All for LOVE

The time now is 12:12pm, my burstday=) & I'm eating Dragonfruit *yummy*

Everything I want to blog is ALL ABOUT LOVE

This is a lengthy one cos there are 3 long chapters about my LOVEs i am going to blog about, it is never going to be one type of RANDOM LOVE where young girls think tht is LOVE.

Without LOVE, my life couldnt be so wonderful

Without LOVE, my heart probably will stop beating

Without LOVE, my smile cannot be this bright

The best of the best is that I have all to LOVE...

When you truely LOVE someone, you will hate the one as much as you love.

When you truely LOVE someone, you jus need to think of the one to forget all the unhappiness.

When you truely LOVE someone, the LOVE will grow.

I would love to quote an example - My family Love, though is not ALL yet but it always start from little.

On Thursday (26 June 08), My dad & myself were in the living room, watching TV & using com respectively. My beloved brother was in the room closing the door (assuming he turned on the air-con & was watching TV).

Suddenly I smelled a strong burning & then my dad went into the room, a gust of black smoke coming out of the room. So I ran across the smoke & saw my brother was trying to put off the fire. He tried to keep mute for his mistake which is something my dad & myself think it's super hilarious. Luckily, the fire wasnt that huge however we had a hard time clearing up the mess.

The fact is my brother he found a box of matchstick @ the nearby playground couples of day ago. He is playful & smart enough to play INSIDE the room while he is watching the television. The cutest thing is that he went to my room to sleep & I had to carry him back to his room after we cleaned the room.

The moral of the story is that though we both were angry about the playing fire thingy but we love it as much as we loathes it. By thinking he is trying to put of the fire himself, my dad & myself were laughing over it while we are wiping the windows.

Why did I say I have ALL TO LOVE, cos I'm able to love myself & FRIENDS to LOVE.

On wed (25 June 08), I decided to love / indugle myself & meanwhile TRYING to use the minimum amount of money, which is something I'm proud that I managed to do both but still I spent an unnecessary $14 buck @ Butter Fac. *Argh* on ONLY A GLASS OF WHISKY.

Bree is LOVED, so so love. She spotted a guy from far whom I hardly can see, saying that he looks good which I cannot denied after I have seen him close=) HOW CLOSE? We DANCED!! He is hot, half jap. & best part he is a dance instructor!! We did exchanged no. but nothing will be happening to us cos I am in LOVE wit <3>

Talked to DJ Andrew when he is busy, well he looks better in real~~ Shino (the hottie jap) wasnt the only person we got to know, there is his friends aka Biz partner, Julian & Taddi. They are all Awesome people~~, no joke REAL AWESOME Devils!!

Sadly, Bree & friends gotten leave to home & Butter Factory is kinda dull so I took a cab back to Clarke Quay, Attica. Haha, I was dancing wit myself not long after a causasian danced wit me & BEST PART - Free flow of drinks which makes me tispy. & if you guys think I am dull cos I didnt take a single picture!! YOU ARE WRONG, I remembered that camera are flashing BUT I was too high to exchange no. & so i hav no pictures to post.

I almost got abducted by one of them, luckily YONG AN, literally came to my resuce. So I went to Boat Quay to munch & the uncles took care of me & my belongings. I waited for the first train, impressively I reached home safe & sound.

Speaking of friends, I am missing the TWO ANGELS on the top of my friends' list=)

& Joyce, Shine, BREE, my clique in school!!

Lastly Chocolate Kola, I am going to see you soon I promise!!

The last kind of LOVE - Love for someone who is capable to make the heart beats rapidly & stop instantly

The one I have so much of affections for, the one I truely want to wrote this blog to & all thanks to him for all the beautiful LOVE songs I posted.

He likes to listen to FM 95.0 before he sleeps & truely there are alot of nice LOVE Songs. Now that I am addicted to it, I decided to find a Song JUST FOR HIM. I have the habit of finding a SONG which is represents my love for my bf/the one i love. So I was listening to the FM 95.0 for the past one week, I still cant find a suitable song for him.

Then I realised the reason behind the fruitless hardwork is that; -

He is the creator of the sentences I constructed

He is the love song I am searching for

He is the lyrics who is inside my heart

He is the melody who plays within me

He is the more than the rivers that run the land.

He is the unlimited star who shines my heart

He is the sweet who never melts inside my mouth

He is the love who never rest to keep me strong

He is the everything of nothing in my eyes

This super sweet BLOG SONG I'm sharing is playing inside my heart by Bryan Adams - All for love

You stood in front of me @ my workplace after I hung up the phone with you for less than 30min yesterday. Though I am super exhuasted after work, I cant help to smile when I think about you. The future is so unknown, I didnt wan to keep hopes inside myself cos I wan you to be the last person who disappoints me cos I am not your kind of slim, short hair girls=)

Teaching Pan Pan English is an achievement, I found a perfect way for her to master English & now she is more motivated to learn. =)

As much as I am looking forward to start school on Monday, I cant wait to see you & the moive on Friday=p

Argh, I am working today & I doubt I will wan to club tonight!! Sorry to disappoint you, Devil Andrew~~

Tml, will be watching movie - "Wanted" with Shine=) & will catch the TV show Narnia with Fei Fei as promised.

Lastly, I want to post some random picture of you, MR DESMY<3>

Hey tht's me!!

Desmy<3

Bid Here

Adious

Love Aroma

I had an awesome weekends, thanks L.O.V.E.S & CLEO

Due to work, I slept @ 5am on Saturday & I woke up @ 10am to prepare for the CLEO Swimsuit Photoshoot. Chrissie isnt able to make it, so I went with Liyana, Aqilah, Tasha, Denna & Nasriah.

