Forgiveness...

I did not miss blogging too much cos of the hectic timetable..

On 21 May (Last Wed).. Met Liyana to Kallang for the waveboarding thing.. Hmm, crazy place..I named that as "A walk to remember"...then we went to HBF coffeehouse to munch & meet Hui Shan.. Then Sentosa...

Hi all...

Hi loves..

Sweet sweet loves<3

Confession - The first Malay name I learnt to remember is "Liyana"...

Thursday, I went to school to go research..

Friday, met Rachel to school but before that..We headed to Cheenatown to munch & went to Subordinate Court of Singapore for a tour..

24 May (Sat)

Planned to go work @ home & then Clara asked me to join her to Sentosa with Wayne & Desmy.. I was overjoyed..But just before I want to go set off, Clara told me her is not going..so well..

Anyway, Ben asked me out to chill & then we watched movie "Indiana Jones & the Kingdom of the Crystal Skull".. I was pondering will there be Indiana Jones 5 since Harrison Ford is old, luckily wee~~ Shia LaBeouf (Transformer guy) is Indi's son.. haha~~

25 May (Sun)

I have a mini conflict online but no injuries at all=) I managed to talk to Joyce, the sexy, bitchy love of mine!!..Awww, I missed her so so much..She is in Aust. & totally forgetten abt me..hah, kidding.. She is like a older sister to me, good confidant..

Out for Project Meeting @ CoffeeBean.. Bla Bla Bla...STRESS... Tracy still owes me the Group name!! School work is stressful but luckily I have someone to whine to=) Went to church to pray for my family, victims of the disasters, friends & love(in general)..

Went home for dinner & watch the Charity show "Love for Sichuan"..Daddy was generous to call & donate, love the show even my BIG DADDY cried secretly.. Not a very big sum but compared to the needy we are far fortunate.. I asked him to dock 50 bucks for the donation amount..

Life & Love

I love my dad, my family.. With them I am in one, I have yet to contribute to this family of mine..

I respect the survivors bravery to continue their life, I feel for them for the apart from their individual family..

People whine & hate God for the disasters, I dont.. Life isnt fair at all!! I'll treat it as a lesson & mark it inside me..

Be Grateful..

Hatred will leads us to nowhere.. I uploaded my song of the month & play
it here.. The meaningful lyrics made me in tears when I first heard it.. Thanks Morven for the dl=)

The Heart of the Matter sanged by Don Henley from the Eagles.. India.Arie is praised by him to sing it..

The more I know, the less I understand..All the things I thought I knew,
I'm learning them again..I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the
Matter, I wanna be happily everafter but my will gets weak & my thoughts seem to scatter
But I think it's about forgiveness

The meaning & love of the song is magnificent, are you able to absorb & understand?

It took a man 42 years to write, can you appreciate it?

I dont want to assume, just try your best..Maybe One fine day you will=)

I am supposed to do my work but I guessed I will need to ponder more!!.. Need to think how to write the Essay, whether I should join Triathlon. My brain needs a rest.. People are rushing me for the Sentosa pictures & songs, then I realised my BLOG is loved..=)

This week I have a lot to look forward to, the run with you, the camp wit my school mates & I am looking for job!!..So am I..

Hope you guys enjoy the song cos Im loving it..

Bid Here

Adious

A day to remember...

If you have not viewed yesterday's entry stroll down first, before reading this=)

I often wondered why I am pondering so much at times / Why it seems like I am conplicating stuff at times, etc...

Million of questions I've asked myself, some answers come to be effortlessly, some answers I explored, some answers are yet to be found, some I might not be able to find in my entire life..

I met Rachel to munch first as Tracy was late.. We were talking about the disasters issues, some people may thinks "It's none of my biz". Think about, WHAT IF it happens here, etc..

Thousands of lives were taken away, every human beings COUNTS.

As a Singaporean, I felt pretty ashamed now. No doubt that isnt my fault to be so bliss, but EVERYDAY everyday my heart hurts so so much jus be reading the news. Can someone tell me how can I help to do something for the people, excluding donating (which I did) ? I am so angry with myself thinking that;

"I am born at the right time to speculate the disaster, not anticipating"

For Cyclone Nargis in Myammar, I am speechless about the government's hardwork..

For Earthquake in Sichuan, thankful to see that the government's are anticipating to re-build the entire city..

Hmm, went to school & wanted to get the draft which were corrected by Mr Muraalii (My lecturer), sadly according to him it is so not ready for collection. Is okie, tht doesnt stop me from asking him questions.. After discussing with him (having Rachel & Tracy sitting beside myself), we realised that the mistakes we made in question 1 & 2.. Well, so we are Re-DOING it, it will be splitting my head into two..

Well, after the group discussion, please include Grace (she came late)..Hmm, I headed come to Meriden Hotel to Monster Cue to visit my Favourite Uncle..haha.. It has been awhile since I last visit him, so he was saying "Aiyo, I thought you marry to some distance / unknown countries already, bla bla bla" . Well, when I asked him how is he doing, he said:

"I am contented with what I am, compared to the people I sees it the news.
Everyday, I see myself as very fortunate."

Though he is age-ing already, STILL his brain still works very well. Well, it seem like I doing alot of brainstorming everyday whilst I walked thru the park. Bla bla bla~~~ Was talking to Desmy yesterday, I love to talk to him cos he sorta understand me=p haha

This dog here is a HE, cos he loves me!!

Now, I need to rush to prepare my things & head to Sentosa with my Lovely dovey..haha~~

God bless & pray hard..Mercy upon the Post Cyclone & Earthquake victims & situation

Bid Here

Adious

Exhuasted Week

Hi peeps..Sorry I blogged late again..

Joke of today
I asked Morven to download a song by a singer(who I mentioned the name to him) but when he send me the song it is actually a 27 min of preaching by a priet. So both of us was sayin or rather laughin like "Hey, this is not the song man~~"...

To Morven : Whatever it is, Thanks for the songs=)

Nth much though..

Start from 12 May(Mon)
Did some research for project & then I went AMK to look for Chris

Went for the cheapest Menicure I had ever done

Went back to her place to chill for awhile

I randomly took a pic of her whilst talkin to Desmy

13 May (Tues)

Went to school to return the book I borrowed LONG LONG AGO

Rush to City Hall Station to meet Rachel & Tracy & then headed down to Coffee Bean

When Grace arrives then we started off discussin..till 8+ / 9pm then we set off..

I brought Tracy to Esp wanted to eat @ Makansutra, sadly it was closed for renovation I guessed..& also I went to Harris Bar for an interview whihc was quite a success (but not a single call yet)

14 May (Wed aka. Ladies Night)

I did touched on a bit on the draft of the project cos my brain was thinkin about Clubbing

Met Chris @ 10.30pm but I reached Clarke Quay @ 10.50pm (As usual)

Went to Lunar, MOS & Attica to collect chops on our arms

We decided to stay put @ Attica at last=)

DANCING IS MY LIFE

Super fun & we enjoyed the music throughout the night!! I danced wit a couple of guys & a hot lady whom Chris & myself both agreed that she is quite hot. Though she look young, you actually can tell that she isnt & she probably in her late thirties..BTW she did jobs on her face!!

Apology to Fabian a thousand times!!

Picture for that day

15 May (Thur)

Was stayin @ home to my project for the entire day till 11plus

Desmy called to ask me whether I wan to go Will's place to drink..I agreed which I was a bit regretted..hah..

Anyway it was fun still wit you. Thanks to Desmy for the reason why Im not able to sleep..

16 May (Fri)

Reach home from Will's place about 10am

Best part, I cant sleep cos I need to be in school @ 2pm..

@ School, short discussion & notification of the 2 day Camp..etc..a bit of kick start lesson..like breachin of social / legal rules.. Finished @ 3.30pm

Grace, Rachel, Tracy & myself wanted to munch however someone decided to watch movie..& so we went to purchase the tickets @ Grand Cathay then headed to PS - Cafe Cartel for lunch..

Maid of Honour

Super hilarious moive & heartwarming too..

To Grace, Rachel & Tracy

Thank you & many more happening events to come!!

17 May (Sat)

Chatted with Sino & he randomly ask me out cos of boredom

So..

I went to bugis to meet him & friends to service his cue & played pool till 7pm

Then..

I headed down to Pasir Ris to meet Nazlie & Abdul to Oreth's family chalet

Shan managed to piss me a little but anyway is fine now..

Well, reached home @ about 1am.. bathe & wanted to sleep whilst Sino msged myself..

So I talked to him & meanwhile packed my stuff for Sentosa till 5am

18 May (Sun)

Sino woke me up @ 7am while he shouldnt have cos

Then

I will be able to be LATE like the REST

Then

I need to have to sit down @ the Coffee Bean (Vivo) to eat the half smoked Salmon

Then

The best is we set of to Sentosa @ noon!! Thanks to Desmy..

Went to Cafe Del Mar... A bit of tanning & a lot of babes / hunks..

I was obsessed wit a lady with gold colour bikini cos she has got the eyes & lip of Angelina Jolie's & nice breast, however too pretty to be real..Jobs does help to make a different..

Chris & Wayne left earlier to attend Wayne's granpa burstday celebration..so Desmy & myself stayed there for a while then we headed to the Palawan food court to munch..

