but i nv mentions her name before=)
Muacks
Monday, June 25, 2007
Through the Rain
Click & watch the video,Thanks=)
Whenever I'm breakin apart this song helps alot
so..=)I hope you'll love it too
When you get caught in the rain with nowhere to run
When you're distraught and in pain without anyone
and you feel so far away
That you just can't find your way home
You can get there alone
It's okay, what you say is
(CHOURS)
I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain
And if you keep fallin down don't you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound, so keep pressing on steadfastly
And you'll find what you need to prevail
What you say is
(CHOURS)
And when the rain blows, as shadows grow close don't be afraid
There's nothin you can't face
And should they tell you you'll never pull through
Don't hesitate, stand tall and say
(CHOURS)
You will make it through the rain
It is wht i been telin myself for this few days..Maybe this is really not my month=)
Hmm..I was thinkin wht i had said to FOC aka SBP on Saturday..I shouldnt be so weak, i'm very sorry to myself when i said tht..I came into this hectic world with a purpose,jus like everyone does..
Saturday evenin I went out with Ms Chee for a dinny..hmm..She is doin fine,we crap alot and most of all she delighten me..
BORDERS is what i learnt..When i tried to giv love to my family member i must giv it happily but if i not then i dun giv..cos GIVING is a reward,happiness & bliss=)
Hmmm..Bossy requested mi to chat less durin work, do so during break=) Will do=)
Now i'm goin to meet Eloi(my godbro) to eat=)
He jus msged mi and call mi 'BABY GIRL' omg!!=) I confessed to him on Sunday Morning=)...hmm not confessin but..aiyo..dunno wat tht call..whatever
ONE LAST SECRET..9 MORE DAYS..MY IDIOT FRIEND IS COMIN BACK=)
Whenever I'm breakin apart this song helps alot
so..=)I hope you'll love it too
When you get caught in the rain with nowhere to run
When you're distraught and in pain without anyone
and you feel so far away
That you just can't find your way home
You can get there alone
It's okay, what you say is
(CHOURS)
I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain
And if you keep fallin down don't you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound, so keep pressing on steadfastly
And you'll find what you need to prevail
What you say is
(CHOURS)
And when the rain blows, as shadows grow close don't be afraid
There's nothin you can't face
And should they tell you you'll never pull through
Don't hesitate, stand tall and say
(CHOURS)
You will make it through the rain
It is wht i been telin myself for this few days..Maybe this is really not my month=)
Hmm..I was thinkin wht i had said to FOC aka SBP on Saturday..I shouldnt be so weak, i'm very sorry to myself when i said tht..I came into this hectic world with a purpose,jus like everyone does..
Saturday evenin I went out with Ms Chee for a dinny..hmm..She is doin fine,we crap alot and most of all she delighten me..
BORDERS is what i learnt..When i tried to giv love to my family member i must giv it happily but if i not then i dun giv..cos GIVING is a reward,happiness & bliss=)
Hmmm..Bossy requested mi to chat less durin work, do so during break=) Will do=)
Now i'm goin to meet Eloi(my godbro) to eat=)
He jus msged mi and call mi 'BABY GIRL' omg!!=) I confessed to him on Sunday Morning=)...hmm not confessin but..aiyo..dunno wat tht call..whatever
ONE LAST SECRET..9 MORE DAYS..MY IDIOT FRIEND IS COMIN BACK=)
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
So yesterday=)
Hmm...Went for a run from my place to his place(20min)..hmm..then i took 45 min to walk back!!!=)
Ms Chee sms-ed mi jus now..=P she said she miss me will date mi out!!wahaha!! Then peiee said the same thing to me too=) Sweet,rite? OMG!!heehee
I miss him, Ms chee, Peiee(SHE IS COMIN BACK!!) & Liyana too!!
Btw FOC got a new name from me again, tht is SBP (Si Ba Po)=)
*p.s She loves it!!!
Ms Chee sms-ed mi jus now..=P she said she miss me will date mi out!!wahaha!! Then peiee said the same thing to me too=) Sweet,rite? OMG!!heehee
I miss him, Ms chee, Peiee(SHE IS COMIN BACK!!) & Liyana too!!