This is the very first time, Liyana & me hangout in Sentosa during weekends.. Bad for you Hui Shan, you shall wait for next year. I love the both of you 987654321 times=)

However I in the letter "O" which is thousand miles away from their letter "C" & "L" (well, thousand miles is exaggerating), fortunately I AM NOT ALONE & not forgetting the guy who applied SUN BLOCK lotion for me=)

I believed that Friendship should be something like us; never hesitiate to give
& take - I understand the little time we have so we never will waste it
away. Thats why we are still friends & we will still be=)

Allow the picture to say the sparkers..

Liyana & Myself







From left; Liyana, Aqilah, Nasriah , Tasha, Denna & myself

Just me & you~~ All thanks to Bree & Kim




From left; Bree, Bree's friend, Kim, myself & Mr Photographer




The affinity to know one another; I look simply ugly in this picture!!

Lastly, we will like to thank CLEO




I really need to thank for 987654321 times cos I met 1 nice girls & 1 click!! That is Kim & Bree=)
Bree is fun-ness & loved, the best of best is she is a paralegal who works in a law firm though she is majored in English. We are so alike for all the differences, she doesnt look 22 & she is simply fun. The best part, a new PARTY partner isnt it absolute cool-ness. I cant wait to go clubbing wit her~~

Photoshoot was a success, REMEMBER to purchase the next issue of CLEO Mag=D

Photoshoot aftermath, I parted from the rest & went to Cafe Del Mar & know 2 girls from UK & staying in Sg, Awesome cool-ness=)

Then on my way home, Desmy called & I am super hungry cos I didnt munch anything for the whole day=( Bla Bla Bla~~ Ordered pastamania & watch Lord of the Ring I with fei fei~~ Talked to Desmy with anger cos my mum really pisses me 123456789 times & I really feel like crying but again with him there will only be smiles & there goes my day.... ....

On Sunday, I wanted to go for a walk & so I asked Desmy along, so he suggested to do so in the evening, FINE~~ haha, no hard feelings.

Watched the show "Age of Miracle" and I cried badly, wanna know why? Cos it shows how great is the love of a mother & the reason I cried was tht maybe I longed for this love too long BUT never will I get it full=) Maybe...

Went AMK hub to meet Desmy & I was a bit late (I sweared is A BIT!!), then we went to Bishan Park to stroll. Everything was nice until the Bull Frog came into the picture..I had a gust of feeling to hold him tight but how courageless I am.. Anyway it was a nice walk to be remember.. ..

Ytd, was spendin the whole day to ponder my project @ home, My stupid brain cant think wht to write for a last question!! I also wondered why Desmy & myself have so much to share... haha

Today, before I wrote this blog & change my blog song due to retrospecting, haha, Close to you by Carpenter, I was woke up by Jazyln & I woke Desmy up=). Anyway, the lyrics is so sweet and makes me wannabe close to you too=) hah~~

I have received my GCE "O" level English timetable & I am officially starting school in 6 DAYS time!!! *Nervous*

I have also recorded a song weeks back, My Valentine with the original singer in the backgroud. It is jus a random recording, maybe I spoilt the song though I hoped I dont.. plus I can only convert to 1 min... Do feedback to me~~

Gotta work later=)

I love my NEW & OLD FRIENDS & YOU<3
Bid Here
Adious

Whole Again

I always tell myself that "No one is perfect including myself but it never stops me from doing better."

With this, I would love to address something regarding to a tag message, which i received on 17 June 08 by (: saying "correct your grammar before you use big vocab words.please."

I reflected & immediately replied (: "Do quote me an example for me to change, cos it is not an easy task to see own's mistake/s at times."

I wanted to fcuk "(:" up but is pointless cos it is jus a nasty, pitiful person. I love to give you a name "Miss (:", by not revealing your name I am pretty sure, & at the same time I am findin it super absurb about you still loathing me. Oh please, carry on your life & stop hating, you are just making yourself looking like a pathetic soul. I jus wan to tell it that is nothing shameful to use your fcuking name unless you have something to hide from me. Never you look down on someone who read pychology books, I studied body language & learnt how brains work. Well, maybe I am not the best but I am bounce to be right about it.

I really appreciates you if you truely commentted on my English for good means, I wont even hate you like how you hate me. If you are my friend, I will love you as my friend; If you dont wan, I will love you for who you are so jus speak out your name. However, if you were commentting it JUST for the sake of commentting, I feeling sorry for you. You have to learn to grow up, SERIOUSLY.

Because the way you commentted MY GRAMMAR / ENGLISH, it is as though I am the most disgraceful human being on earth to use the language, ENGLISH. In fact, you are simply JEALOUS about my success from the way you are showing it, of cos not to say I am FLAWLESS. You know, a proper sentencing is always better than no proper sentencing. This is a mistake which millions of people are still making & yet you utter NOTHING about it. Plus, I did not use BIG VOCAB as you mentioned, if you cant this peanut english I used in my blog, I cant help but feel sad for you. This again, has proven your limited knowledge.

Again, I need not your apology which I know you obviously THINK you dont owe me one. TRUE, you actually owe yourself & your parents millions of apology instead cos you aint halfway there to learn the ART OF LIFE & wanna know why I know this? Cos you dont even hav the cheek to use your owe name, the name where your parent planted their.

If you wan to thank me, PLEASE DONT. I cant afford to accept it, & I owed you a "Thank you" for readin me up. & I will really appreciate if you could tell me my mistakes & TAG WIT YOUR NAME.=)

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Back to myself, I hav to admit that I didnt really put this four days in good use. Though I started Question 5 & 6 but yet to be completed. I guessed the 5 things I did was watched a good movie in crunchyroll named "Love is elsewhere", went for a jog, met a nice uncle & chatted wit my cousin & Liyana.

