How do I live without all of you=)

My Personality

You Are An ENTP

The Visionary You are charming, outgoing, friendly. You make a good first impression. You possess good negotiating skills and can convince anyone of anything. Happy to be the center of attention, you love to tell stories and show off. You're very clever, but not disciplined enough to do well in structured environments. In love, you see everything as a grand adventure. You enjoy taking risks for love. And if things don't work out, you're usually not too much worse for the wear! You would make a great entrepreneur, marketing executive, or actor. At work, you need a lot of freedom to pursue your own path and vision. How you see yourself: Analytical, creative, and peaceful When other people don't get you, they see you as: Detached, wishy-washy, and superficial

What's Your Personality Type?

Let the pictures talk all first!

Teambuild Triathlon!!


Messy


Chit Chatting=) They are Loved, Will be missing them alot


Zoo family love; cos I am loved


Patrick, Fei fei & me


Me love!


Shy her=)


Dahing boy


5 bucks for petting Patrick!


Sea Creature! Wee~~


Tall tall thing


He is having Soo much fun


Fat Fat took the picture


Argh!! Bugs


Oh god!!


Shiny star


Posing Seh~


I miss the happiness we had


Well, I know i know. It has been awhile I didnt update, Sorry ar bye!! Is FRIDAY today but I am still @ home. Wan to know why! Missed work cos I am sick, damn sick 38.7 degree, temperature too high. I on the verge of erupting, not so bad as yesterday~ As Always, will cover abit here & there=)

Enjoyed the pictures? I hoped you do.. Zoo, Triathlon etc. Anyway, I have this weird thinking tht all PARROTS are named as "PATRICK", so ya! NO OFFENCE TO THOSE WHOM NAME AS PATRICK OKIE?
Like my blog song? I hope you do, cos I loved it. "HOW DO I GET THROUGH A NIGHT WITHOUT YOU?" Love is everything I've got! Be it Family, Friendship, Relationship or whatever it is, love is a bliss. This song is specially dedicated for the precious people who roams in my pitiful life now=)

I love my family, is an unchangable fact. I love my pop, my mum & bro. I dote my sisters in my heart. Pop asked me to sponor him 1k for the fake teeths after he came back from the dental clinic. He is not very handsome now with 3 teeths left. Why he dont wan to plunk the 3 teeths out with the rest?

"Cos is painful man!!", tht is wht he said.

HEEHEE.. Back to the sponoring topic; I told him "Sorry ar bye, 1k I dont have. you sponored me for everything. In future then I sponor you, so you wait for another (I counted wit my fingers) hmmm, 8 years?"

He replied "Wait for you & ur 8 years, I die alr man. I buying the teeth soon alr!"

Well, I dont like him to die. Cos I am still dependent on him, Very!. I love him; I dont wan to cry.

As for my mum, nothing much, though we quarrelled but ya. She took care of me yesterday night.=) Will be goin out wit her later, cos doc wan to see her!

My siblings are sweetie pie of mine, without them I never know my brother & I are smarter than my sister!! *No link man!*

My birthday is around the corner!! Yeah, as promised I will be recieved a watch=) though I was hoping of a student credit card=(. Nvm I must feel CONTENTED!!.=) Argh!! but christmas gonna cost a big bomb in my pocket too. All the gifts exchanging and etc!!
Clubbing too, Wee~~~ time flies. 2008 is drawning near!

Celebration for my birthday!! will update, dudes who are involving=).

+ I am going to become an Auntie in March!! Cos my cousin baby is due then! Coolness

Friendship? Christiane, Liyana & Hui Shan are the only Girl friends who crossed my life once till now. They are significant to me; GEMS? haha, WHATEVER? Wanted to buy a treat to Christiane on wednesday. But ya, wit my boy alr. Maybe someday in Dec=)

As for Shan & Liyana, we all hanging a day. They are having holiday now=)

Hmmm, Ray's birthday today=) Every year I will call him, but I forbid this year. Cos he found a girl who love. They are celebrating together=)

Colleagues @ work are most fun. Sufang, Fong mei, Esther, Vivian, Ms Wong, Serene & more. They are so nice, I enjoyed talkin to them all the time. Gossiping is the word to use haha! Jane, she is a nice boss. Everyone I met there, has an individual story to tell, & I enjoy it. I will definitely miss them when I go back to school. I love this whole year. Everything I've learnt is priceless.

"Some useless people can be seem as significant in the office, though they contributed so little."
"It is really hard to pleased everyone"
"No one is perfect"
"Sometimes a kingdom falls cos of the beauty of a woman"
"Try not to marry to a man who have never seen the world, it just do you no good"
"Some people are jus so typical"

Was chatting with Eloi Kor Kor. well he was commenting tht his boss is a Whore! Incapable, stupid, mean, gayish yet still his boss! He asked me why people like them are always on the Top? Well, i guessed the world is unfair! People like us are dying soon though cos of depreciation.

Eloi is one of the people I met, who knows me the best. Cos, we are at the same boat, we sensed the same. We are damn profound in our body languague, we are sicked to see people ugly side, though we enjoyed it at times. We are very sure that people around us, detesting us but at often we have to close one eye. He started to have this ability in my age & I started at the age of 16. Well, we have own past. I have a unforgettable past; I stolen, fought, quarrelled, lied, etc! Overall, we sinned too, EVEN NOW we does! & THAT IS WHY "I not ready to make nice"

Went to swim last sunday then met elieen to Vivo City. Too generous of her to treat me for dinner. Cos I helped out her for her assignment! Me, who never learn it in school, I know how to do it is pretty remarkable. Okie, starting to praise myself again=) We had fun, a slip of drink & catching up. Okie, to be precise is GOSSIP! Shoping, she bought junkies, whereas I not in a mood of shoppin. so a packet of candy for fei fei from Candy Empire is more than enough!

Work!! Very much busy with the Annual Dinner thingy=) Especially for Sufang, Vivian, Ms Wong, May & I. With sparks of cos!! LoOKing forward for it! Right Dudes?

Movie Freak is me! My judgment for the recent watched movies (*5 Star is the highest)

Bewolf - 3.5 Stars; I enjoyed the cartoons=) & Songs
Enchanted - 5 Stars; "I am so .... ANGRY!" haha then Happy ever after. Songs are definitely good. I was dart wit tears, well plus my favourite singer sang the finale song "Happy ever after". Dude, go watch her video in yahoo. Damn charming, Carrie underwood=)
Lion for lamb - 5 Stars; People might find it a dull movie but I pretty much enjoyed it
The Kingdom - 5 Stars; A film wit realistic dream
The Game Plan - 5 Stars; Stupid is a Mean Word", Shine love it

Lastly, my precious lover. We are fine now; things are moving slowly & smoothly. Yesterday, I bored him! I was so quiet, cos I am so sick. Even on the train, I dozed off soundly. He loves me alot, nice boy. We are not meeting today cos he is playing tennis with friends. Weekends, i doubt too cos he is studyin for exams.
He dated me to go Malaysia on January, so thoughtful. He changes my life, most of the time my English improves cos of him. We are very particular about this!

Anyway, the Hypertension thing is a fake one!=) It occured cos I am over-stressing myself. My period is due for 4 months alr! Stomach is crumping every single day, but not sign of blood from my pussy yet I not pregnant! Gracious! I have slimed down. Healthy diet & excerises=) Very little porky in my life. White meat is the best. I have a preference of Chinese Herbal Medication rather the Western one.

I LOVE WHAT I AM NOW! cos I know what excalty I want / dont want in my life. SO:
"Scam off for those who are unable to accept me=)" or
"Come close for those who are kind to accept me=)"

I apologised for this lengthy & late Entry. Will blog ASAP=)

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My life & I

I not sick & tired of Blogging, is just that the happy moments were too short to capture & too much too much sorrows. Knowing that this is part & parcel of life; interminable, I had faced almost everything strongly.

This time, I hope I can but *sign* try my best. In everybody's eyes, I am always the happy, independent, voluble, petite girl. Can you believe that I am this fragile? I went to see the doctor, wanted to get the pill for my period from him. For the time being, stopped all my exercises, recover my diet (maybe too much MSG cos I often eat outside), however I am still unable to distress; pitiful soul. Doc said he is unable to give me the pill cos I have Hypertension.

What is hypertension? Primary High Blood Pressure (HBP), my BP rate is 135/85 & the HBP rate is 140/90. OMG, right? Is a gift from heaven I guessed. I am emotionally unstable nowadays, living in my very isolate world. I think my parents are heart-broken when I told them about it. I should have realize it, & consult a doc; is hard for myself, let alone them.

After a long day of pondering, I will really isolate myself from him, I dont wan to burden him. The song is dedicated for him, is true that my dreams came true wen I found him, he is my miracle. For such a good person, I should not be so selfish, feasible to be ill for my entire life; Heart Attack, Kidney failure or etc? haha, though I am not convinced but still accept it.

Before going back to checkup, have a few thing to keep in mind:

I will try to stable myself.
I belong to me; I complete myself.
I will take care of my diet.
I will be happy myself.
I will restrict myself from alcohol.
I will control my temper.
I will be strong myself, being happy is my priority!
I rocks!! haha~~, seem fake!

Avaline helped me a lot, she wants to go out with mi tomorrow, to share my stress. She will be back to Singapore tml morning. I longed for a elder sister so when she treats me nice, I'm on cloud nine.

Will be helping Eileen with her Marketing Homework yesterday & today, haha~ funny right. I am only a stupid O level graduate who fails English. Whatever, I will just try my best & got my cousin for help.