Aftermath, he took quite alot of pictures (will post it after he is willing to send it to me)

To stupid, is not that I really loathed the camera..Is jus tht I dont know how to face you & your camera<3

Very sorry to Shine, is my bad to not remembering to msg him etc..I didnt mean it to giv you a unhappy birthday & I promised to mend it=(

19 May Aka Vesak Day cum Jun Long Birthday (Mon)

I am extrmely grateful to William for intruding my comfy sleep @ 4am in the morning=)

All Celebration have a tedious preparation.. My baby bro is 6 year old now.. Sooner or later he will be growing rapidly..

Lastly, let us prayed hard to God for the victims of Cyclone & Earthquake which happened in Myammar & China respectively & Thanks God for us who are so lucky..

Thats all

Bid here

Adious

Pondering my Philosophy

Hey Hi peeps!! I am having insomnia right now cos I ....... talking to someone!! Well, also I send email to Grace, Rachel & Tracy for project thingy!!

Well, I think I will change a bit on my style of Bloggin cos Kola made a point that I'm indeed too detailed; is not like doing thesis etc!! duh..I enjoyed the my style of bloggin now but no harm to take a chance to change (Its good to take good advices @ times)

[When the pain of change is greater than the pain of remaining the same; people will CHOOSE TO REMAIN THE SAME]

Last Monday to Thursday
Basically slacking & looking for jobs..I did shortlisted 2 jobs but was rejected back my dad!! Bla bla bla~~ I will continue to find a job in the pub / clubs=)

& Wed..When to find Desmy (*Ahem he is super touched) watch Freedom Writers(Dvd)..

9.5.08 Friday, was super bored, as I promised myself to go Sentosa to relax (since I am freaking bored) So I DID WENT..BEFORE THAT I went to CHEENATOWN to look for Ya Ting for lunchy...

As usual, Cafe Del Mar to read, swim & sleep..good thing is I knew more people who enjoy spending time with ourselves...

The pictures I took before leaving Beach Station






[Sometimes, it is good to spend time to bond with yourself]

Reach Orchard later a bit then I supposed to, hah!! We (My sister & myself) went to Takashimaya to shop Mothers' Day present..Bla bla bla

Saturday, Met Chris up for Lunchy @ Bishan - Chicken Rice!!..Met Cousin to buy present & Met Ya Ting for me to go home & for her to take her driving lesson..Lastly home to slack with my dad!!=)

Sunday, Mothers' Day 11.5.08
Went to Party World to sing in the noon with my family (sorta a celebration) Met WeiLi durin his break time..Cook & dined @ home..Lastly, went for movie "WHAT HAPPENS IN VEGAS" with Fabian & 4 more of his hairstyling firends!! hmmph~~The Movie is AWESOMELY SWEET & FUNNY!! Plus the main leads are HOTTIES; Cameron Diaz & Ashton Kutcher!!

PS. Fabian Kumar - I'm Sorry, I hoped I didnt whack you too hard & get well soon!!=)

I wan to address something stupid~~ A causal contact in my MSN suddenly PM-ed me;
[Ivan]: Hey
[Me]: Ya
[Ivan]: Happy Mothers' Day
[Me]: WTH, Im not even attached!!DUH!!
[Ivan]: Oh, I know!! In Advance!!
tsk tsk~~ He is just too bored!!

PHILOSOPHY

Was chatting with Zherui who studyin in States & I asked him "Hey sweet, why are you still up @ such time!!"
He replied "I thinkin about Philosophy"
I said "Comon, the inspiration doesnt come @ such time, so go sleep soon"

I will like to apologise for that remark!! cos the same thing running inside me now too...

I remember I was advicing Fabian on his personal stuff. He asked me whether I'm feel lonely now as I am in my Singlehood. I told him to master THE TRUE ART OF LONELINESS & the loneliness which contributed by love is nothing..

Now, I am thinkin how did I manage to master the Art of Loneliness? It was a long lesson but I am better off now=)

I managed to understand the importance of Kinship compared to alot of people; is it not teenagers alone in fact people who are older than myself is struggling / cant be bothered about it. I appreciated Shine, who was there during those time.=)

I learnt how to moderate the Friendship placing in myself, how to differ the range of Friends..Who is worthy enough for me to befriend etc (Desmy did add in a bit of ideas for me too)

[So without Friends as a pillar I could still stand strong, without Friends I still enjoy myself in Sentosa & the couple of True Friends I keepin are the one who will always be there when I needed help etc..]

I wont want to deny that I miss my Secondary mates / life badly; LIFE STILL GOES ON! Nazile was asking me to organise gathering, I told him will giv him a plan next time cos I'll be busy wit my project this week..

My major concern is the percentage of attendence, people will find all sorts of excuses like "BUSY WITH MY CURRENT LIFE / WORK / FRIEND.."GONNA WORK MAN".. to tell us they cant make it!!

Trust me, I kinda dishearted by it though...

I thinking how many people BOTHERS to recall the good times we had?
How many will make an effort to text a Birthday Wish on individual birthday?
How many will try to ask "Hey, are you good?"
How many would appreciates & do something about the aboves?
How many people will do the same?

[Sometimes we just have to admit that Human being are selfish]

I not whinning but do make an effort to stop & recall the joy we had during those days, rather than DONT BOTHER about it.. I moved on & stop to look back for a while too..

I have to thank Morven for sending me M.C Album!! Congrats to Mariah Carey, she finally found someone, Nick Cannon to want to spend their life together..You have my utimate blessings=)

I dedicating this song "Bye Bye" - M.C to all my Secondary Mates, be it my close peeps, or I had an arguement with, etc.. I really do miss you guys & try to keep in close contact alright!!

I am exhuasted now, gotta prepare my project stuff tml!! Deadline is on Thursday!! Argh~~~~

Lastly, this is for my mum..

Though I am not the apple in your eyes, never I hate you for loving / caring for me a bit lesser than the rest. I find talkin to you is exhuasting but never irritating. People questioned our way of communication, Quarreling does make you grow & I am proud as a daughter to assist you too.

I have to admit that I am not the perfect daughter yet but I am still trying. I cannot bear myself to hate you cos your life is about this family. I do love you though we might get hostile in the arguement. I am sorry for the wrong I have done & for the good I have not do. As a daughter & in future I will be a parent of someone will hope that I will do something to make myself not to regret for not playing my part.

Thanks Mum!!

I miss you, Stupid=p
Bid here
Adious

Sunday - A day to renew & gain love day=)

If you have not read the previous entry, SCROLL DOWN TO READ FIRST!!! =P

This entry is relatively SHORT & SWEET.. YESTERDAY............

Fabin & I went to Vivo City to watch Harold & Kumar 2, it has been MONTHS since I went out with him!! haha~~ As usual I am late however this time was jus abit later than him!! =)

Hmm, we bought the tickets & went to find Clara for dinner. The Bak Ku Teh sellin in Food Republic is delicious, BUT TOO EXPENSIVE..6 BUCKS jus for a small bowl of soup (excluding the rice)... Threesome isnt that bad sometimes, we had crapping chats dinner aftermath (for digestion purpose)

Hmmm, our movie kicked off @ 6.40pm, departed from Clara then we scrolled there...
I told Fabin "When I laughed I tend to hit someone!! haha"
He was like "Oh Man!!"
Anyway, Harold & Kumar 2 is really funny; it is not so good people who jus turned 18.. Hmm, G. Bay - Cock Sandwich is EEEEEEE-kky!! haha, I named Fabin as Fabin Kumar after the movie; tht is our secret!! haha~~

Anyway, as a friend I feel the presure when I go out with him, cos most of the girls will reflects their eyes @ him & stared @ me. Forget it, I kinda used to it!
We took A picture randomly - I shouldnt have lay backward man!!

The original


The old school


The Pop Mixture


We strolled back to LG shop to find Clara, then Fabin went to Chinatown to meet a guyfriend=) Waited for Clara to knock off & we went to Daiso..I grabbed a packet of snack; how SINFUL!! haha~~ Once in a blue moon is fine man, then sat down @ Starbuck and started our Girl's Talk; I always enjoyed that cos I have only a small pool of girlfriend..I really appreciates that!!

It takes time to realize, that your warmth is crashing down on in.
It really take time to realize, that I'm on your side.
Didn't I, didn't I tell you? But I can't spell it out for you, it's never gonna be that simple..

Now, with this pool of Girlfriends I have, even if I only left with today I am Contented..I really do...

We took train back @ about 11.20pm, both of us were pretty exhuasted!! I reached home @ 12.30pm; recieved a sweet msg from this sweet lady=) & lalala-land I went..

Today, I woke up aimlessly again, I will look for job / read the paper / do housework & homework to kill time. Maybe catch a movie by myself=)

Bleahz, Blog again!!
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Youthful Week

Have you wondered how many things will come to your realization time after time?

Recently I lost ALL my Documents which were stored in my Desktop, I guessed GOD really wants me to forget everyone who should be long ago forgotten.. The Fun was Kid-ish but happy..

I realised how lucky am I to be blessed so so much. About a year ago, I was beaten down by reality & stood up, I am I have gotten into my Dream Course; knowing the Best People who I ever know. Losing most of the Long-term Friendship but NOW I have the Best of the Best Friends in this Whole Wide World. THANK YOU GOD, DAD & PEEPS=)

My life is so interesting Cos of the people who stood there with me throughout & came but gone away from me.. I appreciates all of that..