I did not include reading cos it is inside my life. Reading the paper is & will be something I continue to do everyday. Storybooks are superb, lesser woman fiction & more of law & pychology books. Working is indeed fun & school is startin in a week's time. Weee, I am doubious nervous about it, thinking about the grades I probably be scoring is making me jumped out of my bra.

I met a uncle on the train ytd to work, I lend him my paper to read & before he alighted the train, we start talking & plus he gave me his blessing in life. =)

When I was chatting which Cousin Wei Wen, I told myself to tht I will obtain my degree! He is working in IMH now, chatted about some crazy stuff.

I am very proud of Liyana, very very proud & happy cos she found something she is good @ and scored an "A". Continue to work hard & Hui Shan, we both wants you to finish your Diploma!! We have faith in you!! Hmmm, I wondered wht will we become in years to come....

I jus had a tuff with Desmy & William, which it is really pissing!! Not worth mentioning.. It will be fine, anyway, I am booking a Costa sand chalet in Sentosa for my birthday!!

I changed my blog song cos the lyrics "Looking back on where we first met" makes me think about the first day I know the greatest people I known in my life.

Thanks peeps..

Working tml & I am going to Sentosa for the CLEO magazine national record with Chrissie!!

I missing YOU & all my friends=)

Bid Here

Adious

About the First man in my life

15 June 08, Sunday aka Fathers' Day
I find Fathers' Day much more important than Mothers' Day. The reason behide is probably I am closer to my daddy. The love my mum cant / didnt want to give me is all given by my dad. My mum always gave me the ilk of feeling that my dad loves me too much & so she is not happy about it. However, the fact is that she is the one being biased most of the time.

My problem wit my mum's immaturity is never going to work out. My only confidant @ home is my dad, sometimes my 2 sisters (but rarely). He trained me to be strong physically & mentally(this was trained by my mum more often). The 2 best thing I learnt from him is "Silence is Golden" & "Toleration", which is true. For Example, when my mum & sisters started to yell at one another(which does happens). He was just happened to be sitting there wit me quietly, you can sense the powerfulness of this 2 factors.

Mr David Chin is one of the factors I wanted to work hard to be SOMEBODY one day. When I am SOMEBODY one day, the full credit is meant for him & doubtless about the returning of gratitutes to him & probably MORE. Afterall, he gave me full support for my education though I given him plenty of troubles.

I am looking forward meanwhile I do often questioned myself. Anway, I seriously dont know which day & year to wait but I hope he can always meet till that day. That VERY DAY...

I will never forget years back he first laid his hand on my cheeky cheek when he caught me red-handed dating with a guy. His ART OF FARTING & the jokes are ... tsk tsk ... Those times he was asked to go to school to personally sign the Reddish report book, I am so sorry for all those craps & so thankful for all the laughers.

Deep inside, I always carry a prayer that he will be always healthy & if God wants to punish him for whatever things he has done wrong, please cast it on me cos one of my fears is to lose him. Losing my dad is also mean losing myself, my family. We are not particulary loaded, he was the solo bread winner of the family. He makes things works, as a human making mistakes is inevitable.

I cant figured out why my sisters simply cant get along well wit him. I could see the sadness when they decided not to carry on their education, he obviously cares for them. Which sensible parents would not want their children to do well?

I need him there to tell me I made him proud.
I need him there when my pathway is so uncertain.
I need him there when I am recieving all my results, my diploma, my degree etc.
I need him there to talk & confort me.
I need him there to judge my bfs.
I need him there to walk with me at the aisle of the church.
I need him there to watch over my kids.
I need him there for all aspects of my life.

You are the best father in the world & I love you, at the very least RESPECTABLE inside me. We had a mini breakfast celebration ytd. =)

Today, Hui Shan asked me to remove the anti-span in my Tag Board which alot of people were asking me to. So finally I did it=) I am going to work later which is an awesome thing!! I cant wait to step into the bar ASAP!! hah=)

Speaking about Ytd..14 June 08, Saturday
Singapore Vs Saudi match for the World Cup qualifying round when the hopes of all Singaporeans World Cup dream is finally over. Excellent defence done by Singapore, 2 - 0 for the final verdict.

Talked to Desmy the love on phone for a while(actually quite long I guess) then he went to club again. Incentive drinking for 3 days in a row, he probably wan to demage his body which is something I never will do to myself. Laughers & friendly Bickering are almost never ending in our conversations which is something happening & make me wan to cherish it more=)

13 June 08, Friday
FRIDAY the THIRTEEN, is nothing special to me. Just that, my class was cancelled & I wasnt told about it! So my clique & myself were all WTF-ing. Then, it is also a fruitful day to me when to Kinokuniya & Borders to read up some books. & I am super determined to buy all the Agatha Christie's Books!! All thanks to Rachel for introducing her into my life=) Awesome writer.. A friend of mine is asking me to write my own book which I feel that I simply cant make it.

My dad told he wants to bring my 2 cousins home from the orphanage which is really noble of him I thought. But he MIGHT need me to share MY ROOM wit one of them & which bothers me alot. Well, if it is for temporarily I WOULDNT MIND but I doubt & never I share my room people for a long period of time! Help Help~~~ Was having Insomnia cos Desmy didnt talk to me & Alvin called to talk to me. Well, some great surprises from him, like him managed to quit smoking=) etc.. Nice talking=)

12 June 08, Thursday
Met Chrissie for dinner & she patronized my workplace too. ahah~~ & waited for me to knock off=) what a kind soul...Girl Talk etc=)

Everyone is telling me that my last entry to you is so sweet & romantic.
Lastly, I have been slacking!! I need to do my project work, brace up Miss Owin!!

I want to try Gogo Beanz, can someone bring me there!!