Btw FOC got a new name from me again, tht is SBP (Si Ba Po)=)
*p.s She loves it!!!
Monday, June 18, 2007
I probably jus wan to sing=)
Lately i've been tryna fight whatever's pullin us under
It's got a hold and really makin mi wonder
What it takes to get through i gonna stick wit you, my baby
Baby, tell me. Maybe i'm foolishy over-reactin' but beenin without you I cant imagine
It jus too close to the heart & i wont stand it if were broken apart
(Chours)
Do you hear me?
Baby you gonna believe in the thing we win together
Dun ya throw in the towel
I keepin my promise to you i got ya back now
When the chips, it seem like it so hard for ya to move ahead
Jus know tht I'm by ur side
There aint no ifs, buts or maybes
I'm gonna stay down & ride for ya baby
We've been cuttin it close wit the backwards & forward
It's rockin the boat we gonna get control of this
Let's take it back to 3 Months ago
When you said we could make it throught whatever ever
Leavin is not an opinion baby NV NV
Now dun you believe tht love is worht a fight
In you is everything tht i'm missin
So giv us a chance
(Chours)
Dun you dare to tell me we gonna let it go
We've been on top for too long JUS to let it go under
I dun wanna to hear tht
I jus cant hear tht
& know whatever you take mi I'll go
I been wit you for too long to start wit another
I know you hear me
Jus tell mi you hear me
This few days i must stay really happy & forget abt the unhappy for health purpose!! Hais..Easier to say than done
I expressed my feelin and story in the song so nice to find something to comfort me still
Though I wont be keepin you..Maybe ya rite plenty of guys for me=) Let nature takes its course ya' we'll see dun prelude too fast=)
I still alive & still kickin but abit weak=) The past few days was okie..I love thursday (Study day wit him) & Firday(Fastantic 4 wit him)..hmm still pendin for another meet up=( Maybe,maybe not?..
And Sat Sentosa..Yucky Weather..Nice & fun still!! Sunday(ytd) I went to Eileen house to make dumplings (surpised rite..who the hell is her?)heehee..secret person!!Her bro looks like one of The superband winners..We chatted abit=) Hmm..Today..dwellin about something but I gonna let it GO!! and study later later joggin alone!!
I bid here but i still tell him I love him.=)Hopefully he'll see it..You think he will?Nah!! I doubt!! so byeye!!=)
It's got a hold and really makin mi wonder
What it takes to get through i gonna stick wit you, my baby
Baby, tell me. Maybe i'm foolishy over-reactin' but beenin without you I cant imagine
It jus too close to the heart & i wont stand it if were broken apart
(Chours)
Do you hear me?
Baby you gonna believe in the thing we win together
Dun ya throw in the towel
I keepin my promise to you i got ya back now
When the chips, it seem like it so hard for ya to move ahead
Jus know tht I'm by ur side
There aint no ifs, buts or maybes
I'm gonna stay down & ride for ya baby
We've been cuttin it close wit the backwards & forward
It's rockin the boat we gonna get control of this
Let's take it back to 3 Months ago
When you said we could make it throught whatever ever
Leavin is not an opinion baby NV NV
Now dun you believe tht love is worht a fight
In you is everything tht i'm missin
So giv us a chance
(Chours)
Dun you dare to tell me we gonna let it go
We've been on top for too long JUS to let it go under
I dun wanna to hear tht
I jus cant hear tht
& know whatever you take mi I'll go
I been wit you for too long to start wit another
I know you hear me
Jus tell mi you hear me
This few days i must stay really happy & forget abt the unhappy for health purpose!! Hais..Easier to say than done
I expressed my feelin and story in the song so nice to find something to comfort me still
Though I wont be keepin you..Maybe ya rite plenty of guys for me=) Let nature takes its course ya' we'll see dun prelude too fast=)
I still alive & still kickin but abit weak=) The past few days was okie..I love thursday (Study day wit him) & Firday(Fastantic 4 wit him)..hmm still pendin for another meet up=( Maybe,maybe not?..
