Marchy Mar

Hee^hee.. Zac love this smile; is dedicated for him=) Aww Sweet Zac.

Chop Chop wit my whereabouts for the past TWO weeks!

Basically, Mon – Fri is kinky hectic wit work cos I have More job scopes now, is all going to be over=)

Well, I can’t wait to start school; meanwhile I can’t bear to leave the place. I did tell myself is a part & parcel of life but emotions runs deep. Everyone is almost nice to me.
I WILL BE ABLE TO GET OVER IT.

Fang Fang & I was supposed to go golfing on the 7th March, but she was held up last minute. How sad! I cannot remember whether did I went out. Haha, but unlikely.

8 of March – Saturday
Boredom kills! So I lifted my ass to the gym. Haha~~

9 of March
The wedding of Ms Wong & her lovely love. Blessings upon them, sweet sweet love!! Saw the Ugly Eileen hah~~(jk). Funny day, I recognized the invitation is from Mandarin hotel, so I went to the Orchard Mandarin! But her Wed is held @ Marina Mandarin. I am so screwed!
Supposed to join my family @ Suntec for IT Fair but I met Desmond instead for MOVIE. Helplessly is a habit of mine. Back to the meeting with him, he told me that HE THINKS OF ME WHILE HE WAS VOMITTING. How nice, the nicest thing is HE MADE ME WAIT FOR 16 MINUTES (ACCORDING TO HIM). Why? Cos he mentioned only that he will be reaching @ 4 PLUS, however the exact time I saw him were 5.15. He still got the cheeky cheeks to find an excuse to defend him when I telling him like he is damn LATE man.

“Well, I am only 16 minutes late; 4.59 to 5.15.” Desmond said.

Cool answer! Then we bought the 10,000BC tickets & met Chris & Wayne for a while. Movie aftermath, we went to New Asian Bar (Picture to be shown) cos he never been there. We got ourselves a drink (alcohol) & took the train home. Journey back was okie=)

12 of March – Wednesday

I went to school to collect the notes. Thickest NOTES I ever need to study! Haha, MAN~ The case study is woooww~~ Then I went to the Lan Shop to change the blog song.

14 of March – Friday

I signed up for the GCE “O” again. I received my Citibank debit card, but not meant for shopping / treating=( Thanks POP anyway.

15 of March – Saturday
Long Day since 7am thanks to my Dad, jogging wit him is the best bonding time=) Bla Bla Bla.
Chatted with Joyce, she havin much fun in Aust. She went to a Les & Gay PARTY, how cool.
Went to JB, Malaysia myself (Which is something tht makes all my friends to call me Mad) haha~ I purchased something & catch a movie. While I reached Sg Custom, a man wit the uniform tapped my back. I was like Shocked, but when I turned to see him, TSK TSK. He was a ICA policeman whom I know when I was working @ SCC, chatted for like couple of minutes. Haha~~ & headed HOME!
(P.S I was damn exhausted cos I slept @ 4. After the NICE Desmond called @ 2 & his cell batt dies off, Zac called=) Well, he is jus as sweet man, I talked to him till I am really very tired)
At 9 plus, Desmond sent me a msg saying that he wanted to come over to Woodlands to collect some thingy from me & after that he will be meeting Chris & Wayne, whether do I wan to come along. Well, I forgot about the second stuff so when I decided to go, we have to go back to my place; we WALKED. He whined about it & he complained abt the jeans he is wearing is tight. Though we are late to meet Chris & Wayne, we still went to his place to allow him to change. I didn’t wan to go inside so I sat right outside his gate.
PEOPLE, CAN YOU TELL ME HOW LONG A GUY NEED TO CHANGE A PANT? I expected to be less than 5 min, while sitting outside his neighbor’s dog is barking like mad. When the god sticks her head out of the gate, I was gazing at the surrounding, thinking that if the dog comes over & charges toward me, which freakin tree / house should I climb into. I was a bit terrified, plus MR Desmond still not out after 10 min.
So when this MR Nice came out, I was relieved but he made a confession of HE BATHED INSTEAD OF CHANGIN THE PANTS, well it makes my blood boils for a while!!
Ice-cream was great, but fusion of Hot & Cold Food isn’t fun!! Haha, lastly we & jansen went to Wayne’s place. Cool interior design, Jansen is a funny peeps la. The Vietnam / Thai accent is damn funny. Went home @ 3 plus.

16 of Mar – Sunday (Ytd)

Was @ home till 6, to see my niece=)
My hair is longer now, I am goin to rebond my hair again=)
Freaking teasing my 2 DUMB sister, Cold man!!

P.S Though I whined a bit about Desmond he is still a nice guy=) Hopefully, I can get my Chili Crab man!

JR Mas Selamat Hunting – It is a pure personal view

Well, 19 Days of hunting but is still unfound. The Public deserved to know MORE. More than the looks / how is he now, etc!! I never doubt the capability of the government, police, prison-guards and searching troops; I appreciates their hard work. Well, I have friends who said we should be ashamed of allowing to escape, etc. I don’t think so, PEOPLE MAKE MISTAKES, I have too. Plus Mas Selamat is a terrorist, he Have & Takes all he got to be one, which is not surprising man.

Why after 4 long hours then they reported him disappears? Is it as what we are told than they TRY not to alarm the Public & meanwhile we have informed the rest of the section?

Hmm, MM Lee mentioned that the escape wasn’t a Prepared one, who can vow for it. I am not doubt him, but true enough; we never know.
If he did ran out of Singapore (Which is not surprising), he will be back for revenge esp. on the grandest events we will be holding.

Of course, we as a Citizen should do our part. Don’t Whine & Co-operate. =)

Hmm, more to come!!

Before school start;-
- Need to change my Phone & no.
- Getaway
- Find myself a stress- free job (Hopefully)
- Buy my Song Vaio CR (Pink / Gold) Notebook!!

I will try to blog more next week!

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I've never been to me

Awesome old song. It sounded like me

Hope you guys will enjoy it, will update my week tml=)

P.S I did enjoyed my week=)

Lyrics

Hey lady, you lady, cursing at your life
You're a discontented mother and a regimented wife
I've no doubt you dream about the things you'll never do
But, I wish someone had talked to me
Like I wanna talk to you.....

Oh, I've been to Georgia and California and anywhere I could run
I took the hand of a preacher man and we made love in the sun
But I ran out of places and friendly faces because I had to be free
I've been to paradise but I've never been to me

Please lady, please lady, don't just walk away
'Cause I have this need to tell you why I'm all alone today
I can see so much of me still living in your eyes
Won't you share a part of a weary heart that has lived million lies....

Oh, I've been to Niece and the Isle of Greece while I've sipped champagne on a yacht
I've moved like Harlow in Monte Carlo and showed 'em what I've got
I've been undressed by kings and I've seen some things that a woman ain't supposed to see
I've been to paradise, but I've never been to me

[spoken]
Hey, you know what paradise is?
It's a lie, a fantasy we create about people and places as we'd like them to be
But you know what truth is?
It's that little baby you're holding, it's that man you fought with this morning
The same one you're going to make love with tonight
That's truth, that's love......

Sometimes I've been to crying for unborn children that might have made me complete
But I took the sweet life, I never knew I'd be bitter from the sweet
I've spent my life exploring the subtle whoring that costs too much to be free
Hey lady......
I've been to paradise
But I've never been to me

February Fabulous Story

I’m really lost how I should start this entry. Heehee, Freakin lengthy!!

1 Feb(Fri)

Fang Fang, me, Myo Myo & June



Lunch time, my dept went to Warren Golf Club for Lunch. Work aftermath, when Kbox-in wit my dovely; Fang Fang, Peng Li & Fong Mei @ Civil Centre.

2 Feb(Sat)
I went out to shop for my New Year Clothes @ Taka in the afternoon. Longchamp Bag, PINKY nightrobe, Forever 21 dresses=) My Swatch watch (my belated birthday present from papa)..Wee~~
The meeting time with Shine is @ 5++, Vivo City. We shopped around, finally I bought a PUMA tennis dress & a cardigan. Extremely COOL, followed up we went to the herbal restaurant where the furnishings were extremely nice. High Tea=) Then, to Mache to celebrate my mini small success. We thought of catching a movie, too bad… Vivo!! We took the busssss home=)

3-5 Feb (Sun –Tues)
I spent my days at home painting my walls, tidy my room, cleared all the old clothing & baggy=) Spent ¼ of the time in Carrefour too, bought an AWESOME QUEEN SIZE AIR BED=) haha, randomly bought 2 women novels in Times, unfortunately I’m addicted to them. LITTLE BLACK DRESS=)

Finally, on 5 Feb I managed to finish the artistic wall=) keekee, Lavender on 3 sides & 1 remaining is Hot Pink=) Slept rather early on these 3 days, about 5am=); partially reading the books

6 Feb (Wed aka Lunar New Year’s Eve)
I have basically finished everything; however I NEEDED MORE BOOKS TO READ. Went to Times again to purchase 2 books, met my sister to go home together. We started the dinner early @ 5.45pm cos my dad wanted to go to Chinatown.
I wanted to join them however partying is getting on my nerves. Haha, well, went out @ 9++plus. This time, I am the earliest!! Chris & Kyme were in the second place. The 3 boys were FREAKING LATE. William is staying so near to Town, I wondered how he is so late. Best thing, my dear friend, Desmond, who supposed to plan for this party went to sleep. He woke up @ 10 plus=) Wonderful, so Chris, Kyme & I crapped in TCC for nearly an hour.
Well, finally about 12, William, Desmond & Wayne arrived. Sad thing is Wayne is wearing nice flip-flop (meaning NO CLUBBING). Those guys went to Boat Quay to drink then us party at Attica Too (Trance). Well, met Shine in the club=), met new friends in the club too. Well, Chris & Kyme left Attica earlier to get Coffee; I stayed in the club to dance till Desmond called.
He was ¾ drunk, almost brunt his fingers, called up William to literally Fcuk him, WHATEVER. About 4am, the girls including me took a cabby home. Confession done in the cab, well…

7 - 10Feb (Thur-Sun aka Lunar New Year Day 1-4)
Visiting visiting visiting, one extremely joke!! My aunt was saying my sister dolled up like a Cheena Girl. Tsk tsk, whereas my mum thinks otherwise. Went to temple to pray too, I AM A FREE-THINKER!! Ask me nothing about converting YET=)
My sister friends came over to play MJ wit me=) HAHA~~
Went to May’s & Serene Houses…

11 Feb (Mon aka last day of break)
I went back to Chirst Church Sec to collect my Cert. & Art Work, a familiar yet so unfamiliar place to me. Unfamiliar cos it really changes a lot, familiar cos the teachers are still so kind & nice like, My PE Teachers, Mr Ang, Ms Foo (They called me The Tough Girl) haha, Mdm Gan, etc…

Myo myo & me


I was @ the grand opening of the Inaugural Flight, VRIGIN KILLERS!! Haha, kinky fun though.