Last Saturday, the OSIM Corporate Triathlon was damn cool. My team by left got the first within my Company & Position 7 in the whole Relay Mixed team. Surprisingly, Why "by left"? No comments, merely lucky!

FACEBOOK IS SO FUN & POPULAR!! AWWW~~ YEAH!! I crave for singing, dancing & everything. Wednesday, dinner with my faby. We aint together, we wont! I am sick, will be cruel to keep him wit me. We had North Indian Food, quite delicious & definitely healthy! Recently, Zachary & i are very close!! Talking on the phone etc, weee~~ I am his Love! Went out wit Clement to have a drink @ Swiss hotel, 72 Floor. He is fcuking cool!! As always Caucasian family will have divorce case & etc! haha!

Talkin about food, I gotten restrict myself from Chawanmushi & etc. I planned my diet & exercising schedule properly, cos I have to help to cure myself. Sodium will kills me & if I dont cherish myself, who will? My period is no big deal, wan to come it will come; dont come better still forever dont. I am tired to be short-tempered cos of it. My major concern is my Blood Pressure, I will do everything to prevent it from rising. Everything~

Well, I am kinky busy with my montage & etc, feel like quiting my job. I dont like I could managed the stress too. See how then! My shop is 20% done, will probably be launchin on the 1 Dec.=) Drawing is my interests, probably might not be the best but I believe I could be if I wan to=) Own bossy~~, own time own target, Life is great!

I guessed God really wants me to reflect my life & myself. I been in my zenith & often been thinking what if I have some serious illness? I told myself before, if I have illness, wont wan to indulge myself in pain. I will use a very fast & easy way to runaway from it. Today, I realised that moving on & be strong is not a bad thing. Who knows, you might find someone to be there "till your death bed". Silly silly me is jus hypertension. I jus have to balance my lifestyle, for what I want to cry.

I almost breakdown when I heard that "The normal BP should be ranging about 120/70 below & the HBP rate is about 140/90. Miss, your BP is about 135/85 & is pretty serious."

Hmm, I have a neighbour. His spouse & him are childless,cos he is contracted with Kidney Failure. The spouse have been faithfully with her for all this while; is bonafide love. Though he is unable to give her many thing, he managed to keep her with love. Every morning, I noticed that he sent her to the bus stop to work, i am extremely envious.

From nowadays, I will make my own breakfast & lunch; RESTRICT ALL MSG FOOD & EAT MY MEDICINE!! I MUST BE VIGILANT!! ARGH!! HEALTHY LIFESTYLE TO BEAUTIFUL MIND & BEAUTIFUL SOUL!! Found a private Law school in Singapore, will contact me asap!! Cool~~

Penal Code 377A =)
I think is a good decision made by the parliament still, but I dont discriminate Gays! I HAVE GAY FRIEND~~ thy are kind & nice. Repenting 377A is jusa matter of time. Take it slowly, I am liberal however many out there aint still. I have a lot to say, however mood-less to talk=).

Love my family and Shine alot!! Thanks GOD!!
ASSHOLE IS ME!! Tons of pictures to upload! BUT SORRY NOT TODAY!! Enjoy my BLOG Song!

*Muacks*
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Welcome to my life

I am really very moody now. dont bother to ask me why, cos I will say. I swear tht I am fallin apart right now, but noone there to lift me up.

I know my last blog was 2 weeks ago. I jus goin to cover a bit here & there. I apologised for this vey late entry, been mugging for my Exam. For my dream, everything I wan to be. However, I am disappointed wit my performance. I am not going to judge how I will be doin, let GOD do it. Also, I wan to thank GOD, the people he sent to comfort me; My family, Shine, Ms Chee, Hui Shan, Aqilah. Thank you, if wasnt because of you people, I doubt I could make it through. The faith, hope & love (with help), you contributed to me is PRICELESS.

I especially need to thank this person, he had been there for the past 7 month & 13 days. I kinda dependent on him, especially the Pre-Exam period; hav been treat him meanly. I cant imagine my life without him, though I really need to adapt now. How am I supposed to do it, I not very sure either. "Good Friends", my brain is spining now. Yea, jus broke up! cos I not an indian girl, tht wht he said. I doubt so, is it cos I am too sticky to him. It happens onli this time, I told him tht I am willing to giv him a break; but he rejected it. I dont know wht I hav said & done wrong, all I wan is to keep him back.

當世界，不知不覺的變了 (When everything in the world start to change)
有時後，我懷念以前的我 (Sometime I often miss the old ME)
作的夢雖然遠遠的 (Although dreams were faraway from the reality)
想像是一種快樂 (Lesser possession is a bliss)
擁有了，同時也失去什麼 (However, by gaining something, we will often lose another thing)
而眷戀，原來會帶來軟弱 (Eventually tireness will make us more vulnerable)
你讓我在霧裡成熟 (You had matured me by using your heart)
心開始曲折 (However you tore my heart apart)
我不想捨得，不想懂得 (I dont wan to forget everything, I dont wan to face it)
是誰惹誰，言不由衷 (Pointless to push the blames to whoever)
說謊傷害，都是不安犯的錯 (By saying the lies because of the fear we have within)
怕抱不緊什麼 (fear of losing something important)
我不想捨得，不想懂得 (I dont wan to forget everything, I dont wan to face it)
誰說割愛，才更深刻 (The moment you broke my heart is an unforgetting one)
彼此依賴是愛不是負荷 (I hoped this love is not a burden to you)
能握著手就是感動的 (By holding your hands had made me contented)

I am torn, I tried to sleep to forget everything. But I discovered I cant, in fact I was thinkin about those moments wit him. Then tears dripped, how many lonely night then I will recovered? I probably shouldnt hab love, it never been smooth. Tht is why I stayed single for 1 year plus. I am still young, should explore more first=) I need to stop thinkin about him, & move on.
I love you, Shine. Maybe good friend is better, we can still hang out. Anyway the communication thing wit your folks is another problem.

At least, I have a loving home, quarelling does happen. I am far better than the unfortunate ones. Well, EXAM OVER~~!! I need to plan for my extended study route!! Wht if i not qualified for the L&M course in Singapore? *sigh* ANYWAY, I goin to revamp my room. Buyin paints etc!!

Last Saturday, I went for the Samsung torchbearer. haha~~ "Is not easy horx, cos the blood flows downwards" haha~~ the DJ's are dashing. Met an old friend too=) Kai long~

Yesterday night, went to Oreth's house. Had lots of fun. haha~~

My next entry will be talkin abt Penal Code 377A!!, maybe tml or this weekend.

Lastly, Take care people. Especially Faby who is runnin a fever. I love you=)
Tml, goin out wit Clement

Bid here,
Adious

So Small

BLOG AGAIN!! Sorry peeps, cause you people to wait so long, was kinky busy. Finally free to take a deepen breathe; more challenges next week=) Well, EXAM IS DRAWIN NEAR~ Still preparing, half of me is scared. ASK ME WHY? nah nah, not sure too; call it Pre-Exam Illness=)

GET BACK TO WHERE I STOPPED

Last Saturday, Didnt go out wit Shine, cos he's lazy. Anyway I aint need bf to schedule my life, then I processed on with my programmes=) I went to Delifrance (Hopefully I'll will it right) to MUG for about 3 hours & I headed down to ESP for gig=) Live Sg grown band, Coolness~~ So enjoyable as though my shoulders were free from responsibilities.WOW~~Can you feel the sensation?

Sunday. Hmm, what did I do?
Oh, *tink* Was at home for the entire day=). BF BF ordered KFC for me to apologise=) So SWEET I PREDERS DIAMOND!!
POLICE CAME TO MY HOUSE~~ARGH!
"is it cos you Ripped, Raped, Killed someone", Joyce asked! Bitch, sad to say i aint so "civilise". Well, actually it got nothing to do wit my family, is my mum's friend. Long story! Not worth mentioning, but is maddening for someone who is 25 year old to be so stupid = not sensible. Beware of retribution, worst thing is she did not even fcukin apologised for putting a spot in my house!!

Monday-Friday (Let me cut it short by notin it point form)
- Newsletter is published=) My Own design, layout & write-up
- Tons of work DONE-ED / TO BE DONE =)
- Only one Table Tennis Session for this week due to the time constraint. Sorry to Fong Mei & Su Fang. Oppsss & Peng Li=)
- My Period is late not up to date!!
- Got praised by my COLLEAGUES that I slimmed down; at least my effort is worth while. THANKS LOVE=)
- Secretly learning the hand-on work for interior designs=) heehee=x
- Met BF BF on Thursday, while waitin for his gym session to end & I enriched myself but sadly tht I only managed to complete 1 essay=(
- Today, had a talk wit Pei Ee on phone, run aftermath
- Chatting wit Daniel, is broad day-light over his zone=)
- Monday, took a half day off to acc Chrissie for her modelling interview. GOT IN~~ greatness, she's overwhelming! We went to Sakae for a MINI Celebration, together wit Kyme. Kyme is Chrissie bestie in school, & I know why her! Cos she is fun, cool, sweet, nice, most & for all she's STRAIGHTFOWARD like us. HAHA~~ Hmm, I had mis-pronoun a word tht day, she wasnt afraid to correct me=) I APPRECIATES HER, Thanks GOD!! We were hell-love voluble, not forgettin the SINGING SESSION, GIRLS!~~

Cos every little thing I start to learn & correct it, I feel good. It's not tht I aint afraid of mockery; likewise I do. However, I placed my EGOTIST AWAY, captured everything sincerely & wit GOD's love; at least this wht I believe

Everyday's learning will be pile together to be Knowledge; Everyday feeling will increase bit by bits; Jealously & hatred increases little each day to become ..; Things might look so small but dont belittle it=)
I love Carrie's songs, cos she has a potential vocal to sing this Country-music genre. Therefore, through the BEAUTIFUL songs & voice it brought out the meaning=) INDEED BEAUTIFUL!