My Blog Song is for the Love=) I hate to come to my realization that we are so close to each other.. Thus, thanks for being here..

Enjoy the song Realize by Ms Colbie Caillat.. Now shall I do a recap?

29.4.08 (Tues)
Eileen's Burstday
Woke up in the morning, read the paper & I was disgusted. "Monster Dad" in Austria - He is inhuman to rape his OWN DAUGHTER when she was 11 & kept her in the BASEMENT when she is 18 till now she is 42. He had 6 children with his Daughter (Eliz), i wondered the process of givin birth without Medical Aid. The Worst of thing he did was, he burnt one of the twin who dead during birth!!

During the Online Meeting wit my Team mates (Tracy cant make it), I voiced out & then we were all swearing @ the guy!! Then we decided the meeting date @ venue..

Lastly, Talkin on phone with Desmy..The end of my day...

30.4.08 (Wed)
Met Tracy online in the morning, briefed her thru (At least I did wht a Leader should do)

Out to eat Brunch with My dad, mum & bro @ Crystal Jade & went to NTUC shop around...

Met Desmy @ 8.45pm (supposed to be 8.30pm; I was late) @ the Junction between Cine & Herren, strolled to Shaw House cos Harold & Kumar tickets were sold out in Cine=( Same thing happened in Shaw's, then CHANGE OF PLAN to watch Forbidden Kingdom.. Both of us kept on say "Forbidden CITY"..Silly though=) Went to Cold Storage to buy Cherry Tomatoes; My favourite Snack!! Then a friend of his called & said he wanted to join us for movie..

The movie was okie.. Movie Aftermath, Desmy introduced Clement (The guy who joined us).. Then Desmy called William saying that He want to go to his place to DRINK.. I was like tsk tsk, but we still went.. Something stupid happened to me..

1.5.08 (Thur)
Well, after finishing the half / quater Bottle of Rum, we headed down to Holland V to buy Whisky (pretty cheap) Hmmm, went back to Will's place & start playin the poker card game!! Clement not drinkin so down wit Desmy, William & myself.. CHRIST~~ I was the unluckiest person on that day!! Forfeit is to drink & drink..I got to puke & then I was high & K.O!! haha~~ an hour later, got waken up & we are supposed to go.. While waiting for a stupid cabby to stop, I tried hard to make myself puke.. But I cant, was outta my image & "Fcuk" word is the word I kept on using.. Pretty angry wit myself & I havin Menses so pretty bad-tempered!! So I went to Desmy place to rest then about 1.30pm went to the nearest coffeeshop to munch & home I go!!.. but I did enjoy myself=) *Wink*

Shine is back=)

2.5.08 (Fri)
My Indulging with my love
Woke up @ 9am aimlessly, wanted to go Sun-tannin @ Sentosa but thinkin that "I doubt I can find someone, so FORGET IT" Chatting wit Ya Ting & out of blue Alvina PM myself asking whether I want to go Sun-tanning. HAHA~~ Sweet Sweet Love OF COS..I SAID ALRGIHT!! Met up under her block & took train to HabourFront meanwhile we catch up within..hah~~

Reach Cafe Delma, we were delighted!! Cos the awesome sun is shinning brightly & we are TANNED! Then Chris called about 2-3 plus..I asked her whether she wanted to join us..she said alright!! Coolness~~ Alvina & I played volleyball with this bunch of Air-force Army guys (her friend's friends)..Basically I jus stood down only..HAHA..

Alvina needed to leave for her Cell-group thingy so I brought Chris to Palawan Beach to eat our dinner (cheaper).. Desmy wanted to meet us so @ 9pm we decided to meet @ AMK to play pool, Chris went to bathe first. Well, she took quite a long time so I swim about 8 laps in the pool & chatted with Mr Bartander.

Let the picture say the fun!!

From left - Alvina, Chris & Myself


Sunset taken by Chris


Chris & Myself @ the beach


Chris & myself @ the bar





Reach AMK @ 10.30pm, but Desmy & Clement (C&D = CD) were later than us..Pool Centre were packed so I left my no. then we went to Mac'dy to chill.. Went up to play pool for a couple of hours & was abit pissed by my mistake!! Desmy's sandal was spoil so he wadding like a Penguin!!

3.5.08 (Sat)
Chris went go cos she is leaving to KL in the morning, Desmy is goin to Will's place, Clement & myself are goin home.. I have got Project meeting @ 10am~~

Was tryin to rush some work out so I slept for only 2 hours..Bla bla bla... On my journey to Bugis, met Yu Fan & chatted...

We barely start our work, not until 1pm..Haha, Tracy & Grace went to library to collect their research while Rachel & myself were thinking how to encounter their Questions by thinking the loopholes & the debating was good=) We went up to find them & visited the Level 11 Library which all the Singapore Law book are inside.. Huge man!! @ about 5 plus we parted!! Msged Clara to check whether she needs someone for dinner but she cant hav dinner so home I go.. Well, I was damn shag so I lay on my bed after bathing..Messages were coming in & I replied until 10.30pm I realised I have not eaten my dinner..Luckily there were leftover soup & rice for me still=)

4.5.08 (Sun) Now!!
Nothing to do so i blogged!! Maybe I go Vivo to meet Clara for Dinner..See how first ya=)

I goin to find Past-time job tml!! & I missed some friendo who I have not meet for a while; hopefully they feel the same too=) Looking forward to so Hui Shan & Liyana on 17 May..

That is all!!
Bid Here
Adious

Over the weekends....

Many things happened...

1st thing:
Well, I was talking to Desmy & an article came across my mind; I was readin the Sunday Times while I'm on my way to school in the morning (Actually the cover page).. This article is regarding a tregedy of a woman who survived Breast Cancer but was killed in a road accident on Saturday, & my heart ached.

Now you must be thinking "Does it even concerned you?" etc..Well, perhaps one's life is this fragile & unpredictable. So start cherish every moment, kins & friends around yourself if you have not done so!!

2nd Thing:
Whoa~~ I just started school somehow it seems like I have ended it!! Currently is Project Term therefore I only need to attend school on Certain Friday. However, meeting my team mate (Grace, Tracy & Rachel) is very neccesary.. So basically 28 APR to 29 JUNE I will be damn FREE, so best thing is to start finding Part-time job!! Jeez!!

Last thing:
My Fei fei is runnin a high fever=( Poor boy!! Fortunately is only Normal Fever not those viruses...

Finally my journal for the weekend..

Friday.. 25/04/08

Wei Hao's Burstday=)

Stupidly reached school @ 11.30, met Yik Kiat in the big empty class..So I said "Hi" & when I open my notebook, there came to my realisation that CLASS today starts @ 2pm.. Fcuk, so Yik Kiat & myself decided to go lunch today etc...& Andy (Taiwanese) joined us @ 1pm.. At 2, we went back to class & people start coming in..Mr Vincent who briefed us throughout the class was fun~~ He mentioned that the Doctors in IMH are worst off then the patients, haha~~ I guessed majority of the Law Lecturers are so quippy..

My clique & I showed up for the high tea for 10 min & we left w/o a sound. Well, I brought them to the awesome Organic Cafe which Desmy, William & I discovered to indugle=) & we headed back for Public Law Revision Class..

The lecturer is freaking handsome & sophisticated, like Senator Obama=) I was sitting @ the extremely right & followed by Grace, Rachel & Tracy.. I was joking around to take my initiative to talk to him, God knows I had the chance to do so. Tracy was exhausted so she took her leave @ 8 (break time)..Bla Bla Bla, class dismissed @ 10.15 & all of us headed home..

After I'm done with my shower & called Desmy..William called Desmy too so we conference; & William wants Desmy & myself to go over to his place to drink wit him so I was tempted..Cos it is convienent since I need to go school @ 11am then might as well rest @ his place & head down.. So Desmy cabbed down to fetch me & headed to William's house. In the cab, he was swearing that HE WILL NEVER PICK UP WILLIAM'S CALLS AFTER 11PM.. haha~~ I assumed I have made a bad choice of goin to his place..

Saturday... 26/04/08

DRINK DRANK DRUNK is the process of drinking alcohol however I never expected William to knock out before myself..

This is William..& I've got a exclusive video of him; Stay Tune!!=)



William's wanted to drive his dad's BM & asked us to hop into the car..so his girl & Desmy was persuadin him to come down & the best thing is I'm feelin stuffy (mainly cos of the fusion of Rum & Martel) so there a need to climb over his gate to puke cos THE MAIN DOOR & GATE are locked!!

William is OUTTA THE CAR sucessfully & we strolled to the 7/11 to buy food. That is when I realised Desmy is DRUNK!! That means I am the only survivor throughout the night cos Will's gf didnt drink.. & that ALSO means I hav to take care of Desmy cos he do things which are VERY UNEXPECTED when he is Drunk!! Bla Bla Bla
So desmy & I went to William's bro room to sleep..confession=)..& supposed to wake up @ 10 however I woke up @ 10.30!!

