Over the weekends....

Many things happened...

1st thing:
Well, I was talking to Desmy & an article came across my mind; I was readin the Sunday Times while I'm on my way to school in the morning (Actually the cover page).. This article is regarding a tregedy of a woman who survived Breast Cancer but was killed in a road accident on Saturday, & my heart ached.

Now you must be thinking "Does it even concerned you?" etc..Well, perhaps one's life is this fragile & unpredictable. So start cherish every moment, kins & friends around yourself if you have not done so!!

2nd Thing:
Whoa~~ I just started school somehow it seems like I have ended it!! Currently is Project Term therefore I only need to attend school on Certain Friday. However, meeting my team mate (Grace, Tracy & Rachel) is very neccesary.. So basically 28 APR to 29 JUNE I will be damn FREE, so best thing is to start finding Part-time job!! Jeez!!

Last thing:
My Fei fei is runnin a high fever=( Poor boy!! Fortunately is only Normal Fever not those viruses...

Finally my journal for the weekend..

Friday.. 25/04/08

Wei Hao's Burstday=)

Stupidly reached school @ 11.30, met Yik Kiat in the big empty class..So I said "Hi" & when I open my notebook, there came to my realisation that CLASS today starts @ 2pm.. Fcuk, so Yik Kiat & myself decided to go lunch today etc...& Andy (Taiwanese) joined us @ 1pm.. At 2, we went back to class & people start coming in..Mr Vincent who briefed us throughout the class was fun~~ He mentioned that the Doctors in IMH are worst off then the patients, haha~~ I guessed majority of the Law Lecturers are so quippy..

My clique & I showed up for the high tea for 10 min & we left w/o a sound. Well, I brought them to the awesome Organic Cafe which Desmy, William & I discovered to indugle=) & we headed back for Public Law Revision Class..

The lecturer is freaking handsome & sophisticated, like Senator Obama=) I was sitting @ the extremely right & followed by Grace, Rachel & Tracy.. I was joking around to take my initiative to talk to him, God knows I had the chance to do so. Tracy was exhausted so she took her leave @ 8 (break time)..Bla Bla Bla, class dismissed @ 10.15 & all of us headed home..

After I'm done with my shower & called Desmy..William called Desmy too so we conference; & William wants Desmy & myself to go over to his place to drink wit him so I was tempted..Cos it is convienent since I need to go school @ 11am then might as well rest @ his place & head down.. So Desmy cabbed down to fetch me & headed to William's house. In the cab, he was swearing that HE WILL NEVER PICK UP WILLIAM'S CALLS AFTER 11PM.. haha~~ I assumed I have made a bad choice of goin to his place..

Saturday... 26/04/08

DRINK DRANK DRUNK is the process of drinking alcohol however I never expected William to knock out before myself..

This is William..& I've got a exclusive video of him; Stay Tune!!=)



William's wanted to drive his dad's BM & asked us to hop into the car..so his girl & Desmy was persuadin him to come down & the best thing is I'm feelin stuffy (mainly cos of the fusion of Rum & Martel) so there a need to climb over his gate to puke cos THE MAIN DOOR & GATE are locked!!

William is OUTTA THE CAR sucessfully & we strolled to the 7/11 to buy food. That is when I realised Desmy is DRUNK!! That means I am the only survivor throughout the night cos Will's gf didnt drink.. & that ALSO means I hav to take care of Desmy cos he do things which are VERY UNEXPECTED when he is Drunk!! Bla Bla Bla
So desmy & I went to William's bro room to sleep..confession=)..& supposed to wake up @ 10 however I woke up @ 10.30!!

Shit happens..William's dad is extremely mad about William, bla bla bla.. After my quick shower, we went out & they send me to my school whereas they are heading to Keith's place for some sorta of Party.. Reached school @ 11.45am & class ends @ 4.30pm.. Rushed back home to sleep & woke up @ 7 for dinny..Desmy called to apologise & chatted till mitnight then I turned in...

Sunday..27/04/08

Woke up & realised that I hurted my waist cos of my lousy sleeping position..Damnit, last lesson for seeing Mr Curtiz (look alike Obama) & UK law is very complex compared to Singapore Law.. haha~~ Lesson aftermath, I strolled down to church to pray & HOME I go..

Nothing much happened, Fei fei is sick so my house seem quieter.. While my dad & I were watchin twee, he suddenly put up his hand & FARTED!! (He learnt it from the gig)..

Today.. Right now I am freaking bored.. Will be taking a nap & when I wake up I will read the papers & start more on my research!! Jeez~~..

Changed my Blog Song to my favourite Hit of the Month - I stay in love by M.C=) Enjoy it & Thanks Mr Yik Kiat for Sending me the song=) <3

Below are the picture I took in the Soup House last Sunday when I went out wit Shine!





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Finally

LISTEN TO THE FERGIE WHO IS TRUELY DEEPLY IN LOVE. I guess everyone who went throught tought life will feel something like her, when we found a life-time partner to volunteer to be there & make commitments to yourself.

HER SONG "Finally" IN THE ALBUM - The Dutchess It is very heartwarming lovely song...

If you are goin to play it, remember to stop my blog song first=)




Ahem, well..I basically did nothing much today, flip through The Straits Times & Joggin.. Gotta wait till Friday then got classes, Godness.. I probably go Sentosa / hiking tml..=)

Tuesday, E-Commerce & Brief Intro about subjects. E-Commerce was okie whereas Law Talk was very interesting, my lecturer really stirred my mind up. Classes ended an hour earlier; So Tracy, Rachel & myself went for lunchy & started chatting more.. I started talkin about myself; so did Rachel.


FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!!
Monday, met alot of peepss. So I make a right choice to sit wit a sweet-looking girl during the induction class, Tracy. Then we started talking, unknownly we ALSO started to talk to the 2 girls sitting behide us, Rachel & Grace. So the four of us start talkin a lot, cos the class wouldnt start till 10.30am. Not surprisely for me to ask question like "Where are we heading for lunch later?" Unfortuntely, Rachel mentioned it first=)

Tracy(18), Rachel(18) & Grace(19) are very smart people, results tell everything.. So I will have to buck up behide them. Grace & me were trying to propagate Tracy to go for Overseas Education, haha.. WE FAILED!!

Anyway, I am overjoyed to know people like them, they will be able to influence me very well. I am looking forward for the Project Month, cos they are AWESOME Girls & I hav to make extra efforts to interact with the rest!! <<3 Will do it on Firday!!

Sunday, went out for moive wit Shine in town, I was dying to eat Subway for once. Definitely, Maybe is a super Hilarious & Touchy Movie.. PLEASE GO WATCH WATCH!! Shine is goin back to visit his dearly Family on Firday till 1st May.. Misses & do take care huh!!

God really loves me too much, but he never spoilt me

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Waited for so SO long & it is finally here

I'm in the mist of confusion emotions..Can someone tell me why I'm feelin so weird? CAN SOMEONE PLEASE CHILL ME DOWN!!

As though I'm walkin down the aisle where peeps are glarin at me or to be exact, just like a Freshman attendin College. haha I AM ATTENDING SCHOOL, is the so so near that make me barely feeling REAL. Is it jus me?

I waited patiently for this day, I stick to my dream which is so vain. I still never forget the moment I broke out cos of HAPPINESS alone. I can NEVER forget..never will I..

I always think Dreaming is so not like me, though it keeps us living. It's a theory like "Women loves to eat Chocolate, cos it makes us Happy" - It is a sterotype, I dont really fancy chocolate A LOT. I feel dishearted at times, I do have times whereby I wan to / break down cos Hopes are shattered. However, after a reflection /findin solutions time, I managed to regain myself or even shielded myself more.

I was emailing wit my Secondary Mentor, Mr Tan recently in Facebook. He is surprised & relieved for wht I am now, he was worried about me then. It jus make life so worthy cos it proved that someone still cares about me at somewhere in this world.

I find my life very magical cos seem like God nv forsake me though at times I do let him down. He make sure I'm making the correct choice I'm supposed to choose for life. I wanted to be someone different so I buried my past & started anew. Not saying my past is very bad, just not as good as you think I am.. Well, I exprienced the moments of LOVE, LUST, TEMPTATION, GREED, BETRAYAL, SORROW, JEALOUSLY & etc when I was young at least I can be proud to tell others I was stupid. They are my lessons taught & I nv will forget all cos I paid a big price for it. I nv regret not being a good girl who I supposed to be, I am grateful for what I am today.

I achieved something which I eagerly longed for..My English foundation, is not perfect yet but is gettin to somewhere, I will work harder for this. haha, now people thought tht I am a Korean who came from States, haha..Moveover, the price I paid is everything I established before. When I recalled abt all, I felt something inside pricking my heart. I need to say it's worthy, cos I bought a lesson which allowed me not to depend so so much on friends; to see my family is still here for me. My current clique are really fun just like who I hope to meet, I gladded they come into my life. THANKS GUYS=)

Again, plenty of people I always feel so thankful inside my heart, alot of times you will see me repeating / repeated the list cos without them you probably wouldnt know the current me now. They gave me a chance to repent & learn, I cant imagine wht will I be without them..