So enjoy the song, by turnin on ur speakers & listen hard to the lyrics, Kiddo's & Bimbo's are spared here, unless you seriously know how to appreciate=) Thanks

Last thing before I forget to speak it out to "OMG!". *I know it's catchy"Firstly I do need to thank you for praising my Vocab. & reminds me of my Grammar=)

However, People make mistakes, & I hav the fcukin guts to admit tht I did & *will change (*not a promise to you but me). I dun hav the habit of revising my blog to check for the 10% of grammar mistakes. Hmm, if you find any error, FEEL FREE COME STRAIGHT TO ME.

I'm a WEIRDO; let alone my features, be it you like it not. However to be honest, who doesnt have a Splastic side? My friends do get mad wit me for my straightforwrd sometimes, OF COS I KNOW. So love / loathe it, is their choice; I'm no lack of confidence=) I AM ME!! They CONFRONT ME WITH SENSE!! & I am REGRETFUL of not studying so FEEL FREE again to laugh at me; those words will only motivates / courages me. Sad to hear this right? *I betted you are thinkin tht you are such a nonsense thing*, ASK THE PERSON WHO IS THE BRIGDE BETWEEN US, I BELIEVED HE/SHE=) DOES KNOW SOME OF ME. SO DONT YOU DARE TO COME HERE & FCUK SHIT WIT / ABOUT ME! Well, YOU AINT THE FIRST FCUKIN INCONSIDERATE BIMBO WHO SPEAKS WITHOUT SENSES I MET. Oppsss, Almost forget tht Bimbo aka Vase = Pretty but brainless & I apologised for the rudness but is a fact

Anyway, I need to express something tht is I didnt act "English-Orientated"! I learn English SINCERELY; with hard work! Plus I quitted my "Singlish" for this, you never know how important it is to me. I come from a Chinese-speaking Family. My English isnt so BAD, but my English foundation is bad. Spending almost a year to capture truth of English, is FRUITFUL but tedious. Is my bad not to study; to fail my English! However, is not funny to me at all, I'll prove to myself tht it's not. I was @ Grade "E" but it does not applied for forever; jus like Ugly Duckling became a Beautiful Swan Anyway BIMBO wont understand it=)

BTW, you might indirectly hurt someone who really has Autism / Senile. Anyway, you managed to hurt me by sayin tht. Proving tht people like you, who discriminate those who are mentally / phyisically disabled still exists. Kids wit Autism are given a chance to stand on the same platform wit the rest. If I not wronged, Victoria Beckam is also a patient of Autism. Hmmm, FYI, everyone needs REMINDERS. Human do forget thing, dont you? Bimbo, almost 96% of this entire world population needs to be reminded. Plus all countries sets Laws / rules , so are they also classified as the SENILE type?

Hmm, I have inborn natural Street Smart, so since young I am pretty Complacent. I completed my Primary School though, I didnt bothered to pay attention in class, let alone English lesson. If you arent aware of the School Policy / Rules / whatsoever! or you aint livin at the right ERA. In Singapore, every kids need to complete 6 years in Elementary School to persue a higher level in one's Education; not applicable to genius=)

BTW, i dont deny that I look ugly in some photo I took, cos I not photogenic.=) Will try to improve=) Oh, the default of the Autistic looks might be contributed from my western-nair bloodtype too=). The nose & teeth indeed causes some differences, even compared to my Sisters=)

Bimbo, dun bothered to counteract if you cant function ABIT of your brain. So Small, applies to you too, cos YOU ARE SO SMALL WITH CRITICS. I love FACTS=) & I hate to entertain stranger cos it seem meaningless to cos you dun know me & I sure you will think tht you dont wan to know me too, am I right?

Anyway, this is a Lengthy Passage, so I DO MAKE MISTAKE! If you still got anything to say, jus email me!

Weekend Special
Sat,tml, Hari Raya Puasa=)
Going to the library to study=)

Sun
Going for the Jewellery Fashion Show & then will meet Elieen to help out wit her Marketing (Biz Marketing) Homework=) It's been ages I last seen her!! & Will make Tiramisu to bring it to Office on Monday=)

Lastly,
Is quite enjoyable for me to recall some facts I hardly remembers=)
Misses Liyana x 10 times
Pei Ee wan to take "alot-alot" of pic wit me when she's back *fake-smile*
Hui Shan love to read my blog, ASK ME WHY!!!!!! "I not sure either"
FABY aka Asshole aka BF X2, I love & miss you. I purposely placed you at the last cos you are the first I think of in the morning!

Angel brought me here

Once, I prayed hard (whining) to GOD while I was pretty emotional unstable. I asked him to send an angel to brighten my life, nv thought that it really came true. Now my life wit him around, to shine, dote, love me: I really felt secure in his presence.

This blog song is especially for him=) Thank you Bf Bf


Song lyrics | Hate That I Love You lyrics

Sorry, no photo to show to you guys. Though Pictures tell a million story, I sure using imagination could make our brain expose to more things. Haha~~

If you had read my blog, you might think tht I sound like a philosopher. But if you are a first-timer to view my blog, tht's me=)
Anyway, some of my friends do heel my advices / copy my steps? Whatever way you want to interept it=).. Jus treat it like I am sharing my knowledge to a certain extent to people.

Some people might be thinking that I am bullshitting. "So be it; is your loss"

Some people feedback to me that my blog is very useful, as my words do open people heart & soul=) Thank you=)

"some people wan to all~~~~" haha~~

Sunday, went to Mother's Mary house. My tiramisu is good=)..Especially my boy, he finished all by himself.

Mon, initially WE meet to run in the stadium. However, I ran by my own time & target, jus nice when I finishes 10 rounds he then arrives. Cool~, He did ran A Round. Anyway, I SHRINKED & the credit goes to MY BOO Thabk you, asshole=)

Tues to Wed=) Bla X3. Kinky busy dealin with the newsletter thingy, I hav tons of thing to complete before Dec. My colleagues askin me "Can you be extend to work there anot?" My answer is "It all really got to depend alot, be it internal / external factor." =) Hard for me to leave you guys though, but time will heals everything.

Thur
Work aftermath, while I was waiting for my faby to finish his gym did a mini shoppin=) Haha, is expensive though but is discounted. lala~~

Friday aka today
Well, I am paranoid of what I wan to do it. The factual is tht I am a fast & good learner
My maturity has grown to be faraway from Kiddo & Bimbo from my age=) So I know wht I am capable for, however I hav to confess I have spilt personalities. Maybe I'll figure it out first, then I will further interept it.

Sat
Going out wit my Honey Bunny=)

Sun
Study

Monday
Half day work, will go to east coast to pay the deposit of the chalet & will accompany Chrissie for interview / audition

The rest will update you=)

Bid here
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Nuance me=)

Omg, So long I didnt blog!! ARGH!! now I hab to brainstorm everything from scretch! Definitely a lenghty one. Be well-prepared~

Start from Wed, my 6th anniversary. Nth special though. People was tired so ya=) & plus I was still sick..

Thur & Fri, bla bla bla.

Sat, when to Botanic Garden @ noon. Before tht, we took (in fact me) consumed a varacious of Brench(FYI, Breakfast + Lunch). Well, it took us 4 hours to stroll the entire park! Partically cos of the Orchid too, they are too amazing so we took a slow glance! Faby could be a good gardener too!! Rite~~ I remember a tree we come by, a look-alike pamelo thingy in the tree so i am so curious (as usual). So I read the description of the plant, is a Bat house & it produces a strong SHIT smell. Argh!!! RUNAWAY~~

& my asshole FABY had this interminable sayin that he brought a DOG out, sadly he means ME!! Thanks alot, I'll take this as a compliment!

Aftermath, we went back to town & did a window shoppin. We played pool & eat our dinner then went straight home, kinda early I thought but is only me=)

Bonafide Love


Wow, I can blend wit the flowers=)


Last Sunday, I stayed at home. Joyce chatted wit me, Eve & Alivine, they are the little DEVILS~~~

Monday - Friday was okie, cos too busy wit work.

Some Man thouti (Vase in Tamil) tryin to be smart, probably next life=) You jus made me sick, Those Msian Country Girls are so kuku. Girls go CLUBBIN with tee, anyway only 1 out of 4 has a snow white face (average-looking) so ya know how the rest of the 3 look like=) Sad to say, Bimbo's are not my match. I hate to say tht those GIRLS has very poor english foundation, althought mine is no much better. But they are 5 years older than me, & they aint got any idea how to spell "CORNER". & if they think I am interested wit tht "Rich Cheena MaMa", SORRY AR BYE He is too ugly & useless to me + not my cup of tea!

Thursday, I had a long dinning time wit Fong Mei, she is SWEET; pure sweet=) Ignorance is Bliss She said I so smart to know alot of thing however " It might not be a apple in my eyes though in the people eyes it is". Try to posses it, you'll feel wht I'm feelin.