I need to go Sentosa & Clubbing!!
& I am missing you=)

Bid here
Adious

My heart of the matter II

Hey, if you have not read yesterday entry, stroll down FIRST! Then come back to read this entry=)

I always so envious of Joyce, she is so beautiful & demure in my eyes. I am so happy for her cos her bf is proposing to her. I always think proposal should be a secret but he chose to keep her in suspense which literally makes me really excited too. I asked Joyce, when that will be my turn to be with a guy who truely loves me as much as I love him? I guessed each individual will have their different ilk to luck. My love luck is not here yet=)

Though I am a fussy person but to a certain extent, I dont set a overboard criteria. I wanted my "him" very simple than alot of them, unfortunately I seldom meet the correct one. I was looking forward for someone to fill the imperfection of me. In him, I learnt, I think, I observed & I am changing. He might be unware about it, but with him I am just ME. The normal girl who is so normal, & in his arms I feel very safe. =)

This song & entry is for a special person living inside my heart. I was struggling what to blog for him. If you are reading this, I jus wan you to know:

You are not a secret, well if you are, you are an OPEN SECRET. I dont know how much I stood in your heart, is not that I wouldnt care but I think I should share mine cos I wanted to. The little things you done which might seem tiny to you / others but somehow, sometimes it just brighten up my day. I really hate & love you=)

"Someone gonna make the first move" So I choose to be the one, cos I couldnt afford to lose such dearly person. I am silly to try not to offend a friend of mine, but I think I should respect my heart. I could let go of my pride for once, cos I never wan to live with regrets again.

I hope to keep you in my pocket forever but forever is still so far. I hope to be the one you are waiting for. I hope my method of loving you would be right for you. I hope you felt the same as me, but it never will. & Hope you will enjoy the song.

I chose this song very wisely for you & JUST FOR YOU. It tells how I feel for you & wit your intelligence I am sure you can feel it too. I never regret knowing you, I never will cos you are the most wonderful SOULMATE I ever know. Though I think there is alot more for me to say but I think I shall stop here.

& Sir, I want my ESSAY asap<3

Sometimes when we touch by Olivia (Original singer - Dan Hill)

You ask me if I love you

And I choke on my reply

I'd rather hurt you honestly

Than mislead you with a lie

And who am I to judge you

In what you say or do

I'm only just beginning

To see the real you

(Chorus)

And sometimes when we touch

The honesty's too much

And I have to close my eyes and hide

I want to hold you till I die

Till we both break down and cry

I want to hold you till the fear in me
subsides

Romance and all its strategy

Leaves me battling with my pride

But through all the insecurity

Some tenderness survives

Im just another writer

Still trapped within my truth

A hesitant prize fighter

Still trapped within my youth

(Chorus)

At times I'd like to break you

And drive you to your knees

At times I'd like to break through

And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you

And I know how hard you try

I watched while love commands you

And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters

Still searching for a friend

A brother or a sister

But then the passion flares again

(Chorus)

Going to eat dinny wit Chris & then to work=)

Bid Here

Adious

My heart of the matter

My computer broke down for a couple of days, had alot of fun without it still

5 May 08 - Last Thur

Went to Liyana's place, hah.. watch 3 movies - Kingdom of Heaven, Rush Hour 3 & National Treasure 2..I cooked the dinner of the day & with the acc. of Isaaz, Aqilah & 3 of her cousins..

We had joy, we had fun, we had season in the sun=)

I had A RIDE TO HELL.. Dear friend, William called me cos he cant find Desmy.

William only called me for 2 things / people; 1-When he cant contact Desmy & 2-For r/s thingy..

He mentioned that he can get a car for a ride so he is askin Desmy & me to join..Aiya, I will cut the long story. Anyway my phone rang @ 2.40am & drag my ass out..Before I went out, I PRAY!! I reached home safety @ 5 plus in the morning..

6 May 08 - Last Friday

Went to Rachel's place for project work but ended up in her Karaoke room.. Thanks to Tracy, & for the first time we saw the bubbly side of her..hah~~

Met Desmy for dinner..we went to a park & I saw the swing..I fancy swinging alot hah SINCE YOUNG.. *I am young @ heart!!*

So there goes a day=)

7 May 08 - Last Sat

Woke up by my dad for the replay of Soccer match, Sg vs Uzb.

Aftermath, Dad drove us to Bishan to munch. Then they shopped around & to watch moive, I went to Taka for Desmy soccer match.. Drizzling & I was there an hour before I saw Desmy's team play.. Anyway, their team got in to the TOP 16 & such a pity cos they are the TOP 4. Anyway it is good enough though, in my eyes it is fantastic=)

He wants to go William's place to bathe, ALRIGHTY.. When William & girl went to bathe, we had a cat fight in his room involving a puppy. William's mum thought we are toring his room, hah.. Well, anyway I am the ultimate winner=) ahah.. We went to the coffeeshop to munch..

Home we go..

8 May 08 - Sun

I woke up @ 11am to prepare to go out..for Kung fu Panda wit TBC staff.. Desmy said he will be reachin @ 3pm but he reached @ 3.20pm..Tht really pissed me off a little, cos I loathe the feeling of being asked "Where your partner?" "Why he not here yet, etc" .. & The problem wit guys is to them it is nothing, cos most of the time they come later!!

Rosey & me(was bitting food).. Rose is super funny man, she intro his 2 sons to me as though she wants to sell the sons to me..hah

The group & Panda..

Movie aftermath, we were lost where to go..We ended up @ St James for a glass of mocktail each..=) hah.. Home sweet home..

9 May 08 - Mon

First day of work @ Harris Bar..heehee..I love working cos less time to whine=) With Desmy's acc to & fro work<3>

10 May 08 - Tues aka ytd..

Menses day..Fortunately, Desmy msged me to save me from dirtying my bed on time=) I had bad crumps, foul-tempered & Sensitive ytd.. I love Desmy to talk about Samuel, those jokes & the pissing side of him make him so CUTE=x..