My Dad - He showered adaquate love & freedom to me=)
My Mum - Though she is a nagger & not so smart, I do get sick of her at times; she is a nice person still
My Siblings - Thank you for lettin me come in front of all of you, as I exprienced much much things compared to you, KEEP GROWING!
Austin - Someone whom I never forget in my entire life, he is my angel when I needed someone badly.
My Cousin - Thank you for being such a nice advisor as always
Ms Chee - You are probably the best teacher I ever know, who is still here for me

My Close Friend who wont fail to be there
Hui Shan
Liyana
Leah
Joyce
Su Fang
Zachary
Fabian
Yong An
Shine
& A few more=)

Something Important I need to clarify..People are doubting my choice of guy who I fancy now. I wont deny looks is important to me, I never thought I will like him in the first sight, NEVER!! Hearts counts most, compared to looks. He is a nice person though he may looks retarded a bit. He is funny & fun. When he is serious, he looks very cool. Even we wont end up being together, I am happy to know someone like him=)

Thursday, after my school @ 8.30pm, supposed to meet William @ 8.45pm but he came onli @ 9.57pm!! Overslept in the bus, cool reason! I went shoppin for a while, bought a PUMA Bag & a Bottle..So Dummy & I went to HMV for our own time. So I was enjoyin my music & he is lookin at some DVDs. Please buy Mariah Carey E=MC2!!! Awesome songs, She is my inspiration, just by listenin to her songs, I will stay strong=)

Friday, Went for lunch with Hui Shan & Chill @ Brewerkz wit Su Fang..& talked to Desmond & Zac at night=)

Saturday, Jogging & had dinner wit my family aftermath went to the nearby beach myself=) Chatting with Fabian till 4am, nonsense & serious talks, haha.. We are clubbin on Wednesday haha

Sunday, now..My family are at home, My Sister was teachin Fei Fei how to play Chopstick using keyboard. He is really smart, I still not playin weel till now=(

But I really really can sing well.. My Sister, Sofina & I was in our school choir like 7 years back, was actually something I am very proud of, though I missed a chance to sing the solo part cos of outbreak of sickness. I managed to find something I love to do, memorable time during the graduating Primary School . Sofina played the CD which kept all the music (I'll post the Piano Solo next time) As I am bloggin here, about my dreams etc, the musical play was named as "Follow the Dream" so nice..She / The Cd sort of tellin me to contiune to follow my dream, it has been years & the lyrics of the song is still so alive, I can sing to you guy next time but remember to pay & so the chorus goes like this;

"Follow the dream
The dream I know
So clearly in my spirit & my soul
Follow the dream
Dont let it go
It will echo throught the ages
Break down all strong defences
Unfold the hope & power
Follow the Dream"

& A certain part I really love & sing it when I am lost;-

"Dont be afraid
Dont be discouraged
Our hope lies in your hand
It may not seem what it seems to be now
We have not reached the end
There's sky that's not yet open
The rain has yet to fall
And a rainbow to be painted
A sun that shines for all
And a dream to be remembered
But you would have to
See it in your heart"

Now there is a piece of good news to share, Sofina who quitted school jus before her Major GCE "N" Level told me she wants to go back to school.. So we probably be sendin her to Chec / MDIS / YCMA / Night School =) Hopefully Suvin would think the same way too.

I goin for a movie wit Shine in Town=) Then I will prepared my stuff for tml=) AWWWW, I blog tml abt school, OKIE?

BTW, Is Random.. I was surfing Facebook & searched my own name "Sandral" to my surprise that girls whois given / maiden name is "Sandral" all looks very attractive...

Hehehehehehehehe

May the peace be wit ya!!
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My days with you

OMG.. I am freaking sick siCK SICK now but I'm sure it will be better tml!! Running / Blocked Nose & Coughing; Lost my sense of taste=(

Later I am heading down to school for Revision Class & Collection of Timetable

Basically, I sorta found something to work on this week=) LUCKY me~~

Last Friday 11.4.08

Work aftermath, Those loved ones; Su Fang, Peng Li, Fong Mei, Serene, Ms Wong, Vivian & Chee Kiong brought me out for dinnery=) The dinner was delicious though we ate @ the nearby coffeehouse. Then we went to The Mind Cafe, cool place man!! We play boardgames throughout, unfortunately Serene & Ms Wong had to left early. The Games DIDNT bored me but it definitely Hurts me! Cos I am the LOSER for the GAMES we played!! The waiteress is damn helpful & sweet=) haha

Chee Kiong drove us back then... Anyway I love them for sure=)!!

Sat 12.4.08

Time is ticking slowly so daddy asked me to go for a jog.. Well, so after making the dumplings, we went jogging for an hour or so @ the nearby park. The night is absolutely FUN!! I went out @ 10.30pm to celebrate Wayne's burstday @ MOS. I guessed without knowing Dummy & all, my life could be so so dull=) Thanks man! Dummy was very irritating as usual when he is drunk!!

We took cabby home @ 6am & as usual I was the last to reach home. BUT there is Jeremy to acc me cos he awesomely staying in Woodlands too=) haha.

Sunday 13.4.08

Woke up @ 11am, then sleep again till 3 plus when Sunny called me=) The hunkie, handsome, smart & funny Sunny.. I was supposed to meet him on Friday but postponed... so I went to meet him @ Suntec after my dinner with my family..

We went to Esp for h.o.t chocolate & then to Mustafarr to shop something which his mum wants him to buy something back to H.K

Monday 14.4.08

I wanted to go Sentosa for MONTHS but Liyana & Hui Shan are NEVER free for me=( so I went Sentosa, Cafe Delma myself @ 11am.. Went to Cruise Centre to visit my friends to chit chat A BIT & reach Cafe Delma @ 1.30am. Sun-tanning, drinking, reding book on the bed & etc.. make new friend ahaha, English hunkie..absolute cool=) haha

Anyway, I exprienced & managed to see the differences between LOVE & LUST more clearly - A good lesson learnt

Tuesday 15.4.08

My blocked nose started on this day & I went to school ... Chatted with Dummy for a while & boo to sleep=)

Wed 16.4.08

Nice day.. I didnt really expect Dummy will impressed me so so much, but *sighed* he did. wow, We went golfing & he is my mentor for golf & table-tennis, something different. haha, I was feelin abit upset & tired.. din managed to talk to dummy=(

I changed my B.L.O.G song & dedicating it to Someone=)
With you, I'm feeling so real & happy=)
With you, I'm not so lonely
With you around, I think I'm in love
Thanks to someone who is with me=)

Below are some pics taken on Wayne's Chalet, anyway I look extremely not pretty!!=(

Dummy & me @ Wayne's Chalet <33


From Right - Clara, Chris, Rahman & myself @ Wayne's Chalet


Done by Clara @ Wayne's Chalet - Happy Summary


I think I will skip the second part of the class later=p

Will blog again

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All ended in a year=)

Man!! Hi peeps, I know I have been neglecting my B.L.O.G page; so HERE I AM. My life evolved tremendously recently, whatever it is!! SCHOOL IS STARTING, this is the part this excites me the most. I AM THRILLED!

Sad part is that I am living my comforty working place. Today is my last day, well, plenty of peeps to thank for caring, doting & loving, etc. To colleagues / friends who has crossed my life;

“I I have to thank the company for keeping me for all this while, tolerating some of my nonsense, & have been so patient with me. I am very grateful to meet them at the right place & time. Thanks for taking care of me in every aspect in work, allowing me to grow & know the word of life. Once again, I will have to say that I didn’t regret / hated my journey with Teambuild. It has started & will ends well in Teambuild.

Life is like a book, this is a chapter I will keep in my depth of my soul, because it broadens me with a lot of knowledge; knowing people from this wide earth. My experience with Teambuild is an exposure & she, together wit you guys leads me to know who myself is.

The gifts & free meals!! I have enjoyed the meals & I love the gifts a lot, though I think I have gained a couple of Kgs more.

I hope that God have heard my prayer for you & Teambuild; May all of us soar a higher level of everything we can attain.”

Well, starting from next Monday onwards, my life will be different. It’s sad though to leave them, but I guess all of us should have been preparing for this day to come. Spending time by seeing / hearing each other, ironically strengthens our bond if we start to realize; a bit counts.

Well, I will skip all the dully stuff; I will just update my exciting journal! Pictures are YET TO COME, I promise that it will!!

I think it started from Wayne Chalet on 20th March! It is so fun because of Someone, I enjoyed the talking time in the room & beach with Someone. It is much appreciated if Someone didn’t throw my flip-flop in the sea & not being so drunk!! Meeting with old / new friends are always fun, let’s meet more often if feasible!

22th March (Saturday)
Watch Step up 2 – The Street with Someone! Went to Someone’s house cos supposedly we are dining with his parents however is his brother & dad we ate with. Haha, felt a bit shy, then Someone mentioned that we are going take a walk @ the beach. For a moment, I think it is sweet however I know why did we NEED to take a walk! Cos Someone needs to smoke=)

Well, Someone’s dad sent us to Sembawang MRT, we bided *Cold Shoulder* Took a nice walk to the pub where my Sisters held their party at! Admiral Pub, whatever sh*t! Drank a bit, left the the pub @ 3am, supposed to go home with my sisters & friends but Someone is hungry! Then we headed to the nearby 7/11, bought sandwich & beer. Bla Bla Bla… anyway I when home @ 6am.

23th March (Sunday) My Sisters sweet 17th burstday!
We had steamboat @ home etc. It is really nice

Then the following week, nth much happened.

29th March (Saturday)
Together with Su Fang, we went for a Feng Shui Talk.. quite interesting!! Then we headed down to PS to watch The Empress & the Warriors!! Recommended by Cindy, so love love love!

Bought a new hp & line, as my cell phone buttons lifespan is dead=)

For dinner, we strolled to Clarke Quay, Someone msged me to recommend me a place, Brewerkz. For the very first time, Someone surprised me haha. Nice place to dine @ & if you love beer, Excellent! Cant be missed! We headed home @ 11 plus, cos the next day is Qing Ming Jie.

30th March
“Qing Ming Jie” is a day whereby we go temple to make offering to our family members.

31st March (Mon)
I was very busy since the morning cos going to market is a busy thing, let alone cooking. Well, to thank & show my appreciation to my colleagues. I have cooked for some humble dishes, Black sauce Chicken, Butter prawn & Chili Crabs. They all really love it, cos they might to finish everything without a trace. =)

1st April
It is a special day to fool your friend, cos I received a call from William. Hilarious man!! I already know the purpose for him to buzz me. Haha~~ The rest is unrevealed/

2nd April (Wed)
Work was okie, what excites me is Chris called to ask me to club!! Haha, lovely man!! Finally, I crawled out to dance @ my all-time favorite place=) She came to my place with me, @ 3a.m & both of us left my home @ 8am to school & work!

3rd April
Supposed to watch The Leap Year with Someone but ended up watchin it myself=) damn nice though!

4 April (Friday)
Went to NUS to hold a Job Fair with Jane & David, the crowd is okie compared to NTU. Then met Kola, Chris & Ron to Tiger Brewery, AWESOME!! As in the drinking & playing part @ the pub, meeting new folks is always fun! 2 Korean guy, Jason, Mika (Hottie Japanese Girl) & a few more Caucasian guys.
I shall not further elaborate the others details cos Someone knows abt =).

5 & 6 April (Sat & Sun)
Went to school for Law Revision Course, pretty interesting & I’m LOVIN it! Went to church for a short moment of retention peace=)

7 – 11 April
Well, Pei Ee msged me to find someone to talk to, hmmm, I missed her though=) Thanks & I enjoyed where we are at now.
Where my free lunch starts… & my weight started to gain.

10 April
Chris called saying she wanted to hang over at my place, so we will be sleeping together again!

Upcomings!
Tml, Su Fang & Clique are bringing me to an Unknown place
Saturday, is Wayne’s Birthday Celebration=) I bought him a nice tee, hope he will like it=)
Next week is still in the maze=)

The rest I will update you guys real soon!!