Friday, work aftermath I had my dinny wit my FAVOURITE BOY @ IMM. Cant decide where to eat so we gamed, HAHA sounds puerile but we got an anwser. We headed to Cafe Cartel=) We hab lots of quippin & guessed wht We thought of askin each other to go pubbin / clubbin. Haha, so cute rite=) main course, drink, lasty his favourite cheese cake=) This is L.O.V.E, I hope this love is everlasting, god knows=)

Saturday, Yesterday. Well, I did something which need alot of courage to do. I had it all for 18 years soon. I planned / reminded myself, "Hey girl, you are never gonna to do tht to her no matter how she treated you for past 18 years, the favouritism she showered for my siblings but not to me, the mental & physical hurt she given me, my tireness & everything I WANTED TO SWALLOW IT ALL INSIDE, IN FACT I HAD" But so happened it jus lose control, I did everything & everything out of good intention. She exclaimed she doin it for the family too, but she not. I am sick & tired of her. She, as a mother NEVER taught me anything much useful & I, as a daugther was tryin to lease the misunderstand & wan her to do something useful wit her own limbs, Am I wrong? When I pushed her, She was yeaning to the neighbours, bla bla bla. How abt my sister? She never uttered a single word. I am potiental in almost everything I DO, why she detest me so much? If I didnt nagged at her from the past, she probably gambled the whole house away too? I never mind her biased / love me less cos I too immume to it. When she said I hate you the most, it doesnt really hurts cos is expected. But when I hit her, it's all guilt & I stayed wit the lord for few hours. I wasnt really mean to do it, my ah yi knows. She knows I am not impulsive, is jus a moment of folly. If I really mean to i could hav killed her. Well, God say everything happened for a purpose. I do believe it, I kneeled down & prayed for help ytd. I not afraid of retribution, in fact I tired of living too. Can anyone giv me a pretext to live on?

For this, I msg-ed Pei Ee.

I hav my lunch, & I strolled around to the Sg Museum. Everythin is so fine there, wasted to reach there late, cos the History museum was closed alr=( Then I did some shoppin=).

Finally, I re-bought the ingredients for tiramisu, is a success this time=)

Sunday, goin to Mother Mary's house today=)

EDITED, P.S* I have to admit tht I am too lazy to use photobucker therefore I actually deleted the friendster thingy & now photos are unable to view, I'm sorry ppl=)

Arrangement Of God

I started to ponder How long I have been studying the word of LIFE & How long I can successfully guaduates from here? I always believed tht a person who might be lowly educated but could still guaduates / studies "The Word of LIFE" can still make a name in future.
*Is Proven=)
Well, This might be too Chimilogic for people or young kiddo to understand. What is Life? Spending time of urs, spending ur parents $, surfing net aimlessly, live & die for a partner? Have this thoughts come across through the kiddos in my generations. People often think "I study hard so I'll lead a good life", Well is true; I TOTALLY AGREE but I have hidden & inborn talents for sure. People could only see the skin of myself in the past. But now I do discover potiental in me, well Lucky ME=) I have yet alot to know, I'm thankful to God who arranged me to have so much time to ponder.

"Rich BUT brainless Kid"
People in Sg are richer now, therefore kids are benefited. Majority of the kid "Rich But brainless Kid" cos of alot of factor. Not cos they are stupid, in fact they aint.

Well, probably enjoyed to much good life, is time to further my independence-ism to
70% alr (daddy said tht to me). My independence-ism currently stops at:
- I work for my own expenses BUT neednt contribute to the house-fee
- I got the privileges to hangout BUT need to report still
- I pay for my own bills BUT stay in my Dad's HOUSE for RENT FREE
- I still a very lucky kid, cos I still have my dad to fall onto

He hopes that I'll be able to work out a RETIREMENT plan myself, cos he knows I've the ability to. You people must be thinkin he's quippin rite, but i dun.
He trust me cos I learn how to fall down & pick myself up, however I didnt share some expriences of mine to him cos I bet he will feel 100% heartbroken=).
I chose my way of living & actions so the consequences, of cos=).

Yeah, I not a vase who online & beg for $$. With my figure RITE NOW, doomed if I'm a model. Neither can I be a rich "TAI,TAI", is damn unrealistic in SINGAPORE!!
I owns NOTHING rite now, but a brain full wit knowledges, "IT THIS I'M SURE TO OVERCOME NOTHING WIT ALOT OF THINGS"

Back to YTD NIGHT!! He said do a good job wit ur planning, the workings especially wit regards to $$. You might be tempted to go the wrong way!

*Is PROVEN too!

Will do my best, been doin some touring wit some investments.com today. & Brainstormin wit regards of biz thingy. I was askin my dad about the Driving Lesson thingy, definitely not a problem to me. People need 25 Lessons for training maybe 20 for me=). I aint quippin=) Well, plannin & aimming is an interminable thingy to do in life; IN MY LIFE AT THE VERY LEAST.

Well, let me diverse our attention to my Company a little, well I'm workin in this Construction Firm. They are doin / tryin hard to be listed rite now, outcome -> NOT SURE? Hmm, for 15 years, means 1992 till now, 2007. I supposed alot of thing should be done were done, changes are necessary. But I need to pin out some wrong changes in within myself. This Co. should OPEN UP, THOUGH THEY ARE WEARING WESTERN MADE DESIGN WEAR however, THEIR MINDSETS ARE STILL VERY VAIN. is so wrong, some thing we should change MUST made an effort to CHANGE. They hired some people with certi. but without expriences FOR A HIGH POST.!! They only listens to the buzzin voice rather than open up to Logicial & Practical Scream!!

A worker who works in the office stole the $$ which belongs to those workers(about 2K), well reported to the police alr. He definitely cant leave Sg wit his passport & not Hotels, etc. I guessed GOD wan to remind me how fortunate I am, to be ME again=)

Blesses them.

My next co. I make sure I be in an MNC co.; I AM LIBERAL SO is definitely more benefit to be in an open up environment.! Speakin about OPENING UP, Vannessa Hudgens Nudity Scandalious Photo's.. Some supported but some declined it.
Hmm, as for me? I am liberal, I seriously hope not to WEAR MY BRA OUT ON STREET ONE DAY WITH NOONE STARIN AT ME. COMON, get a life.. people, I dun mind to take some nude pic of myself to see but IF it happens to spread in the NET, I DONT MIND but jus a wishful party that people DONT CRITIC!!

Been studyin BUT LITLLE due to the fuckin FLU!

Sat's FAULT!!
I went to the ADMIN store to do housekeepin(All the dust & bacteria managed to break up my immune system) Fcuk Shit!! Work aftermath, met my faby to IKEA!! well, bought a PINK STUDY LAMP. Will be RE-VAMPIN my room after exam=) To be elaborate!!

& I rejected Chrissie cos I alr hav date wit Faby alr, I'm sorry girl!! I WILL MAKEUP!!

Sun!
Sick & Stay at home=) to Sleep & Chatted wit JOYCE & EVE.
JOYCE is love=) She consoles, comforts, embraces me INSIDE OUT=) thanks BABE!! she is not a BIMBO!! Though she is in Mel, but Heart still here ABIT!! the REST STILL BAISED FOR GUYS!! SORRY AR BYE!! Bitch!

Eve asked me to join the Sat Party in her house, still considering=)*wink*

Monday
Work, wit the Flu, work aftermath I went to buy Ingredients for the Tiramisu for my BF!!=) 6 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY
He does remember, thanks love=)

Tues, today.
Goin to KNOCK OFF SOON!! work is dull. Meetin my FABY for movie in town. THANKS TO LIYANA. LOVE HER, I quipped to Faby that She knows TML is the 6 months anni. so gave us a nice date. Anyway not true, but THANKS LOVE

okie, bid here
Adious=)

ATTITUDE is 100%

HiYA!! people people..EVERYDAY OF OUR LIVE, AT LEAST I ENJOY THE SIMPLE & SWEET LIFE NOW.

Okie, Wed Club nothing much to mention. The partyin is fun=) I met my Faby before headin to St James..Sweet Love i REPLETE wit L.O.V.E..

Thur I stayed at home for the whole day=)

Today, back to work..Busy busy busy.. Shit no mood to blog now.. cos I'm catchin a Twee Programme=)

Hmm.. Tml work till noon Meeting my Faby around 3=)

Once a upon a time=)

I'll make my entry short & sweet today(now I waiting for the bus to fatch me home)

Sun, is a cool enjoyable day. Fat fat 1, 2, 3 & bf went for SWIMMIN.. my ALL-TIME FAVOURITE; not cos I love to swim cos I hab a likeness for the sun=) Coolness,=)

Monday, was busy but I am very sleepy (Monday-Bluey) Anyway was good still. Work aftermath, met my honey bunny to jog in the stadium. Well, I cant jog well wit his presence!! Then Dinny & Home Sweet Home!!

Chatted wit Chrissie & Liyana. Chrissie!!! OMG, she is insanity high!! Gosh, "densi is so dashin..He...He..I..cant sleep today" Is so sweet to be in love with the correct person, is the sweetest thing you ever tasted!!

19 Sept 07 IS OUR 6 MONTH ANNIVERSARY=)

Today 09.11.2007
Memorable day for the world, U.S, my dad & my family(some onli!!) Well, my dad's burstday, his age is disclose here!! & is the 911 WTC incident, I guessed no one will forget this lifetime. I prayed this mornin for this day=), Is take no lifetime for me to forget though it doesnt concern me directly.. Gosh!! I worked OT today. You know why? Cos I not goin to be here on Thursday & therefore!! Rushin the Workers' Payroll!! 3/4 done!!=)

I'm clubbin tml. Love my boy*WINKS* He is such a cutey ass piey!!