13 Feb (Wed aka. my Birthday)
Ren Ri is People Day = Our Bdae. Work aftermath, went for the movie, JUMPER. My family went to Lou Hei & Late Supper. Spicy Crabbies etc.. is a contine story for 14 Feb, I didn’t went to work=(

14 Feb (Thur aka St Valentine Day)
Happy Brithday to Katherine & Keith. They are cousins, I knew them since young. Katherine is 12 this year, her birthday falls on 13 Feb. & Keith is 19, his birthday falls on today=)
I am envious of others who had celebrated this day with the Love ones. As for me, I have the worst tummy upset cos of the Spicy Chili Crab. I still have to go back to school for my Group Discussion, is mentally torture. Well, Roses & Laughter, people in pair except me, no doubt there were others single peeps around. School ended at 8.30pm for me. Well, Desmond was nice to sms wit me=) Well, met a girl from my class, I shall not comment much alr. I reach home @ 9plus. Done-y for the day.

15 Feb (Fri)
Went to CWP to watch Ah Long Pte Ltd wit my Family=)

16 Feb (Sat)
I am an Auntie now, haha, I have got a Niece=)
Received an msg from Will @ midnight sayin that the parents are not in town, we are invited to party in his place. I was paranoid whether I should go, I got guests & Shine to entertain in the evening. My mum & brother love to see him, me too though=)
Badmintion Game @ 7=)
Liyana called me using her Private no. @ 4am. How am I supposed to know is her, however if she would sent me a msg then I will know who to dail back! She’s alone in town on a Sat for the first time. Due to her workload, she was unable to go to Batam with the rest of the Oreth members. So I was thinking if she is want she can come over to my house to stay, but she don’t wan. So about 9pm all the peeps started to go home including Shine. After half an hour of pondering, I was pretty tired but I still reach William’s place @ 11plus.
Well, I need to take a bus when I reach Orchard Station. So app. 20min bus journey, I have a feeling to get down from the bus, Sixth Ave. Desmond was supposed to pick me up at the bus stop, but I not even sure which bus-stop!! CRAP, I took a cab when I know I only supposed to walk 200m to reach his place. &*^&%^$%$*()?///##
Met new peeps there, like Kenny (He comforted me by saying I’m average looking in the dark; MUCH APPRECIATED though), John (We did chatted a lot!!), Jackson & Abel. The usual ones were there, Chris, Keith, Andrew, Jansen, Wayne, Christiane, Desmond & William (OF COS, tsk, IT IS HIS PLACE!!)
Desmond supposed to drink with me; however he got high & forgot about it. I think that night the most decent peeps were Chirstiane, Wayne, John, Keith, Andrew & I.; the Sober peeps. William was damn funny & scary, he hugged me 5 times & said the SAME THING!!. Jansen Almost eat up the Toilet Bowl, etc… Mini party ended for me @ 4plus, Desmond sent me out to take a Cab.

17 Feb (Sun)
My Grandma Death Anniversary
Woke up @ 9am to go to our family temple, ended @ 1 pm. Evening, is my Neighbor’s daughter Birthday. Bla bla bla.

18 Feb (Mon)
Woke up shaggy late for work; THAT NOT THE WORST!! MY LIFE IS SO DRAMATIC!! I MET A TAXI DRIVER WHO CHASED ME OUT OF HIS LOUSY CAB!! FCUKER@@@...I missed my Dept Meeting!!

19 Feb (Tues)
Work aftermath, went out with Liyana, Aqilah & Hui Shan. Dinner @ Charcoals, to support The Shrek!! 5-course meal, rather filling=) Nice catch ups (not Katchup)!! Tsk tsk!

21 Feb (Thurs)
Went to Stansfield to hand my Certificates…etc

22 Feb (Fri)
Work Aftermath, meet Desmond to play pool @ AMK, so I asked Christiane along. Haha, Sad boy, he got HBP so good thing he need to restrict himself from Alcohol.

27 Feb (Wed)
Work aftermath, dinner wit Shine @ Alameen…

29 Feb (Fri)
A special day cos it only happen to be a date once in 4 year. The Leap year, there a saying that is a Vday.
Work aftermath, on my way to PS I met Jannah (Sec Classmate), then went to my college hand my contract. Then, bought a new book @ Times, supposed to meet Desmond @ Cine for PS ILY. However, the tix were all sold out!! Damn it, I walked all the way to Lido to check out the seat! When Desmond reached @ 8.45pm, the tix @ Lido were OFFICALLY SOLD OUT! I reached there @ 8.30pm, chatted wit the auntie @ the tix counter for awhile. I told them I walked all the way from Cine to Lido (there were 3 front seat @ the first row left however when Desmond reached it was sold out). Back to when he reached Lido, we walked to the counter. NO MORE TIX LEFT, well, I was dyin to watch the movie cos I heard it’s moving. When I was about to give up, the Auntie asked me how many tix I want, she gave me the Last row..hah=P

PS. ily
It is touching though But I didn’t cry!! For certain reason Desmond & I brought packets of tissue out but we didn’t manage to use a single piece during the movie!! Cos I sort of predicated the Script=(

Movie Aftermath, we went to meet William & a guy friend @ Kopitiam. Hmm, the four of us headed to Cine to play pool. Kinky fun man! Wink Wink* Oh Oh, I met Yong An & his Beau at Cine=) haa..
Desmond finally pass me the gift he bought in Thailand for me, thought he didn’t wrap it in Pink but BIG THANK YOU STILL =D. It is very obvious that the 3 guys DOESN’T have much appreciation for Art & Design! Desmond mentioned my dress looks like a Bat Woman Costume & William agreed!! WHATEVER!
Took a Cabbie home @ 3plus with Desmond, was having a minor gastric crump since after the movie.

1 Mar (Sat)
I read the book which I bought, on my bed, then walk up to unwrap the gift. HAHA, PINK MS CHATTERBOX TEE. SO CUTE. Thanks=) *Wink*
Chatted with Hui Shan, she is telling me not to COMMIT TO A Relationship. Can you believe it? TRUE SAGITTARIUS!! Though I am a Sagittarius too, but I am more matured so Puppy Love is out of my mind. I prefer someone who can commit & stable…
Hui Shan told me Desmond is Hot haha=x I don’t about that though, I told Desmond about it and he was on cloud nine today, probably why the team won the Soccer Match. Haha! He also said this to make me speechless, “It doesn’t matter whether you have a good taste or not, what matter if you like the person and he/she attracts you is all that matter”.
My FEI FEI is trying all means to get $$ from me, kiss me, hug me, etc. HAHA, what a Sweet brother I have. He will be the next Generation Lady Killer!!

This is basically how I spent my February & first day of March.

Hopefully, I am able to watch The Leap Year tml & will try to update my blog. Recently my computer encounter a lot of problem but is okie, I going to own a Notebook=) Weee~~ Haha,=P by this month!

My school is starting on 21 Apr, feeling excited & scared=(haha, Random)

I am feeling so PEACEFUL=)

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I'm a blessed & loved by GOD kid=)

HEY THERE, PEEPS!!
I want to share wit you all my joy wit you=) HAHA~~ I am like a MADDIE NOW; HAHA I AM A MADDIE=P

This will be a lengthy one; pay close attention, alright=)

I'll skipped my everyday report!!

RECALLING~~

recalling..

recall~~!!

Tribute: Desmond brightens my life, he is a very nice, single friend=) Though weird abit but=) STILL VERY NICE~~

I was working @ the reception for the past 2 weeks. I learnt alot still; cos I faced people. I cant understand why people detest the place but it's really FUN! Fun & Busy

HOWEVER, MY INTERNET ACCESS WAS BLOCKED! *CRY* %&&^(@_?>@*(??>//<## *CRY*

11 Jan, Half - day work! & Then went to ICA Building with Fong Mei. She offically become a PR here! Congrats=) Lunch / High Tea @ Suntec Fountain=) A mini shopping=) ANYWAY, I went to ICA, WANTED to toopid ugly Passport Photo=( EVERYONE IS MOCKING @ HER(ME)! Eventually didnt!!

Supposed to celebrate DARREN'S Bdae, but didnt go=( So many ppl whom I am not close wit. Meanwhile, I went for a mini SPA indugle=)

13 Jan, my entire family went out to shop, leaving me ALONEEEEE @ home (Truth is I didnt want to go). Anyway, Desmond asked me whether I wan to join him & 2 friends to watch movie. AMERICAN GANGSTER!! OMG, that movie is real cool, abit dull still nice! Anyway, I met new friends through Mr Weirdo (Well, I hoped he wont see it). They are Rahman & Jansen, Rahman met Desmond through Jansan=) Kinda COMPLICATED!

Back here! Rahman didnt join us for the movie, instead William did! We watched the 12.45am slot & movie ended @ nearly 4am. Then Jansen went back. Left with THREESOME, thts William, Weirdo & Me=) Then Will & I forced Desmond to sing=) haha(~~,) I HAVE TO ADMIT THAT MY VOCAL IS REALLY BAD THT MORNING. DESMOND CONFESSED TO ME THT HE HAD GENTLE LAUGHED @ ME THT NIGHT! *Wht a FCUKER*
Nice day, desmond & me took the train back. We fell asleep soundly=)

The following week is pretty hectic but manageable.

On Monday, Woo~~ MY HEROESss~~ HIRO is damn cute!!

On Tuesday, I did a sinful thing. Cos Diane is leaving us & the co. Jane asked me to arrange a farewell lunch for the Admin Dep.

Me: "So is Cheap / Expensive one?"
Jane: "Cheap!!"
Me: "Well, but I heard the Accts Dep. went to Guilin for Uncle James(Contracts staff who is here only 3mths) & spend $300++"
Jane: "Hmm, then we go Guilin lorx"

Laughing inside, I was thinkin the M'sian Ah Ka is a from in the well; she has never explore & seen the world. Anyway, we only spend $190++ for the lunch=)

On Wednesday, my pop, 2 sister & I sit down in the living room to watch AMERICIAN IDOL!! HELL-MADDIES!! BROTHER FOREVER or something~~

On Friday, Stansfield called me down for the Evaluation Test on Monday. It is like MAD!!

20 Jan, Sunday. My lovely granpma came over to cook for me=) Sweet=). Got a Hugo Boss Perfume; is a belated birthday present!

21 Jan, Monday. Woke up @ 8 plus to watch Amzing Race. It is freaking Cool. A pair of Asian Father-Daughter was the runner up of the race; alot of the thing to learn & learnt.