Shit happens..William's dad is extremely mad about William, bla bla bla.. After my quick shower, we went out & they send me to my school whereas they are heading to Keith's place for some sorta of Party.. Reached school @ 11.45am & class ends @ 4.30pm.. Rushed back home to sleep & woke up @ 7 for dinny..Desmy called to apologise & chatted till mitnight then I turned in...

Sunday..27/04/08

Woke up & realised that I hurted my waist cos of my lousy sleeping position..Damnit, last lesson for seeing Mr Curtiz (look alike Obama) & UK law is very complex compared to Singapore Law.. haha~~ Lesson aftermath, I strolled down to church to pray & HOME I go..

Nothing much happened, Fei fei is sick so my house seem quieter.. While my dad & I were watchin twee, he suddenly put up his hand & FARTED!! (He learnt it from the gig)..

Today.. Right now I am freaking bored.. Will be taking a nap & when I wake up I will read the papers & start more on my research!! Jeez~~..

Changed my Blog Song to my favourite Hit of the Month - I stay in love by M.C=) Enjoy it & Thanks Mr Yik Kiat for Sending me the song=) <3

Below are the picture I took in the Soup House last Sunday when I went out wit Shine!





Take Care
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Finally

LISTEN TO THE FERGIE WHO IS TRUELY DEEPLY IN LOVE. I guess everyone who went throught tought life will feel something like her, when we found a life-time partner to volunteer to be there & make commitments to yourself.

HER SONG "Finally" IN THE ALBUM - The Dutchess It is very heartwarming lovely song...

If you are goin to play it, remember to stop my blog song first=)




Ahem, well..I basically did nothing much today, flip through The Straits Times & Joggin.. Gotta wait till Friday then got classes, Godness.. I probably go Sentosa / hiking tml..=)

Tuesday, E-Commerce & Brief Intro about subjects. E-Commerce was okie whereas Law Talk was very interesting, my lecturer really stirred my mind up. Classes ended an hour earlier; So Tracy, Rachel & myself went for lunchy & started chatting more.. I started talkin about myself; so did Rachel.


FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!!
Monday, met alot of peepss. So I make a right choice to sit wit a sweet-looking girl during the induction class, Tracy. Then we started talking, unknownly we ALSO started to talk to the 2 girls sitting behide us, Rachel & Grace. So the four of us start talkin a lot, cos the class wouldnt start till 10.30am. Not surprisely for me to ask question like "Where are we heading for lunch later?" Unfortuntely, Rachel mentioned it first=)

Tracy(18), Rachel(18) & Grace(19) are very smart people, results tell everything.. So I will have to buck up behide them. Grace & me were trying to propagate Tracy to go for Overseas Education, haha.. WE FAILED!!

Anyway, I am overjoyed to know people like them, they will be able to influence me very well. I am looking forward for the Project Month, cos they are AWESOME Girls & I hav to make extra efforts to interact with the rest!! <<3 Will do it on Firday!!

Sunday, went out for moive wit Shine in town, I was dying to eat Subway for once. Definitely, Maybe is a super Hilarious & Touchy Movie.. PLEASE GO WATCH WATCH!! Shine is goin back to visit his dearly Family on Firday till 1st May.. Misses & do take care huh!!

God really loves me too much, but he never spoilt me

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Waited for so SO long & it is finally here

I'm in the mist of confusion emotions..Can someone tell me why I'm feelin so weird? CAN SOMEONE PLEASE CHILL ME DOWN!!

As though I'm walkin down the aisle where peeps are glarin at me or to be exact, just like a Freshman attendin College. haha I AM ATTENDING SCHOOL, is the so so near that make me barely feeling REAL. Is it jus me?

I waited patiently for this day, I stick to my dream which is so vain. I still never forget the moment I broke out cos of HAPPINESS alone. I can NEVER forget..never will I..

I always think Dreaming is so not like me, though it keeps us living. It's a theory like "Women loves to eat Chocolate, cos it makes us Happy" - It is a sterotype, I dont really fancy chocolate A LOT. I feel dishearted at times, I do have times whereby I wan to / break down cos Hopes are shattered. However, after a reflection /findin solutions time, I managed to regain myself or even shielded myself more.

I was emailing wit my Secondary Mentor, Mr Tan recently in Facebook. He is surprised & relieved for wht I am now, he was worried about me then. It jus make life so worthy cos it proved that someone still cares about me at somewhere in this world.

I find my life very magical cos seem like God nv forsake me though at times I do let him down. He make sure I'm making the correct choice I'm supposed to choose for life. I wanted to be someone different so I buried my past & started anew. Not saying my past is very bad, just not as good as you think I am.. Well, I exprienced the moments of LOVE, LUST, TEMPTATION, GREED, BETRAYAL, SORROW, JEALOUSLY & etc when I was young at least I can be proud to tell others I was stupid. They are my lessons taught & I nv will forget all cos I paid a big price for it. I nv regret not being a good girl who I supposed to be, I am grateful for what I am today.

I achieved something which I eagerly longed for..My English foundation, is not perfect yet but is gettin to somewhere, I will work harder for this. haha, now people thought tht I am a Korean who came from States, haha..Moveover, the price I paid is everything I established before. When I recalled abt all, I felt something inside pricking my heart. I need to say it's worthy, cos I bought a lesson which allowed me not to depend so so much on friends; to see my family is still here for me. My current clique are really fun just like who I hope to meet, I gladded they come into my life. THANKS GUYS=)

Again, plenty of people I always feel so thankful inside my heart, alot of times you will see me repeating / repeated the list cos without them you probably wouldnt know the current me now. They gave me a chance to repent & learn, I cant imagine wht will I be without them..

My Dad - He showered adaquate love & freedom to me=)
My Mum - Though she is a nagger & not so smart, I do get sick of her at times; she is a nice person still
My Siblings - Thank you for lettin me come in front of all of you, as I exprienced much much things compared to you, KEEP GROWING!
Austin - Someone whom I never forget in my entire life, he is my angel when I needed someone badly.
My Cousin - Thank you for being such a nice advisor as always
Ms Chee - You are probably the best teacher I ever know, who is still here for me

My Close Friend who wont fail to be there
Hui Shan
Liyana
Leah
Joyce
Su Fang
Zachary
Fabian
Yong An
Shine
& A few more=)

Something Important I need to clarify..People are doubting my choice of guy who I fancy now. I wont deny looks is important to me, I never thought I will like him in the first sight, NEVER!! Hearts counts most, compared to looks. He is a nice person though he may looks retarded a bit. He is funny & fun. When he is serious, he looks very cool. Even we wont end up being together, I am happy to know someone like him=)

Thursday, after my school @ 8.30pm, supposed to meet William @ 8.45pm but he came onli @ 9.57pm!! Overslept in the bus, cool reason! I went shoppin for a while, bought a PUMA Bag & a Bottle..So Dummy & I went to HMV for our own time. So I was enjoyin my music & he is lookin at some DVDs. Please buy Mariah Carey E=MC2!!! Awesome songs, She is my inspiration, just by listenin to her songs, I will stay strong=)

Friday, Went for lunch with Hui Shan & Chill @ Brewerkz wit Su Fang..& talked to Desmond & Zac at night=)

Saturday, Jogging & had dinner wit my family aftermath went to the nearby beach myself=) Chatting with Fabian till 4am, nonsense & serious talks, haha.. We are clubbin on Wednesday haha

Sunday, now..My family are at home, My Sister was teachin Fei Fei how to play Chopstick using keyboard. He is really smart, I still not playin weel till now=(

But I really really can sing well.. My Sister, Sofina & I was in our school choir like 7 years back, was actually something I am very proud of, though I missed a chance to sing the solo part cos of outbreak of sickness. I managed to find something I love to do, memorable time during the graduating Primary School . Sofina played the CD which kept all the music (I'll post the Piano Solo next time) As I am bloggin here, about my dreams etc, the musical play was named as "Follow the Dream" so nice..She / The Cd sort of tellin me to contiune to follow my dream, it has been years & the lyrics of the song is still so alive, I can sing to you guy next time but remember to pay & so the chorus goes like this;

"Follow the dream
The dream I know
So clearly in my spirit & my soul
Follow the dream
Dont let it go
It will echo throught the ages
Break down all strong defences
Unfold the hope & power
Follow the Dream"

& A certain part I really love & sing it when I am lost;-

"Dont be afraid
Dont be discouraged
Our hope lies in your hand
It may not seem what it seems to be now
We have not reached the end
There's sky that's not yet open
The rain has yet to fall
And a rainbow to be painted
A sun that shines for all
And a dream to be remembered
But you would have to
See it in your heart"

Now there is a piece of good news to share, Sofina who quitted school jus before her Major GCE "N" Level told me she wants to go back to school.. So we probably be sendin her to Chec / MDIS / YCMA / Night School =) Hopefully Suvin would think the same way too.

I goin for a movie wit Shine in Town=) Then I will prepared my stuff for tml=) AWWWW, I blog tml abt school, OKIE?

BTW, Is Random.. I was surfing Facebook & searched my own name "Sandral" to my surprise that girls whois given / maiden name is "Sandral" all looks very attractive...