L.O.V.E Y.A
Adious=)

Marchy Mar

Hee^hee.. Zac love this smile; is dedicated for him=) Aww Sweet Zac.

Chop Chop wit my whereabouts for the past TWO weeks!

Basically, Mon – Fri is kinky hectic wit work cos I have More job scopes now, is all going to be over=)

Well, I can’t wait to start school; meanwhile I can’t bear to leave the place. I did tell myself is a part & parcel of life but emotions runs deep. Everyone is almost nice to me.
I WILL BE ABLE TO GET OVER IT.

Fang Fang & I was supposed to go golfing on the 7th March, but she was held up last minute. How sad! I cannot remember whether did I went out. Haha, but unlikely.

8 of March – Saturday
Boredom kills! So I lifted my ass to the gym. Haha~~

9 of March
The wedding of Ms Wong & her lovely love. Blessings upon them, sweet sweet love!! Saw the Ugly Eileen hah~~(jk). Funny day, I recognized the invitation is from Mandarin hotel, so I went to the Orchard Mandarin! But her Wed is held @ Marina Mandarin. I am so screwed!
Supposed to join my family @ Suntec for IT Fair but I met Desmond instead for MOVIE. Helplessly is a habit of mine. Back to the meeting with him, he told me that HE THINKS OF ME WHILE HE WAS VOMITTING. How nice, the nicest thing is HE MADE ME WAIT FOR 16 MINUTES (ACCORDING TO HIM). Why? Cos he mentioned only that he will be reaching @ 4 PLUS, however the exact time I saw him were 5.15. He still got the cheeky cheeks to find an excuse to defend him when I telling him like he is damn LATE man.

“Well, I am only 16 minutes late; 4.59 to 5.15.” Desmond said.

Cool answer! Then we bought the 10,000BC tickets & met Chris & Wayne for a while. Movie aftermath, we went to New Asian Bar (Picture to be shown) cos he never been there. We got ourselves a drink (alcohol) & took the train home. Journey back was okie=)

12 of March – Wednesday

I went to school to collect the notes. Thickest NOTES I ever need to study! Haha, MAN~ The case study is woooww~~ Then I went to the Lan Shop to change the blog song.

14 of March – Friday

I signed up for the GCE “O” again. I received my Citibank debit card, but not meant for shopping / treating=( Thanks POP anyway.

15 of March – Saturday
Long Day since 7am thanks to my Dad, jogging wit him is the best bonding time=) Bla Bla Bla.
Chatted with Joyce, she havin much fun in Aust. She went to a Les & Gay PARTY, how cool.
Went to JB, Malaysia myself (Which is something tht makes all my friends to call me Mad) haha~ I purchased something & catch a movie. While I reached Sg Custom, a man wit the uniform tapped my back. I was like Shocked, but when I turned to see him, TSK TSK. He was a ICA policeman whom I know when I was working @ SCC, chatted for like couple of minutes. Haha~~ & headed HOME!
(P.S I was damn exhausted cos I slept @ 4. After the NICE Desmond called @ 2 & his cell batt dies off, Zac called=) Well, he is jus as sweet man, I talked to him till I am really very tired)
At 9 plus, Desmond sent me a msg saying that he wanted to come over to Woodlands to collect some thingy from me & after that he will be meeting Chris & Wayne, whether do I wan to come along. Well, I forgot about the second stuff so when I decided to go, we have to go back to my place; we WALKED. He whined about it & he complained abt the jeans he is wearing is tight. Though we are late to meet Chris & Wayne, we still went to his place to allow him to change. I didn’t wan to go inside so I sat right outside his gate.
PEOPLE, CAN YOU TELL ME HOW LONG A GUY NEED TO CHANGE A PANT? I expected to be less than 5 min, while sitting outside his neighbor’s dog is barking like mad. When the god sticks her head out of the gate, I was gazing at the surrounding, thinking that if the dog comes over & charges toward me, which freakin tree / house should I climb into. I was a bit terrified, plus MR Desmond still not out after 10 min.
So when this MR Nice came out, I was relieved but he made a confession of HE BATHED INSTEAD OF CHANGIN THE PANTS, well it makes my blood boils for a while!!
Ice-cream was great, but fusion of Hot & Cold Food isn’t fun!! Haha, lastly we & jansen went to Wayne’s place. Cool interior design, Jansen is a funny peeps la. The Vietnam / Thai accent is damn funny. Went home @ 3 plus.

16 of Mar – Sunday (Ytd)

Was @ home till 6, to see my niece=)
My hair is longer now, I am goin to rebond my hair again=)
Freaking teasing my 2 DUMB sister, Cold man!!

P.S Though I whined a bit about Desmond he is still a nice guy=) Hopefully, I can get my Chili Crab man!

JR Mas Selamat Hunting – It is a pure personal view

Well, 19 Days of hunting but is still unfound. The Public deserved to know MORE. More than the looks / how is he now, etc!! I never doubt the capability of the government, police, prison-guards and searching troops; I appreciates their hard work. Well, I have friends who said we should be ashamed of allowing to escape, etc. I don’t think so, PEOPLE MAKE MISTAKES, I have too. Plus Mas Selamat is a terrorist, he Have & Takes all he got to be one, which is not surprising man.

Why after 4 long hours then they reported him disappears? Is it as what we are told than they TRY not to alarm the Public & meanwhile we have informed the rest of the section?

Hmm, MM Lee mentioned that the escape wasn’t a Prepared one, who can vow for it. I am not doubt him, but true enough; we never know.
If he did ran out of Singapore (Which is not surprising), he will be back for revenge esp. on the grandest events we will be holding.

Of course, we as a Citizen should do our part. Don’t Whine & Co-operate. =)

Hmm, more to come!!

Before school start;-
- Need to change my Phone & no.
- Getaway
- Find myself a stress- free job (Hopefully)
- Buy my Song Vaio CR (Pink / Gold) Notebook!!

I will try to blog more next week!

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I've never been to me

Awesome old song. It sounded like me

Hope you guys will enjoy it, will update my week tml=)

P.S I did enjoyed my week=)

Lyrics

Hey lady, you lady, cursing at your life
You're a discontented mother and a regimented wife
I've no doubt you dream about the things you'll never do
But, I wish someone had talked to me
Like I wanna talk to you.....

Oh, I've been to Georgia and California and anywhere I could run
I took the hand of a preacher man and we made love in the sun
But I ran out of places and friendly faces because I had to be free
I've been to paradise but I've never been to me

Please lady, please lady, don't just walk away
'Cause I have this need to tell you why I'm all alone today
I can see so much of me still living in your eyes
Won't you share a part of a weary heart that has lived million lies....

Oh, I've been to Niece and the Isle of Greece while I've sipped champagne on a yacht
I've moved like Harlow in Monte Carlo and showed 'em what I've got
I've been undressed by kings and I've seen some things that a woman ain't supposed to see
I've been to paradise, but I've never been to me

[spoken]
Hey, you know what paradise is?
It's a lie, a fantasy we create about people and places as we'd like them to be
But you know what truth is?
It's that little baby you're holding, it's that man you fought with this morning
The same one you're going to make love with tonight
That's truth, that's love......

Sometimes I've been to crying for unborn children that might have made me complete
But I took the sweet life, I never knew I'd be bitter from the sweet
I've spent my life exploring the subtle whoring that costs too much to be free
Hey lady......
I've been to paradise
But I've never been to me

February Fabulous Story

I’m really lost how I should start this entry. Heehee, Freakin lengthy!!

1 Feb(Fri)

Fang Fang, me, Myo Myo & June



Lunch time, my dept went to Warren Golf Club for Lunch. Work aftermath, when Kbox-in wit my dovely; Fang Fang, Peng Li & Fong Mei @ Civil Centre.

2 Feb(Sat)
I went out to shop for my New Year Clothes @ Taka in the afternoon. Longchamp Bag, PINKY nightrobe, Forever 21 dresses=) My Swatch watch (my belated birthday present from papa)..Wee~~
The meeting time with Shine is @ 5++, Vivo City. We shopped around, finally I bought a PUMA tennis dress & a cardigan. Extremely COOL, followed up we went to the herbal restaurant where the furnishings were extremely nice. High Tea=) Then, to Mache to celebrate my mini small success. We thought of catching a movie, too bad… Vivo!! We took the busssss home=)

3-5 Feb (Sun –Tues)
I spent my days at home painting my walls, tidy my room, cleared all the old clothing & baggy=) Spent ¼ of the time in Carrefour too, bought an AWESOME QUEEN SIZE AIR BED=) haha, randomly bought 2 women novels in Times, unfortunately I’m addicted to them. LITTLE BLACK DRESS=)

Finally, on 5 Feb I managed to finish the artistic wall=) keekee, Lavender on 3 sides & 1 remaining is Hot Pink=) Slept rather early on these 3 days, about 5am=); partially reading the books

6 Feb (Wed aka Lunar New Year’s Eve)
I have basically finished everything; however I NEEDED MORE BOOKS TO READ. Went to Times again to purchase 2 books, met my sister to go home together. We started the dinner early @ 5.45pm cos my dad wanted to go to Chinatown.
I wanted to join them however partying is getting on my nerves. Haha, well, went out @ 9++plus. This time, I am the earliest!! Chris & Kyme were in the second place. The 3 boys were FREAKING LATE. William is staying so near to Town, I wondered how he is so late. Best thing, my dear friend, Desmond, who supposed to plan for this party went to sleep. He woke up @ 10 plus=) Wonderful, so Chris, Kyme & I crapped in TCC for nearly an hour.
Well, finally about 12, William, Desmond & Wayne arrived. Sad thing is Wayne is wearing nice flip-flop (meaning NO CLUBBING). Those guys went to Boat Quay to drink then us party at Attica Too (Trance). Well, met Shine in the club=), met new friends in the club too. Well, Chris & Kyme left Attica earlier to get Coffee; I stayed in the club to dance till Desmond called.
He was ¾ drunk, almost brunt his fingers, called up William to literally Fcuk him, WHATEVER. About 4am, the girls including me took a cabby home. Confession done in the cab, well…

7 - 10Feb (Thur-Sun aka Lunar New Year Day 1-4)
Visiting visiting visiting, one extremely joke!! My aunt was saying my sister dolled up like a Cheena Girl. Tsk tsk, whereas my mum thinks otherwise. Went to temple to pray too, I AM A FREE-THINKER!! Ask me nothing about converting YET=)
My sister friends came over to play MJ wit me=) HAHA~~
Went to May’s & Serene Houses…

11 Feb (Mon aka last day of break)
I went back to Chirst Church Sec to collect my Cert. & Art Work, a familiar yet so unfamiliar place to me. Unfamiliar cos it really changes a lot, familiar cos the teachers are still so kind & nice like, My PE Teachers, Mr Ang, Ms Foo (They called me The Tough Girl) haha, Mdm Gan, etc…

Myo myo & me


I was @ the grand opening of the Inaugural Flight, VRIGIN KILLERS!! Haha, kinky fun though.