SHORT ENTRY RITE=)
P.S* I realised tht Sha doesnt know I'm very expressive; even in songs=) Hmm..tht's sad..
Anyway, Had ponder about the friendship problem. Well, decided to forget abt the unhappy thing. Jus let nature takes its course, allrite.Gosh, who ask me born wit a softy heart=) & BTW, I jus wan to send my blog song to you, to express wht I feel=) Nothin big deal though=)

Bid Here
Adious=)

Everyday=)

I finally willing to change my blog song. Past few days was good=) except I still tryin to accept something that I doubt I can=) & gracious, I AM REALLY VERY VERY HYPERACTIVE=)Sorry, baby I love you too much so I hope to enjoy alot more thing wit you=) to hav more memories together=)
But.. shit happens all the time=)

Nothing special again, I onli workin till DEC 07=) I gonna plan my next work/ activities / etc=)

Ytd, dinnin with Sharon=). Again, common=) Oh ya, I got the high school musical 2(H.S.M2) from her.. I prefer part 1=) cos Troy is dancin like robot=) But Fat Fat & me really enjoy those song.

Today, well wanted to study but again=) Chrissie dated me out cos she knows I am lonely.. Cos boy .. so I ..(Anyway was past) However, I sad & sick to go town so=) thought of stayin at home. But I went to Msia to walk around ALONE=) bought 2 packets of gummy back.. Haha~~ giv my boy 1 packet=)

Jus now, I was watchin H.S.M 2 wit Fat Fat.. Wee~~ Kinky thing both of us were dancin like maddie=) Cuteness. Took some pictures=) WE ARE REPLETE WITH LOVE!!!

A nice picture always need a good photographer=)


When I heard my favourite song, I know that we belong; so you are the music in me=)


Sweet Kisses; Sweet FAT FAT~~


YEAHNESS=) nananana~ nananana~~ yeah!!


Everyday, Fat fat knows how to sing this song too!! OMG~~ Crap!! I love to enjoy everyday of my life too wit those lovely people; everyone who love me everyday=)

So, Everyday of our lives wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight. While we're young and keep the faith. Everyday, from right now gonna use our voices and scream out loud & take my hand together we will celebrate~~



Song lyrics | High School Musical 2 lyrics

Shuan was fcukin mean & snobbish. I hate to say this but too much. I personally think is ur problem to be upset. But you need not criticise me & then said "I never mean it". Freak~~ I dun run for speed; I run to overcome my personal timin. So dun come & fcuk shit wit me wit ur SAF thingy. Nasty spoilt Brat!!

As for Chrissie, will pay back a date to you=) Love study hard=)

Hopefully, rain will be faraway cos we are goin to swim TOMORROW!! Wee~~~

<3 MY SARANG SHINE
Adious
Bid Here=)

When dark cloud starts to retreat

Allrite, I'm BACK~~~ was kniky tedious struggling wit my work this few days. But remember "Nothing comes free; there is a price to pay for everything".

Well, I dont mind sacrificin my time for knowledge=), it pays off in future. So treatin it as a long time investment=)

I AM VERY FORTUNATE TO BE ME=) COS I LEARN & LEARN, PLUS I SURPRISES OTHERS WITH MY KNOWLEDGE=)..back to this later. Now allow me to reminisce my happening events.

Sunday, Supposed to be a sad day. But is still managed to move on=)
Skip the saddening stuff. (Cos my baby ass promises try to make it not happen)
STEAMBOAT~~~ & BBQ @ HOME. THINKIN how it can happened rite. NAH NAH NAH, we hav this pot thingy like the one in seoul garden=) Wow, everyone hav voracious appetitte. Coolness, my almond(self-made) was sellable aftermath & ice-cream=) Thinkin to hab one more at 11 Sept!! Not to celebrate the 911 incident!! nothin happenin/happy to do it!! Anyway is my Daddy's Burstday, so see how the bugdet from the three of us first.

& I called Yik Kiat to complain/grumble about my bf!!!^**($??>://##. Though of Cold War-in wit him, but decided to giv him a chance, SORRY AR BYE~~~

End of Sunday=)

Monday
No MONDAY-BLUEY=)Too busy to have=) Cool-ness, learnt new Admin stuffs, no longer focusin on PP slides!! Anyway, my colleagues asked me how can I read others' from their daily behaviour & body language=) So, I simply answered "I dunno, is inborn(:" Too me there is much pros & cons to be different, at times is difficult to know a confidant at my age=) So take it easy, anyway I jus think tht is disgust me sometimes to see humans negative side but is to make sure I'm vigliant enough=)

Wee~~ After Work, met my baby ass for the thumbdrive=), bought for him the RAMY'S(I not sure too) Burger from the night-market=). His all-time favourite..He is so cute=), like an Asshole!!..

Tuesday(YTD)
Another fruitful day=) Plus Free KFC Lunch=) However, I'm so wasteful cos I miss the skin. Maybe I gotten sick of it=) Hmmm, my boss & colleagues quipped alot.

Like I was feeling sad for the Captain Ho who died after finishes the run & I personally thinks tht he is quite good-lookin but too bad. My boss said: "HELLO, you better dun sighed / think of him cos later he pester you as a ghost plus is the Hungry ghost festival right now!! Worse come to worse, you might need to marry a chicken!!" Haha~~

NEWSY
- Brangeline ready for another or in fact the fifth kid!!
- Britney Spear, a lamer is back to music industy!! OMG, she is so ... now
- U.S Adventure Millionare LOST? coolness!!
- Oh, A Sg armyman who kept his rife(belongs to govt) at home, & when for movie wit the gf who claimed she is turnin into a lebian!!
Coolness, too many jokers around..

I hav the upcomin movieline list till Aug 08..Coolness..=) Oh, I been trainin for my Triathlon & Marathon plus my exams in Oct end is packin my life=)
I ran 5km for 30min=) My boss said'"Sandral, you can go NS to collect 400 bucks for the IPPT thingy"=) But not enough / good to me yet=) Runnin aftermath, met an uncle who plays basketball, we chatting. He was voluable=), told me alot of stuffs & the one theory I hav to agree is "One's body language is a formula to life".

Haha, I managed to shake off some weight=)wee~~~

Wed(Today)
Still managable=)
Meeting my honey bunny later=)

Adious, bid here=)

BONAFIDE L.O.V.E

I was inebriated in the fun-ness this few days. Should name it as "BLISS from ALL MY ADHERENT". & I realises tht I managed to fledgle well wit the camera=) Those pesky problems I had, I jus indifference it=) Best MEDICINE~~=) Guess this entry will be a lenghty one=)

Watch kinky lots of movie=)
-Skinwalkers ---> 2& a half Stars
-Hairspray ---> 4 & a half Stars
-Ratatouille(Remy; fei fei's idol) ---> 2 & a half Stars
-Dead Silence(Mary Shaw; cant remember the whole poem) ---> 3 Stars
-Evan Almighty ---> 3 Stars
-881(Papaya) ---> 4 & a half Stars

*P.S -I'm not tryin to be a reviewer, is based on individual basis=) but DO Trust my taste; I'm good at judgin/ratin movie & people=); IS AN INBORN, cant help

Was very busy with work, first they are trainin me for the real Admin job=) No longer those PP slides only=) Kinky excited, cos "I'M A LEARNER FOR LIFE=)" Unable to take the whole day leave on FRI, so discounted by 50%, haha=)

Alot of NEWSY to share too=)

-Entertainment-
-Prince Harry getting engaged wit Gf=)
-Britney.S, still need someone to screw her mind
-Rmb to catch Mandy Moore edition of Umbrella
-David.B injuried himself & Victoria.B is the special guest for the new season of Ugly Betty
-Princess Diana is still effigy in people hearts, after 10 long years=)
-Owen Wilson is better now; be it physically / mentally=)
-ZAC EFRON IS THE TEEN CHOICE FOR HUNKIE=)
-MOVIE 881 WAS PRAISE IN THE U.S NEWS ON THUR cos it actually got nominated in the GOLDEN HORSE AWARDS(I'm kinky proud); therefore I was kinky eager to watch it=)

-World/War Related-
-The remainin 19 korean were released
-In Aug, more than 18 000 of Iraqis were killed
-The Queen is the World 23 most powerful woman=)
-3 soccer-man died within 3 weeks

-Singapore-
-I prayed for the Captain Ho=)
haha, guessed tht not counted as a news=) SORRY AR BYE=)

Friday, went to Liyana's house to help out for her Belated Burstday Party, went there about 3 plus(regretted).. So bla bla bla..Talk abt Hui Shan & Aqilah broken heart(not hard feelings), My sweet escape also=). Random-ly took some photos & very nice to know her NAFA's Pals=) Do take care of her=)




One of my all time favourite people



GOTCHA!



Me & Burstday girl..Heehee, as usual; without fail I will push her down into the pool=)



Shan & me=)






Her daddy praised me for being kinda independent=) Thanks, but seriously not very used to be a princess. I enjoyed being me, AS IN ME=)

Lovely day cos it's Teacher Day at the mitnight, cos BABY were havin his company / class celebration=) & Sat, he was borrowed by his friend, M.C!! Nvm, is M.C pre burstday celebration

1st Sept 07, I was still up(havin girl's talk still). Abit guilty tht I din go back to school so I sent a Happy Teachers' Day SMS for those teachers. So my msg goes like this: "Happy Teachers' Day, Thanks for your coachin & guidin throughout past 5 years, Sandral here & on behalf for 2006 Class 5/2".