I wish to have a chance with my pop too=)

Went to Stansfield, took the 3 hours tough like hell test! It kills manly of my brain cells. Oh, I want to take Dip in Law, the criteria is Min. 3 'O' passes; including English & Maths.

That night I hope to pass my English very much! I asked GOD "You have made me wait for a year, I obey you cos I know you will show me a way." I remember what Ms Chee have told me a day before I did my 'O' Level English Last Year End, she said "God have plan a way for you=)"

On Wednesday, Germanie from Stansfield; she is from the marketing side called me & asked me to get down for interview. AKA CONVERSATION!

Anyway, I know most of the people reading my blog, is pretty concerned about my GCE 'O' Level Result. Esp English cos I failed it in 2006; got an E8.
Everyone must be thinkin tht I am ignorant enough to dream to stody LAW when you Fuckin fail your English

I thanked those people sincerely cos you've made me stronger. I remember during my Secondary day, a girl who is quite good in English, well quarrelled wit me. She scolded me with freaking speedly English; she came from a English-speaking Family whereas I am very opposite from her. I thanked her for that day. Without that day, I cannot think of anything to study after a year & now I speak good English NOT SINGLISH!

*Peeps, I am not looking down on Singlish!*

IMPORTANT EVENT
On 24 Jan, Thursday. Long Fruitful day for me, noone in the world will be as lucky as I am. I was working in the morning, while the time drew nearer to 2pm. My hands was damn wet & cold, I typed my SEAB password & ID! LOG IN. Well, what a result~~ I printed it out first, holding my results for a few second; hoping my tears wont drop down. But I not as strong as I think, as Everyone Thinks, was crying like mad!

MY RESULT IS D7 for English & C5 for Maths! "OH CRAP, THEY FAILED YOU, some of my firneds asked!" My dad called; I did not say anythign but cry=( Well, I told him that I will sms him. My entire brain freeze, one focus, one question & MANY ANSWERS! My focus was to call up Germanie & informed her I've failed my English + unable to go Stansfield for interview! I got to face the FREAKIN FACT! My Question is why did I fail? "COS GOD PLANNED IT" "COS I LACKING OF ABILIY" OR ETC!! I was freaking upset.

When I got thru Germanie @ 4pm, I was emotionally stable.

Germaine: "Yes, Sandral. Heard you were looking for me."
Me: "Yup, bad news for you. I not coming down for the interview cos I failed my English"
Germanie: "Oh NO! You must come for the interview cos you did pretty well for the Evaluation Test."
Me (tears drip out from the pair of watery eye): "OMG, ARE YOU KIDDING ME? BUT I FAILED MY 'O' LEVEL English"
Germanie: "I will informed the principal; meanwhile come down here then we will go thru"

That moment the HAPPIEST moment I have in my life; I am this close to my dream=)
Went down, was the last to be interviewed. I was thinking tht even I dont pass the Interview I am the most blessed girl.

*Knock Knock*
Sir: "Sit down, Sandral! Tell me WHY LAW? Dont be nervous"
Me: "Well, I want to do something different & wht I cant do. I can speak / write such English like now."
He paused me by asking: "How did you do it? How did you practice your English"
I am shocked, arent he supposed to ask me some question abt politics like the kids before me? is it so personal!
Me: "I listened to English Song, Speak more English. My family helps me a bit by watchin Simon Says on Wednesday - Amercian Idol. etc"
Sir: "Sandral, you know wht! You should be proud of yourself!"
My JAW was wide opened & my finger pointing toward me & said "ME, WHY?"
SIR: "I am proud of you, your family is proud of you! No one would have such courage in life! Sandral, do you know, your speeching outspoken the people I interviewed before you! You are very motivated, & we are pleased to take you as our student"

I CRIED WITHOUT INFORMING MYSELF!
I asked: "You very sure? OMG, I cant believed it. I will pass my English this year for this!"
Sir: "Okie, You study Law English to Pass Cambridge English! See you in Criminal Law!"

WOOOOHHHH~~ I GOT IT I GOT IT!!

Liyana & Hui Shan are very kind & nice to msg me=)
Aqilah did well~~=) Congrats,
Shine is very nice too=) I treatin him a meal as promised
My dad says at least you improved & you got wht you wan!

Yea, I improved L1R4 - 24 Points! From Grade E8 to D7. I dont wan to appeal to get C6!! I am willing to take it again!!

"BECOS I FAILED TWICE SO I WONT BE AFRAID TO FAIL & I WILL NOT FAIL THE THIRD TIME"
By Sandral Owin

Chatted wit Desmond, telling him my joyness till 1 plus cos I am really TIRED after a day of crying.

25 Jan, Friday. Went to NTU wit Jane for the Job Fair!! I eplored alot of places by chance, tht makes me who I am=) Well, I can see Jane is in fond of me=) She told me she will make me her Secretary if I wasnt goin back to school=) I thanked her for guidance all this while=)

Jane & me=)

Zac=) IS THE SWEETEST STILL!!

26 Jan, @ home. Painting!! =) Down wit my room!!

Chatting wit Liyana on Monday, she sang praises about me=) I love you, girl=)
"Though I really knows alot of thing, but there's more for me to learn"

Desmond is goin to Thailand on Firday!! I am jealous, he promised to buy me diamonds=) haha~~=P

Nothing much & serious to report but I AM HAPPY!!

Debating wit my beloved Cousin & Shine=) They are freaking stubborn & same to me=)
Chatting wit Hui Shan & Joyce this morning=) 12mitnight!
Well, Hui Shan's phone was conficated by mum cos she didnt pick up her calls
Joyce in Aust. got herself a new beau! Did something which disappoint me but I love her still. Hopefully she will be coming back by year end=)
ALRIGHT, MISS MISS MISS YOU!!
Joyce said: "Congrats to the beautiful sexy future lawyer!"
Me: "Actually you are Princess Beautiful No. 1, I am behide you=( haha"

Trying to upload this pictures but I am unable to get one only=(

Photoshot; EVERYONE Sayin I am very Photogenis!


JC(my Godpa; not Sugardad!!) I wont he does enjoy this entry & to Godsister, Sandra who is in Aust.; Thanks for saying my blog entry is real=)

Tribute: I love God very much cos he gave an incomplete family to complete! My Friends like Shine, Liyana, Chrissie, Hui Shan, Joyce, Desmond, JC to make & watches me grow=)
Yesterday, I was walking back home, I saw a man on the wheelchair pushing himself hard toward the slope. I realised how brave he is, to overcome everything. Same time, ashamed of myself! I given Brain, Beauty, Brawns by God, I have walk a long way till today, I cant giv up now cos Everything will be gone out to drain!

"Sometimes life is like a process of doin a dish. Some dish can easily be done without any problem but some arent."
Channel 8, 9pm show=) A taste of life=)

Tell you wht is my upcoming plan!!
Tml & Fri I am goin to work like mad & then packed my room by sunday.
Sat, get my CLOTHES!! & Meet Shine for Dinner
Sun, Paint my room!!
I am on holiday till 11 Jan=) My Co. is so damn nice!!

Then I will blog more next week!! ALRITE=)

Hope you guys love my song. I have been to paradise but I never been to me=)

Love you guys
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2008 Resolutions

Finally, after a deep pondering, I've made up my mind what I want to do well in 2008.

-=+.FAMILY.+=-
- Organise a outing / getaway
- Persuade my sisters to go back to school
- Will try to spend more time with them = Less Partying

-=+.COMMUNITY.+=-
- Help out @ the HOMES more often; maybe 10 times in this year
- Visit some rural countries

-=+.STUDIES.+=-
- With the best result God gave to me, HE leads me to the best school that will bring me his goodwill.
- Play Hard; Work Harder!

-=+.HEALTH.+=-
- A full Body Checkup to prevent & discover illness to stay healthy for this year!
- Size 4 to Size 2; if not Size 3 is good enough=) & MAINTAIN!
- Exercise 3 days a week!

-=+.LOVE.+=-
- Find a man who will appreciates my heart, ready to commit, love my cookings=)
- Continue to maintain my Standard

-=+.FRIENDSHIP / RELATIONSHIP.+=-
- Will give & get the best from everyone.
- Get to know more people who are adorable & nice.
- Maintain my Lovely friendship with Liyana, Hui Shan, Chrissie & all, Avaline, Joyce, Fang Fang & all & Shine<3, etc...

To GOD, I prayed for everyone to love me; to love me more. Those who hate me; to hate me more. Everyone will be bless wit good health & knowledge, especially my Family members. My BLOG Song for this entry is by Dashing Shayne Ward - Melt the snow. Think of me & I will be there.=)
THANK YOU GOD! & PRAISE THE LORD!

Well, I hope a guy who will be singing this & melts me too=p *random*

I think this could be all for today's entry. MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION!
Will blog the rest soon!!

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Holiday Spirit~~~

Aww, 10 DAYS DIFFERENCES, ALOT BETTER YA~~!! Plenty of things happened recently so I thought that it's convenient to update now, before everything drifts off from my head=)

*P.S - I was bullshiting when I mentioned "CONVENIENT" cos I am @ work NOW! However, I am really in the Holiday Spirit right now~~

Start from Scratch

22 Dec - Last Last Sat
After the lengthy entry about 7pm, Shiny SHINE SHINE went to watch NATIONAL TREASURE 2 @ CWP!! Well, there's some repeated scene though but AWESOME too~~ (I HOPE THE THIRD MOVIE CAN BE ABIT DIFFERENT!)

23 Dec - Last Sun

Stayed @ home to ROT~~ Well, eventually I didnt managed to do tht..Started painting the walls though=) & ROCK my house, Surfed net!!

Got to know some hectic stuffs but I'm jus goin to mention those HOTTIE Stuff
- Jessica Alba is Pregnant, getting engaged & 3 months after the kid is due then process to the wed
- One more surprising personnal is Pregnant too, headline after her sister(though her sister is STILL a Headline) Well, Jamie Spear, 16, PREGNANT. NO JOKE! SHOCKIN~~ cos my JAW was widely opened readin it! I told Chrissie abt it, same thoughts & reaction. We thought she is much much more DECENCY compared to her sister!! Anyway, she had decided to keep her baby=)
Last hot news - Barron Hilton is plannin to donated 97% of his fortune to the CHARITY. That means Hilton family only has 3% to share among one another. No more Potiental Hotel Heiress then=( Poor Party Girls; Paris & Nicky=( You have disappoint your grampa & dragged your brother.