13 Feb (Wed aka. my Birthday)
Ren Ri is People Day = Our Bdae. Work aftermath, went for the movie, JUMPER. My family went to Lou Hei & Late Supper. Spicy Crabbies etc.. is a contine story for 14 Feb, I didn’t went to work=(

14 Feb (Thur aka St Valentine Day)
Happy Brithday to Katherine & Keith. They are cousins, I knew them since young. Katherine is 12 this year, her birthday falls on 13 Feb. & Keith is 19, his birthday falls on today=)
I am envious of others who had celebrated this day with the Love ones. As for me, I have the worst tummy upset cos of the Spicy Chili Crab. I still have to go back to school for my Group Discussion, is mentally torture. Well, Roses & Laughter, people in pair except me, no doubt there were others single peeps around. School ended at 8.30pm for me. Well, Desmond was nice to sms wit me=) Well, met a girl from my class, I shall not comment much alr. I reach home @ 9plus. Done-y for the day.

15 Feb (Fri)
Went to CWP to watch Ah Long Pte Ltd wit my Family=)

16 Feb (Sat)
I am an Auntie now, haha, I have got a Niece=)
Received an msg from Will @ midnight sayin that the parents are not in town, we are invited to party in his place. I was paranoid whether I should go, I got guests & Shine to entertain in the evening. My mum & brother love to see him, me too though=)
Badmintion Game @ 7=)
Liyana called me using her Private no. @ 4am. How am I supposed to know is her, however if she would sent me a msg then I will know who to dail back! She’s alone in town on a Sat for the first time. Due to her workload, she was unable to go to Batam with the rest of the Oreth members. So I was thinking if she is want she can come over to my house to stay, but she don’t wan. So about 9pm all the peeps started to go home including Shine. After half an hour of pondering, I was pretty tired but I still reach William’s place @ 11plus.
Well, I need to take a bus when I reach Orchard Station. So app. 20min bus journey, I have a feeling to get down from the bus, Sixth Ave. Desmond was supposed to pick me up at the bus stop, but I not even sure which bus-stop!! CRAP, I took a cab when I know I only supposed to walk 200m to reach his place. &*^&%^$%$*()?///##
Met new peeps there, like Kenny (He comforted me by saying I’m average looking in the dark; MUCH APPRECIATED though), John (We did chatted a lot!!), Jackson & Abel. The usual ones were there, Chris, Keith, Andrew, Jansen, Wayne, Christiane, Desmond & William (OF COS, tsk, IT IS HIS PLACE!!)
Desmond supposed to drink with me; however he got high & forgot about it. I think that night the most decent peeps were Chirstiane, Wayne, John, Keith, Andrew & I.; the Sober peeps. William was damn funny & scary, he hugged me 5 times & said the SAME THING!!. Jansen Almost eat up the Toilet Bowl, etc… Mini party ended for me @ 4plus, Desmond sent me out to take a Cab.

17 Feb (Sun)
My Grandma Death Anniversary
Woke up @ 9am to go to our family temple, ended @ 1 pm. Evening, is my Neighbor’s daughter Birthday. Bla bla bla.

18 Feb (Mon)
Woke up shaggy late for work; THAT NOT THE WORST!! MY LIFE IS SO DRAMATIC!! I MET A TAXI DRIVER WHO CHASED ME OUT OF HIS LOUSY CAB!! FCUKER@@@...I missed my Dept Meeting!!

19 Feb (Tues)
Work aftermath, went out with Liyana, Aqilah & Hui Shan. Dinner @ Charcoals, to support The Shrek!! 5-course meal, rather filling=) Nice catch ups (not Katchup)!! Tsk tsk!

21 Feb (Thurs)
Went to Stansfield to hand my Certificates…etc

22 Feb (Fri)
Work Aftermath, meet Desmond to play pool @ AMK, so I asked Christiane along. Haha, Sad boy, he got HBP so good thing he need to restrict himself from Alcohol.

27 Feb (Wed)
Work aftermath, dinner wit Shine @ Alameen…

29 Feb (Fri)
A special day cos it only happen to be a date once in 4 year. The Leap year, there a saying that is a Vday.
Work aftermath, on my way to PS I met Jannah (Sec Classmate), then went to my college hand my contract. Then, bought a new book @ Times, supposed to meet Desmond @ Cine for PS ILY. However, the tix were all sold out!! Damn it, I walked all the way to Lido to check out the seat! When Desmond reached @ 8.45pm, the tix @ Lido were OFFICALLY SOLD OUT! I reached there @ 8.30pm, chatted wit the auntie @ the tix counter for awhile. I told them I walked all the way from Cine to Lido (there were 3 front seat @ the first row left however when Desmond reached it was sold out). Back to when he reached Lido, we walked to the counter. NO MORE TIX LEFT, well, I was dyin to watch the movie cos I heard it’s moving. When I was about to give up, the Auntie asked me how many tix I want, she gave me the Last row..hah=P

PS. ily
It is touching though But I didn’t cry!! For certain reason Desmond & I brought packets of tissue out but we didn’t manage to use a single piece during the movie!! Cos I sort of predicated the Script=(

Movie Aftermath, we went to meet William & a guy friend @ Kopitiam. Hmm, the four of us headed to Cine to play pool. Kinky fun man! Wink Wink* Oh Oh, I met Yong An & his Beau at Cine=) haa..
Desmond finally pass me the gift he bought in Thailand for me, thought he didn’t wrap it in Pink but BIG THANK YOU STILL =D. It is very obvious that the 3 guys DOESN’T have much appreciation for Art & Design! Desmond mentioned my dress looks like a Bat Woman Costume & William agreed!! WHATEVER!
Took a Cabbie home @ 3plus with Desmond, was having a minor gastric crump since after the movie.

1 Mar (Sat)
I read the book which I bought, on my bed, then walk up to unwrap the gift. HAHA, PINK MS CHATTERBOX TEE. SO CUTE. Thanks=) *Wink*
Chatted with Hui Shan, she is telling me not to COMMIT TO A Relationship. Can you believe it? TRUE SAGITTARIUS!! Though I am a Sagittarius too, but I am more matured so Puppy Love is out of my mind. I prefer someone who can commit & stable…
Hui Shan told me Desmond is Hot haha=x I don’t about that though, I told Desmond about it and he was on cloud nine today, probably why the team won the Soccer Match. Haha! He also said this to make me speechless, “It doesn’t matter whether you have a good taste or not, what matter if you like the person and he/she attracts you is all that matter”.
My FEI FEI is trying all means to get $$ from me, kiss me, hug me, etc. HAHA, what a Sweet brother I have. He will be the next Generation Lady Killer!!

This is basically how I spent my February & first day of March.

Hopefully, I am able to watch The Leap Year tml & will try to update my blog. Recently my computer encounter a lot of problem but is okie, I going to own a Notebook=) Weee~~ Haha,=P by this month!

My school is starting on 21 Apr, feeling excited & scared=(haha, Random)

I am feeling so PEACEFUL=)

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I'm a blessed & loved by GOD kid=)

HEY THERE, PEEPS!!
I want to share wit you all my joy wit you=) HAHA~~ I am like a MADDIE NOW; HAHA I AM A MADDIE=P

This will be a lengthy one; pay close attention, alright=)

I'll skipped my everyday report!!

RECALLING~~

recalling..

recall~~!!

Tribute: Desmond brightens my life, he is a very nice, single friend=) Though weird abit but=) STILL VERY NICE~~

I was working @ the reception for the past 2 weeks. I learnt alot still; cos I faced people. I cant understand why people detest the place but it's really FUN! Fun & Busy

HOWEVER, MY INTERNET ACCESS WAS BLOCKED! *CRY* %&&^(@_?>@*(??>//<## *CRY*

11 Jan, Half - day work! & Then went to ICA Building with Fong Mei. She offically become a PR here! Congrats=) Lunch / High Tea @ Suntec Fountain=) A mini shopping=) ANYWAY, I went to ICA, WANTED to toopid ugly Passport Photo=( EVERYONE IS MOCKING @ HER(ME)! Eventually didnt!!

Supposed to celebrate DARREN'S Bdae, but didnt go=( So many ppl whom I am not close wit. Meanwhile, I went for a mini SPA indugle=)

13 Jan, my entire family went out to shop, leaving me ALONEEEEE @ home (Truth is I didnt want to go). Anyway, Desmond asked me whether I wan to join him & 2 friends to watch movie. AMERICAN GANGSTER!! OMG, that movie is real cool, abit dull still nice! Anyway, I met new friends through Mr Weirdo (Well, I hoped he wont see it). They are Rahman & Jansen, Rahman met Desmond through Jansan=) Kinda COMPLICATED!

Back here! Rahman didnt join us for the movie, instead William did! We watched the 12.45am slot & movie ended @ nearly 4am. Then Jansen went back. Left with THREESOME, thts William, Weirdo & Me=) Then Will & I forced Desmond to sing=) haha(~~,) I HAVE TO ADMIT THAT MY VOCAL IS REALLY BAD THT MORNING. DESMOND CONFESSED TO ME THT HE HAD GENTLE LAUGHED @ ME THT NIGHT! *Wht a FCUKER*
Nice day, desmond & me took the train back. We fell asleep soundly=)

The following week is pretty hectic but manageable.

On Monday, Woo~~ MY HEROESss~~ HIRO is damn cute!!

On Tuesday, I did a sinful thing. Cos Diane is leaving us & the co. Jane asked me to arrange a farewell lunch for the Admin Dep.

Me: "So is Cheap / Expensive one?"
Jane: "Cheap!!"
Me: "Well, but I heard the Accts Dep. went to Guilin for Uncle James(Contracts staff who is here only 3mths) & spend $300++"
Jane: "Hmm, then we go Guilin lorx"

Laughing inside, I was thinkin the M'sian Ah Ka is a from in the well; she has never explore & seen the world. Anyway, we only spend $190++ for the lunch=)

On Wednesday, my pop, 2 sister & I sit down in the living room to watch AMERICIAN IDOL!! HELL-MADDIES!! BROTHER FOREVER or something~~

On Friday, Stansfield called me down for the Evaluation Test on Monday. It is like MAD!!