All the teacher were so touched, I jus did my duty as part of a student & those words really comes from within=)
Especially for Mrs Logan, my form teacher cum english teacher for 2005 Class 4/7. She is always a very emotional person so she thought noone from my class remembers her, therefore she is extra touched. Her reply was: "I recieved your message last night. I am so touched. You will always be in my fond memories cos I needed you as much as I may hav helped you. As a friend thanks to you & thanks for rememberin me this day"
For this, I made the title of this entry as Bonafide love = Genuine love
I can never forget those times in CHR..I hav my zenith & nadir there, people who were awared about my major mistake i had done in my life & was there to help, I take it chance to thank you guys again. But again people changes=) so move on!!

Well, process to Sat afternoon(ytd)=), Went out wit Fei fei & his mum for movie in town. Saw Hairu at the platform, she was goin to study. Bought the tickets, ate our lunch, there's a show on the ground floor which really excites fei fei & me=) High school musical 2; MY school rocks & OMG HE WENT/RAN UP TO THE STAGE TO DANCE=) didnt managed to win the soundtrack of H.S.M 2 but really laudable=) Even now, he is still tellin his sisters about his dancin exprience=). Petite Boy, take a look at those pic=)


Prince Jun Long=)





The mum & fei fei



He is dancin on the stage





Street Photography=)





So 4.20pm, we headed to watch the movie, 881. Ask me why I giv 4 & a half Stars?
FIRSTLY, i know how to appreciate ALL ILK COED GENRES OF MUSIC. Be it, R&B, SOUL, SENTIMENTAL, HIPHOP, COUNTRYMUSIC, JAZZY, CLASSIC, ROCK & ROLL. I wont discrimate races, languages, genres & etc. This movie is really good if you really know how to appreciates it & I mus confessed tht I feel the real life scenario within. The Hokkien songs are good & even the reviewer in U.S (you can see the essay in yahoo) prasied this genre of music, he/she might not even know the language=). Abit lame & overall is excellent still=) It's worth to be as a nominater in the Golden Horse Award=) Keep it up=)

Oh, I bought the Zen Stone plus=) Pink colour~~coolness, Liyana got one for her burstday present.. I wasnt steppin her, I was eyein for tht long ago=) plus I <3 Pink=)




This thingy is really small & easy to eat=)





Cam-whore Freak!!





Dinner at Din Tai Feng=) Take a rebound train back home, Fei fei is quite well-behaved compared to the past few time I brought him out=) Home-sweet-home.




Taken by Fei fei=)





Crazy Batman!!





Babyboy was unhappy about me showering wit fei fei, but I felt is okie..=) Maybe he doesnt hab a chance to bathe wit me yet so he's jealous=) wahaha~~JK JK=)

Recieved an email, read it.

Tml programme: If my bf is not goin to acc me tml due to lazyness, will either rot at home / go east coast park wit my family. Depends how's my mood=)

Hopefully, you guys enjoyed my today entry=)
Well, bid here
Adious

Jocose Week=)

Hmm.. I love my Blog song=) Wanna know why? Cos Avril Lavigne made this song for personal reason=)

- Jus like I'll think far, & ponder & feel what happen if I gain / lose something important or even unimportant?
- Where & what is my realm, which I'm supposed to focus in years to come?
- Whether I will be a singular & eminent?

All are an unknown still, I cant prognosticated but I hav the most concern for my future.

Now, I start to ponder alot of things I have never / didnt wan to think about. First, to beware gettin hurt & secondly, to beware of people who will put a flash in the pan=)

Like this song & blog, put myself into people's shoes. I think if I ever lose my guy, like I lose some of my friends. Will I jus get over it like I got over it? Will I be able to live wit an empty heart? Will I find someone to love me like him? Will I do another stupid thing for my next bf?

But I'm pretty sure I'll miss him like mad. Like the song, when you're gone THE PIECES OF MY HEART ARE MISSING YOU. when you're gone, THE FACE I CAME TO KNOW IS MISSING. when you're gone, THE WORDS I NEED TO HEAR TO ALWAYS GET ME THROUGH THE DAY & MAKE IT OKIE, i miss you=)

I'm kinky egotist sometimes towards some things, a person who retrospect, smile when I in joy / sad, very ardent, rational yet emotional & lastly like I always say "I not ready to make nice"

Who is READY TO MAKE NICE IN THIS HECTIC WORLD? what is good & bad? where is good & bad? why & when there's good & bad? Who doesnt hav anger & sorrows? Even Gorge Bush has, not mention PM Lee or I, myself? So who is actually there to make nice?=)

I tried to be nice but I do hav my principles & pride to acknowledge=) I'm nice to a certain extent=) I spit out my disgruntled=) Frankness=)

Tomorrow, mitnight is Liyana's Birthday=)

Amorous Day

I dedicate this song to Shine=)..

Song lyrics | Avril Lavigne lyrics

Fri, Oral day=) Well it's still an unknown though is important to me but I'll take it easy=) Met Thahira & Zi Qing in school=) Coolness, I actually managed to talk for 10 mins. I hope it wont be wasted=)

Met my honey bunny in Causeway then headed to the library. Kisses, & sweetness cos I met an old-time friend=) she was from CHR NPCC too..Malati if i didnt make a mistake=)

Sat, Woke up spontaneous=) Baby got up early to study wit James aka Mistress.. Well, buzz Chrissie & she's also wonderin where to slack. So together we set our journey..
We ate healthy
We quipped
We watched HAIRSPRAY!! I hav a likeness from this movie not cos of ZAC EFRON, either is a musical movie but lastly is a inspiring & the movie i really supports=) it tells a "LOVE IS COLOURBLIND" meaning=) We danced & sang in the cinema=)
We ate our dinner in Esplanade dancin area=).. Coolness, Dancer & lots of ppl were wonderin=) But we didnt rued tht we did tht=)
She bought the same market shoes i have=)





There, she was grappin her dinner


& We were so shag when we were on the rebound train=)
THANKS GIRL, YOU BRIGHTEN ME=)

Sunday, woke up spastically early, woke my dearest up=) Left our bags in the hotel & we rushed to the starting point=) The first 6Km was okie=) but the rest were dugery!! Shine could go faster but he insisted to acc me=) sweetness=)
We completed @ about 1 hour & 45 min..not a good result=(
I go for the Standard Chartered 10km Run=)

Went back to the hotel & bathed then we headed home=)..Home alone for the whole day=)
Sweet love=)


Chatted wit Leah!!=) Sweet ass, she participated in the run too=) Talked & exchanged our opinions about our own bf=) I realised I found the nicest boyfriend i hav=)

Today, work is lackluster=) Met baby at admiratly=) We jus bid wit a kiss=)

Been watchin House of harmory since ytd=) Is acted by Maggie Q(Harmony) & Fann Wong(Mei Ling).. The story is regards a young beautiful asian girl, met this guy who is a cauasian. They fell deeply in love however, their love was forbidden in the chinese tradition. She(Mei Ling) was then pregnant so she broke her family heart & raised the child alone=) The guy also promised to be back but he dead in a crash ship=(

24 year later, the little girl grew up & went to L.A to find the dad to fufill her mum's wish. Not knowin her mum days were countable, she found the whereabout of the family of her dad. Mum dead by tht, Harmony fall in love wit the cauasian guy the dad had adopt before knowin Mei Ling=) However, the boy mum disagreed till the day she was dyin=) She told him "Son, I made you unhappy cos of my pride. Now I willing to return your freedom back to you" A love story=)

Chatting wit CK now!! Told me a spastic qiup but he is a nice chap=)

An old Italian Mafia Don is dying and he called his grandson to his bed and told him: "Grandson I wanta you to listen to me. I wanta you to take mya 45 automatic pistol, so you will always remember me".
The grandson replies: "But grandpa I really don't like guns, how about you leaving me your Rolex watch instead".
The don, angry, answers: "You lisina to me, some day you goin a be runna da bussiness, you goina have a beautiful wife, lotsa money, a biga home and maybe a couple od bambino, some day you goina come hom and maybe finda you wife in be with another man. Whata you gonna do then? Pointa to you watch and say, 'TIMES UP'"?

Got the Joke?

Sunshine after the rain

Recently kinky quarrelsome wit some pals, i'm quellin this problem. I have been pondering for days, i wont find a pretext to bring it over. I prefers to accept it; you should know i will & i wont deny tht i was irated. If you choose to disparage me / perverse is your choice & the same for where you wanna stand..

Grow up & move on=) The other side of this hectic world is waiting for me; i am very sure i will cross there one day

Hapless events do happens & i'm sure i have precocious & beenin far-sighted is my strength. But is saddenin tht i always so soft-hearted to friends, I will kick off this weakness cos I'm not a free door=)

I'm sure tht humans have this natural ability similar like any animals in the world. That is to be vilgiant for people who tempted to hurt them=)..(So dun try to play punk wit me=)heehee)

I am very thankful for people who really enlighten me=) Babyboy & Chrissie arealways there for me=) Liyana's heart is always inside me..I jus realised she grows mentally as she is turing 18, gladed for you, baby girl!! Joyce too, kindness of her to be so busy & she spared ample time for me.

I am relieved, like Shine said "You are so good & confident wit yourself. Why bothers about those who tryin to bring you down. You dun speak Singlish, you are improvin tremendously."