Hopefully, she will knows that DONT TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED!
(I told William about it & asked him to share my joy) *Evil grim*

Then made Dinner(family) & ALMOND for Colleagues & Shine(He wanted a share)

24 Dec - Last Monday aka Christmas Eve..
Half day work & about 1.30pm meet Shine to pass him the Almond=)*heehee* Then, rush out to meet Chrissie, supposingly to meet her @ 8 for dinner but 7 due to some reason! UNFORTUNATELY I WAS LATE AGAIN, SORRY PAL! She almost got freaking pissed off=) Dinner @ Soup Spoon. Yummy yummy~~ then we went to P.S to meet Fang Fang for Alvin & the Chipmunks - Talent comes in all sizes(indeed true) It's really a heartwarmin movie especially watching it on the Eve of the season=) Su Fang left us to process to Holland road & so Chrissie & me to Town for a short Celebration! Home Sweet Home

On our way back, Cam-whore



Freaking Seductive



25 Dec - Last Tuesday aka Christmas
Stayed @ home to do the Montage in the day! & to went to Msia(Johor) with Fei Fei till 4pm. When we got back, I quickly cook & waited everyone to be home=) Beautiful comments; cut Log cake @ abt 11.30pm=) Fun day~~ Pop bought it, will post the pic on next entry=)

I guessed Jun Long is the most enjoyed one. Adidas Shoe from me & more presents~~

26 to 28 Dec
Hectic Workload! Last Preparation for Annual Dinner. Montage is a surprise indeed! So meet Shine =( ily still=)

29 Dec - Annual Dinner & Party @ Mandrain / Hyatt
Took a cab to Workplace & brought those bulky prizes & thingy thingy to Raffles Town Club. Setting up is freaking exhuasting funness~~ Dom, the dashin Captain!=X So kind of him, to allow us to shower for aftermath programme!

Well, at the start of any programme is my SHOW TIME; THE MONTAGE OF TOUCH OF CRYSTAL! for a second the Projector din work & freaks me full time cos EVERYONE IS STARING TO THE SCREEN!! After 2 second, pictures came out I grasped a breathe! A surprise & a memories brought back for those who accompanied the Company along the way. & I know I really did a pretty good job with help of Su fang, May & Jane who helped me to screen throught it. I recieved a awesome & motiviated comment regarding my newsletter & montage from the CEO. Thank you!

After the dinner, there were 3 to 4 guys waiting for me @ the lobby. Those guys are from some Sites=) Pretty irritating but managed to shake him off. Met Alex Pang again, he offered me a ride to Orchard unfortunately I got to do clear up=(

Congrat to Fang Fang with regards to the Laptop.

Well, I will get those Picture & Upload it!!

30 Dec - Yesterday
Dinner aftermath, to William Party. Theme of the party is Christmas & New Year Celebration=) Thanks to Fang Fang who sent me there. I dragged Chrissie along, did a brief intro to her . She doesnt ANYONE, well lest better I only know Mr Host William Chin. Hectic but Fun Night. Upon reachin the party was crowded wit Security Guard, the Suite was too nosy & disturbed the Cheena Family=( So firstly got to know Desmond, Andrew, Wayne. Well, Situation was bad there so Chrissie & I tagged along wit Andrew & Wayne to Attica. Free Entry~~ Met Rachel, Alan & one girl whom I cant recall her name. WHATEVER!! DANCING & DRINKING.

HOW CAN PARTY CALLED AS PARTY WITHOUT DRINKS!! not in my POLICY

So cam-whoring & dancing wit Andrew that make Chrissie & Wayne

Monkey Wayne & us



Wayne & Andrew



Chrissie & me



Wayne was generous enough to treat us Jug of Drinks!! Funness, till now Andrew still telling me he really enjoyed it full time!

Something happened to Chrissie, it kinda makes me Gulity Ytd, Kind Desmond & Andrew was acc-ing me to get over it & William did to; They comforting me to slp & so sweet of Andrew to help me to cover a blanket=) Thanks DUDE~~

Anyway Chrissie & Wayne are together now!! I really wants her to be happy so Wayne marked your words that you have said to me! I trying to get over it & done wit still! Woke up in an hour's time, those guys are mocking at each other. All shitty stuffs managed to come out. These Millionaire Son actually are BITCHES.haha. Andrew, the rich spoilt brat, William the Snoobish, Desmond the joker, Keith the Dude=) Haha, got forced to DRINK IN DAYLIGHT!! Thanks to Andrew! Chrissie & me was a Massive Passive Smoker, thanks to you guys!

I ended up reaching home @ 4 plus.
I have William unrevealed PHOTO!! haha~~

Chrissie told me I rocks & she love me as a friend. is their loss to lose you=) My only close 18 year old friend=) Thank you, Chrissie

Well, back home, I actually asked some secondary school friends whether they wan to hang out today, they rejected me in a spilt. Forget it, is not worth=)

Anyway I gotten the APPLICATION FORM to Stanfield. I wan to get my result asap!! The JAE book was mail to my home & some new course I am interested too!

31 Dec - Monday aka NEW YEAR EVE!!
Today headed to work wit a heavy heart, thinkin that is my last day. but Jane told me a good news that she want to extend me for 2 months. & Fong Mei, Su Fang, Rose, Sandy was extremely happy. I decided to stay! Msged wit Andrew & Shine. Mr Andrew went to play Golf !! & Shine Working!! Later goin to Clark Quay with Sufang, Pengli & Fong mei for Countdown 2008!! Cool~~

Facebook is AWESOME=) I love it!!

Shine was abit upset when I mentioned his name last in the last entry but I explained to him why is tht so=)

I miss Liyana, Hui Shan, Joyce alot of peeps & Shine. & I really have a WONDERFUL DECEMBER IN 2007
I am happy & contented!! I love my family, Friends & Shine.

I hoped tht they & you guys here reading my humble blog to have a wonderful year, health & wealth ahead!!

Lastly, Pictures of the celebration which Vivian, Ms Wong & May did for Su Fang & me in the office=)







Will blog in no time!!
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Indulger is me

My apology for the laziness & alike buzzy bee life recently. Soon everything gonna be over=) Nowaday, I'm kinky stress up; the workload filled all up. Luckily, some kind soul colleagues are pulling me through too. Of cos, will further elaborate..Now I am tryin to recall all tht I can to blog=)

I ADORE DECEMBER!!
I received a gift from heaven on 1st Dec, shh!! Awww..That's my MENSES!! Okie, anyway I got 150% hyperaction more than usual, then I didnt something fun=) GUESS WAT!!! I've BOUGHT THE PAINTS TO REVAMP THE HOUSE=) heehee, though is a ONE-MAN SHOW but so far no NEGATIVE comments still=)

Painters to thank=) Myself, POP, Lenard (On tht day, he is still my sis bf, unfortunately he got ditch)

Allrite, so over the weekends we had FUN together. Sadly, we didnt finish the walls in the hall until Last Wednesday (14 Dec). Last Saturday, I did drawing on the walls=)

You must be surprised why I had such a tremendous change, Right? "Dude, you are supposed to go out on WEEKENDS!!" I not sick nor ill, firstly is becos the gambling show which showing on Chn 8 @ 3.30pm=) & my house is very warmy now=) Really!! *Ahem, warmy is not referin to the temperature but atmosphere=)*

On 5 Dec, is Shan Shan's burstday party. Well, Liyana & Aqilah turned up too:) Btw, it is also Aqilah's burstday. Haha, I forget to give Liyana her present. So I came out wit an idea tht the two of them will have something to keep. I wanted to make a Tee on our faces above. However due to deep reconsiderations, I'm extremely sure that none of us will be wearing it out.. When I stepped into the printing shop, Alex(the boss of the shop) was so kind & thoughtful.

He said: "Then make a smaller Tee!"

A brainwave arrived instantly that Why not I make a Tee for each one of us & buy a bear to wear it=). Then gotcha, they indeed love the present. Cos of made by my BONAFIDE LOVE.

Back to her Burstday party, met her ITE pals=) I see gaps on the bridge, I have to be honest. No hard feeling=) Received my present from Oreth's family, Thanks X3=)

My BURSTDAY Party on 8 Dec 07. Fun though I only invites a handful; some turned up, some didn. Is okie, I still love them=) My Neighbours turned up (NO. 1 FOOD FANS!)
YongAn, Hui Shan, Jia Qi, Wan Man, Leah, Fang Fang TOO!! Did you guys discovered some missin names?

Yea, Shine went to friend's house for prayer, Oreth family had to attend a relative wedding. Vivian, Ms Wong, Esther couldnt make it. Chrissie went back to KL. Serene forgot about it. & Eileen was lazy!

Quite fun, There's a street soccer count beside the pit so Shan, Jia Jia, Wan Man, Leah & I decided to have some fun=) keke..We challenged a bunch of monkey guys who think girls can kick. After a battle of 3 min. Our scorer, Leah shoots a goal & the crowds was stunted. Though we lost, but with PRIDE!

Well, I barely eat the BBQ food=( not even stingray=( Is Okie, MY 18th Burstday Cake is yummy yummy ICE-CREAM CAKES. This year, I gotten a black & white fusion of 2 diff Ice-cream cakes from my Sisters=) Thanks alot. is appreciated.

Lenard is a nice boy, I disagree that he deserved to be ditch. I told him is my sister loss, not HIS!! Was msging wit him last 2 weeks to ease his pain. My Mom is freaking dearly to me; just like a son. Whatever, He's not!

Went out wit Shine @ the following day, we wen to watch Heartbreak Kid by Ben Stiller=). Then went to Billy Bomber for dinner=) & walk to City Hall to take the Train back=)

Monday @ work was a battle, so busy!! plus OT jus for Annual Dinner..& Some sweet thing jus occurred=) After we had come to a closure for the Meeting, surprisly brought out a cake. Wee, Strawberry ICE CREAM CAKE Somemore.. Fang Fang & I was OMG-ing. THEIR LOVE ARE APPRECIATED & REMEMBERED=) haha, & Eileen; I am speechless. She bought me a Pearl Necklace from Citigems. Thanks for this precious gift=)

Tuesday, nth special. Fang Fanf's Birthday=)

Wednesday, My actual birthday..HERE I AM, Offically 18 but plenty of thoughts & regrets on mind.