Anyway, I had a slight fever yesterday=(

Everything about him is very love, I am so courageless to tell him though I think I have plenty to tell him. Sharing my daily life with him is the one of the thing can make me loved, but I am fearful I bored him most of the time. Time flies...

Today, I am going to start to write something for my Project & CK must always distub me when I am blogging!!

I am working tml!!

My heart of the matter..

Actually I dont know what exactly I want for love.. I am lost..I need my light!!

I probably continue next time if I can!!

Bid here

Adious

Too bad to forgiven, too good to forgotten..

Well, the mishap are better off to be buried, speaking of that The public seems to be gradually forgetting about Mat Selamat cos of the Cyclone & Earthquake & the case between the Lee & Chee.. Not forgetting the 50km Ban thingy(stupid decision I guess)...The world is a mess now, little happiness read in the paper, uncountable of heartbreaking tragedies...

I loved to read on The US election!! hah..

Last week was a fabulous week!!! So sweet & AWESOMELY cool..

27.5.08 (Tues)

Tracy & myself went to Rachel's house for Project...It is a Wow-ing experience, her house is heaven.. She got a small swimming pool which is smaller than the Olympic's size BUT same as the condo's pool right beside her house!! tsk tsk, which this became a topic wit Grace in the camp.. Anyway, her grandma's chilli is SUPERB~~

28 & 29.05.08 (Wed & Thurs)

Dobiously, the project draft was merely rushed out.. Jus that on Wed, I added abit of spice that day itself. Initally, Desmy & myself were supposed to go for a jog but he is a ill man, so CANCEL off..Hmm, I went to his place to watch The Zodiac - which I really enjoyed very much; cracking my brain to guess who's the killer is... Good movie choice made!! The another time I went to his place to watch a movie - Freedom Writer; which is also an awesome one.. I wondered what is the next good one!!

Movie & Food are something I CANNOT live without; GOOD moive & food
are something I NEVER want to resist

On thursday morning, after the brunch with him & his mum, fine experience I should say! Then home I go..

30 & 31.05.08 (Fri & Sat) - My Induction Camp

Well, woke up early, brought a big baggage out..boarded the train which was actually Office crowd!! Hmm, met of schoolmates in school & was told to go to the destination by PUBLIC transport which really did surprised all of us. Especially Yik Kiat (my classmate), literatelly whinned for a while..

Camp always consists of TEAMBUILDING!! No doubt, small pool of people then were divided to 2 groups.. Had ice-breaking games & played sports games & some creative competition..Bla bla bla..

Kelvin (from Econ School) - Was from SAJC, not good looking BUT a crappy & nice chap!! hah~~

Crystal (also from Econ School) - A buxom, I should say!! Daring & she got a very impressive vocal!!

This was done by my group - Terasa, Isyah, Yik Kiat, Kelvin, Andy, Rachel & myself. We lost to a Panda (drew by the other group) cos most of the lecturers dont appreciates Abstract Art.. Is okie, we all are winners in our heart!!

Buffet for dinner which was abit too much I guessed, hah..Quipping, Debating & Acting makes our disgestion system better!! I mis - pronoun someone's name as "Waiter" as his name was "Weide" which made the whole lot of them tsk-ing. haha, hmm, went for a walk @ the nearby Columbarium; suggested by Andy!! He MUST have the weirdest suggestions!!

hah, Yik Kiat must start the Army related topic, which was a bit dull for the rest!!

Sha, a quipy guy!! I asked him a funny question..*Ahem!! He got a gf, so he is straight! hah~~

Isyah, very attractive female officer!!

My view for my classmates; more to come I guessed!! & nevertheless my clique - Grace, Rachel & Tracy, sweet pies!!

P.S I cant shit well there!!

Slept in the tent with Rachel & was poring like cat & dog~~~ Haha, the next morning when I woke up, I went straight to the hall facing the tents. Out of the blue, Yik Kiat, Andy & Kelvin tent were shaking vigirously, then Andy came out from the bottom of the tent. I told him it seem like a scene from The Ring when he came out from the bottom & it is not funny in the morning!!

Lastly, we packed the tent & did an area clean up.. I demanded for a shower which the rest disagreed, I am a clean freak especially when the journey home is long, so I quickly ran for a shower, less than 10 min!!

Home Sweetie Home!! On my way back, I realised I left my cap back there, luckily I managed to know the whereabout of my cap=p (Going to sch to collect it too, Hopefully)

My Clique - From Left: Grace, Rachel & Tracy =)

Lovely dovely; taken by Andy - He said a nasty remark before the picture is taken!! Argh=p

It all started on 21 April 2008 and never this going to fade, because the common interests had brought us firmly together, Thanks girls..





01.05.08 (Sun) - Firsy day of June~~

I am looking forward to July!! hah, nth much..slacking @ home & clear my laundry.. Watch Princess Daries 2 @ 7.30pm with my dad!! Whilst watching, Desmy called (after his soccer too) asked me whether I wan to acc him to Northpoint, & I rarely reject others=) I went out @ 8.30pm & asked him whether he boarded the bus he said nope!! Then he called "Actually, I reached alr!!" WTF!! Can he jus tell me he boarded the bus & REACHED!!! Fcuker!!.. hah, went to the foodcourt & he had some japanese thingy, I got myself fruit & chawanmushi!!