And Sat Sentosa..Yucky Weather..Nice & fun still!! Sunday(ytd) I went to Eileen house to make dumplings (surpised rite..who the hell is her?)heehee..secret person!!Her bro looks like one of The superband winners..We chatted abit=) Hmm..Today..dwellin about something but I gonna let it GO!! and study later later joggin alone!!
I bid here but i still tell him I love him.=)Hopefully he'll see it..You think he will?Nah!! I doubt!! so byeye!!=)
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Byul=Star=they=) Shine and me
We are together for 3 months finally we graspin for more place of our own and i've decided to desist but we're not goin to giv up still. I felt his "not ready to for a RS" in myself. "This time you really love,I dont know how to comfort you cos you always do all the comforting",Pei ee said. Out of so many RS, this time I finally love cos I am obsess and findin it so hard to let go..
Again i have histrionics but more toward saddness and happiness..40% for both and then 20% for MISC..
Lovin someone is so hard..Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus..It really decribles Shine & me alot=) We hab to work things out before we are really ready..When we are togehter is not only LOVE but also trust and commitment so I suggested something to him and everyone will think I'm stupid but no harm trying it=)
He is not the romantic guy,he wont do all those sweety talks but he shone my life..the sean paul look, lovely smile and most importantly my baby boy..I called him my Baby boy after tht dance wit him=) I am willing to giv myself and him a chance to start everything over but we need to understand one another first..
We had a talk ytd abt our love, he said he is stupid to let me go but i explained to him tht you didnt let mi go..i still need ur heart to move on cos i love you still and i asked "why not we become lover?" Like wht we are still but no commitment & restriction still it's optional.We still hangout to know each other more to really understand..sometimes i really wished he can tell me more and everything he tells Kiran & Joseph (Now i hope & think he will, will you?)
Though my hearts really breaks still lover is nth ( neither friends nor BGR ) so when he meet another girl he can still move on same to me( tht why he's prepared but i not) Cos i never think abt him leavin me..i will hab to slowly think abt it..in case=)..But will I leave him? My friends think so but i dont know..I'm happy and good wit him, i wont find another one like him..maybe
All of this has no 100%=) So we will go on like tht..Well if it works out, I'll treat it as a bonus but if it's dont, I'll be prepared..
I feared so i held on tightly and I didnt think abt his feeling but I am still young if he's not mine we both still moves on=) cos i hab They(Star) to accompany me=) so i jus dun think too much!!
HOW'S MY BLOG SONG? I hab been listenin to it..i'm still practicing it..so one day I can sing to you,Baby Boy!!
Let me translate the chours for you..since i dont know what we will become=) together anot we hab to work as one and see!for 2 years+? maybe=)!!heehee...ARGH!! i said no tears for myself today but i am crying now..Such a baby rite!!..
Pei ee & Sharon / Liyana, please dont feel for me cos i choose my way..i never feel like lovin so much so let me be navie or in dream for the time being..jus stand by me so tht if i feel like crying i still know who to find!!=)
I really hope to see you later=)go home together?
Shine, my baby boy this is for u (dun pause my blog song or it change to the next song click it back cos those words comes from within)
Don't be hurt too much. They(star) hug me tight, pamper me and comfort me.
Telling me to go to sleep
Though I'm exhausted to the point where I'm cant walk
Though my tears blur my vision
I'll still smile in front of my love(you) that I'm not able to get
Even though our happy times were short, I'll treasure it deep inside my heart like those countless number of stars, forever
Only for today, I wont cry though my eyes filled with tears
I want to laugh like those stars
I want to cherish all my happy moments wit you, deep inside my heart like those countless numbers of star, forever
Sarangheiyo..*muacks
It's a new start of love so i still crave to hear you say "I love you, i miss you etc.Whatever you like jus tell me"=) I'll wait till the day u wish to touch me wit your heart and open arms
Is a lengthy Blog=) But all of it comes from within..
Sunday Fantastic 4 pls pls pls remember!!!=)
Again i have histrionics but more toward saddness and happiness..40% for both and then 20% for MISC..