I dont wan to be 18 cos I need to take care of myself, though Clubbin & all are very tempting. So Close yet so far=) I suddenly remember a song which I was taught in my Primary School. "Whatever will be, will be", while I was bathing I was mumming the song. & I realised I didnt know the moral behide the song till tht day. So stupid! It is played as the blog song, right=)

For dinner, I met Shine @ Bishan. We headin to my favoury Chicky Rice Stall!! Wee~~~ While waiting for him, was thinkin whether he will buy me roses for my Birthday? However, was abit disappointed when I didnt seen him carryin somethin visible!! Hmm=( After Dinner, he then took out a RED BOX & open to show me. So SWEET, He bought for me a Necklace WIT DOUBLE HEARTS from SK!! Aww~~

I need to give thanks to some people:-

- Those who give Written / Verbal Blesses;-
- Andy
- Joyce
- Yong An
- Shu Yi
- Ya Ting
- Hui Shan X 4
- KC
- Thomas
- Leah
- Alex
- Jerry
- ZACCCHAARRYY=)
- Snoopy
- Johnny
- Chrissie
- Liyana
- Aqilah
- Allan
- William
- Sante
- Jerome
- Rahim
- Nazile
- Nicanor
- Keith
- Shine
- Wei Wen Kor Kor
- Serene Yiyi
- Uncle William
- If I missed your name here, so sorry=)

- Those who give me more than what I should have;-
- My sisters
- My Pop
- Mary Ah ma
- Serene Yiyi
- Hui Shan, Jia Jia, Wan Man
- Su Fang
- Ms Wong, Vivian, May & Gang
- Oreth's Family
- Keith
- Eileen
- Shine

- Those who gave me life & courage;-
- My Grandparents
- My Parents
- My Siblings
- My Mimi=)
- Austin
- Macus
- Shine

Thank you for this wonderful splendid year!

& For all the days, are work, woRK, WORK!! =(

Esp TuesdAY (18.12.07), my youngest sister gotten her GCE "N" Level Result. Pretty well done!! She does make me proud abit. My mum says it is unfair that I am goin to be sponored for the 12k at least for school next year, but the truth is "What is fair?"

A wife who is faithful to the husband who is keeping a mistress, is it FAIR?
A woman who works hard for everything she wants, yet another one jus coax the sugardaddy to get it, is it FAIR?
One is really true to the other one but he/she ger nothing, is it FAIR?
Someone's workin extremely hard but the credit never gets to him cos the blind boss never extend his sight to see him, is it FAIR?
So what is FAIRNESS?

Wednesday Night, went clubbing wit Chrissie, Eileen & Vicky! WE HAD FUN!~~ Chrissie & I are dancing madly in the club. Cam-whore wit them & St James..=) I reckon the crowds suddenly become Pro-chinese=(. We wanted to Club Hoppin But Ms Eileen forgot about the IC before crawlin out of her house=). Geezz, Is okie.. We still got 31th Dec 07 aka THE NEW YEAR'S COUNTDOWN~~

(From Left) Vicky, Eileen, Chrissie & Me



Chrissie & me



Eileen & me



Light Effect - Triple Me



Me=) I am in love wit this pic



Thursday, my cousin came over to my house in the morning. Gosh~ I slept for 3 hours onli! NVM, no repeat.

Yesterday; MOM's Birthday, @ work!! No time to glasp the fresh air AT ALL.. We had a Popiah In-advanced X'mas Celebration. Was having million of fun!! Gift Exchange, I gotten 2 boxes of Ferrero Rocher=) heehee..

(From Left) Raymond, Esther, Rose & me



(From Left) Ms Wong, Vivian, PengLi & me



Rosey~~ & Sandrally~~



Steamboat at home!! Fun..my sisters friend came over, then we decided to gamble=) Very obviously, the Queen of Gamble is me=) AS USUAL=).. I believed is Luck.. I wondered why the kid (One of my sister friend), he thinks he is so big fcuk & he is so rude..eeee~~ Plus the girl he wants to woo is some Screwed up girls from my school.. He fancy treated her as GEMS.. Foolish man & he thinks he is Smart.. I have to be frank to say you're not! Anyway, we stayed up the whole night to gamble. @ 6am, woke Shine up & take a short nap. @ 8am, prepared Fei fei to school.

Today, Saturday.. Home Again=) Suddenly reminded me of some memories. Sad thing is they are memories; Good thing is I not feeling anything for them=)

I told myself:

People come into my life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.
When I know which one is it, I will know wht to do for that person.
When someone is in my life for a reason, it is usually to meet a need I have expressed.
They have come to assist me throught a difficulty, to provide me wit guidance & support, to aid me phyisically, emotionally / spiritually. Thay may seem like a godsend & they are.
They are there for the reason I need them to be
Then, without any wrongdoing on my part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring our relationship to an end.

What I must realised is tht my need is met, my desire fulfilled, their work is done.
The prayer I sent up has been answered & now it is time to move on.

Wee~~ I am contented wit what I am now..I give Thanks to God=) Love my Family & Close Friends=)

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How do I live without all of you=)

My Personality

You Are An ENTP

The Visionary You are charming, outgoing, friendly. You make a good first impression. You possess good negotiating skills and can convince anyone of anything. Happy to be the center of attention, you love to tell stories and show off. You're very clever, but not disciplined enough to do well in structured environments. In love, you see everything as a grand adventure. You enjoy taking risks for love. And if things don't work out, you're usually not too much worse for the wear! You would make a great entrepreneur, marketing executive, or actor. At work, you need a lot of freedom to pursue your own path and vision. How you see yourself: Analytical, creative, and peaceful When other people don't get you, they see you as: Detached, wishy-washy, and superficial

What's Your Personality Type?

Let the pictures talk all first!

Teambuild Triathlon!!


Messy


Chit Chatting=) They are Loved, Will be missing them alot


Zoo family love; cos I am loved


Patrick, Fei fei & me


Me love!


Shy her=)


Dahing boy


5 bucks for petting Patrick!


Sea Creature! Wee~~


Tall tall thing


He is having Soo much fun


Fat Fat took the picture


Argh!! Bugs


Oh god!!


Shiny star


Posing Seh~


I miss the happiness we had


Well, I know i know. It has been awhile I didnt update, Sorry ar bye!! Is FRIDAY today but I am still @ home. Wan to know why! Missed work cos I am sick, damn sick 38.7 degree, temperature too high. I on the verge of erupting, not so bad as yesterday~ As Always, will cover abit here & there=)

Enjoyed the pictures? I hoped you do.. Zoo, Triathlon etc. Anyway, I have this weird thinking tht all PARROTS are named as "PATRICK", so ya! NO OFFENCE TO THOSE WHOM NAME AS PATRICK OKIE?
Like my blog song? I hope you do, cos I loved it. "HOW DO I GET THROUGH A NIGHT WITHOUT YOU?" Love is everything I've got! Be it Family, Friendship, Relationship or whatever it is, love is a bliss. This song is specially dedicated for the precious people who roams in my pitiful life now=)

I love my family, is an unchangable fact. I love my pop, my mum & bro. I dote my sisters in my heart. Pop asked me to sponor him 1k for the fake teeths after he came back from the dental clinic. He is not very handsome now with 3 teeths left. Why he dont wan to plunk the 3 teeths out with the rest?

"Cos is painful man!!", tht is wht he said.

HEEHEE.. Back to the sponoring topic; I told him "Sorry ar bye, 1k I dont have. you sponored me for everything. In future then I sponor you, so you wait for another (I counted wit my fingers) hmmm, 8 years?"

He replied "Wait for you & ur 8 years, I die alr man. I buying the teeth soon alr!"

Well, I dont like him to die. Cos I am still dependent on him, Very!. I love him; I dont wan to cry.

As for my mum, nothing much, though we quarrelled but ya. She took care of me yesterday night.=) Will be goin out wit her later, cos doc wan to see her!

My siblings are sweetie pie of mine, without them I never know my brother & I are smarter than my sister!! *No link man!*

My birthday is around the corner!! Yeah, as promised I will be recieved a watch=) though I was hoping of a student credit card=(. Nvm I must feel CONTENTED!!.=) Argh!! but christmas gonna cost a big bomb in my pocket too. All the gifts exchanging and etc!!
Clubbing too, Wee~~~ time flies. 2008 is drawning near!

Celebration for my birthday!! will update, dudes who are involving=).

+ I am going to become an Auntie in March!! Cos my cousin baby is due then! Coolness

Friendship? Christiane, Liyana & Hui Shan are the only Girl friends who crossed my life once till now. They are significant to me; GEMS? haha, WHATEVER? Wanted to buy a treat to Christiane on wednesday. But ya, wit my boy alr. Maybe someday in Dec=)

As for Shan & Liyana, we all hanging a day. They are having holiday now=)

Hmmm, Ray's birthday today=) Every year I will call him, but I forbid this year. Cos he found a girl who love. They are celebrating together=)

Colleagues @ work are most fun. Sufang, Fong mei, Esther, Vivian, Ms Wong, Serene & more. They are so nice, I enjoyed talkin to them all the time. Gossiping is the word to use haha! Jane, she is a nice boss. Everyone I met there, has an individual story to tell, & I enjoy it. I will definitely miss them when I go back to school. I love this whole year. Everything I've learnt is priceless.

"Some useless people can be seem as significant in the office, though they contributed so little."
"It is really hard to pleased everyone"
"No one is perfect"
"Sometimes a kingdom falls cos of the beauty of a woman"
"Try not to marry to a man who have never seen the world, it just do you no good"
"Some people are jus so typical"

Was chatting with Eloi Kor Kor. well he was commenting tht his boss is a Whore! Incapable, stupid, mean, gayish yet still his boss! He asked me why people like them are always on the Top? Well, i guessed the world is unfair! People like us are dying soon though cos of depreciation.

Eloi is one of the people I met, who knows me the best. Cos, we are at the same boat, we sensed the same. We are damn profound in our body languague, we are sicked to see people ugly side, though we enjoyed it at times. We are very sure that people around us, detesting us but at often we have to close one eye. He started to have this ability in my age & I started at the age of 16. Well, we have own past. I have a unforgettable past; I stolen, fought, quarrelled, lied, etc! Overall, we sinned too, EVEN NOW we does! & THAT IS WHY "I not ready to make nice"

Went to swim last sunday then met elieen to Vivo City. Too generous of her to treat me for dinner. Cos I helped out her for her assignment! Me, who never learn it in school, I know how to do it is pretty remarkable. Okie, starting to praise myself again=) We had fun, a slip of drink & catching up. Okie, to be precise is GOSSIP! Shoping, she bought junkies, whereas I not in a mood of shoppin. so a packet of candy for fei fei from Candy Empire is more than enough!

Work!! Very much busy with the Annual Dinner thingy=) Especially for Sufang, Vivian, Ms Wong, May & I. With sparks of cos!! LoOKing forward for it! Right Dudes?