Like Zherui mentioned in his blog "Singlish is beautiful language(I truely agrees) but I need to control myself to speak Singlish cos I'm focusin on English=); I love him for sayin tht=)

Chrissie did most of the job, she is my condifant. I cried while i am grumbling, she said "Girl you'll be salient"

Liyana did the sweetest job by sayin "Whoever's not there wit ya, I always be=)"

I guessed the matter of fact is be it, I hab the right to comment or correct people anot is my choice..Hate it & Love it accept it=) DUN BE SUCH A BIGOT, OPEN UP man! We are free man & living in a free world.
"Accept those corrections & change to be a better me"(Coolness, tht my motto)

I am not being showy still cos I'm not doin good enough still..i'm probably kinky engrossed wit those words i jus learn=) but is my right still=)

Well, it was rainin like cats & dogs awhile ago=) The sun jus rose & sayin "work hard move on" to me.. & a kinky adorable palm tapped on my shoulder=) IS MY FEI FEI He is smilin & he said "RATATOUILLE" to me=) KINKY CUTE!! omg, I havin an important oral exam later, thinkin how will i fare! Baby helped me alot ytd=) Thank you=)

THIS IS BONAFIDE LOVE=)heehee

Sat, I need to find programme for my own. Probably go out to study but not till late night cos Sun is an exciting day.Shine & I are goin for Singapore Bay Run 2007 & Water Festival=) We are goin to do trackin for 12 clips!! I hav prepared the Sony Cybershot 5.1 camera wit me.. Coolness..& One of the weekdays we might be goin to Night Safrari together.. Friday is Celebration of Teachers' Day & Celebration of Liyana's burstday=) Though her burstday is on 29 Aug=)

Lovely.. Boston is indeed a nice song,so hearty..I in an exultation now=)
Bid Here.
Adious.
Muack.
Hugs.
Bye.

Augustana

INDULGE IN REMINISCENCE

I'm very sanguine with my current affair, thought things aint goin on so well..i tryin hard to obviate my sorrows but they always made a U-turn back to me=)..

Who is not cupidity coed happiness? The world is fraught wit desires..People will always crave to look/do/known as beautiful/greatly..Wht do do? I/We still need to accomodate to this hectic world. Everything is jus so nebulous..

I've got pesky so I'm in repose, I really jus wanna GETAWAY phyisically & mentally now. Yik Kiat sent me a song few days ago.

Title: Boston
Singer: Augustana

Wht a coincidence, is August now & I fell in love deeply wit this song. It really jus expressed me inside out=)

Lyrics
In the light of the sun, is there anyone? Oh it has begun...
Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,
This world you must've crossed,you said...

You don't know me, you don't even care,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains,

Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across
An open field, when flowers gazed at you... they're not the only ones who cry
When they see you
You said...

You don't know me, you don't even care,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains,

She said I think I'll go to Boston.
I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly her out to Spain...
I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice... oh yeah,

You don't know me, you don't even care...

Now, I have the urge to study hard to join law school next year, cos I'll have alot to do & hopefully I wont stay at home.

WHY?

Cos I will meet more friends, my social life will be better. Hopefully, everything could be fine.

I find myself 10 times free. cos my work is challenage-less..
Unlike, Baby boy..Busy with work & study
Pei Ee.. Enjoying life
Liyana..Started a new chapter in life
Nevertheless, Chrissie..Plenty of new life after joinin lasalle

But wht about me? I do hab some plans but I guessed I will need to find someone else.. The Rate & Attitude proves we arent makin it=) Elimation is neccessary when it comes to sucess=)

Plus I not able to go to Sentosa cos I lost a person to acc me=) I'm sure I'll find a new one..but I found one who I met in Sentosa=) But...I jus a lazy bum

I was grubbling to Baby boy, tht I'm so lonely & my life is like a robot routine now. He is currently my only one who sparks my entire life now=)
Thank you, boy=) I guessed I can feel how Liyana felt.
Anyway ANY COMMENTS I MADE IS PUELY BASED ON MY OWN FEELING, SO NO HARD FEELING=)

Anyway, Hungry Ghost Festival..so beware=)

Hmm..Thur & Fri..Went straight home to watch Kinship=)

Sat, Went out with Sharon. But i think I bored her full-time.I feel odd; Nth much to say=)
Evening, we walked to the place where we can see fire-works. & home home home..=)

Sun, Quarrelled wit my baby boy. Cos he was kinky lazy to go town wit me, was %%^*(*(// =) He knows I was pretty unhappy about his rejection so he agreed..HAHAHA..
So we went to Billy Bomber to eat=) & the rain started to pour & so we strolled to Starbucks.
WE STAYED UNDER MY UNBRELLA, ELLA ELLA EL EL EL=)
HAHAHA..He did alot of quipping while we are walking.
Finally we settle down to study..=) I finished 5 Chapters OF MATH=)
Then we went to Suntec Carefour, shop for some stuff=)..Did some crazy stuffs & went back home=)

LOVE IS SO UNEXPRESSABLE

Then I jus realised ytd was lunar 7 month day 7=) Is the Chinese St. Valentine, I spent my day happily wit my sarang..

I was replete with love=) I really enjoy everyday wit ya..=)

I hab the skirt alr, hooha=)
Anyway I made a pact wit Chrissie=) I have lost 1cm=) coolness=)

Adious..bid here=)

Blessing in disguise

BLESSING IN DISGUISE!

KINDA CUTE TODAY..I WOKE UP LATE & UNABLE TO MEET LIYANA TO THE ART MUSEUM=( PLUS WHEN I HALF WAY TO TOWN; SHE IS ALSO HALF-WAY BACK HOME=(

SO I, AS A WEIRDO WOULDNT WAN TO GO HOME SO EARLY=)..NOONE IS FREE, BABY BOY IS WORKIN, SHA IS STUDYIN, CHRISSIE PHONE PROBLEM, PEI EE IN PERTH(WE ARE FINE NOW), CK IS GOIN FOR DRIVIN LESSON..

SO I ENDED EATIN BRUNCH ALONE..MY MEAL COSTED MI 9 BUCKS BUT I ONLY HAD 3-4 BUCKS MEAL (I WAS SUPER UBER HIGH).. THEN I COMPLAINED TO SHA THE INCIDENT.."WELL, I WAS SITTING ALONE IN THE FOODCOURT. WAS THRISTY SO WENT TO A DRINK AT A NEARBY STALL..WHILE I WAS PAYIN FOR THE DRINK, THE CLEANER CLEARED MY MEAL!!!
IS LIKE %(*()$#??)+_??//><^^%&* la!!!!!!!
THEN HE APOLOGISED TO ME & ASKED ME WHETHER HE NEED TO REPAY ME A BOWL. OF COS NOT..I HOW CAN I ASK HIM TO DO THAT" SO I WALKED OUT OF WISMA, & ROAMED AROUND..REAL BOREDOM...

BUT AFTER I HANGED UP THE CALL WITH SHA. JESUS!! I STOPPED MYSELF IN THE "SINGAPORE TOURISTS CENTRE" (FOR NTH)..THIS GUY STANDIN IN FRONT ASKED ME SOMETHING..SO WE ARE BOTH BORED & ALONE..HIT OFF & THEN *BOMB*=).. HIS NAME IS ASHELY=) 21 YEAR OLD.. COOL HOT GUY FROM ENGLAND,LONDON..(MY BOY IS COOL & HOT TOO)...

SO I BROUGHT HIM AROUND..TOWN & SENTOSA..TOOK SOME PICTURES=). SENT HIM BACK TO NEWTON STATION WHEREBY HIS HOTEL IS SOMEWHERE THERE.. I HAB 2 PICTURES WE TOOK TOGETHER & A PICTURE OF HIMSELF WHERE WE TOOK IT IN SENTOSA..



Sweet Smile=)




Cool=)




Cool hot hunkie!!



I MUX CONFESSED HIM OWNS A PAIR OF BEAUTIFUL GREY/BLUEISH EYES..& ALL THE GIRLS WHO SAW US JUS NOW, WILL CURSED & SWEARED AT ME=) EVEN SHA DID THT, (SHE CALLED ME A PIECE OF SHIT!!). HE WILL BE BACK WITH MORE FRIENDS=)

WE BIDDED WIT A GOODBYE KISS ON CHEEKS.

I TOLD BABY BOY ABT IT TOO, ASSURED HIM THT WE ARE JUS FRIENDS..& HE IS LEAVIN BACK TO LONDON TML..HE JUS BY-PASSED HERE, COS HE CANT STAND THE LONG HOURS ON PLANE, NO MORE=)

COOL!! I'LL BE ENVY BY ALOT ALOT OF GIRLS FOR LONG=) BABY BOY I STILL LOVE YOU!!

Unbelievable Finale

Why: Do you all wan to know why I started to blog?
Reason: Cos I know onli 18-20% of the brain is actually functionin' & is impossible to store all 18 years of memories in my brain. HAPPINESS? & SORROWNESS?

Therefore I call BLOG---> "Brain Level Of Gift", As GOD knows human brain is not capable to store a huge amount of vivid memories..& He knows that ME cant remember much sorrows.. But ytd a ultimate fat-man, bombed & crashed me with nothin left, such thing NEVER crossed my head for a single moment tht she who is very innocuous to me..

hmm..we were chattin then i told ask the li ping chatted wit mi on msn..then i joked & said "she will hab to stay faraway from me".. so pei ee said tht i mingle around for tell of my ilk..(is not true!)..I tried to correct her..then I mentioned about "you guys are my prestigious friends"(in my own definition is like VIP IN MY HEART) but she insisted to onli accept the prevalent dictionary explanation tht is “good, honorable people are my friends”..Oh cool, I gradually feelin fcukin sick (plus dun try & fcuk around wit me in English words, WE LEARN FROM ONE ANOTHER. DONT COME & FCUK SHIT & SHOW ME HOW WELL-SPOKEN YOU ARE COS I NOT ENVIOUS OF THT. I DUN BUY IT COS IT JUS MAKE ME FEEL HOW NARROW YOU ARE WITHIN) cos she really broke my heart & told me tht THE PERSON I KNOW SO MUCH, KNOWS NOTHIN AB. So in a moment of folly, I actually said “yea, allrite cos u are rich so I treated you as my bestie” & she made a big wow-ha sayin tht I am changed(oh pls, I the same old me so look who’s talking) explanation.