Hehehehehehehehe

May the peace be wit ya!!
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My days with you

OMG.. I am freaking sick siCK SICK now but I'm sure it will be better tml!! Running / Blocked Nose & Coughing; Lost my sense of taste=(

Later I am heading down to school for Revision Class & Collection of Timetable

Basically, I sorta found something to work on this week=) LUCKY me~~

Last Friday 11.4.08

Work aftermath, Those loved ones; Su Fang, Peng Li, Fong Mei, Serene, Ms Wong, Vivian & Chee Kiong brought me out for dinnery=) The dinner was delicious though we ate @ the nearby coffeehouse. Then we went to The Mind Cafe, cool place man!! We play boardgames throughout, unfortunately Serene & Ms Wong had to left early. The Games DIDNT bored me but it definitely Hurts me! Cos I am the LOSER for the GAMES we played!! The waiteress is damn helpful & sweet=) haha

Chee Kiong drove us back then... Anyway I love them for sure=)!!

Sat 12.4.08

Time is ticking slowly so daddy asked me to go for a jog.. Well, so after making the dumplings, we went jogging for an hour or so @ the nearby park. The night is absolutely FUN!! I went out @ 10.30pm to celebrate Wayne's burstday @ MOS. I guessed without knowing Dummy & all, my life could be so so dull=) Thanks man! Dummy was very irritating as usual when he is drunk!!

We took cabby home @ 6am & as usual I was the last to reach home. BUT there is Jeremy to acc me cos he awesomely staying in Woodlands too=) haha.

Sunday 13.4.08

Woke up @ 11am, then sleep again till 3 plus when Sunny called me=) The hunkie, handsome, smart & funny Sunny.. I was supposed to meet him on Friday but postponed... so I went to meet him @ Suntec after my dinner with my family..

We went to Esp for h.o.t chocolate & then to Mustafarr to shop something which his mum wants him to buy something back to H.K

Monday 14.4.08

I wanted to go Sentosa for MONTHS but Liyana & Hui Shan are NEVER free for me=( so I went Sentosa, Cafe Delma myself @ 11am.. Went to Cruise Centre to visit my friends to chit chat A BIT & reach Cafe Delma @ 1.30am. Sun-tanning, drinking, reding book on the bed & etc.. make new friend ahaha, English hunkie..absolute cool=) haha

Anyway, I exprienced & managed to see the differences between LOVE & LUST more clearly - A good lesson learnt

Tuesday 15.4.08

My blocked nose started on this day & I went to school ... Chatted with Dummy for a while & boo to sleep=)

Wed 16.4.08

Nice day.. I didnt really expect Dummy will impressed me so so much, but *sighed* he did. wow, We went golfing & he is my mentor for golf & table-tennis, something different. haha, I was feelin abit upset & tired.. din managed to talk to dummy=(

I changed my B.L.O.G song & dedicating it to Someone=)
With you, I'm feeling so real & happy=)
With you, I'm not so lonely
With you around, I think I'm in love
Thanks to someone who is with me=)

Below are some pics taken on Wayne's Chalet, anyway I look extremely not pretty!!=(

Dummy & me @ Wayne's Chalet <33


From Right - Clara, Chris, Rahman & myself @ Wayne's Chalet


Done by Clara @ Wayne's Chalet - Happy Summary


I think I will skip the second part of the class later=p

Will blog again

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All ended in a year=)

Man!! Hi peeps, I know I have been neglecting my B.L.O.G page; so HERE I AM. My life evolved tremendously recently, whatever it is!! SCHOOL IS STARTING, this is the part this excites me the most. I AM THRILLED!

Sad part is that I am living my comforty working place. Today is my last day, well, plenty of peeps to thank for caring, doting & loving, etc. To colleagues / friends who has crossed my life;

“I I have to thank the company for keeping me for all this while, tolerating some of my nonsense, & have been so patient with me. I am very grateful to meet them at the right place & time. Thanks for taking care of me in every aspect in work, allowing me to grow & know the word of life. Once again, I will have to say that I didn’t regret / hated my journey with Teambuild. It has started & will ends well in Teambuild.

Life is like a book, this is a chapter I will keep in my depth of my soul, because it broadens me with a lot of knowledge; knowing people from this wide earth. My experience with Teambuild is an exposure & she, together wit you guys leads me to know who myself is.

The gifts & free meals!! I have enjoyed the meals & I love the gifts a lot, though I think I have gained a couple of Kgs more.

I hope that God have heard my prayer for you & Teambuild; May all of us soar a higher level of everything we can attain.”

Well, starting from next Monday onwards, my life will be different. It’s sad though to leave them, but I guess all of us should have been preparing for this day to come. Spending time by seeing / hearing each other, ironically strengthens our bond if we start to realize; a bit counts.

Well, I will skip all the dully stuff; I will just update my exciting journal! Pictures are YET TO COME, I promise that it will!!

I think it started from Wayne Chalet on 20th March! It is so fun because of Someone, I enjoyed the talking time in the room & beach with Someone. It is much appreciated if Someone didn’t throw my flip-flop in the sea & not being so drunk!! Meeting with old / new friends are always fun, let’s meet more often if feasible!

22th March (Saturday)
Watch Step up 2 – The Street with Someone! Went to Someone’s house cos supposedly we are dining with his parents however is his brother & dad we ate with. Haha, felt a bit shy, then Someone mentioned that we are going take a walk @ the beach. For a moment, I think it is sweet however I know why did we NEED to take a walk! Cos Someone needs to smoke=)

Well, Someone’s dad sent us to Sembawang MRT, we bided *Cold Shoulder* Took a nice walk to the pub where my Sisters held their party at! Admiral Pub, whatever sh*t! Drank a bit, left the the pub @ 3am, supposed to go home with my sisters & friends but Someone is hungry! Then we headed to the nearby 7/11, bought sandwich & beer. Bla Bla Bla… anyway I when home @ 6am.

23th March (Sunday) My Sisters sweet 17th burstday!
We had steamboat @ home etc. It is really nice

Then the following week, nth much happened.

29th March (Saturday)
Together with Su Fang, we went for a Feng Shui Talk.. quite interesting!! Then we headed down to PS to watch The Empress & the Warriors!! Recommended by Cindy, so love love love!

Bought a new hp & line, as my cell phone buttons lifespan is dead=)

For dinner, we strolled to Clarke Quay, Someone msged me to recommend me a place, Brewerkz. For the very first time, Someone surprised me haha. Nice place to dine @ & if you love beer, Excellent! Cant be missed! We headed home @ 11 plus, cos the next day is Qing Ming Jie.

30th March
“Qing Ming Jie” is a day whereby we go temple to make offering to our family members.

31st March (Mon)
I was very busy since the morning cos going to market is a busy thing, let alone cooking. Well, to thank & show my appreciation to my colleagues. I have cooked for some humble dishes, Black sauce Chicken, Butter prawn & Chili Crabs. They all really love it, cos they might to finish everything without a trace. =)

1st April
It is a special day to fool your friend, cos I received a call from William. Hilarious man!! I already know the purpose for him to buzz me. Haha~~ The rest is unrevealed/

2nd April (Wed)
Work was okie, what excites me is Chris called to ask me to club!! Haha, lovely man!! Finally, I crawled out to dance @ my all-time favorite place=) She came to my place with me, @ 3a.m & both of us left my home @ 8am to school & work!

3rd April
Supposed to watch The Leap Year with Someone but ended up watchin it myself=) damn nice though!

4 April (Friday)
Went to NUS to hold a Job Fair with Jane & David, the crowd is okie compared to NTU. Then met Kola, Chris & Ron to Tiger Brewery, AWESOME!! As in the drinking & playing part @ the pub, meeting new folks is always fun! 2 Korean guy, Jason, Mika (Hottie Japanese Girl) & a few more Caucasian guys.
I shall not further elaborate the others details cos Someone knows abt =).

5 & 6 April (Sat & Sun)
Went to school for Law Revision Course, pretty interesting & I’m LOVIN it! Went to church for a short moment of retention peace=)

7 – 11 April
Well, Pei Ee msged me to find someone to talk to, hmmm, I missed her though=) Thanks & I enjoyed where we are at now.
Where my free lunch starts… & my weight started to gain.

10 April
Chris called saying she wanted to hang over at my place, so we will be sleeping together again!

Upcomings!
Tml, Su Fang & Clique are bringing me to an Unknown place
Saturday, is Wayne’s Birthday Celebration=) I bought him a nice tee, hope he will like it=)
Next week is still in the maze=)

The rest I will update you guys real soon!!

L.O.V.E Y.A
Adious=)

Marchy Mar

Hee^hee.. Zac love this smile; is dedicated for him=) Aww Sweet Zac.

Chop Chop wit my whereabouts for the past TWO weeks!

Basically, Mon – Fri is kinky hectic wit work cos I have More job scopes now, is all going to be over=)

Well, I can’t wait to start school; meanwhile I can’t bear to leave the place. I did tell myself is a part & parcel of life but emotions runs deep. Everyone is almost nice to me.
I WILL BE ABLE TO GET OVER IT.

Fang Fang & I was supposed to go golfing on the 7th March, but she was held up last minute. How sad! I cannot remember whether did I went out. Haha, but unlikely.