Movie Freak is me! My judgment for the recent watched movies (*5 Star is the highest)

Bewolf - 3.5 Stars; I enjoyed the cartoons=) & Songs
Enchanted - 5 Stars; "I am so .... ANGRY!" haha then Happy ever after. Songs are definitely good. I was dart wit tears, well plus my favourite singer sang the finale song "Happy ever after". Dude, go watch her video in yahoo. Damn charming, Carrie underwood=)
Lion for lamb - 5 Stars; People might find it a dull movie but I pretty much enjoyed it
The Kingdom - 5 Stars; A film wit realistic dream
The Game Plan - 5 Stars; Stupid is a Mean Word", Shine love it

Lastly, my precious lover. We are fine now; things are moving slowly & smoothly. Yesterday, I bored him! I was so quiet, cos I am so sick. Even on the train, I dozed off soundly. He loves me alot, nice boy. We are not meeting today cos he is playing tennis with friends. Weekends, i doubt too cos he is studyin for exams.
He dated me to go Malaysia on January, so thoughtful. He changes my life, most of the time my English improves cos of him. We are very particular about this!

Anyway, the Hypertension thing is a fake one!=) It occured cos I am over-stressing myself. My period is due for 4 months alr! Stomach is crumping every single day, but not sign of blood from my pussy yet I not pregnant! Gracious! I have slimed down. Healthy diet & excerises=) Very little porky in my life. White meat is the best. I have a preference of Chinese Herbal Medication rather the Western one.

I LOVE WHAT I AM NOW! cos I know what excalty I want / dont want in my life. SO:
"Scam off for those who are unable to accept me=)" or
"Come close for those who are kind to accept me=)"

I apologised for this lengthy & late Entry. Will blog ASAP=)

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My life & I

I not sick & tired of Blogging, is just that the happy moments were too short to capture & too much too much sorrows. Knowing that this is part & parcel of life; interminable, I had faced almost everything strongly.

This time, I hope I can but *sign* try my best. In everybody's eyes, I am always the happy, independent, voluble, petite girl. Can you believe that I am this fragile? I went to see the doctor, wanted to get the pill for my period from him. For the time being, stopped all my exercises, recover my diet (maybe too much MSG cos I often eat outside), however I am still unable to distress; pitiful soul. Doc said he is unable to give me the pill cos I have Hypertension.

What is hypertension? Primary High Blood Pressure (HBP), my BP rate is 135/85 & the HBP rate is 140/90. OMG, right? Is a gift from heaven I guessed. I am emotionally unstable nowadays, living in my very isolate world. I think my parents are heart-broken when I told them about it. I should have realize it, & consult a doc; is hard for myself, let alone them.

After a long day of pondering, I will really isolate myself from him, I dont wan to burden him. The song is dedicated for him, is true that my dreams came true wen I found him, he is my miracle. For such a good person, I should not be so selfish, feasible to be ill for my entire life; Heart Attack, Kidney failure or etc? haha, though I am not convinced but still accept it.

Before going back to checkup, have a few thing to keep in mind:

I will try to stable myself.
I belong to me; I complete myself.
I will take care of my diet.
I will be happy myself.
I will restrict myself from alcohol.
I will control my temper.
I will be strong myself, being happy is my priority!
I rocks!! haha~~, seem fake!

Avaline helped me a lot, she wants to go out with mi tomorrow, to share my stress. She will be back to Singapore tml morning. I longed for a elder sister so when she treats me nice, I'm on cloud nine.

Will be helping Eileen with her Marketing Homework yesterday & today, haha~ funny right. I am only a stupid O level graduate who fails English. Whatever, I will just try my best & got my cousin for help.

Last Saturday, the OSIM Corporate Triathlon was damn cool. My team by left got the first within my Company & Position 7 in the whole Relay Mixed team. Surprisingly, Why "by left"? No comments, merely lucky!

FACEBOOK IS SO FUN & POPULAR!! AWWW~~ YEAH!! I crave for singing, dancing & everything. Wednesday, dinner with my faby. We aint together, we wont! I am sick, will be cruel to keep him wit me. We had North Indian Food, quite delicious & definitely healthy! Recently, Zachary & i are very close!! Talking on the phone etc, weee~~ I am his Love! Went out wit Clement to have a drink @ Swiss hotel, 72 Floor. He is fcuking cool!! As always Caucasian family will have divorce case & etc! haha!

Talkin about food, I gotten restrict myself from Chawanmushi & etc. I planned my diet & exercising schedule properly, cos I have to help to cure myself. Sodium will kills me & if I dont cherish myself, who will? My period is no big deal, wan to come it will come; dont come better still forever dont. I am tired to be short-tempered cos of it. My major concern is my Blood Pressure, I will do everything to prevent it from rising. Everything~

Well, I am kinky busy with my montage & etc, feel like quiting my job. I dont like I could managed the stress too. See how then! My shop is 20% done, will probably be launchin on the 1 Dec.=) Drawing is my interests, probably might not be the best but I believe I could be if I wan to=) Own bossy~~, own time own target, Life is great!

I guessed God really wants me to reflect my life & myself. I been in my zenith & often been thinking what if I have some serious illness? I told myself before, if I have illness, wont wan to indulge myself in pain. I will use a very fast & easy way to runaway from it. Today, I realised that moving on & be strong is not a bad thing. Who knows, you might find someone to be there "till your death bed". Silly silly me is jus hypertension. I jus have to balance my lifestyle, for what I want to cry.

I almost breakdown when I heard that "The normal BP should be ranging about 120/70 below & the HBP rate is about 140/90. Miss, your BP is about 135/85 & is pretty serious."

Hmm, I have a neighbour. His spouse & him are childless,cos he is contracted with Kidney Failure. The spouse have been faithfully with her for all this while; is bonafide love. Though he is unable to give her many thing, he managed to keep her with love. Every morning, I noticed that he sent her to the bus stop to work, i am extremely envious.

From nowadays, I will make my own breakfast & lunch; RESTRICT ALL MSG FOOD & EAT MY MEDICINE!! I MUST BE VIGILANT!! ARGH!! HEALTHY LIFESTYLE TO BEAUTIFUL MIND & BEAUTIFUL SOUL!! Found a private Law school in Singapore, will contact me asap!! Cool~~

Penal Code 377A =)
I think is a good decision made by the parliament still, but I dont discriminate Gays! I HAVE GAY FRIEND~~ thy are kind & nice. Repenting 377A is jusa matter of time. Take it slowly, I am liberal however many out there aint still. I have a lot to say, however mood-less to talk=).

Love my family and Shine alot!! Thanks GOD!!
ASSHOLE IS ME!! Tons of pictures to upload! BUT SORRY NOT TODAY!! Enjoy my BLOG Song!

*Muacks*
Bid here
Adious

Welcome to my life

I am really very moody now. dont bother to ask me why, cos I will say. I swear tht I am fallin apart right now, but noone there to lift me up.

I know my last blog was 2 weeks ago. I jus goin to cover a bit here & there. I apologised for this vey late entry, been mugging for my Exam. For my dream, everything I wan to be. However, I am disappointed wit my performance. I am not going to judge how I will be doin, let GOD do it. Also, I wan to thank GOD, the people he sent to comfort me; My family, Shine, Ms Chee, Hui Shan, Aqilah. Thank you, if wasnt because of you people, I doubt I could make it through. The faith, hope & love (with help), you contributed to me is PRICELESS.

I especially need to thank this person, he had been there for the past 7 month & 13 days. I kinda dependent on him, especially the Pre-Exam period; hav been treat him meanly. I cant imagine my life without him, though I really need to adapt now. How am I supposed to do it, I not very sure either. "Good Friends", my brain is spining now. Yea, jus broke up! cos I not an indian girl, tht wht he said. I doubt so, is it cos I am too sticky to him. It happens onli this time, I told him tht I am willing to giv him a break; but he rejected it. I dont know wht I hav said & done wrong, all I wan is to keep him back.

當世界，不知不覺的變了 (When everything in the world start to change)
有時後，我懷念以前的我 (Sometime I often miss the old ME)
作的夢雖然遠遠的 (Although dreams were faraway from the reality)
想像是一種快樂 (Lesser possession is a bliss)
擁有了，同時也失去什麼 (However, by gaining something, we will often lose another thing)
而眷戀，原來會帶來軟弱 (Eventually tireness will make us more vulnerable)
你讓我在霧裡成熟 (You had matured me by using your heart)
心開始曲折 (However you tore my heart apart)
我不想捨得，不想懂得 (I dont wan to forget everything, I dont wan to face it)
是誰惹誰，言不由衷 (Pointless to push the blames to whoever)
說謊傷害，都是不安犯的錯 (By saying the lies because of the fear we have within)
怕抱不緊什麼 (fear of losing something important)
我不想捨得，不想懂得 (I dont wan to forget everything, I dont wan to face it)
誰說割愛，才更深刻 (The moment you broke my heart is an unforgetting one)
彼此依賴是愛不是負荷 (I hoped this love is not a burden to you)
能握著手就是感動的 (By holding your hands had made me contented)

I am torn, I tried to sleep to forget everything. But I discovered I cant, in fact I was thinkin about those moments wit him. Then tears dripped, how many lonely night then I will recovered? I probably shouldnt hab love, it never been smooth. Tht is why I stayed single for 1 year plus. I am still young, should explore more first=) I need to stop thinkin about him, & move on.
I love you, Shine. Maybe good friend is better, we can still hang out. Anyway the communication thing wit your folks is another problem.

At least, I have a loving home, quarelling does happen. I am far better than the unfortunate ones. Well, EXAM OVER~~!! I need to plan for my extended study route!! Wht if i not qualified for the L&M course in Singapore? *sigh* ANYWAY, I goin to revamp my room. Buyin paints etc!!

Last Saturday, I went for the Samsung torchbearer. haha~~ "Is not easy horx, cos the blood flows downwards" haha~~ the DJ's are dashing. Met an old friend too=) Kai long~

Yesterday night, went to Oreth's house. Had lots of fun. haha~~

My next entry will be talkin abt Penal Code 377A!!, maybe tml or this weekend.

Lastly, Take care people. Especially Faby who is runnin a fever. I love you=)
Tml, goin out wit Clement

Bid here,
Adious

So Small

BLOG AGAIN!! Sorry peeps, cause you people to wait so long, was kinky busy. Finally free to take a deepen breathe; more challenges next week=) Well, EXAM IS DRAWIN NEAR~ Still preparing, half of me is scared. ASK ME WHY? nah nah, not sure too; call it Pre-Exam Illness=)

GET BACK TO WHERE I STOPPED

Last Saturday, Didnt go out wit Shine, cos he's lazy. Anyway I aint need bf to schedule my life, then I processed on with my programmes=) I went to Delifrance (Hopefully I'll will it right) to MUG for about 3 hours & I headed down to ESP for gig=) Live Sg grown band, Coolness~~ So enjoyable as though my shoulders were free from responsibilities.WOW~~Can you feel the sensation?