20 Jan, Sunday. My lovely granpma came over to cook for me=) Sweet=). Got a Hugo Boss Perfume; is a belated birthday present!

21 Jan, Monday. Woke up @ 8 plus to watch Amzing Race. It is freaking Cool. A pair of Asian Father-Daughter was the runner up of the race; alot of the thing to learn & learnt.

I wish to have a chance with my pop too=)

Went to Stansfield, took the 3 hours tough like hell test! It kills manly of my brain cells. Oh, I want to take Dip in Law, the criteria is Min. 3 'O' passes; including English & Maths.

That night I hope to pass my English very much! I asked GOD "You have made me wait for a year, I obey you cos I know you will show me a way." I remember what Ms Chee have told me a day before I did my 'O' Level English Last Year End, she said "God have plan a way for you=)"

On Wednesday, Germanie from Stansfield; she is from the marketing side called me & asked me to get down for interview. AKA CONVERSATION!

Anyway, I know most of the people reading my blog, is pretty concerned about my GCE 'O' Level Result. Esp English cos I failed it in 2006; got an E8.
Everyone must be thinkin tht I am ignorant enough to dream to stody LAW when you Fuckin fail your English

I thanked those people sincerely cos you've made me stronger. I remember during my Secondary day, a girl who is quite good in English, well quarrelled wit me. She scolded me with freaking speedly English; she came from a English-speaking Family whereas I am very opposite from her. I thanked her for that day. Without that day, I cannot think of anything to study after a year & now I speak good English NOT SINGLISH!

*Peeps, I am not looking down on Singlish!*

IMPORTANT EVENT
On 24 Jan, Thursday. Long Fruitful day for me, noone in the world will be as lucky as I am. I was working in the morning, while the time drew nearer to 2pm. My hands was damn wet & cold, I typed my SEAB password & ID! LOG IN. Well, what a result~~ I printed it out first, holding my results for a few second; hoping my tears wont drop down. But I not as strong as I think, as Everyone Thinks, was crying like mad!

MY RESULT IS D7 for English & C5 for Maths! "OH CRAP, THEY FAILED YOU, some of my firneds asked!" My dad called; I did not say anythign but cry=( Well, I told him that I will sms him. My entire brain freeze, one focus, one question & MANY ANSWERS! My focus was to call up Germanie & informed her I've failed my English + unable to go Stansfield for interview! I got to face the FREAKIN FACT! My Question is why did I fail? "COS GOD PLANNED IT" "COS I LACKING OF ABILIY" OR ETC!! I was freaking upset.

When I got thru Germanie @ 4pm, I was emotionally stable.

Germaine: "Yes, Sandral. Heard you were looking for me."
Me: "Yup, bad news for you. I not coming down for the interview cos I failed my English"
Germanie: "Oh NO! You must come for the interview cos you did pretty well for the Evaluation Test."
Me (tears drip out from the pair of watery eye): "OMG, ARE YOU KIDDING ME? BUT I FAILED MY 'O' LEVEL English"
Germanie: "I will informed the principal; meanwhile come down here then we will go thru"

That moment the HAPPIEST moment I have in my life; I am this close to my dream=)
Went down, was the last to be interviewed. I was thinking tht even I dont pass the Interview I am the most blessed girl.

*Knock Knock*
Sir: "Sit down, Sandral! Tell me WHY LAW? Dont be nervous"
Me: "Well, I want to do something different & wht I cant do. I can speak / write such English like now."
He paused me by asking: "How did you do it? How did you practice your English"
I am shocked, arent he supposed to ask me some question abt politics like the kids before me? is it so personal!
Me: "I listened to English Song, Speak more English. My family helps me a bit by watchin Simon Says on Wednesday - Amercian Idol. etc"
Sir: "Sandral, you know wht! You should be proud of yourself!"
My JAW was wide opened & my finger pointing toward me & said "ME, WHY?"
SIR: "I am proud of you, your family is proud of you! No one would have such courage in life! Sandral, do you know, your speeching outspoken the people I interviewed before you! You are very motivated, & we are pleased to take you as our student"

I CRIED WITHOUT INFORMING MYSELF!
I asked: "You very sure? OMG, I cant believed it. I will pass my English this year for this!"
Sir: "Okie, You study Law English to Pass Cambridge English! See you in Criminal Law!"

WOOOOHHHH~~ I GOT IT I GOT IT!!

Liyana & Hui Shan are very kind & nice to msg me=)
Aqilah did well~~=) Congrats,
Shine is very nice too=) I treatin him a meal as promised
My dad says at least you improved & you got wht you wan!

Yea, I improved L1R4 - 24 Points! From Grade E8 to D7. I dont wan to appeal to get C6!! I am willing to take it again!!

"BECOS I FAILED TWICE SO I WONT BE AFRAID TO FAIL & I WILL NOT FAIL THE THIRD TIME"
By Sandral Owin

Chatted wit Desmond, telling him my joyness till 1 plus cos I am really TIRED after a day of crying.

25 Jan, Friday. Went to NTU wit Jane for the Job Fair!! I eplored alot of places by chance, tht makes me who I am=) Well, I can see Jane is in fond of me=) She told me she will make me her Secretary if I wasnt goin back to school=) I thanked her for guidance all this while=)

Jane & me=)

Zac=) IS THE SWEETEST STILL!!

26 Jan, @ home. Painting!! =) Down wit my room!!

Chatting wit Liyana on Monday, she sang praises about me=) I love you, girl=)
"Though I really knows alot of thing, but there's more for me to learn"

Desmond is goin to Thailand on Firday!! I am jealous, he promised to buy me diamonds=) haha~~=P

Nothing much & serious to report but I AM HAPPY!!

Debating wit my beloved Cousin & Shine=) They are freaking stubborn & same to me=)
Chatting wit Hui Shan & Joyce this morning=) 12mitnight!
Well, Hui Shan's phone was conficated by mum cos she didnt pick up her calls
Joyce in Aust. got herself a new beau! Did something which disappoint me but I love her still. Hopefully she will be coming back by year end=)
ALRIGHT, MISS MISS MISS YOU!!
Joyce said: "Congrats to the beautiful sexy future lawyer!"
Me: "Actually you are Princess Beautiful No. 1, I am behide you=( haha"

Trying to upload this pictures but I am unable to get one only=(

Photoshot; EVERYONE Sayin I am very Photogenis!


JC(my Godpa; not Sugardad!!) I wont he does enjoy this entry & to Godsister, Sandra who is in Aust.; Thanks for saying my blog entry is real=)

Tribute: I love God very much cos he gave an incomplete family to complete! My Friends like Shine, Liyana, Chrissie, Hui Shan, Joyce, Desmond, JC to make & watches me grow=)
Yesterday, I was walking back home, I saw a man on the wheelchair pushing himself hard toward the slope. I realised how brave he is, to overcome everything. Same time, ashamed of myself! I given Brain, Beauty, Brawns by God, I have walk a long way till today, I cant giv up now cos Everything will be gone out to drain!

"Sometimes life is like a process of doin a dish. Some dish can easily be done without any problem but some arent."
Channel 8, 9pm show=) A taste of life=)

Tell you wht is my upcoming plan!!
Tml & Fri I am goin to work like mad & then packed my room by sunday.
Sat, get my CLOTHES!! & Meet Shine for Dinner
Sun, Paint my room!!
I am on holiday till 11 Jan=) My Co. is so damn nice!!

Then I will blog more next week!! ALRITE=)

Hope you guys love my song. I have been to paradise but I never been to me=)

Love you guys
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2008 Resolutions

Finally, after a deep pondering, I've made up my mind what I want to do well in 2008.

-=+.FAMILY.+=-
- Organise a outing / getaway
- Persuade my sisters to go back to school
- Will try to spend more time with them = Less Partying

-=+.COMMUNITY.+=-
- Help out @ the HOMES more often; maybe 10 times in this year
- Visit some rural countries

-=+.STUDIES.+=-
- With the best result God gave to me, HE leads me to the best school that will bring me his goodwill.
- Play Hard; Work Harder!

-=+.HEALTH.+=-
- A full Body Checkup to prevent & discover illness to stay healthy for this year!
- Size 4 to Size 2; if not Size 3 is good enough=) & MAINTAIN!
- Exercise 3 days a week!

-=+.LOVE.+=-
- Find a man who will appreciates my heart, ready to commit, love my cookings=)
- Continue to maintain my Standard

-=+.FRIENDSHIP / RELATIONSHIP.+=-
- Will give & get the best from everyone.
- Get to know more people who are adorable & nice.
- Maintain my Lovely friendship with Liyana, Hui Shan, Chrissie & all, Avaline, Joyce, Fang Fang & all & Shine<3, etc...

To GOD, I prayed for everyone to love me; to love me more. Those who hate me; to hate me more. Everyone will be bless wit good health & knowledge, especially my Family members. My BLOG Song for this entry is by Dashing Shayne Ward - Melt the snow. Think of me & I will be there.=)
THANK YOU GOD! & PRAISE THE LORD!

Well, I hope a guy who will be singing this & melts me too=p *random*

I think this could be all for today's entry. MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION!
Will blog the rest soon!!

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Holiday Spirit~~~

Aww, 10 DAYS DIFFERENCES, ALOT BETTER YA~~!! Plenty of things happened recently so I thought that it's convenient to update now, before everything drifts off from my head=)

*P.S - I was bullshiting when I mentioned "CONVENIENT" cos I am @ work NOW! However, I am really in the Holiday Spirit right now~~

Start from Scratch

22 Dec - Last Last Sat
After the lengthy entry about 7pm, Shiny SHINE SHINE went to watch NATIONAL TREASURE 2 @ CWP!! Well, there's some repeated scene though but AWESOME too~~ (I HOPE THE THIRD MOVIE CAN BE ABIT DIFFERENT!)

23 Dec - Last Sun

Stayed @ home to ROT~~ Well, eventually I didnt managed to do tht..Started painting the walls though=) & ROCK my house, Surfed net!!

Got to know some hectic stuffs but I'm jus goin to mention those HOTTIE Stuff
- Jessica Alba is Pregnant, getting engaged & 3 months after the kid is due then process to the wed
- One more surprising personnal is Pregnant too, headline after her sister(though her sister is STILL a Headline) Well, Jamie Spear, 16, PREGNANT. NO JOKE! SHOCKIN~~ cos my JAW was widely opened readin it! I told Chrissie abt it, same thoughts & reaction. We thought she is much much more DECENCY compared to her sister!! Anyway, she had decided to keep her baby=)
Last hot news - Barron Hilton is plannin to donated 97% of his fortune to the CHARITY. That means Hilton family only has 3% to share among one another. No more Potiental Hotel Heiress then=( Poor Party Girls; Paris & Nicky=( You have disappoint your grampa & dragged your brother.