8 of March – Saturday
Boredom kills! So I lifted my ass to the gym. Haha~~

9 of March
The wedding of Ms Wong & her lovely love. Blessings upon them, sweet sweet love!! Saw the Ugly Eileen hah~~(jk). Funny day, I recognized the invitation is from Mandarin hotel, so I went to the Orchard Mandarin! But her Wed is held @ Marina Mandarin. I am so screwed!
Supposed to join my family @ Suntec for IT Fair but I met Desmond instead for MOVIE. Helplessly is a habit of mine. Back to the meeting with him, he told me that HE THINKS OF ME WHILE HE WAS VOMITTING. How nice, the nicest thing is HE MADE ME WAIT FOR 16 MINUTES (ACCORDING TO HIM). Why? Cos he mentioned only that he will be reaching @ 4 PLUS, however the exact time I saw him were 5.15. He still got the cheeky cheeks to find an excuse to defend him when I telling him like he is damn LATE man.

“Well, I am only 16 minutes late; 4.59 to 5.15.” Desmond said.

Cool answer! Then we bought the 10,000BC tickets & met Chris & Wayne for a while. Movie aftermath, we went to New Asian Bar (Picture to be shown) cos he never been there. We got ourselves a drink (alcohol) & took the train home. Journey back was okie=)

12 of March – Wednesday

I went to school to collect the notes. Thickest NOTES I ever need to study! Haha, MAN~ The case study is woooww~~ Then I went to the Lan Shop to change the blog song.

14 of March – Friday

I signed up for the GCE “O” again. I received my Citibank debit card, but not meant for shopping / treating=( Thanks POP anyway.

15 of March – Saturday
Long Day since 7am thanks to my Dad, jogging wit him is the best bonding time=) Bla Bla Bla.
Chatted with Joyce, she havin much fun in Aust. She went to a Les & Gay PARTY, how cool.
Went to JB, Malaysia myself (Which is something tht makes all my friends to call me Mad) haha~ I purchased something & catch a movie. While I reached Sg Custom, a man wit the uniform tapped my back. I was like Shocked, but when I turned to see him, TSK TSK. He was a ICA policeman whom I know when I was working @ SCC, chatted for like couple of minutes. Haha~~ & headed HOME!
(P.S I was damn exhausted cos I slept @ 4. After the NICE Desmond called @ 2 & his cell batt dies off, Zac called=) Well, he is jus as sweet man, I talked to him till I am really very tired)
At 9 plus, Desmond sent me a msg saying that he wanted to come over to Woodlands to collect some thingy from me & after that he will be meeting Chris & Wayne, whether do I wan to come along. Well, I forgot about the second stuff so when I decided to go, we have to go back to my place; we WALKED. He whined about it & he complained abt the jeans he is wearing is tight. Though we are late to meet Chris & Wayne, we still went to his place to allow him to change. I didn’t wan to go inside so I sat right outside his gate.
PEOPLE, CAN YOU TELL ME HOW LONG A GUY NEED TO CHANGE A PANT? I expected to be less than 5 min, while sitting outside his neighbor’s dog is barking like mad. When the god sticks her head out of the gate, I was gazing at the surrounding, thinking that if the dog comes over & charges toward me, which freakin tree / house should I climb into. I was a bit terrified, plus MR Desmond still not out after 10 min.
So when this MR Nice came out, I was relieved but he made a confession of HE BATHED INSTEAD OF CHANGIN THE PANTS, well it makes my blood boils for a while!!
Ice-cream was great, but fusion of Hot & Cold Food isn’t fun!! Haha, lastly we & jansen went to Wayne’s place. Cool interior design, Jansen is a funny peeps la. The Vietnam / Thai accent is damn funny. Went home @ 3 plus.

16 of Mar – Sunday (Ytd)

Was @ home till 6, to see my niece=)
My hair is longer now, I am goin to rebond my hair again=)
Freaking teasing my 2 DUMB sister, Cold man!!

P.S Though I whined a bit about Desmond he is still a nice guy=) Hopefully, I can get my Chili Crab man!

JR Mas Selamat Hunting – It is a pure personal view

Well, 19 Days of hunting but is still unfound. The Public deserved to know MORE. More than the looks / how is he now, etc!! I never doubt the capability of the government, police, prison-guards and searching troops; I appreciates their hard work. Well, I have friends who said we should be ashamed of allowing to escape, etc. I don’t think so, PEOPLE MAKE MISTAKES, I have too. Plus Mas Selamat is a terrorist, he Have & Takes all he got to be one, which is not surprising man.

Why after 4 long hours then they reported him disappears? Is it as what we are told than they TRY not to alarm the Public & meanwhile we have informed the rest of the section?

Hmm, MM Lee mentioned that the escape wasn’t a Prepared one, who can vow for it. I am not doubt him, but true enough; we never know.
If he did ran out of Singapore (Which is not surprising), he will be back for revenge esp. on the grandest events we will be holding.

Of course, we as a Citizen should do our part. Don’t Whine & Co-operate. =)

Hmm, more to come!!

Before school start;-
- Need to change my Phone & no.
- Getaway
- Find myself a stress- free job (Hopefully)
- Buy my Song Vaio CR (Pink / Gold) Notebook!!

I will try to blog more next week!

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I've never been to me

Awesome old song. It sounded like me

Hope you guys will enjoy it, will update my week tml=)

P.S I did enjoyed my week=)

Lyrics

Hey lady, you lady, cursing at your life
You're a discontented mother and a regimented wife
I've no doubt you dream about the things you'll never do
But, I wish someone had talked to me
Like I wanna talk to you.....

Oh, I've been to Georgia and California and anywhere I could run
I took the hand of a preacher man and we made love in the sun
But I ran out of places and friendly faces because I had to be free
I've been to paradise but I've never been to me

Please lady, please lady, don't just walk away
'Cause I have this need to tell you why I'm all alone today
I can see so much of me still living in your eyes
Won't you share a part of a weary heart that has lived million lies....

Oh, I've been to Niece and the Isle of Greece while I've sipped champagne on a yacht
I've moved like Harlow in Monte Carlo and showed 'em what I've got
I've been undressed by kings and I've seen some things that a woman ain't supposed to see
I've been to paradise, but I've never been to me

[spoken]
Hey, you know what paradise is?
It's a lie, a fantasy we create about people and places as we'd like them to be
But you know what truth is?
It's that little baby you're holding, it's that man you fought with this morning
The same one you're going to make love with tonight
That's truth, that's love......

Sometimes I've been to crying for unborn children that might have made me complete
But I took the sweet life, I never knew I'd be bitter from the sweet
I've spent my life exploring the subtle whoring that costs too much to be free
Hey lady......
I've been to paradise
But I've never been to me

February Fabulous Story

I’m really lost how I should start this entry. Heehee, Freakin lengthy!!

1 Feb(Fri)

Fang Fang, me, Myo Myo & June



Lunch time, my dept went to Warren Golf Club for Lunch. Work aftermath, when Kbox-in wit my dovely; Fang Fang, Peng Li & Fong Mei @ Civil Centre.

2 Feb(Sat)
I went out to shop for my New Year Clothes @ Taka in the afternoon. Longchamp Bag, PINKY nightrobe, Forever 21 dresses=) My Swatch watch (my belated birthday present from papa)..Wee~~
The meeting time with Shine is @ 5++, Vivo City. We shopped around, finally I bought a PUMA tennis dress & a cardigan. Extremely COOL, followed up we went to the herbal restaurant where the furnishings were extremely nice. High Tea=) Then, to Mache to celebrate my mini small success. We thought of catching a movie, too bad… Vivo!! We took the busssss home=)

3-5 Feb (Sun –Tues)
I spent my days at home painting my walls, tidy my room, cleared all the old clothing & baggy=) Spent ¼ of the time in Carrefour too, bought an AWESOME QUEEN SIZE AIR BED=) haha, randomly bought 2 women novels in Times, unfortunately I’m addicted to them. LITTLE BLACK DRESS=)

Finally, on 5 Feb I managed to finish the artistic wall=) keekee, Lavender on 3 sides & 1 remaining is Hot Pink=) Slept rather early on these 3 days, about 5am=); partially reading the books

6 Feb (Wed aka Lunar New Year’s Eve)
I have basically finished everything; however I NEEDED MORE BOOKS TO READ. Went to Times again to purchase 2 books, met my sister to go home together. We started the dinner early @ 5.45pm cos my dad wanted to go to Chinatown.
I wanted to join them however partying is getting on my nerves. Haha, well, went out @ 9++plus. This time, I am the earliest!! Chris & Kyme were in the second place. The 3 boys were FREAKING LATE. William is staying so near to Town, I wondered how he is so late. Best thing, my dear friend, Desmond, who supposed to plan for this party went to sleep. He woke up @ 10 plus=) Wonderful, so Chris, Kyme & I crapped in TCC for nearly an hour.
Well, finally about 12, William, Desmond & Wayne arrived. Sad thing is Wayne is wearing nice flip-flop (meaning NO CLUBBING). Those guys went to Boat Quay to drink then us party at Attica Too (Trance). Well, met Shine in the club=), met new friends in the club too. Well, Chris & Kyme left Attica earlier to get Coffee; I stayed in the club to dance till Desmond called.
He was ¾ drunk, almost brunt his fingers, called up William to literally Fcuk him, WHATEVER. About 4am, the girls including me took a cabby home. Confession done in the cab, well…

7 - 10Feb (Thur-Sun aka Lunar New Year Day 1-4)
Visiting visiting visiting, one extremely joke!! My aunt was saying my sister dolled up like a Cheena Girl. Tsk tsk, whereas my mum thinks otherwise. Went to temple to pray too, I AM A FREE-THINKER!! Ask me nothing about converting YET=)
My sister friends came over to play MJ wit me=) HAHA~~
Went to May’s & Serene Houses…

11 Feb (Mon aka last day of break)
I went back to Chirst Church Sec to collect my Cert. & Art Work, a familiar yet so unfamiliar place to me. Unfamiliar cos it really changes a lot, familiar cos the teachers are still so kind & nice like, My PE Teachers, Mr Ang, Ms Foo (They called me The Tough Girl) haha, Mdm Gan, etc…

Myo myo & me


I was @ the grand opening of the Inaugural Flight, VRIGIN KILLERS!! Haha, kinky fun though.