Sunday. Hmm, what did I do?
Oh, *tink* Was at home for the entire day=). BF BF ordered KFC for me to apologise=) So SWEET I PREDERS DIAMOND!!
POLICE CAME TO MY HOUSE~~ARGH!
"is it cos you Ripped, Raped, Killed someone", Joyce asked! Bitch, sad to say i aint so "civilise". Well, actually it got nothing to do wit my family, is my mum's friend. Long story! Not worth mentioning, but is maddening for someone who is 25 year old to be so stupid = not sensible. Beware of retribution, worst thing is she did not even fcukin apologised for putting a spot in my house!!

Monday-Friday (Let me cut it short by notin it point form)
- Newsletter is published=) My Own design, layout & write-up
- Tons of work DONE-ED / TO BE DONE =)
- Only one Table Tennis Session for this week due to the time constraint. Sorry to Fong Mei & Su Fang. Oppsss & Peng Li=)
- My Period is late not up to date!!
- Got praised by my COLLEAGUES that I slimmed down; at least my effort is worth while. THANKS LOVE=)
- Secretly learning the hand-on work for interior designs=) heehee=x
- Met BF BF on Thursday, while waitin for his gym session to end & I enriched myself but sadly tht I only managed to complete 1 essay=(
- Today, had a talk wit Pei Ee on phone, run aftermath
- Chatting wit Daniel, is broad day-light over his zone=)
- Monday, took a half day off to acc Chrissie for her modelling interview. GOT IN~~ greatness, she's overwhelming! We went to Sakae for a MINI Celebration, together wit Kyme. Kyme is Chrissie bestie in school, & I know why her! Cos she is fun, cool, sweet, nice, most & for all she's STRAIGHTFOWARD like us. HAHA~~ Hmm, I had mis-pronoun a word tht day, she wasnt afraid to correct me=) I APPRECIATES HER, Thanks GOD!! We were hell-love voluble, not forgettin the SINGING SESSION, GIRLS!~~

Cos every little thing I start to learn & correct it, I feel good. It's not tht I aint afraid of mockery; likewise I do. However, I placed my EGOTIST AWAY, captured everything sincerely & wit GOD's love; at least this wht I believe

Everyday's learning will be pile together to be Knowledge; Everyday feeling will increase bit by bits; Jealously & hatred increases little each day to become ..; Things might look so small but dont belittle it=)
I love Carrie's songs, cos she has a potential vocal to sing this Country-music genre. Therefore, through the BEAUTIFUL songs & voice it brought out the meaning=) INDEED BEAUTIFUL!

So enjoy the song, by turnin on ur speakers & listen hard to the lyrics, Kiddo's & Bimbo's are spared here, unless you seriously know how to appreciate=) Thanks

Last thing before I forget to speak it out to "OMG!". *I know it's catchy"Firstly I do need to thank you for praising my Vocab. & reminds me of my Grammar=)

However, People make mistakes, & I hav the fcukin guts to admit tht I did & *will change (*not a promise to you but me). I dun hav the habit of revising my blog to check for the 10% of grammar mistakes. Hmm, if you find any error, FEEL FREE COME STRAIGHT TO ME.

I'm a WEIRDO; let alone my features, be it you like it not. However to be honest, who doesnt have a Splastic side? My friends do get mad wit me for my straightforwrd sometimes, OF COS I KNOW. So love / loathe it, is their choice; I'm no lack of confidence=) I AM ME!! They CONFRONT ME WITH SENSE!! & I am REGRETFUL of not studying so FEEL FREE again to laugh at me; those words will only motivates / courages me. Sad to hear this right? *I betted you are thinkin tht you are such a nonsense thing*, ASK THE PERSON WHO IS THE BRIGDE BETWEEN US, I BELIEVED HE/SHE=) DOES KNOW SOME OF ME. SO DONT YOU DARE TO COME HERE & FCUK SHIT WIT / ABOUT ME! Well, YOU AINT THE FIRST FCUKIN INCONSIDERATE BIMBO WHO SPEAKS WITHOUT SENSES I MET. Oppsss, Almost forget tht Bimbo aka Vase = Pretty but brainless & I apologised for the rudness but is a fact

Anyway, I need to express something tht is I didnt act "English-Orientated"! I learn English SINCERELY; with hard work! Plus I quitted my "Singlish" for this, you never know how important it is to me. I come from a Chinese-speaking Family. My English isnt so BAD, but my English foundation is bad. Spending almost a year to capture truth of English, is FRUITFUL but tedious. Is my bad not to study; to fail my English! However, is not funny to me at all, I'll prove to myself tht it's not. I was @ Grade "E" but it does not applied for forever; jus like Ugly Duckling became a Beautiful Swan Anyway BIMBO wont understand it=)

BTW, you might indirectly hurt someone who really has Autism / Senile. Anyway, you managed to hurt me by sayin tht. Proving tht people like you, who discriminate those who are mentally / phyisically disabled still exists. Kids wit Autism are given a chance to stand on the same platform wit the rest. If I not wronged, Victoria Beckam is also a patient of Autism. Hmmm, FYI, everyone needs REMINDERS. Human do forget thing, dont you? Bimbo, almost 96% of this entire world population needs to be reminded. Plus all countries sets Laws / rules , so are they also classified as the SENILE type?

Hmm, I have inborn natural Street Smart, so since young I am pretty Complacent. I completed my Primary School though, I didnt bothered to pay attention in class, let alone English lesson. If you arent aware of the School Policy / Rules / whatsoever! or you aint livin at the right ERA. In Singapore, every kids need to complete 6 years in Elementary School to persue a higher level in one's Education; not applicable to genius=)

BTW, i dont deny that I look ugly in some photo I took, cos I not photogenic.=) Will try to improve=) Oh, the default of the Autistic looks might be contributed from my western-nair bloodtype too=). The nose & teeth indeed causes some differences, even compared to my Sisters=)

Bimbo, dun bothered to counteract if you cant function ABIT of your brain. So Small, applies to you too, cos YOU ARE SO SMALL WITH CRITICS. I love FACTS=) & I hate to entertain stranger cos it seem meaningless to cos you dun know me & I sure you will think tht you dont wan to know me too, am I right?

Anyway, this is a Lengthy Passage, so I DO MAKE MISTAKE! If you still got anything to say, jus email me!

Weekend Special
Sat,tml, Hari Raya Puasa=)
Going to the library to study=)

Sun
Going for the Jewellery Fashion Show & then will meet Elieen to help out wit her Marketing (Biz Marketing) Homework=) It's been ages I last seen her!! & Will make Tiramisu to bring it to Office on Monday=)

Lastly,
Is quite enjoyable for me to recall some facts I hardly remembers=)
Misses Liyana x 10 times
Pei Ee wan to take "alot-alot" of pic wit me when she's back *fake-smile*
Hui Shan love to read my blog, ASK ME WHY!!!!!! "I not sure either"
FABY aka Asshole aka BF X2, I love & miss you. I purposely placed you at the last cos you are the first I think of in the morning!

Angel brought me here

Once, I prayed hard (whining) to GOD while I was pretty emotional unstable. I asked him to send an angel to brighten my life, nv thought that it really came true. Now my life wit him around, to shine, dote, love me: I really felt secure in his presence.

This blog song is especially for him=) Thank you Bf Bf


Song lyrics | Hate That I Love You lyrics

Sorry, no photo to show to you guys. Though Pictures tell a million story, I sure using imagination could make our brain expose to more things. Haha~~

If you had read my blog, you might think tht I sound like a philosopher. But if you are a first-timer to view my blog, tht's me=)
Anyway, some of my friends do heel my advices / copy my steps? Whatever way you want to interept it=).. Jus treat it like I am sharing my knowledge to a certain extent to people.

Some people might be thinking that I am bullshitting. "So be it; is your loss"

Some people feedback to me that my blog is very useful, as my words do open people heart & soul=) Thank you=)

"some people wan to all~~~~" haha~~

Sunday, went to Mother's Mary house. My tiramisu is good=)..Especially my boy, he finished all by himself.

Mon, initially WE meet to run in the stadium. However, I ran by my own time & target, jus nice when I finishes 10 rounds he then arrives. Cool~, He did ran A Round. Anyway, I SHRINKED & the credit goes to MY BOO Thabk you, asshole=)

Tues to Wed=) Bla X3. Kinky busy dealin with the newsletter thingy, I hav tons of thing to complete before Dec. My colleagues askin me "Can you be extend to work there anot?" My answer is "It all really got to depend alot, be it internal / external factor." =) Hard for me to leave you guys though, but time will heals everything.

Thur
Work aftermath, while I was waiting for my faby to finish his gym did a mini shoppin=) Haha, is expensive though but is discounted. lala~~

Friday aka today
Well, I am paranoid of what I wan to do it. The factual is tht I am a fast & good learner
My maturity has grown to be faraway from Kiddo & Bimbo from my age=) So I know wht I am capable for, however I hav to confess I have spilt personalities. Maybe I'll figure it out first, then I will further interept it.

Sat
Going out wit my Honey Bunny=)

Sun
Study

Monday
Half day work, will go to east coast to pay the deposit of the chalet & will accompany Chrissie for interview / audition

The rest will update you=)

Bid here
Adious=)

Nuance me=)

Omg, So long I didnt blog!! ARGH!! now I hab to brainstorm everything from scretch! Definitely a lenghty one. Be well-prepared~

Start from Wed, my 6th anniversary. Nth special though. People was tired so ya=) & plus I was still sick..

Thur & Fri, bla bla bla.

Sat, when to Botanic Garden @ noon. Before tht, we took (in fact me) consumed a varacious of Brench(FYI, Breakfast + Lunch). Well, it took us 4 hours to stroll the entire park! Partically cos of the Orchid too, they are too amazing so we took a slow glance! Faby could be a good gardener too!! Rite~~ I remember a tree we come by, a look-alike pamelo thingy in the tree so i am so curious (as usual). So I read the description of the plant, is a Bat house & it produces a strong SHIT smell. Argh!!! RUNAWAY~~

& my asshole FABY had this interminable sayin that he brought a DOG out, sadly he means ME!! Thanks alot, I'll take this as a compliment!

Aftermath, we went back to town & did a window shoppin. We played pool & eat our dinner then went straight home, kinda early I thought but is only me=)

Bonafide Love


Wow, I can blend wit the flowers=)


Last Sunday, I stayed at home. Joyce chatted wit me, Eve & Alivine, they are the little DEVILS~~~

Monday - Friday was okie, cos too busy wit work.