Hopefully, she will knows that DONT TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED!
(I told William about it & asked him to share my joy) *Evil grim*

Then made Dinner(family) & ALMOND for Colleagues & Shine(He wanted a share)

24 Dec - Last Monday aka Christmas Eve..
Half day work & about 1.30pm meet Shine to pass him the Almond=)*heehee* Then, rush out to meet Chrissie, supposingly to meet her @ 8 for dinner but 7 due to some reason! UNFORTUNATELY I WAS LATE AGAIN, SORRY PAL! She almost got freaking pissed off=) Dinner @ Soup Spoon. Yummy yummy~~ then we went to P.S to meet Fang Fang for Alvin & the Chipmunks - Talent comes in all sizes(indeed true) It's really a heartwarmin movie especially watching it on the Eve of the season=) Su Fang left us to process to Holland road & so Chrissie & me to Town for a short Celebration! Home Sweet Home

On our way back, Cam-whore



Freaking Seductive



25 Dec - Last Tuesday aka Christmas
Stayed @ home to do the Montage in the day! & to went to Msia(Johor) with Fei Fei till 4pm. When we got back, I quickly cook & waited everyone to be home=) Beautiful comments; cut Log cake @ abt 11.30pm=) Fun day~~ Pop bought it, will post the pic on next entry=)

I guessed Jun Long is the most enjoyed one. Adidas Shoe from me & more presents~~

26 to 28 Dec
Hectic Workload! Last Preparation for Annual Dinner. Montage is a surprise indeed! So meet Shine =( ily still=)

29 Dec - Annual Dinner & Party @ Mandrain / Hyatt
Took a cab to Workplace & brought those bulky prizes & thingy thingy to Raffles Town Club. Setting up is freaking exhuasting funness~~ Dom, the dashin Captain!=X So kind of him, to allow us to shower for aftermath programme!

Well, at the start of any programme is my SHOW TIME; THE MONTAGE OF TOUCH OF CRYSTAL! for a second the Projector din work & freaks me full time cos EVERYONE IS STARING TO THE SCREEN!! After 2 second, pictures came out I grasped a breathe! A surprise & a memories brought back for those who accompanied the Company along the way. & I know I really did a pretty good job with help of Su fang, May & Jane who helped me to screen throught it. I recieved a awesome & motiviated comment regarding my newsletter & montage from the CEO. Thank you!

After the dinner, there were 3 to 4 guys waiting for me @ the lobby. Those guys are from some Sites=) Pretty irritating but managed to shake him off. Met Alex Pang again, he offered me a ride to Orchard unfortunately I got to do clear up=(

Congrat to Fang Fang with regards to the Laptop.

Well, I will get those Picture & Upload it!!

30 Dec - Yesterday
Dinner aftermath, to William Party. Theme of the party is Christmas & New Year Celebration=) Thanks to Fang Fang who sent me there. I dragged Chrissie along, did a brief intro to her . She doesnt ANYONE, well lest better I only know Mr Host William Chin. Hectic but Fun Night. Upon reachin the party was crowded wit Security Guard, the Suite was too nosy & disturbed the Cheena Family=( So firstly got to know Desmond, Andrew, Wayne. Well, Situation was bad there so Chrissie & I tagged along wit Andrew & Wayne to Attica. Free Entry~~ Met Rachel, Alan & one girl whom I cant recall her name. WHATEVER!! DANCING & DRINKING.

HOW CAN PARTY CALLED AS PARTY WITHOUT DRINKS!! not in my POLICY

So cam-whoring & dancing wit Andrew that make Chrissie & Wayne

Monkey Wayne & us



Wayne & Andrew



Chrissie & me



Wayne was generous enough to treat us Jug of Drinks!! Funness, till now Andrew still telling me he really enjoyed it full time!

Something happened to Chrissie, it kinda makes me Gulity Ytd, Kind Desmond & Andrew was acc-ing me to get over it & William did to; They comforting me to slp & so sweet of Andrew to help me to cover a blanket=) Thanks DUDE~~

Anyway Chrissie & Wayne are together now!! I really wants her to be happy so Wayne marked your words that you have said to me! I trying to get over it & done wit still! Woke up in an hour's time, those guys are mocking at each other. All shitty stuffs managed to come out. These Millionaire Son actually are BITCHES.haha. Andrew, the rich spoilt brat, William the Snoobish, Desmond the joker, Keith the Dude=) Haha, got forced to DRINK IN DAYLIGHT!! Thanks to Andrew! Chrissie & me was a Massive Passive Smoker, thanks to you guys!

I ended up reaching home @ 4 plus.
I have William unrevealed PHOTO!! haha~~

Chrissie told me I rocks & she love me as a friend. is their loss to lose you=) My only close 18 year old friend=) Thank you, Chrissie

Well, back home, I actually asked some secondary school friends whether they wan to hang out today, they rejected me in a spilt. Forget it, is not worth=)

Anyway I gotten the APPLICATION FORM to Stanfield. I wan to get my result asap!! The JAE book was mail to my home & some new course I am interested too!

31 Dec - Monday aka NEW YEAR EVE!!
Today headed to work wit a heavy heart, thinkin that is my last day. but Jane told me a good news that she want to extend me for 2 months. & Fong Mei, Su Fang, Rose, Sandy was extremely happy. I decided to stay! Msged wit Andrew & Shine. Mr Andrew went to play Golf !! & Shine Working!! Later goin to Clark Quay with Sufang, Pengli & Fong mei for Countdown 2008!! Cool~~

Facebook is AWESOME=) I love it!!

Shine was abit upset when I mentioned his name last in the last entry but I explained to him why is tht so=)

I miss Liyana, Hui Shan, Joyce alot of peeps & Shine. & I really have a WONDERFUL DECEMBER IN 2007
I am happy & contented!! I love my family, Friends & Shine.

I hoped tht they & you guys here reading my humble blog to have a wonderful year, health & wealth ahead!!

Lastly, Pictures of the celebration which Vivian, Ms Wong & May did for Su Fang & me in the office=)







Will blog in no time!!
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Indulger is me

My apology for the laziness & alike buzzy bee life recently. Soon everything gonna be over=) Nowaday, I'm kinky stress up; the workload filled all up. Luckily, some kind soul colleagues are pulling me through too. Of cos, will further elaborate..Now I am tryin to recall all tht I can to blog=)

I ADORE DECEMBER!!
I received a gift from heaven on 1st Dec, shh!! Awww..That's my MENSES!! Okie, anyway I got 150% hyperaction more than usual, then I didnt something fun=) GUESS WAT!!! I've BOUGHT THE PAINTS TO REVAMP THE HOUSE=) heehee, though is a ONE-MAN SHOW but so far no NEGATIVE comments still=)

Painters to thank=) Myself, POP, Lenard (On tht day, he is still my sis bf, unfortunately he got ditch)

Allrite, so over the weekends we had FUN together. Sadly, we didnt finish the walls in the hall until Last Wednesday (14 Dec). Last Saturday, I did drawing on the walls=)

You must be surprised why I had such a tremendous change, Right? "Dude, you are supposed to go out on WEEKENDS!!" I not sick nor ill, firstly is becos the gambling show which showing on Chn 8 @ 3.30pm=) & my house is very warmy now=) Really!! *Ahem, warmy is not referin to the temperature but atmosphere=)*

On 5 Dec, is Shan Shan's burstday party. Well, Liyana & Aqilah turned up too:) Btw, it is also Aqilah's burstday. Haha, I forget to give Liyana her present. So I came out wit an idea tht the two of them will have something to keep. I wanted to make a Tee on our faces above. However due to deep reconsiderations, I'm extremely sure that none of us will be wearing it out.. When I stepped into the printing shop, Alex(the boss of the shop) was so kind & thoughtful.

He said: "Then make a smaller Tee!"

A brainwave arrived instantly that Why not I make a Tee for each one of us & buy a bear to wear it=). Then gotcha, they indeed love the present. Cos of made by my BONAFIDE LOVE.

Back to her Burstday party, met her ITE pals=) I see gaps on the bridge, I have to be honest. No hard feeling=) Received my present from Oreth's family, Thanks X3=)

My BURSTDAY Party on 8 Dec 07. Fun though I only invites a handful; some turned up, some didn. Is okie, I still love them=) My Neighbours turned up (NO. 1 FOOD FANS!)
YongAn, Hui Shan, Jia Qi, Wan Man, Leah, Fang Fang TOO!! Did you guys discovered some missin names?

Yea, Shine went to friend's house for prayer, Oreth family had to attend a relative wedding. Vivian, Ms Wong, Esther couldnt make it. Chrissie went back to KL. Serene forgot about it. & Eileen was lazy!

Quite fun, There's a street soccer count beside the pit so Shan, Jia Jia, Wan Man, Leah & I decided to have some fun=) keke..We challenged a bunch of monkey guys who think girls can kick. After a battle of 3 min. Our scorer, Leah shoots a goal & the crowds was stunted. Though we lost, but with PRIDE!

Well, I barely eat the BBQ food=( not even stingray=( Is Okie, MY 18th Burstday Cake is yummy yummy ICE-CREAM CAKES. This year, I gotten a black & white fusion of 2 diff Ice-cream cakes from my Sisters=) Thanks alot. is appreciated.

Lenard is a nice boy, I disagree that he deserved to be ditch. I told him is my sister loss, not HIS!! Was msging wit him last 2 weeks to ease his pain. My Mom is freaking dearly to me; just like a son. Whatever, He's not!

Went out wit Shine @ the following day, we wen to watch Heartbreak Kid by Ben Stiller=). Then went to Billy Bomber for dinner=) & walk to City Hall to take the Train back=)

Monday @ work was a battle, so busy!! plus OT jus for Annual Dinner..& Some sweet thing jus occurred=) After we had come to a closure for the Meeting, surprisly brought out a cake. Wee, Strawberry ICE CREAM CAKE Somemore.. Fang Fang & I was OMG-ing. THEIR LOVE ARE APPRECIATED & REMEMBERED=) haha, & Eileen; I am speechless. She bought me a Pearl Necklace from Citigems. Thanks for this precious gift=)

Tuesday, nth special. Fang Fanf's Birthday=)

Wednesday, My actual birthday..HERE I AM, Offically 18 but plenty of thoughts & regrets on mind.