Lovin someone is so hard..Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus..It really decribles Shine & me alot=) We hab to work things out before we are really ready..When we are togehter is not only LOVE but also trust and commitment so I suggested something to him and everyone will think I'm stupid but no harm trying it=)
He is not the romantic guy,he wont do all those sweety talks but he shone my life..the sean paul look, lovely smile and most importantly my baby boy..I called him my Baby boy after tht dance wit him=) I am willing to giv myself and him a chance to start everything over but we need to understand one another first..
We had a talk ytd abt our love, he said he is stupid to let me go but i explained to him tht you didnt let mi go..i still need ur heart to move on cos i love you still and i asked "why not we become lover?" Like wht we are still but no commitment & restriction still it's optional.We still hangout to know each other more to really understand..sometimes i really wished he can tell me more and everything he tells Kiran & Joseph (Now i hope & think he will, will you?)
Though my hearts really breaks still lover is nth ( neither friends nor BGR ) so when he meet another girl he can still move on same to me( tht why he's prepared but i not) Cos i never think abt him leavin me..i will hab to slowly think abt it..in case=)..But will I leave him? My friends think so but i dont know..I'm happy and good wit him, i wont find another one like him..maybe
All of this has no 100%=) So we will go on like tht..Well if it works out, I'll treat it as a bonus but if it's dont, I'll be prepared..
I feared so i held on tightly and I didnt think abt his feeling but I am still young if he's not mine we both still moves on=) cos i hab They(Star) to accompany me=) so i jus dun think too much!!
HOW'S MY BLOG SONG? I hab been listenin to it..i'm still practicing it..so one day I can sing to you,Baby Boy!!
Let me translate the chours for you..since i dont know what we will become=) together anot we hab to work as one and see!for 2 years+? maybe=)!!heehee...ARGH!! i said no tears for myself today but i am crying now..Such a baby rite!!..
Pei ee & Sharon / Liyana, please dont feel for me cos i choose my way..i never feel like lovin so much so let me be navie or in dream for the time being..jus stand by me so tht if i feel like crying i still know who to find!!=)
I really hope to see you later=)go home together?
Shine, my baby boy this is for u (dun pause my blog song or it change to the next song click it back cos those words comes from within)
Don't be hurt too much. They(star) hug me tight, pamper me and comfort me.
Telling me to go to sleep
Though I'm exhausted to the point where I'm cant walk
Though my tears blur my vision
I'll still smile in front of my love(you) that I'm not able to get
Even though our happy times were short, I'll treasure it deep inside my heart like those countless number of stars, forever
Only for today, I wont cry though my eyes filled with tears
I want to laugh like those stars
I want to cherish all my happy moments wit you, deep inside my heart like those countless numbers of star, forever
Sarangheiyo..*muacks
It's a new start of love so i still crave to hear you say "I love you, i miss you etc.Whatever you like jus tell me"=) I'll wait till the day u wish to touch me wit your heart and open arms
Is a lengthy Blog=) But all of it comes from within..
Sunday Fantastic 4 pls pls pls remember!!!=)
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Sunshine After the Rain
RAIN DROPS WERE FALLING ON MY HEAD!!
Hmm..was strugglin with myself and the demon in me for the past few days..Things finally got better today!!=) Well, after talkin to some chaps. I realised some hidden people are actually very vulnerable though strong in the appearance.I guessed he know who is he " Jus dun think too much =)" and I knew hidden secret and knowledges of someone=). Most of all, I know who am i. It surpises me alot when i know i'm the choosen one!! Praise the Lord!! Rite..
I am myself, I should put myself in pirority! Why should I care about people who doesnt bothers me..I should jus impress myself..Sunday I streamed down town and went to a Church..I bowed down to Christ I found the potiental power. I prayed to him,I can feel him..=)
Weewee Pls pls pls enjoy my song!!! I am learning how to sing "Byul" now!!=)
Hmm..was strugglin with myself and the demon in me for the past few days..Things finally got better today!!=) Well, after talkin to some chaps. I realised some hidden people are actually very vulnerable though strong in the appearance.I guessed he know who is he " Jus dun think too much =)" and I knew hidden secret and knowledges of someone=). Most of all, I know who am i. It surpises me alot when i know i'm the choosen one!! Praise the Lord!! Rite..