Some Man thouti (Vase in Tamil) tryin to be smart, probably next life=) You jus made me sick, Those Msian Country Girls are so kuku. Girls go CLUBBIN with tee, anyway only 1 out of 4 has a snow white face (average-looking) so ya know how the rest of the 3 look like=) Sad to say, Bimbo's are not my match. I hate to say tht those GIRLS has very poor english foundation, althought mine is no much better. But they are 5 years older than me, & they aint got any idea how to spell "CORNER". & if they think I am interested wit tht "Rich Cheena MaMa", SORRY AR BYE He is too ugly & useless to me + not my cup of tea!

Thursday, I had a long dinning time wit Fong Mei, she is SWEET; pure sweet=) Ignorance is Bliss She said I so smart to know alot of thing however " It might not be a apple in my eyes though in the people eyes it is". Try to posses it, you'll feel wht I'm feelin.

Friday, work aftermath I had my dinny wit my FAVOURITE BOY @ IMM. Cant decide where to eat so we gamed, HAHA sounds puerile but we got an anwser. We headed to Cafe Cartel=) We hab lots of quippin & guessed wht We thought of askin each other to go pubbin / clubbin. Haha, so cute rite=) main course, drink, lasty his favourite cheese cake=) This is L.O.V.E, I hope this love is everlasting, god knows=)

Saturday, Yesterday. Well, I did something which need alot of courage to do. I had it all for 18 years soon. I planned / reminded myself, "Hey girl, you are never gonna to do tht to her no matter how she treated you for past 18 years, the favouritism she showered for my siblings but not to me, the mental & physical hurt she given me, my tireness & everything I WANTED TO SWALLOW IT ALL INSIDE, IN FACT I HAD" But so happened it jus lose control, I did everything & everything out of good intention. She exclaimed she doin it for the family too, but she not. I am sick & tired of her. She, as a mother NEVER taught me anything much useful & I, as a daugther was tryin to lease the misunderstand & wan her to do something useful wit her own limbs, Am I wrong? When I pushed her, She was yeaning to the neighbours, bla bla bla. How abt my sister? She never uttered a single word. I am potiental in almost everything I DO, why she detest me so much? If I didnt nagged at her from the past, she probably gambled the whole house away too? I never mind her biased / love me less cos I too immume to it. When she said I hate you the most, it doesnt really hurts cos is expected. But when I hit her, it's all guilt & I stayed wit the lord for few hours. I wasnt really mean to do it, my ah yi knows. She knows I am not impulsive, is jus a moment of folly. If I really mean to i could hav killed her. Well, God say everything happened for a purpose. I do believe it, I kneeled down & prayed for help ytd. I not afraid of retribution, in fact I tired of living too. Can anyone giv me a pretext to live on?

For this, I msg-ed Pei Ee.

I hav my lunch, & I strolled around to the Sg Museum. Everythin is so fine there, wasted to reach there late, cos the History museum was closed alr=( Then I did some shoppin=).

Finally, I re-bought the ingredients for tiramisu, is a success this time=)

Sunday, goin to Mother Mary's house today=)

EDITED, P.S* I have to admit tht I am too lazy to use photobucker therefore I actually deleted the friendster thingy & now photos are unable to view, I'm sorry ppl=)

Arrangement Of God

I started to ponder How long I have been studying the word of LIFE & How long I can successfully guaduates from here? I always believed tht a person who might be lowly educated but could still guaduates / studies "The Word of LIFE" can still make a name in future.
*Is Proven=)
Well, This might be too Chimilogic for people or young kiddo to understand. What is Life? Spending time of urs, spending ur parents $, surfing net aimlessly, live & die for a partner? Have this thoughts come across through the kiddos in my generations. People often think "I study hard so I'll lead a good life", Well is true; I TOTALLY AGREE but I have hidden & inborn talents for sure. People could only see the skin of myself in the past. But now I do discover potiental in me, well Lucky ME=) I have yet alot to know, I'm thankful to God who arranged me to have so much time to ponder.

"Rich BUT brainless Kid"
People in Sg are richer now, therefore kids are benefited. Majority of the kid "Rich But brainless Kid" cos of alot of factor. Not cos they are stupid, in fact they aint.

Well, probably enjoyed to much good life, is time to further my independence-ism to
70% alr (daddy said tht to me). My independence-ism currently stops at:
- I work for my own expenses BUT neednt contribute to the house-fee
- I got the privileges to hangout BUT need to report still
- I pay for my own bills BUT stay in my Dad's HOUSE for RENT FREE
- I still a very lucky kid, cos I still have my dad to fall onto

He hopes that I'll be able to work out a RETIREMENT plan myself, cos he knows I've the ability to. You people must be thinkin he's quippin rite, but i dun.
He trust me cos I learn how to fall down & pick myself up, however I didnt share some expriences of mine to him cos I bet he will feel 100% heartbroken=).
I chose my way of living & actions so the consequences, of cos=).

Yeah, I not a vase who online & beg for $$. With my figure RITE NOW, doomed if I'm a model. Neither can I be a rich "TAI,TAI", is damn unrealistic in SINGAPORE!!
I owns NOTHING rite now, but a brain full wit knowledges, "IT THIS I'M SURE TO OVERCOME NOTHING WIT ALOT OF THINGS"

Back to YTD NIGHT!! He said do a good job wit ur planning, the workings especially wit regards to $$. You might be tempted to go the wrong way!

*Is PROVEN too!

Will do my best, been doin some touring wit some investments.com today. & Brainstormin wit regards of biz thingy. I was askin my dad about the Driving Lesson thingy, definitely not a problem to me. People need 25 Lessons for training maybe 20 for me=). I aint quippin=) Well, plannin & aimming is an interminable thingy to do in life; IN MY LIFE AT THE VERY LEAST.

Well, let me diverse our attention to my Company a little, well I'm workin in this Construction Firm. They are doin / tryin hard to be listed rite now, outcome -> NOT SURE? Hmm, for 15 years, means 1992 till now, 2007. I supposed alot of thing should be done were done, changes are necessary. But I need to pin out some wrong changes in within myself. This Co. should OPEN UP, THOUGH THEY ARE WEARING WESTERN MADE DESIGN WEAR however, THEIR MINDSETS ARE STILL VERY VAIN. is so wrong, some thing we should change MUST made an effort to CHANGE. They hired some people with certi. but without expriences FOR A HIGH POST.!! They only listens to the buzzin voice rather than open up to Logicial & Practical Scream!!

A worker who works in the office stole the $$ which belongs to those workers(about 2K), well reported to the police alr. He definitely cant leave Sg wit his passport & not Hotels, etc. I guessed GOD wan to remind me how fortunate I am, to be ME again=)

Blesses them.

My next co. I make sure I be in an MNC co.; I AM LIBERAL SO is definitely more benefit to be in an open up environment.! Speakin about OPENING UP, Vannessa Hudgens Nudity Scandalious Photo's.. Some supported but some declined it.
Hmm, as for me? I am liberal, I seriously hope not to WEAR MY BRA OUT ON STREET ONE DAY WITH NOONE STARIN AT ME. COMON, get a life.. people, I dun mind to take some nude pic of myself to see but IF it happens to spread in the NET, I DONT MIND but jus a wishful party that people DONT CRITIC!!

Been studyin BUT LITLLE due to the fuckin FLU!

Sat's FAULT!!
I went to the ADMIN store to do housekeepin(All the dust & bacteria managed to break up my immune system) Fcuk Shit!! Work aftermath, met my faby to IKEA!! well, bought a PINK STUDY LAMP. Will be RE-VAMPIN my room after exam=) To be elaborate!!

& I rejected Chrissie cos I alr hav date wit Faby alr, I'm sorry girl!! I WILL MAKEUP!!

Sun!
Sick & Stay at home=) to Sleep & Chatted wit JOYCE & EVE.
JOYCE is love=) She consoles, comforts, embraces me INSIDE OUT=) thanks BABE!! she is not a BIMBO!! Though she is in Mel, but Heart still here ABIT!! the REST STILL BAISED FOR GUYS!! SORRY AR BYE!! Bitch!

Eve asked me to join the Sat Party in her house, still considering=)*wink*

Monday
Work, wit the Flu, work aftermath I went to buy Ingredients for the Tiramisu for my BF!!=) 6 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY
He does remember, thanks love=)

Tues, today.
Goin to KNOCK OFF SOON!! work is dull. Meetin my FABY for movie in town. THANKS TO LIYANA. LOVE HER, I quipped to Faby that She knows TML is the 6 months anni. so gave us a nice date. Anyway not true, but THANKS LOVE

okie, bid here
Adious=)

ATTITUDE is 100%

HiYA!! people people..EVERYDAY OF OUR LIVE, AT LEAST I ENJOY THE SIMPLE & SWEET LIFE NOW.

Okie, Wed Club nothing much to mention. The partyin is fun=) I met my Faby before headin to St James..Sweet Love i REPLETE wit L.O.V.E..

Thur I stayed at home for the whole day=)

Today, back to work..Busy busy busy.. Shit no mood to blog now.. cos I'm catchin a Twee Programme=)

Hmm.. Tml work till noon Meeting my Faby around 3=)

Once a upon a time=)

I'll make my entry short & sweet today(now I waiting for the bus to fatch me home)

Sun, is a cool enjoyable day. Fat fat 1, 2, 3 & bf went for SWIMMIN.. my ALL-TIME FAVOURITE; not cos I love to swim cos I hab a likeness for the sun=) Coolness,=)

Monday, was busy but I am very sleepy (Monday-Bluey) Anyway was good still. Work aftermath, met my honey bunny to jog in the stadium. Well, I cant jog well wit his presence!! Then Dinny & Home Sweet Home!!

Chatted wit Chrissie & Liyana. Chrissie!!! OMG, she is insanity high!! Gosh, "densi is so dashin..He...He..I..cant sleep today" Is so sweet to be in love with the correct person, is the sweetest thing you ever tasted!!

19 Sept 07 IS OUR 6 MONTH ANNIVERSARY=)

Today 09.11.2007
Memorable day for the world, U.S, my dad & my family(some onli!!) Well, my dad's burstday, his age is disclose here!! & is the 911 WTC incident, I guessed no one will forget this lifetime. I prayed this mornin for this day=), Is take no lifetime for me to forget though it doesnt concern me directly.. Gosh!! I worked OT today. You know why? Cos I not goin to be here on Thursday & therefore!! Rushin the Workers' Payroll!! 3/4 done!!=)

I'm clubbin tml. Love my boy*WINKS* He is such a cutey ass piey!!

SHORT ENTRY RITE=)
P.S* I realised tht Sha doesnt know I'm very expressive; even in songs=) Hmm..tht's sad..
Anyway, Had ponder about the friendship problem. Well, decided to forget abt the unhappy thing. Jus let nature takes its course, allrite.Gosh, who ask me born wit a softy heart=) & BTW, I jus wan to send my blog song to you, to express wht I feel=) Nothin big deal though=)

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Adious=)