Then we went Swensen for dessert..He paid for it, anyway for the first time!! Haha, the Ice-cream Cake was extremely sweet=) Too bad, he didnt want to try it (I asked him 4 times whether he wants to try it)

Probably, it wouldnt taste as sweet when he wants to taste it again!! haha

Hmm, whilst we were strolling to somewhere.. he patted my shoulder, hah..A little girl holding his hand which was in the pocket & called him "Papa"

I was laughing like mad!! hah.. I had a nice day=)

03.05.08 (Mon)

Dareius (Tocky) & Zherui Birthdays' - Both overseas..
Hmm, was watching a Korean movie "A moment to remember" in the morning which make me tearful then went to CWP for The Narina, Awww...Loved!! Boring day but with Desmy accompany's..Well, he nag @ me to find a job!! Bla bla bla, was watching the soccer match Sg Vs Uzbekistan!! .. Okie, pretty upset about the score..

Fei fei drank up my bottle of GREEN TEA which make me fuming!!

04.05.08 (Tues)

Project research day, It is always good to start early!! hmm, Desmy didnt msg me today cos he will be busy today.. I am going to school to meet Tracy & Rachel, jus finished the book Rachel lend me, good book!! hah.. Gotta prepare to go out!!
Dear all, CK need a job!! Please intro, cos he is pestering me now!!=)

Conversation wit CK
Me: u goin to ORD alr
CK: yeah
CK: guess how long more
Me: a week?
Me: a month?
CK: no no no no no
CK: 3 more fucking days..
Me: hah..
CK: cant wait to bomb my camp!!
Me: bomb ur camp!!??

Hmm, I am looking very forward to this weekend with you!!
Misses my friends & you=)
P.S - I wan to watch Sex & the city, hopefully with you!!

Bid here
Adious

Forgiveness...

I did not miss blogging too much cos of the hectic timetable..

On 21 May (Last Wed).. Met Liyana to Kallang for the waveboarding thing.. Hmm, crazy place..I named that as "A walk to remember"...then we went to HBF coffeehouse to munch & meet Hui Shan.. Then Sentosa...

Hi all...

Hi loves..

Sweet sweet loves<3

Confession - The first Malay name I learnt to remember is "Liyana"...

Thursday, I went to school to go research..

Friday, met Rachel to school but before that..We headed to Cheenatown to munch & went to Subordinate Court of Singapore for a tour..

24 May (Sat)

Planned to go work @ home & then Clara asked me to join her to Sentosa with Wayne & Desmy.. I was overjoyed..But just before I want to go set off, Clara told me her is not going..so well..

Anyway, Ben asked me out to chill & then we watched movie "Indiana Jones & the Kingdom of the Crystal Skull".. I was pondering will there be Indiana Jones 5 since Harrison Ford is old, luckily wee~~ Shia LaBeouf (Transformer guy) is Indi's son.. haha~~

25 May (Sun)

I have a mini conflict online but no injuries at all=) I managed to talk to Joyce, the sexy, bitchy love of mine!!..Awww, I missed her so so much..She is in Aust. & totally forgetten abt me..hah, kidding.. She is like a older sister to me, good confidant..

Out for Project Meeting @ CoffeeBean.. Bla Bla Bla...STRESS... Tracy still owes me the Group name!! School work is stressful but luckily I have someone to whine to=) Went to church to pray for my family, victims of the disasters, friends & love(in general)..

Went home for dinner & watch the Charity show "Love for Sichuan"..Daddy was generous to call & donate, love the show even my BIG DADDY cried secretly.. Not a very big sum but compared to the needy we are far fortunate.. I asked him to dock 50 bucks for the donation amount..

Life & Love

I love my dad, my family.. With them I am in one, I have yet to contribute to this family of mine..

I respect the survivors bravery to continue their life, I feel for them for the apart from their individual family..

People whine & hate God for the disasters, I dont.. Life isnt fair at all!! I'll treat it as a lesson & mark it inside me..

Be Grateful..

Hatred will leads us to nowhere.. I uploaded my song of the month & play
it here.. The meaningful lyrics made me in tears when I first heard it.. Thanks Morven for the dl=)

The Heart of the Matter sanged by Don Henley from the Eagles.. India.Arie is praised by him to sing it..

The more I know, the less I understand..All the things I thought I knew,
I'm learning them again..I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the
Matter, I wanna be happily everafter but my will gets weak & my thoughts seem to scatter
But I think it's about forgiveness

The meaning & love of the song is magnificent, are you able to absorb & understand?

It took a man 42 years to write, can you appreciate it?

I dont want to assume, just try your best..Maybe One fine day you will=)

I am supposed to do my work but I guessed I will need to ponder more!!.. Need to think how to write the Essay, whether I should join Triathlon. My brain needs a rest.. People are rushing me for the Sentosa pictures & songs, then I realised my BLOG is loved..=)

This week I have a lot to look forward to, the run with you, the camp wit my school mates & I am looking for job!!..So am I..

Hope you guys enjoy the song cos Im loving it..

Bid Here

Adious

A day to remember...

If you have not viewed yesterday's entry stroll down first, before reading this=)

I often wondered why I am pondering so much at times / Why it seems like I am conplicating stuff at times, etc...

Million of questions I've asked myself, some answers come to be effortlessly, some answers I explored, some answers are yet to be found, some I might not be able to find in my entire life..

I met Rachel to munch first as Tracy was late.. We were talking about the disasters issues, some people may thinks "It's none of my biz". Think about, WHAT IF it happens here, etc..

Thousands of lives were taken away, every human beings COUNTS.

As a Singaporean, I felt pretty ashamed now. No doubt that isnt my fault to be so bliss, but EVERYDAY everyday my heart hurts so so much jus be reading the news. Can someone tell me how can I help to do something for the people, excluding donating (which I did) ? I am so angry with myself thinking that;

"I am born at the right time to speculate the disaster, not anticipating"

For Cyclone Nargis in Myammar, I am speechless about the government's hardwork..

For Earthquake in Sichuan, thankful to see that the government's are anticipating to re-build the entire city..