13 Feb (Wed aka. my Birthday)
Ren Ri is People Day = Our Bdae. Work aftermath, went for the movie, JUMPER. My family went to Lou Hei & Late Supper. Spicy Crabbies etc.. is a contine story for 14 Feb, I didn’t went to work=(

14 Feb (Thur aka St Valentine Day)
Happy Brithday to Katherine & Keith. They are cousins, I knew them since young. Katherine is 12 this year, her birthday falls on 13 Feb. & Keith is 19, his birthday falls on today=)
I am envious of others who had celebrated this day with the Love ones. As for me, I have the worst tummy upset cos of the Spicy Chili Crab. I still have to go back to school for my Group Discussion, is mentally torture. Well, Roses & Laughter, people in pair except me, no doubt there were others single peeps around. School ended at 8.30pm for me. Well, Desmond was nice to sms wit me=) Well, met a girl from my class, I shall not comment much alr. I reach home @ 9plus. Done-y for the day.

15 Feb (Fri)
Went to CWP to watch Ah Long Pte Ltd wit my Family=)

16 Feb (Sat)
I am an Auntie now, haha, I have got a Niece=)
Received an msg from Will @ midnight sayin that the parents are not in town, we are invited to party in his place. I was paranoid whether I should go, I got guests & Shine to entertain in the evening. My mum & brother love to see him, me too though=)
Badmintion Game @ 7=)
Liyana called me using her Private no. @ 4am. How am I supposed to know is her, however if she would sent me a msg then I will know who to dail back! She’s alone in town on a Sat for the first time. Due to her workload, she was unable to go to Batam with the rest of the Oreth members. So I was thinking if she is want she can come over to my house to stay, but she don’t wan. So about 9pm all the peeps started to go home including Shine. After half an hour of pondering, I was pretty tired but I still reach William’s place @ 11plus.
Well, I need to take a bus when I reach Orchard Station. So app. 20min bus journey, I have a feeling to get down from the bus, Sixth Ave. Desmond was supposed to pick me up at the bus stop, but I not even sure which bus-stop!! CRAP, I took a cab when I know I only supposed to walk 200m to reach his place. &*^&%^$%$*()?///##
Met new peeps there, like Kenny (He comforted me by saying I’m average looking in the dark; MUCH APPRECIATED though), John (We did chatted a lot!!), Jackson & Abel. The usual ones were there, Chris, Keith, Andrew, Jansen, Wayne, Christiane, Desmond & William (OF COS, tsk, IT IS HIS PLACE!!)
Desmond supposed to drink with me; however he got high & forgot about it. I think that night the most decent peeps were Chirstiane, Wayne, John, Keith, Andrew & I.; the Sober peeps. William was damn funny & scary, he hugged me 5 times & said the SAME THING!!. Jansen Almost eat up the Toilet Bowl, etc… Mini party ended for me @ 4plus, Desmond sent me out to take a Cab.

17 Feb (Sun)
My Grandma Death Anniversary
Woke up @ 9am to go to our family temple, ended @ 1 pm. Evening, is my Neighbor’s daughter Birthday. Bla bla bla.

18 Feb (Mon)
Woke up shaggy late for work; THAT NOT THE WORST!! MY LIFE IS SO DRAMATIC!! I MET A TAXI DRIVER WHO CHASED ME OUT OF HIS LOUSY CAB!! FCUKER@@@...I missed my Dept Meeting!!

19 Feb (Tues)
Work aftermath, went out with Liyana, Aqilah & Hui Shan. Dinner @ Charcoals, to support The Shrek!! 5-course meal, rather filling=) Nice catch ups (not Katchup)!! Tsk tsk!

21 Feb (Thurs)
Went to Stansfield to hand my Certificates…etc

22 Feb (Fri)
Work Aftermath, meet Desmond to play pool @ AMK, so I asked Christiane along. Haha, Sad boy, he got HBP so good thing he need to restrict himself from Alcohol.

27 Feb (Wed)
Work aftermath, dinner wit Shine @ Alameen…

29 Feb (Fri)
A special day cos it only happen to be a date once in 4 year. The Leap year, there a saying that is a Vday.
Work aftermath, on my way to PS I met Jannah (Sec Classmate), then went to my college hand my contract. Then, bought a new book @ Times, supposed to meet Desmond @ Cine for PS ILY. However, the tix were all sold out!! Damn it, I walked all the way to Lido to check out the seat! When Desmond reached @ 8.45pm, the tix @ Lido were OFFICALLY SOLD OUT! I reached there @ 8.30pm, chatted wit the auntie @ the tix counter for awhile. I told them I walked all the way from Cine to Lido (there were 3 front seat @ the first row left however when Desmond reached it was sold out). Back to when he reached Lido, we walked to the counter. NO MORE TIX LEFT, well, I was dyin to watch the movie cos I heard it’s moving. When I was about to give up, the Auntie asked me how many tix I want, she gave me the Last row..hah=P

PS. ily
It is touching though But I didn’t cry!! For certain reason Desmond & I brought packets of tissue out but we didn’t manage to use a single piece during the movie!! Cos I sort of predicated the Script=(

Movie Aftermath, we went to meet William & a guy friend @ Kopitiam. Hmm, the four of us headed to Cine to play pool. Kinky fun man! Wink Wink* Oh Oh, I met Yong An & his Beau at Cine=) haa..
Desmond finally pass me the gift he bought in Thailand for me, thought he didn’t wrap it in Pink but BIG THANK YOU STILL =D. It is very obvious that the 3 guys DOESN’T have much appreciation for Art & Design! Desmond mentioned my dress looks like a Bat Woman Costume & William agreed!! WHATEVER!
Took a Cabbie home @ 3plus with Desmond, was having a minor gastric crump since after the movie.

1 Mar (Sat)
I read the book which I bought, on my bed, then walk up to unwrap the gift. HAHA, PINK MS CHATTERBOX TEE. SO CUTE. Thanks=) *Wink*
Chatted with Hui Shan, she is telling me not to COMMIT TO A Relationship. Can you believe it? TRUE SAGITTARIUS!! Though I am a Sagittarius too, but I am more matured so Puppy Love is out of my mind. I prefer someone who can commit & stable…
Hui Shan told me Desmond is Hot haha=x I don’t about that though, I told Desmond about it and he was on cloud nine today, probably why the team won the Soccer Match. Haha! He also said this to make me speechless, “It doesn’t matter whether you have a good taste or not, what matter if you like the person and he/she attracts you is all that matter”.
My FEI FEI is trying all means to get $$ from me, kiss me, hug me, etc. HAHA, what a Sweet brother I have. He will be the next Generation Lady Killer!!

This is basically how I spent my February & first day of March.

Hopefully, I am able to watch The Leap Year tml & will try to update my blog. Recently my computer encounter a lot of problem but is okie, I going to own a Notebook=) Weee~~ Haha,=P by this month!

My school is starting on 21 Apr, feeling excited & scared=(haha, Random)

I am feeling so PEACEFUL=)

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I'm a blessed & loved by GOD kid=)

HEY THERE, PEEPS!!
I want to share wit you all my joy wit you=) HAHA~~ I am like a MADDIE NOW; HAHA I AM A MADDIE=P

This will be a lengthy one; pay close attention, alright=)

I'll skipped my everyday report!!

RECALLING~~

recalling..

recall~~!!

Tribute: Desmond brightens my life, he is a very nice, single friend=) Though weird abit but=) STILL VERY NICE~~

I was working @ the reception for the past 2 weeks. I learnt alot still; cos I faced people. I cant understand why people detest the place but it's really FUN! Fun & Busy

HOWEVER, MY INTERNET ACCESS WAS BLOCKED! *CRY* %&&^(@_?>@*(??>//<## *CRY*

11 Jan, Half - day work! & Then went to ICA Building with Fong Mei. She offically become a PR here! Congrats=) Lunch / High Tea @ Suntec Fountain=) A mini shopping=) ANYWAY, I went to ICA, WANTED to toopid ugly Passport Photo=( EVERYONE IS MOCKING @ HER(ME)! Eventually didnt!!

Supposed to celebrate DARREN'S Bdae, but didnt go=( So many ppl whom I am not close wit. Meanwhile, I went for a mini SPA indugle=)

13 Jan, my entire family went out to shop, leaving me ALONEEEEE @ home (Truth is I didnt want to go). Anyway, Desmond asked me whether I wan to join him & 2 friends to watch movie. AMERICAN GANGSTER!! OMG, that movie is real cool, abit dull still nice! Anyway, I met new friends through Mr Weirdo (Well, I hoped he wont see it). They are Rahman & Jansen, Rahman met Desmond through Jansan=) Kinda COMPLICATED!