I am myself, I should put myself in pirority! Why should I care about people who doesnt bothers me..I should jus impress myself..Sunday I streamed down town and went to a Church..I bowed down to Christ I found the potiental power. I prayed to him,I can feel him..=)
Weewee Pls pls pls enjoy my song!!! I am learning how to sing "Byul" now!!=)
Saturday, June 9, 2007
Phlegmatic words
SENTOSA WAS FUN=) ABOUT THE REST OF THE THING..I'll blog it tml or something cos is still very vivdly to me..i s jus anathema i guessed..It makes mi feel upless (Down) & i'm replete wit questions. When i cognizant of doubts i'll never stop to figure out why,wht,when,how etc..I not tryin to exacerbate the situation, is jus tht i am a harbinger..
I not askin for more..I am vexed!!..we are now amicable but i really think tht not all!..let me think first=)
I not askin for more..I am vexed!!..we are now amicable but i really think tht not all!..let me think first=)
Friday, June 8, 2007
Wht should I name this?
Hmm..I love Wednesday 6 june 07!! Cos I went out wit Liyana..We are splastic lame!! Took a train to Taka to eat KFC!!=) Then Starhub for Green Tea Frappe..Omg..i love it..however Good times always flies fast though i wished to hold back tht few hours..We Bitched!! alot and she said "How I wish to see how we become in 10 years time" . 10 yearly time, we all gonna be 28=).
I still remember as we talked all night abt the rest of our lives.Where and what we gonna be when we are 25. We hopes our story never ends..=) I felt tht my life is simplify now at least I will feel bored..My lifestyle was too good..but i really prefer wht i habin now..a baby boy, Pei ee, Liyana & shrek, Sharon and my family..
I learning to be more humble from my boy. I've learnt how to miss people who truely care for me. I learn how Shrek family can manage so peacefully. From Sharon, I learn how to be nice..she is very nice to me=)
I thanked God for this.=) I'm contented..Thank you..at the very least they are true to me and I am true to them..That enough i guessed..Memories are meant to be keep, I kept Seng Leng,Shu Yi, Mei zhi and alot more in my inner safebox..when I'm free I can open the safe and feel something from there..=)
18 years in this hectic world, after i struggled for 4 years plus. Finally I've some facts about Life..Proud of myself..At least I hav not been spendin my life bitchin and pin pointin at others and forget abt myself.. God made me and i chose my destiny, i am confident to say I will be a success in life cos i do hab supporters like them in life...
Tml ..Sentosa!! and Sunday Facial in New York!! Wowowo!!
Gtg..knocked off!!Take care!
I still remember as we talked all night abt the rest of our lives.Where and what we gonna be when we are 25. We hopes our story never ends..=) I felt tht my life is simplify now at least I will feel bored..My lifestyle was too good..but i really prefer wht i habin now..a baby boy, Pei ee, Liyana & shrek, Sharon and my family..
I learning to be more humble from my boy. I've learnt how to miss people who truely care for me. I learn how Shrek family can manage so peacefully. From Sharon, I learn how to be nice..she is very nice to me=)
I thanked God for this.=) I'm contented..Thank you..at the very least they are true to me and I am true to them..That enough i guessed..Memories are meant to be keep, I kept Seng Leng,Shu Yi, Mei zhi and alot more in my inner safebox..when I'm free I can open the safe and feel something from there..=)
18 years in this hectic world, after i struggled for 4 years plus. Finally I've some facts about Life..Proud of myself..At least I hav not been spendin my life bitchin and pin pointin at others and forget abt myself.. God made me and i chose my destiny, i am confident to say I will be a success in life cos i do hab supporters like them in life...
Tml ..Sentosa!! and Sunday Facial in New York!! Wowowo!!
Gtg..knocked off!!Take care!