Hmm, went to school & wanted to get the draft which were corrected by Mr Muraalii (My lecturer), sadly according to him it is so not ready for collection. Is okie, tht doesnt stop me from asking him questions.. After discussing with him (having Rachel & Tracy sitting beside myself), we realised that the mistakes we made in question 1 & 2.. Well, so we are Re-DOING it, it will be splitting my head into two..

Well, after the group discussion, please include Grace (she came late)..Hmm, I headed come to Meriden Hotel to Monster Cue to visit my Favourite Uncle..haha.. It has been awhile since I last visit him, so he was saying "Aiyo, I thought you marry to some distance / unknown countries already, bla bla bla" . Well, when I asked him how is he doing, he said:

"I am contented with what I am, compared to the people I sees it the news.
Everyday, I see myself as very fortunate."

Though he is age-ing already, STILL his brain still works very well. Well, it seem like I doing alot of brainstorming everyday whilst I walked thru the park. Bla bla bla~~~ Was talking to Desmy yesterday, I love to talk to him cos he sorta understand me=p haha

This dog here is a HE, cos he loves me!!

Now, I need to rush to prepare my things & head to Sentosa with my Lovely dovey..haha~~

God bless & pray hard..Mercy upon the Post Cyclone & Earthquake victims & situation

Bid Here

Adious

Exhuasted Week

Hi peeps..Sorry I blogged late again..

Joke of today
I asked Morven to download a song by a singer(who I mentioned the name to him) but when he send me the song it is actually a 27 min of preaching by a priet. So both of us was sayin or rather laughin like "Hey, this is not the song man~~"...

To Morven : Whatever it is, Thanks for the songs=)

Nth much though..

Start from 12 May(Mon)
Did some research for project & then I went AMK to look for Chris

Went for the cheapest Menicure I had ever done

Went back to her place to chill for awhile

I randomly took a pic of her whilst talkin to Desmy

13 May (Tues)

Went to school to return the book I borrowed LONG LONG AGO

Rush to City Hall Station to meet Rachel & Tracy & then headed down to Coffee Bean

When Grace arrives then we started off discussin..till 8+ / 9pm then we set off..

I brought Tracy to Esp wanted to eat @ Makansutra, sadly it was closed for renovation I guessed..& also I went to Harris Bar for an interview whihc was quite a success (but not a single call yet)

14 May (Wed aka. Ladies Night)

I did touched on a bit on the draft of the project cos my brain was thinkin about Clubbing

Met Chris @ 10.30pm but I reached Clarke Quay @ 10.50pm (As usual)

Went to Lunar, MOS & Attica to collect chops on our arms

We decided to stay put @ Attica at last=)

DANCING IS MY LIFE

Super fun & we enjoyed the music throughout the night!! I danced wit a couple of guys & a hot lady whom Chris & myself both agreed that she is quite hot. Though she look young, you actually can tell that she isnt & she probably in her late thirties..BTW she did jobs on her face!!

Apology to Fabian a thousand times!!

Picture for that day

15 May (Thur)

Was stayin @ home to my project for the entire day till 11plus

Desmy called to ask me whether I wan to go Will's place to drink..I agreed which I was a bit regretted..hah..

Anyway it was fun still wit you. Thanks to Desmy for the reason why Im not able to sleep..

16 May (Fri)

Reach home from Will's place about 10am

Best part, I cant sleep cos I need to be in school @ 2pm..

@ School, short discussion & notification of the 2 day Camp..etc..a bit of kick start lesson..like breachin of social / legal rules.. Finished @ 3.30pm

Grace, Rachel, Tracy & myself wanted to munch however someone decided to watch movie..& so we went to purchase the tickets @ Grand Cathay then headed to PS - Cafe Cartel for lunch..

Maid of Honour

Super hilarious moive & heartwarming too..

To Grace, Rachel & Tracy

Thank you & many more happening events to come!!

17 May (Sat)

Chatted with Sino & he randomly ask me out cos of boredom

So..

I went to bugis to meet him & friends to service his cue & played pool till 7pm

Then..

I headed down to Pasir Ris to meet Nazlie & Abdul to Oreth's family chalet

Shan managed to piss me a little but anyway is fine now..

Well, reached home @ about 1am.. bathe & wanted to sleep whilst Sino msged myself..

So I talked to him & meanwhile packed my stuff for Sentosa till 5am

18 May (Sun)

Sino woke me up @ 7am while he shouldnt have cos

Then

I will be able to be LATE like the REST

Then

I need to have to sit down @ the Coffee Bean (Vivo) to eat the half smoked Salmon

Then

The best is we set of to Sentosa @ noon!! Thanks to Desmy..

Went to Cafe Del Mar... A bit of tanning & a lot of babes / hunks..

I was obsessed wit a lady with gold colour bikini cos she has got the eyes & lip of Angelina Jolie's & nice breast, however too pretty to be real..Jobs does help to make a different..

Chris & Wayne left earlier to attend Wayne's granpa burstday celebration..so Desmy & myself stayed there for a while then we headed to the Palawan food court to munch..

Aftermath, he took quite alot of pictures (will post it after he is willing to send it to me)

To stupid, is not that I really loathed the camera..Is jus tht I dont know how to face you & your camera<3

Very sorry to Shine, is my bad to not remembering to msg him etc..I didnt mean it to giv you a unhappy birthday & I promised to mend it=(

19 May Aka Vesak Day cum Jun Long Birthday (Mon)

I am extrmely grateful to William for intruding my comfy sleep @ 4am in the morning=)

All Celebration have a tedious preparation.. My baby bro is 6 year old now.. Sooner or later he will be growing rapidly..

Lastly, let us prayed hard to God for the victims of Cyclone & Earthquake which happened in Myammar & China respectively & Thanks God for us who are so lucky..