Back here! Rahman didnt join us for the movie, instead William did! We watched the 12.45am slot & movie ended @ nearly 4am. Then Jansen went back. Left with THREESOME, thts William, Weirdo & Me=) Then Will & I forced Desmond to sing=) haha(~~,) I HAVE TO ADMIT THAT MY VOCAL IS REALLY BAD THT MORNING. DESMOND CONFESSED TO ME THT HE HAD GENTLE LAUGHED @ ME THT NIGHT! *Wht a FCUKER*
Nice day, desmond & me took the train back. We fell asleep soundly=)

The following week is pretty hectic but manageable.

On Monday, Woo~~ MY HEROESss~~ HIRO is damn cute!!

On Tuesday, I did a sinful thing. Cos Diane is leaving us & the co. Jane asked me to arrange a farewell lunch for the Admin Dep.

Me: "So is Cheap / Expensive one?"
Jane: "Cheap!!"
Me: "Well, but I heard the Accts Dep. went to Guilin for Uncle James(Contracts staff who is here only 3mths) & spend $300++"
Jane: "Hmm, then we go Guilin lorx"

Laughing inside, I was thinkin the M'sian Ah Ka is a from in the well; she has never explore & seen the world. Anyway, we only spend $190++ for the lunch=)

On Wednesday, my pop, 2 sister & I sit down in the living room to watch AMERICIAN IDOL!! HELL-MADDIES!! BROTHER FOREVER or something~~

On Friday, Stansfield called me down for the Evaluation Test on Monday. It is like MAD!!

20 Jan, Sunday. My lovely granpma came over to cook for me=) Sweet=). Got a Hugo Boss Perfume; is a belated birthday present!

21 Jan, Monday. Woke up @ 8 plus to watch Amzing Race. It is freaking Cool. A pair of Asian Father-Daughter was the runner up of the race; alot of the thing to learn & learnt.

I wish to have a chance with my pop too=)

Went to Stansfield, took the 3 hours tough like hell test! It kills manly of my brain cells. Oh, I want to take Dip in Law, the criteria is Min. 3 'O' passes; including English & Maths.

That night I hope to pass my English very much! I asked GOD "You have made me wait for a year, I obey you cos I know you will show me a way." I remember what Ms Chee have told me a day before I did my 'O' Level English Last Year End, she said "God have plan a way for you=)"

On Wednesday, Germanie from Stansfield; she is from the marketing side called me & asked me to get down for interview. AKA CONVERSATION!

Anyway, I know most of the people reading my blog, is pretty concerned about my GCE 'O' Level Result. Esp English cos I failed it in 2006; got an E8.
Everyone must be thinkin tht I am ignorant enough to dream to stody LAW when you Fuckin fail your English

I thanked those people sincerely cos you've made me stronger. I remember during my Secondary day, a girl who is quite good in English, well quarrelled wit me. She scolded me with freaking speedly English; she came from a English-speaking Family whereas I am very opposite from her. I thanked her for that day. Without that day, I cannot think of anything to study after a year & now I speak good English NOT SINGLISH!

*Peeps, I am not looking down on Singlish!*

IMPORTANT EVENT
On 24 Jan, Thursday. Long Fruitful day for me, noone in the world will be as lucky as I am. I was working in the morning, while the time drew nearer to 2pm. My hands was damn wet & cold, I typed my SEAB password & ID! LOG IN. Well, what a result~~ I printed it out first, holding my results for a few second; hoping my tears wont drop down. But I not as strong as I think, as Everyone Thinks, was crying like mad!

MY RESULT IS D7 for English & C5 for Maths! "OH CRAP, THEY FAILED YOU, some of my firneds asked!" My dad called; I did not say anythign but cry=( Well, I told him that I will sms him. My entire brain freeze, one focus, one question & MANY ANSWERS! My focus was to call up Germanie & informed her I've failed my English + unable to go Stansfield for interview! I got to face the FREAKIN FACT! My Question is why did I fail? "COS GOD PLANNED IT" "COS I LACKING OF ABILIY" OR ETC!! I was freaking upset.

When I got thru Germanie @ 4pm, I was emotionally stable.

Germaine: "Yes, Sandral. Heard you were looking for me."
Me: "Yup, bad news for you. I not coming down for the interview cos I failed my English"
Germanie: "Oh NO! You must come for the interview cos you did pretty well for the Evaluation Test."
Me (tears drip out from the pair of watery eye): "OMG, ARE YOU KIDDING ME? BUT I FAILED MY 'O' LEVEL English"
Germanie: "I will informed the principal; meanwhile come down here then we will go thru"

That moment the HAPPIEST moment I have in my life; I am this close to my dream=)
Went down, was the last to be interviewed. I was thinking tht even I dont pass the Interview I am the most blessed girl.

*Knock Knock*
Sir: "Sit down, Sandral! Tell me WHY LAW? Dont be nervous"
Me: "Well, I want to do something different & wht I cant do. I can speak / write such English like now."
He paused me by asking: "How did you do it? How did you practice your English"
I am shocked, arent he supposed to ask me some question abt politics like the kids before me? is it so personal!
Me: "I listened to English Song, Speak more English. My family helps me a bit by watchin Simon Says on Wednesday - Amercian Idol. etc"
Sir: "Sandral, you know wht! You should be proud of yourself!"
My JAW was wide opened & my finger pointing toward me & said "ME, WHY?"
SIR: "I am proud of you, your family is proud of you! No one would have such courage in life! Sandral, do you know, your speeching outspoken the people I interviewed before you! You are very motivated, & we are pleased to take you as our student"

I CRIED WITHOUT INFORMING MYSELF!
I asked: "You very sure? OMG, I cant believed it. I will pass my English this year for this!"
Sir: "Okie, You study Law English to Pass Cambridge English! See you in Criminal Law!"

WOOOOHHHH~~ I GOT IT I GOT IT!!

Liyana & Hui Shan are very kind & nice to msg me=)
Aqilah did well~~=) Congrats,
Shine is very nice too=) I treatin him a meal as promised
My dad says at least you improved & you got wht you wan!

Yea, I improved L1R4 - 24 Points! From Grade E8 to D7. I dont wan to appeal to get C6!! I am willing to take it again!!

"BECOS I FAILED TWICE SO I WONT BE AFRAID TO FAIL & I WILL NOT FAIL THE THIRD TIME"
By Sandral Owin

Chatted wit Desmond, telling him my joyness till 1 plus cos I am really TIRED after a day of crying.

25 Jan, Friday. Went to NTU wit Jane for the Job Fair!! I eplored alot of places by chance, tht makes me who I am=) Well, I can see Jane is in fond of me=) She told me she will make me her Secretary if I wasnt goin back to school=) I thanked her for guidance all this while=)

Jane & me=)

Zac=) IS THE SWEETEST STILL!!

26 Jan, @ home. Painting!! =) Down wit my room!!

Chatting wit Liyana on Monday, she sang praises about me=) I love you, girl=)
"Though I really knows alot of thing, but there's more for me to learn"

Desmond is goin to Thailand on Firday!! I am jealous, he promised to buy me diamonds=) haha~~=P

Nothing much & serious to report but I AM HAPPY!!

Debating wit my beloved Cousin & Shine=) They are freaking stubborn & same to me=)
Chatting wit Hui Shan & Joyce this morning=) 12mitnight!
Well, Hui Shan's phone was conficated by mum cos she didnt pick up her calls
Joyce in Aust. got herself a new beau! Did something which disappoint me but I love her still. Hopefully she will be coming back by year end=)
ALRIGHT, MISS MISS MISS YOU!!
Joyce said: "Congrats to the beautiful sexy future lawyer!"
Me: "Actually you are Princess Beautiful No. 1, I am behide you=( haha"

Trying to upload this pictures but I am unable to get one only=(

Photoshot; EVERYONE Sayin I am very Photogenis!


JC(my Godpa; not Sugardad!!) I wont he does enjoy this entry & to Godsister, Sandra who is in Aust.; Thanks for saying my blog entry is real=)

Tribute: I love God very much cos he gave an incomplete family to complete! My Friends like Shine, Liyana, Chrissie, Hui Shan, Joyce, Desmond, JC to make & watches me grow=)
Yesterday, I was walking back home, I saw a man on the wheelchair pushing himself hard toward the slope. I realised how brave he is, to overcome everything. Same time, ashamed of myself! I given Brain, Beauty, Brawns by God, I have walk a long way till today, I cant giv up now cos Everything will be gone out to drain!

"Sometimes life is like a process of doin a dish. Some dish can easily be done without any problem but some arent."
Channel 8, 9pm show=) A taste of life=)

Tell you wht is my upcoming plan!!
Tml & Fri I am goin to work like mad & then packed my room by sunday.
Sat, get my CLOTHES!! & Meet Shine for Dinner
Sun, Paint my room!!
I am on holiday till 11 Jan=) My Co. is so damn nice!!

Then I will blog more next week!! ALRITE=)

Hope you guys love my song. I have been to paradise but I never been to me=)

Love you guys
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