Wednesday, June 6, 2007
THIS IS WHY I'M HOT
OMG, i always in love for BABY BOY!! but today i'm in love wit "THIS IS WHY I'M HOT!!"=x NEVER tell him!!=)
Anyway we are more than fine now!!still very very love him!!-->is tht english?!
nah!!is okie to made a small mistake!!
I goin out wit Liyana aka Princess Fiona later for dinny...i love her
Pei ee and FOC dun get too jealous okie!! Especially FOC you see me almost EVERYDAY!!I'm *S&T of you=) As for Pei,she hear my beautiful voice almost everyday so allrite!!
*p.s SICK & TIRED!!
Tht King of Fcuker is really one!!LEF he can forget his brothers' housewarming so whatsoever is on SATURDAY..fcuk..FOC is happy for NTH!! we change the outing to NEXT SAT 16 OF JUNE!! Tht Smelly Shrek is another king!!He keep on tellin me he has to work!!he is so fcuk! ARGH!
THIS IS WHY I'M HOT!!
Chatted wit SL, BLINK BLINK, LEF(short chat), NAZ, Liyana
I could tell who are the real friends!
hmm,anything i abit concerned abt got something to do wit last firday after Cafe Delma!!FOC should know about it..
The conversation started when i said "A guy who wan to know mi from Friendster is drivin a PORCHE".
Someone shouted "DRIVING A PORCHE IS SO LOW CLASS!!" when she isnt drivin a car though her BF could afford it cos RICH MAN KID!! of course my reaction was "WTF".So i told her there is onli 100 - 150 PORCHE-ian in Sg is whereas the NISSAN-ian is countless!! Then little cute someone made me wanna strangle her when she didnt answer my question PLUS tells me this "NO,People who drives TOYOYA is more than People who drives NISSAN!!"
wah..she talks like an ASS!!i can stand girls who is stupid but not when girls who are STUPID and wan to act sophisticated!! I FULL TIME LOATHE THEM!! plus she is like freakin proud when her BF seem useless to mi=) Never debates wit a Lawyer!!
I released the anger i owned!!=) hmm..ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE!!
Missing baby and i dyin to see Liyana!!=)
Anyway we are more than fine now!!still very very love him!!-->is tht english?!
nah!!is okie to made a small mistake!!
I goin out wit Liyana aka Princess Fiona later for dinny...i love her
Pei ee and FOC dun get too jealous okie!! Especially FOC you see me almost EVERYDAY!!I'm *S&T of you=) As for Pei,she hear my beautiful voice almost everyday so allrite!!
*p.s SICK & TIRED!!
Tht King of Fcuker is really one!!LEF he can forget his brothers' housewarming so whatsoever is on SATURDAY..fcuk..FOC is happy for NTH!! we change the outing to NEXT SAT 16 OF JUNE!! Tht Smelly Shrek is another king!!He keep on tellin me he has to work!!he is so fcuk! ARGH!
THIS IS WHY I'M HOT!!
Chatted wit SL, BLINK BLINK, LEF(short chat), NAZ, Liyana
I could tell who are the real friends!
hmm,anything i abit concerned abt got something to do wit last firday after Cafe Delma!!FOC should know about it..
The conversation started when i said "A guy who wan to know mi from Friendster is drivin a PORCHE".
Someone shouted "DRIVING A PORCHE IS SO LOW CLASS!!" when she isnt drivin a car though her BF could afford it cos RICH MAN KID!! of course my reaction was "WTF".So i told her there is onli 100 - 150 PORCHE-ian in Sg is whereas the NISSAN-ian is countless!! Then little cute someone made me wanna strangle her when she didnt answer my question PLUS tells me this "NO,People who drives TOYOYA is more than People who drives NISSAN!!"
wah..she talks like an ASS!!i can stand girls who is stupid but not when girls who are STUPID and wan to act sophisticated!! I FULL TIME LOATHE THEM!! plus she is like freakin proud when her BF seem useless to mi=) Never debates wit a Lawyer!!
I released the anger i owned!!=) hmm..ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE!!
Missing baby and i dyin to see Liyana!!=)
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