I dont wan to be 18 cos I need to take care of myself, though Clubbin & all are very tempting. So Close yet so far=) I suddenly remember a song which I was taught in my Primary School. "Whatever will be, will be", while I was bathing I was mumming the song. & I realised I didnt know the moral behide the song till tht day. So stupid! It is played as the blog song, right=)

For dinner, I met Shine @ Bishan. We headin to my favoury Chicky Rice Stall!! Wee~~~ While waiting for him, was thinkin whether he will buy me roses for my Birthday? However, was abit disappointed when I didnt seen him carryin somethin visible!! Hmm=( After Dinner, he then took out a RED BOX & open to show me. So SWEET, He bought for me a Necklace WIT DOUBLE HEARTS from SK!! Aww~~

I need to give thanks to some people:-

- Those who give Written / Verbal Blesses;-
- Andy
- Joyce
- Yong An
- Shu Yi
- Ya Ting
- Hui Shan X 4
- KC
- Thomas
- Leah
- Alex
- Jerry
- ZACCCHAARRYY=)
- Snoopy
- Johnny
- Chrissie
- Liyana
- Aqilah
- Allan
- William
- Sante
- Jerome
- Rahim
- Nazile
- Nicanor
- Keith
- Shine
- Wei Wen Kor Kor
- Serene Yiyi
- Uncle William
- If I missed your name here, so sorry=)

- Those who give me more than what I should have;-
- My sisters
- My Pop
- Mary Ah ma
- Serene Yiyi
- Hui Shan, Jia Jia, Wan Man
- Su Fang
- Ms Wong, Vivian, May & Gang
- Oreth's Family
- Keith
- Eileen
- Shine

- Those who gave me life & courage;-
- My Grandparents
- My Parents
- My Siblings
- My Mimi=)
- Austin
- Macus
- Shine

Thank you for this wonderful splendid year!

& For all the days, are work, woRK, WORK!! =(

Esp TuesdAY (18.12.07), my youngest sister gotten her GCE "N" Level Result. Pretty well done!! She does make me proud abit. My mum says it is unfair that I am goin to be sponored for the 12k at least for school next year, but the truth is "What is fair?"

A wife who is faithful to the husband who is keeping a mistress, is it FAIR?
A woman who works hard for everything she wants, yet another one jus coax the sugardaddy to get it, is it FAIR?
One is really true to the other one but he/she ger nothing, is it FAIR?
Someone's workin extremely hard but the credit never gets to him cos the blind boss never extend his sight to see him, is it FAIR?
So what is FAIRNESS?

Wednesday Night, went clubbing wit Chrissie, Eileen & Vicky! WE HAD FUN!~~ Chrissie & I are dancing madly in the club. Cam-whore wit them & St James..=) I reckon the crowds suddenly become Pro-chinese=(. We wanted to Club Hoppin But Ms Eileen forgot about the IC before crawlin out of her house=). Geezz, Is okie.. We still got 31th Dec 07 aka THE NEW YEAR'S COUNTDOWN~~

(From Left) Vicky, Eileen, Chrissie & Me



Chrissie & me



Eileen & me



Light Effect - Triple Me



Me=) I am in love wit this pic



Thursday, my cousin came over to my house in the morning. Gosh~ I slept for 3 hours onli! NVM, no repeat.

Yesterday; MOM's Birthday, @ work!! No time to glasp the fresh air AT ALL.. We had a Popiah In-advanced X'mas Celebration. Was having million of fun!! Gift Exchange, I gotten 2 boxes of Ferrero Rocher=) heehee..

(From Left) Raymond, Esther, Rose & me



(From Left) Ms Wong, Vivian, PengLi & me



Rosey~~ & Sandrally~~



Steamboat at home!! Fun..my sisters friend came over, then we decided to gamble=) Very obviously, the Queen of Gamble is me=) AS USUAL=).. I believed is Luck.. I wondered why the kid (One of my sister friend), he thinks he is so big fcuk & he is so rude..eeee~~ Plus the girl he wants to woo is some Screwed up girls from my school.. He fancy treated her as GEMS.. Foolish man & he thinks he is Smart.. I have to be frank to say you're not! Anyway, we stayed up the whole night to gamble. @ 6am, woke Shine up & take a short nap. @ 8am, prepared Fei fei to school.

Today, Saturday.. Home Again=) Suddenly reminded me of some memories. Sad thing is they are memories; Good thing is I not feeling anything for them=)

I told myself:

People come into my life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.
When I know which one is it, I will know wht to do for that person.
When someone is in my life for a reason, it is usually to meet a need I have expressed.
They have come to assist me throught a difficulty, to provide me wit guidance & support, to aid me phyisically, emotionally / spiritually. Thay may seem like a godsend & they are.
They are there for the reason I need them to be
Then, without any wrongdoing on my part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring our relationship to an end.

What I must realised is tht my need is met, my desire fulfilled, their work is done.
The prayer I sent up has been answered & now it is time to move on.

Wee~~ I am contented wit what I am now..I give Thanks to God=) Love my Family & Close Friends=)

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How do I live without all of you=)

My Personality

You Are An ENTP

The Visionary You are charming, outgoing, friendly. You make a good first impression. You possess good negotiating skills and can convince anyone of anything. Happy to be the center of attention, you love to tell stories and show off. You're very clever, but not disciplined enough to do well in structured environments. In love, you see everything as a grand adventure. You enjoy taking risks for love. And if things don't work out, you're usually not too much worse for the wear! You would make a great entrepreneur, marketing executive, or actor. At work, you need a lot of freedom to pursue your own path and vision. How you see yourself: Analytical, creative, and peaceful When other people don't get you, they see you as: Detached, wishy-washy, and superficial

What's Your Personality Type?

Let the pictures talk all first!

Teambuild Triathlon!!


Messy


Chit Chatting=) They are Loved, Will be missing them alot


Zoo family love; cos I am loved


Patrick, Fei fei & me


Me love!


Shy her=)


Dahing boy


5 bucks for petting Patrick!


Sea Creature! Wee~~


Tall tall thing


He is having Soo much fun


Fat Fat took the picture


Argh!! Bugs


Oh god!!


Shiny star


Posing Seh~


I miss the happiness we had


Well, I know i know. It has been awhile I didnt update, Sorry ar bye!! Is FRIDAY today but I am still @ home. Wan to know why! Missed work cos I am sick, damn sick 38.7 degree, temperature too high. I on the verge of erupting, not so bad as yesterday~ As Always, will cover abit here & there=)

Enjoyed the pictures? I hoped you do.. Zoo, Triathlon etc. Anyway, I have this weird thinking tht all PARROTS are named as "PATRICK", so ya! NO OFFENCE TO THOSE WHOM NAME AS PATRICK OKIE?
Like my blog song? I hope you do, cos I loved it. "HOW DO I GET THROUGH A NIGHT WITHOUT YOU?" Love is everything I've got! Be it Family, Friendship, Relationship or whatever it is, love is a bliss. This song is specially dedicated for the precious people who roams in my pitiful life now=)

I love my family, is an unchangable fact. I love my pop, my mum & bro. I dote my sisters in my heart. Pop asked me to sponor him 1k for the fake teeths after he came back from the dental clinic. He is not very handsome now with 3 teeths left. Why he dont wan to plunk the 3 teeths out with the rest?

"Cos is painful man!!", tht is wht he said.

HEEHEE.. Back to the sponoring topic; I told him "Sorry ar bye, 1k I dont have. you sponored me for everything. In future then I sponor you, so you wait for another (I counted wit my fingers) hmmm, 8 years?"

He replied "Wait for you & ur 8 years, I die alr man. I buying the teeth soon alr!"

Well, I dont like him to die. Cos I am still dependent on him, Very!. I love him; I dont wan to cry.

As for my mum, nothing much, though we quarrelled but ya. She took care of me yesterday night.=) Will be goin out wit her later, cos doc wan to see her!

My siblings are sweetie pie of mine, without them I never know my brother & I are smarter than my sister!! *No link man!*

My birthday is around the corner!! Yeah, as promised I will be recieved a watch=) though I was hoping of a student credit card=(. Nvm I must feel CONTENTED!!.=) Argh!! but christmas gonna cost a big bomb in my pocket too. All the gifts exchanging and etc!!
Clubbing too, Wee~~~ time flies. 2008 is drawning near!

Celebration for my birthday!! will update, dudes who are involving=).

+ I am going to become an Auntie in March!! Cos my cousin baby is due then! Coolness

Friendship? Christiane, Liyana & Hui Shan are the only Girl friends who crossed my life once till now. They are significant to me; GEMS? haha, WHATEVER? Wanted to buy a treat to Christiane on wednesday. But ya, wit my boy alr. Maybe someday in Dec=)

As for Shan & Liyana, we all hanging a day. They are having holiday now=)

Hmmm, Ray's birthday today=) Every year I will call him, but I forbid this year. Cos he found a girl who love. They are celebrating together=)

Colleagues @ work are most fun. Sufang, Fong mei, Esther, Vivian, Ms Wong, Serene & more. They are so nice, I enjoyed talkin to them all the time. Gossiping is the word to use haha! Jane, she is a nice boss. Everyone I met there, has an individual story to tell, & I enjoy it. I will definitely miss them when I go back to school. I love this whole year. Everything I've learnt is priceless.

"Some useless people can be seem as significant in the office, though they contributed so little."
"It is really hard to pleased everyone"
"No one is perfect"
"Sometimes a kingdom falls cos of the beauty of a woman"
"Try not to marry to a man who have never seen the world, it just do you no good"
"Some people are jus so typical"

Was chatting with Eloi Kor Kor. well he was commenting tht his boss is a Whore! Incapable, stupid, mean, gayish yet still his boss! He asked me why people like them are always on the Top? Well, i guessed the world is unfair! People like us are dying soon though cos of depreciation.

Eloi is one of the people I met, who knows me the best. Cos, we are at the same boat, we sensed the same. We are damn profound in our body languague, we are sicked to see people ugly side, though we enjoyed it at times. We are very sure that people around us, detesting us but at often we have to close one eye. He started to have this ability in my age & I started at the age of 16. Well, we have own past. I have a unforgettable past; I stolen, fought, quarrelled, lied, etc! Overall, we sinned too, EVEN NOW we does! & THAT IS WHY "I not ready to make nice"

Went to swim last sunday then met elieen to Vivo City. Too generous of her to treat me for dinner. Cos I helped out her for her assignment! Me, who never learn it in school, I know how to do it is pretty remarkable. Okie, starting to praise myself again=) We had fun, a slip of drink & catching up. Okie, to be precise is GOSSIP! Shoping, she bought junkies, whereas I not in a mood of shoppin. so a packet of candy for fei fei from Candy Empire is more than enough!