I NOT ANGRY WITH HER WITH THE URGUEMENT, IS JUS SO UNBELIEVABLE THT YOU DOUBTED ME=)
I AM ALWAYS SO FERRID FOR THIS FRIENDSHIP; I AM VERY BLUNT WIT MY WORDS MOST OF THE TIME BUT I ALWAYS MINGLE MY WORDS RUDENTLY. IS NOT BEING APOLOGISETIC, YOU CAN ACTUALLY THINK TO CURE THIS VULNERABLE HEART..your excuses & speeches did maladjusted me ytd, on top of all you broke my freakin heart. I NEVER NEVER FORGET A SINGLE WORDS WE SAY BEFORE YOU LEFT..YOU CAN TRY TO RECALL WHAT KIND OF PERSON I AM/CAN BE THEN YOU THINK TWICE TO FCUK SHIT WITH ME..I HAB NEVER GRUMBLED ABT ALL UR CHANGES(ASK OTHERS SINCE YOU CANT BELIEVE IN ME ANYMORE)..I AM VEXED IN THIS POINT OF VIEW, MAYBE YOU NEVER NOTICE IT..BUT YOU WORDS/ACTIONS WILL BRING A BIG IMPACT TO ME(RIGHT NOW YOU HAVOC ME)

I ASKED LIYANA WHETHER I SUCH PERSON AS YOU THINK I AM. WHT A ANSWER; IS NOT COS SHE PRAISES ME BUT I AMUSED BY A PHRASE SHE SAID "WE ARE FRIENDS COS WE ARE". IS NOT THT SHE IS RICH SO I CHOSE HER TO BE MY FRIEND..COS OF A POOR INCIDENT HAPPENED TO ME SO WOW..=)PLUS A TUMOIL CHANGE HAPPENED TO ME!!

CHATTING WIT CHRISTIANE, SHE IS QUIPING TO ME now=) she is talkin about those creepy classmates & I MULTITASKIN NOW=) LISTENIN TO DONT MATTER=)

I BROKE MY HEART PLUS I RUNNIN A HIGH FEVER 39C=) BLESS ME=)

Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.

[Chorus]
It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.

In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how-.
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.

Unbelievable

MORE THAN WORDS=)

08.09.2007(THURSDAY AKA PUBLIC HOLIDAY)
Celebrated Blink Blink Birthday..bought him a special present whereby most of the ladies will love love love it; whereas the guys loathe loathe loathe it..So i duress him to hold the roses..HE SHOULD KNOW IS NOT A CHAGRIN ANYWAY=).. I LOVE HIM 1000 TIMES AS A FRIEND FOREVER=) THE GANG WERE LESS VOLUBLE but i must praise myself for always being a good tour-guide=)

The fireworks wasnt so delicious as i thought..but a good day did ends well=)




THIS PIC HAS NEVER SLIP OUT OF MY MIND...WHENEVER I LOOK AT IT, PLENTY OF MEMORIES WILL UNBEKNOWNST COME BACK..ESPECIALLY THE PART I REACH THE TOP OF THE MOUNT JATAN WAITING FOR HER(THEM) TO REACH TOO..I FEEL HAPPY & PROUD OF THEM & MYSELF..PEI EE IS A NEVER SPORTY GIRL..BUT I WILL NEVER FORGET THE DAY SHE FINISHES HER 2.4KM WITHIN 16MIN 30SEC..I'M PROUD OF HER...I KNOW IS MY CREDITO, BUT SHE TRIED HER VERY BEST TO MAKE HERSELF & ME PROUD..=) IS TRUE WHEN PEOPLE SAYS "A PICTURE CAN SPEAKS A THOUSAND WORDS"=)

08.10.2007
I SLACKIN AT HOME..COS MY DEAR FRIEND FORGET THT WE ARE SUPPOSED TO DRINK..STUPID ARSEHOLE..!! Forgiven cos I hab something on impt on sat=)


08.11.2007
OUR FRIST GETAWAY TRIP TOGETHER..WELL, IS JUS MALAYSIA BUT THE MOMENTS WE SPENT IS WORTH..
OH..THIS TRIP IS UNBEKNOWNST MY PARENTS KNOWIN=) WE WENT TO JUSCO, WATCHED RUSH HOUR 3..KINKY CHRIS TUCKER & JACKIE CHAN NEVER FAIL TO EXCITE ME=)
DID ABIT OF SHOPPIN=)..Bought the Donkins Doughnuts!!


Dinner aftermath=)
Sha commented tht "I'm too sweet in the picture." But isnt tht supposed to be? Who wont enjoy & have fun jus wit your beloved one? Hmm, maybe she havent meet a guy who can make her smile within her heart yet..


08.12.2007 Sunday
Oh..I thought is Sha family day ytd, so I didnt bothered to bother her..Ended up with Chrissie..She knows my pattern alr..(the habit of being late most of the time)
Then we went to DTF to hav our lunchy..nothing special anyway..But I'm pretty much amused with our fashion & artistic taste=)
Ok..our outfits was totally different from each other but we both wore shoes=)..chilly chill cute.. She was wearin a long sleeve cotton shirt in the damn hot sun..so we decided to shop..finally she bought something in M&G..& I eyed on a dress only 50 bucks..but some personal reason I hesitated to buy..

Bypass AX..(this will excite Ms Boon) Love at one sight with this dress..very costy but second last piece..can you imagine how dearly it is? I tried it out..& chrissie took a pic..the salegirl tempted me..But i ended walkin out of the shop. However I dail my papa no. to ask him to giv me $$ for the skirt & i went back for a reserved till next week=)!!


First costly dress I gonna to hab!

Went to the Art Museum=)Chrissie enjoyed it as much as I do..is so hard to get someone appreciates Arts like I do.. Will be goin with Liyana again on Wed..See Chrissie hab time to go wit us=)

Walk walk walk to B&J(city hall) together..we was beseiged by those causasian guys around us..=) LOVE=)


Lastly, Went back to P.S to meet my honey honey boy..& This blog song is all meant for him=)

Adious (Mexcian = Bye), I bid here

RIGHT THUR

OH OH OH..RIGHT THUR!! I longed to hab this freakin nice song!!=) SHAHRUL SENT IT TO ME.. THOUSAND OF SWEET KISSES TO YOU..

NA-TION-AL DAYZ!!!
MY FA-VOU-RIT-E NATIONAL SONG IS "THIS IS MY COUNTRY,THIS IS MY HOME, THIS IS MY FUTURE, THIS IS MY LIFE, THIS IS MY FAMILY, THIS ARE MY FRIENDS, WE ARE SINGAPORE, SINGAPOREAN!!"

ASK ME WHY I LIKE TO CUT MY WORDS TODAY..ACTUALLY I NOT TOO SURE..I KINDA HIGH TODAY!!..OMG, ASK ME WHY!! I AINT KNOW TOO..

YTD NIGHT, LIYANA, SUN SHAN & ME MET UP FOR MOIVE..WHT MOIVE? THE BORNE ULTIMATE..NICE? THE PEOPLE ACCOMPANIED ME MAKE THE MOVIE NICE=).. I LOVE 8/8/07
WHILE WE ARE WALKIN THT DISTANCE TOWARDS THE INTERCHAGE..WE SAW THE MADDIE..TALKIN TO HIMSELF..THEN HE STALKED ME? HEEHEE.. ANYWAY TOOK A BUS RIDE, MET/SAW A HUNKIE.. CANT FALL ASLEEP..UNKNOWN REASON..CHATTED WITH EILEEN. SAW AVALINE ONLINE, SHE IS BACK IN SINGAPORE..DIN CHAT FOR LONG COS SHE HAV BIZ TO DO LATER=)..

SHA WENT TO ZOUK, CLUBBIN? KINDA TIRED.. IS TEMPTING BUT AINT SEDUCTIVE ANYMORE..

MY SARANG & I ARE FINE..AS IN SITUATION.. DEEP DOWN I AM DOUBTIN MYSELF..FORGET IT..SAY NO MORE ABOUT LOVE..

FCUK SHIT, I BOUGHT THE ADIDAS SHOES,I HAB NOT TOUCHES IT!!..IS SO SHIT!!

I CURRENTLY READIN THIS BOOK, RECOMMENDED BY LIYANA ORETH "THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS", COOL BOOK..CHRIS GARDENER IS COOL & HANDSOME NO DOUBT IS AN AFRICA AMERCIAN..NICE SHIT..I RESPECT HIM WHOLEHEARTLY..

HMM..I SHARE MY UPCOMIN EVENTS..
TODAY CELEBRATIN MY BLINK BLINK BURSTDAY, BOUGHT ROSES FOR HIM..COLLECTIN IT SOON.. COOLNESS..

TML, I TOOK AN OFF DAY=) FRIDAY..DRINKIN WIT ASH

SAT, GOIN TO JB WIT SHINE..

SUN, SENTOSA?

I BID HERE=) ENJOY MY FAVOURITE SONG