Thats all

Bid here

Adious

Pondering my Philosophy

Hey Hi peeps!! I am having insomnia right now cos I ....... talking to someone!! Well, also I send email to Grace, Rachel & Tracy for project thingy!!

Well, I think I will change a bit on my style of Bloggin cos Kola made a point that I'm indeed too detailed; is not like doing thesis etc!! duh..I enjoyed the my style of bloggin now but no harm to take a chance to change (Its good to take good advices @ times)

[When the pain of change is greater than the pain of remaining the same; people will CHOOSE TO REMAIN THE SAME]

Last Monday to Thursday
Basically slacking & looking for jobs..I did shortlisted 2 jobs but was rejected back my dad!! Bla bla bla~~ I will continue to find a job in the pub / clubs=)

& Wed..When to find Desmy (*Ahem he is super touched) watch Freedom Writers(Dvd)..

9.5.08 Friday, was super bored, as I promised myself to go Sentosa to relax (since I am freaking bored) So I DID WENT..BEFORE THAT I went to CHEENATOWN to look for Ya Ting for lunchy...

As usual, Cafe Del Mar to read, swim & sleep..good thing is I knew more people who enjoy spending time with ourselves...

The pictures I took before leaving Beach Station






[Sometimes, it is good to spend time to bond with yourself]

Reach Orchard later a bit then I supposed to, hah!! We (My sister & myself) went to Takashimaya to shop Mothers' Day present..Bla bla bla

Saturday, Met Chris up for Lunchy @ Bishan - Chicken Rice!!..Met Cousin to buy present & Met Ya Ting for me to go home & for her to take her driving lesson..Lastly home to slack with my dad!!=)

Sunday, Mothers' Day 11.5.08
Went to Party World to sing in the noon with my family (sorta a celebration) Met WeiLi durin his break time..Cook & dined @ home..Lastly, went for movie "WHAT HAPPENS IN VEGAS" with Fabian & 4 more of his hairstyling firends!! hmmph~~The Movie is AWESOMELY SWEET & FUNNY!! Plus the main leads are HOTTIES; Cameron Diaz & Ashton Kutcher!!

PS. Fabian Kumar - I'm Sorry, I hoped I didnt whack you too hard & get well soon!!=)

I wan to address something stupid~~ A causal contact in my MSN suddenly PM-ed me;
[Ivan]: Hey
[Me]: Ya
[Ivan]: Happy Mothers' Day
[Me]: WTH, Im not even attached!!DUH!!
[Ivan]: Oh, I know!! In Advance!!
tsk tsk~~ He is just too bored!!

PHILOSOPHY

Was chatting with Zherui who studyin in States & I asked him "Hey sweet, why are you still up @ such time!!"
He replied "I thinkin about Philosophy"
I said "Comon, the inspiration doesnt come @ such time, so go sleep soon"

I will like to apologise for that remark!! cos the same thing running inside me now too...

I remember I was advicing Fabian on his personal stuff. He asked me whether I'm feel lonely now as I am in my Singlehood. I told him to master THE TRUE ART OF LONELINESS & the loneliness which contributed by love is nothing..

Now, I am thinkin how did I manage to master the Art of Loneliness? It was a long lesson but I am better off now=)

I managed to understand the importance of Kinship compared to alot of people; is it not teenagers alone in fact people who are older than myself is struggling / cant be bothered about it. I appreciated Shine, who was there during those time.=)

I learnt how to moderate the Friendship placing in myself, how to differ the range of Friends..Who is worthy enough for me to befriend etc (Desmy did add in a bit of ideas for me too)

[So without Friends as a pillar I could still stand strong, without Friends I still enjoy myself in Sentosa & the couple of True Friends I keepin are the one who will always be there when I needed help etc..]

I wont want to deny that I miss my Secondary mates / life badly; LIFE STILL GOES ON! Nazile was asking me to organise gathering, I told him will giv him a plan next time cos I'll be busy wit my project this week..

My major concern is the percentage of attendence, people will find all sorts of excuses like "BUSY WITH MY CURRENT LIFE / WORK / FRIEND.."GONNA WORK MAN".. to tell us they cant make it!!

Trust me, I kinda dishearted by it though...

I thinking how many people BOTHERS to recall the good times we had?
How many will make an effort to text a Birthday Wish on individual birthday?
How many will try to ask "Hey, are you good?"
How many would appreciates & do something about the aboves?
How many people will do the same?

[Sometimes we just have to admit that Human being are selfish]

I not whinning but do make an effort to stop & recall the joy we had during those days, rather than DONT BOTHER about it.. I moved on & stop to look back for a while too..

I have to thank Morven for sending me M.C Album!! Congrats to Mariah Carey, she finally found someone, Nick Cannon to want to spend their life together..You have my utimate blessings=)

I dedicating this song "Bye Bye" - M.C to all my Secondary Mates, be it my close peeps, or I had an arguement with, etc.. I really do miss you guys & try to keep in close contact alright!!

I am exhuasted now, gotta prepare my project stuff tml!! Deadline is on Thursday!! Argh~~~~

Lastly, this is for my mum..

Though I am not the apple in your eyes, never I hate you for loving / caring for me a bit lesser than the rest. I find talkin to you is exhuasting but never irritating. People questioned our way of communication, Quarreling does make you grow & I am proud as a daughter to assist you too.

I have to admit that I am not the perfect daughter yet but I am still trying. I cannot bear myself to hate you cos your life is about this family. I do love you though we might get hostile in the arguement. I am sorry for the wrong I have done & for the good I have not do. As a daughter & in future I will be a parent of someone will hope that I will do something to make myself not to regret for not playing my part.

Thanks Mum!!

I miss you, Stupid=p
Bid here
Adious