Work!! Very much busy with the Annual Dinner thingy=) Especially for Sufang, Vivian, Ms Wong, May & I. With sparks of cos!! LoOKing forward for it! Right Dudes?

Movie Freak is me! My judgment for the recent watched movies (*5 Star is the highest)

Bewolf - 3.5 Stars; I enjoyed the cartoons=) & Songs
Enchanted - 5 Stars; "I am so .... ANGRY!" haha then Happy ever after. Songs are definitely good. I was dart wit tears, well plus my favourite singer sang the finale song "Happy ever after". Dude, go watch her video in yahoo. Damn charming, Carrie underwood=)
Lion for lamb - 5 Stars; People might find it a dull movie but I pretty much enjoyed it
The Kingdom - 5 Stars; A film wit realistic dream
The Game Plan - 5 Stars; Stupid is a Mean Word", Shine love it

Lastly, my precious lover. We are fine now; things are moving slowly & smoothly. Yesterday, I bored him! I was so quiet, cos I am so sick. Even on the train, I dozed off soundly. He loves me alot, nice boy. We are not meeting today cos he is playing tennis with friends. Weekends, i doubt too cos he is studyin for exams.
He dated me to go Malaysia on January, so thoughtful. He changes my life, most of the time my English improves cos of him. We are very particular about this!

Anyway, the Hypertension thing is a fake one!=) It occured cos I am over-stressing myself. My period is due for 4 months alr! Stomach is crumping every single day, but not sign of blood from my pussy yet I not pregnant! Gracious! I have slimed down. Healthy diet & excerises=) Very little porky in my life. White meat is the best. I have a preference of Chinese Herbal Medication rather the Western one.

I LOVE WHAT I AM NOW! cos I know what excalty I want / dont want in my life. SO:
"Scam off for those who are unable to accept me=)" or
"Come close for those who are kind to accept me=)"

I apologised for this lengthy & late Entry. Will blog ASAP=)

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My life & I

I not sick & tired of Blogging, is just that the happy moments were too short to capture & too much too much sorrows. Knowing that this is part & parcel of life; interminable, I had faced almost everything strongly.

This time, I hope I can but *sign* try my best. In everybody's eyes, I am always the happy, independent, voluble, petite girl. Can you believe that I am this fragile? I went to see the doctor, wanted to get the pill for my period from him. For the time being, stopped all my exercises, recover my diet (maybe too much MSG cos I often eat outside), however I am still unable to distress; pitiful soul. Doc said he is unable to give me the pill cos I have Hypertension.

What is hypertension? Primary High Blood Pressure (HBP), my BP rate is 135/85 & the HBP rate is 140/90. OMG, right? Is a gift from heaven I guessed. I am emotionally unstable nowadays, living in my very isolate world. I think my parents are heart-broken when I told them about it. I should have realize it, & consult a doc; is hard for myself, let alone them.

After a long day of pondering, I will really isolate myself from him, I dont wan to burden him. The song is dedicated for him, is true that my dreams came true wen I found him, he is my miracle. For such a good person, I should not be so selfish, feasible to be ill for my entire life; Heart Attack, Kidney failure or etc? haha, though I am not convinced but still accept it.

Before going back to checkup, have a few thing to keep in mind:

I will try to stable myself.
I belong to me; I complete myself.
I will take care of my diet.
I will be happy myself.
I will restrict myself from alcohol.
I will control my temper.
I will be strong myself, being happy is my priority!
I rocks!! haha~~, seem fake!

Avaline helped me a lot, she wants to go out with mi tomorrow, to share my stress. She will be back to Singapore tml morning. I longed for a elder sister so when she treats me nice, I'm on cloud nine.

Will be helping Eileen with her Marketing Homework yesterday & today, haha~ funny right. I am only a stupid O level graduate who fails English. Whatever, I will just try my best & got my cousin for help.

Last Saturday, the OSIM Corporate Triathlon was damn cool. My team by left got the first within my Company & Position 7 in the whole Relay Mixed team. Surprisingly, Why "by left"? No comments, merely lucky!

FACEBOOK IS SO FUN & POPULAR!! AWWW~~ YEAH!! I crave for singing, dancing & everything. Wednesday, dinner with my faby. We aint together, we wont! I am sick, will be cruel to keep him wit me. We had North Indian Food, quite delicious & definitely healthy! Recently, Zachary & i are very close!! Talking on the phone etc, weee~~ I am his Love! Went out wit Clement to have a drink @ Swiss hotel, 72 Floor. He is fcuking cool!! As always Caucasian family will have divorce case & etc! haha!

Talkin about food, I gotten restrict myself from Chawanmushi & etc. I planned my diet & exercising schedule properly, cos I have to help to cure myself. Sodium will kills me & if I dont cherish myself, who will? My period is no big deal, wan to come it will come; dont come better still forever dont. I am tired to be short-tempered cos of it. My major concern is my Blood Pressure, I will do everything to prevent it from rising. Everything~

Well, I am kinky busy with my montage & etc, feel like quiting my job. I dont like I could managed the stress too. See how then! My shop is 20% done, will probably be launchin on the 1 Dec.=) Drawing is my interests, probably might not be the best but I believe I could be if I wan to=) Own bossy~~, own time own target, Life is great!

I guessed God really wants me to reflect my life & myself. I been in my zenith & often been thinking what if I have some serious illness? I told myself before, if I have illness, wont wan to indulge myself in pain. I will use a very fast & easy way to runaway from it. Today, I realised that moving on & be strong is not a bad thing. Who knows, you might find someone to be there "till your death bed". Silly silly me is jus hypertension. I jus have to balance my lifestyle, for what I want to cry.

I almost breakdown when I heard that "The normal BP should be ranging about 120/70 below & the HBP rate is about 140/90. Miss, your BP is about 135/85 & is pretty serious."

Hmm, I have a neighbour. His spouse & him are childless,cos he is contracted with Kidney Failure. The spouse have been faithfully with her for all this while; is bonafide love. Though he is unable to give her many thing, he managed to keep her with love. Every morning, I noticed that he sent her to the bus stop to work, i am extremely envious.

From nowadays, I will make my own breakfast & lunch; RESTRICT ALL MSG FOOD & EAT MY MEDICINE!! I MUST BE VIGILANT!! ARGH!! HEALTHY LIFESTYLE TO BEAUTIFUL MIND & BEAUTIFUL SOUL!! Found a private Law school in Singapore, will contact me asap!! Cool~~

Penal Code 377A =)
I think is a good decision made by the parliament still, but I dont discriminate Gays! I HAVE GAY FRIEND~~ thy are kind & nice. Repenting 377A is jusa matter of time. Take it slowly, I am liberal however many out there aint still. I have a lot to say, however mood-less to talk=).

Love my family and Shine alot!! Thanks GOD!!
ASSHOLE IS ME!! Tons of pictures to upload! BUT SORRY NOT TODAY!! Enjoy my BLOG Song!

*Muacks*
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Welcome to my life

I am really very moody now. dont bother to ask me why, cos I will say. I swear tht I am fallin apart right now, but noone there to lift me up.

I know my last blog was 2 weeks ago. I jus goin to cover a bit here & there. I apologised for this vey late entry, been mugging for my Exam. For my dream, everything I wan to be. However, I am disappointed wit my performance. I am not going to judge how I will be doin, let GOD do it. Also, I wan to thank GOD, the people he sent to comfort me; My family, Shine, Ms Chee, Hui Shan, Aqilah. Thank you, if wasnt because of you people, I doubt I could make it through. The faith, hope & love (with help), you contributed to me is PRICELESS.

I especially need to thank this person, he had been there for the past 7 month & 13 days. I kinda dependent on him, especially the Pre-Exam period; hav been treat him meanly. I cant imagine my life without him, though I really need to adapt now. How am I supposed to do it, I not very sure either. "Good Friends", my brain is spining now. Yea, jus broke up! cos I not an indian girl, tht wht he said. I doubt so, is it cos I am too sticky to him. It happens onli this time, I told him tht I am willing to giv him a break; but he rejected it. I dont know wht I hav said & done wrong, all I wan is to keep him back.

當世界，不知不覺的變了 (When everything in the world start to change)
有時後，我懷念以前的我 (Sometime I often miss the old ME)
作的夢雖然遠遠的 (Although dreams were faraway from the reality)
想像是一種快樂 (Lesser possession is a bliss)
擁有了，同時也失去什麼 (However, by gaining something, we will often lose another thing)
而眷戀，原來會帶來軟弱 (Eventually tireness will make us more vulnerable)
你讓我在霧裡成熟 (You had matured me by using your heart)
心開始曲折 (However you tore my heart apart)
我不想捨得，不想懂得 (I dont wan to forget everything, I dont wan to face it)
是誰惹誰，言不由衷 (Pointless to push the blames to whoever)
說謊傷害，都是不安犯的錯 (By saying the lies because of the fear we have within)
怕抱不緊什麼 (fear of losing something important)
我不想捨得，不想懂得 (I dont wan to forget everything, I dont wan to face it)
誰說割愛，才更深刻 (The moment you broke my heart is an unforgetting one)
彼此依賴是愛不是負荷 (I hoped this love is not a burden to you)
能握著手就是感動的 (By holding your hands had made me contented)

I am torn, I tried to sleep to forget everything. But I discovered I cant, in fact I was thinkin about those moments wit him. Then tears dripped, how many lonely night then I will recovered? I probably shouldnt hab love, it never been smooth. Tht is why I stayed single for 1 year plus. I am still young, should explore more first=) I need to stop thinkin about him, & move on.
I love you, Shine. Maybe good friend is better, we can still hang out. Anyway the communication thing wit your folks is another problem.

At least, I have a loving home, quarelling does happen. I am far better than the unfortunate ones. Well, EXAM OVER~~!! I need to plan for my extended study route!! Wht if i not qualified for the L&M course in Singapore? *sigh* ANYWAY, I goin to revamp my room. Buyin paints etc!!

Last Saturday, I went for the Samsung torchbearer. haha~~ "Is not easy horx, cos the blood flows downwards" haha~~ the DJ's are dashing. Met an old friend too=) Kai long~

Yesterday night, went to Oreth's house. Had lots of fun. haha~~

My next entry will be talkin abt Penal Code 377A!!, maybe tml or this weekend.

Lastly, Take care people. Especially Faby who is runnin a fever. I love you=)
Tml, goin out wit Clement

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