I want to share wit you all my joy wit you=) HAHA~~ I am like a MADDIE NOW; HAHA I AM A MADDIE=P
This will be a lengthy one; pay close attention, alright=)
I'll skipped my everyday report!!
RECALLING~~
recalling..
recall~~!!
Tribute: Desmond brightens my life, he is a very nice, single friend=) Though weird abit but=) STILL VERY NICE~~
I was working @ the reception for the past 2 weeks. I learnt alot still; cos I faced people. I cant understand why people detest the place but it's really FUN! Fun & Busy
HOWEVER, MY INTERNET ACCESS WAS BLOCKED! *CRY* %&&^(@_?>@*(??>//<## *CRY*
11 Jan, Half - day work! & Then went to ICA Building with Fong Mei. She offically become a PR here! Congrats=) Lunch / High Tea @ Suntec Fountain=) A mini shopping=) ANYWAY, I went to ICA, WANTED to toopid ugly Passport Photo=( EVERYONE IS MOCKING @ HER(ME)! Eventually didnt!!
Supposed to celebrate DARREN'S Bdae, but didnt go=( So many ppl whom I am not close wit. Meanwhile, I went for a mini SPA indugle=)
13 Jan, my entire family went out to shop, leaving me ALONEEEEE @ home (Truth is I didnt want to go). Anyway, Desmond asked me whether I wan to join him & 2 friends to watch movie. AMERICAN GANGSTER!! OMG, that movie is real cool, abit dull still nice! Anyway, I met new friends through Mr Weirdo (Well, I hoped he wont see it). They are Rahman & Jansen, Rahman met Desmond through Jansan=) Kinda COMPLICATED!
Back here! Rahman didnt join us for the movie, instead William did! We watched the 12.45am slot & movie ended @ nearly 4am. Then Jansen went back. Left with THREESOME, thts William, Weirdo & Me=) Then Will & I forced Desmond to sing=) haha(~~,) I HAVE TO ADMIT THAT MY VOCAL IS REALLY BAD THT MORNING. DESMOND CONFESSED TO ME THT HE HAD GENTLE LAUGHED @ ME THT NIGHT! *Wht a FCUKER*
Nice day, desmond & me took the train back. We fell asleep soundly=)
The following week is pretty hectic but manageable.
On Monday, Woo~~ MY HEROESss~~ HIRO is damn cute!!
On Tuesday, I did a sinful thing. Cos Diane is leaving us & the co. Jane asked me to arrange a farewell lunch for the Admin Dep.
Me: "So is Cheap / Expensive one?"
Jane: "Cheap!!"
Me: "Well, but I heard the Accts Dep. went to Guilin for Uncle James(Contracts staff who is here only 3mths) & spend $300++"
Jane: "Hmm, then we go Guilin lorx"
Laughing inside, I was thinkin the M'sian Ah Ka is a from in the well; she has never explore & seen the world. Anyway, we only spend $190++ for the lunch=)
On Wednesday, my pop, 2 sister & I sit down in the living room to watch AMERICIAN IDOL!! HELL-MADDIES!! BROTHER FOREVER or something~~
On Friday, Stansfield called me down for the Evaluation Test on Monday. It is like MAD!!
20 Jan, Sunday. My lovely granpma came over to cook for me=) Sweet=). Got a Hugo Boss Perfume; is a belated birthday present!
21 Jan, Monday. Woke up @ 8 plus to watch Amzing Race. It is freaking Cool. A pair of Asian Father-Daughter was the runner up of the race; alot of the thing to learn & learnt.
I wish to have a chance with my pop too=)
Went to Stansfield, took the 3 hours tough like hell test! It kills manly of my brain cells. Oh, I want to take Dip in Law, the criteria is Min. 3 'O' passes; including English & Maths.
That night I hope to pass my English very much! I asked GOD "You have made me wait for a year, I obey you cos I know you will show me a way." I remember what Ms Chee have told me a day before I did my 'O' Level English Last Year End, she said "God have plan a way for you=)"
On Wednesday, Germanie from Stansfield; she is from the marketing side called me & asked me to get down for interview. AKA CONVERSATION!
Anyway, I know most of the people reading my blog, is pretty concerned about my GCE 'O' Level Result. Esp English cos I failed it in 2006; got an E8.
Everyone must be thinkin tht I am ignorant enough to dream to stody LAW when you Fuckin fail your English
I thanked those people sincerely cos you've made me stronger. I remember during my Secondary day, a girl who is quite good in English, well quarrelled wit me. She scolded me with freaking speedly English; she came from a English-speaking Family whereas I am very opposite from her. I thanked her for that day. Without that day, I cannot think of anything to study after a year & now I speak good English NOT SINGLISH!
*Peeps, I am not looking down on Singlish!*
IMPORTANT EVENT
On 24 Jan, Thursday. Long Fruitful day for me, noone in the world will be as lucky as I am. I was working in the morning, while the time drew nearer to 2pm. My hands was damn wet & cold, I typed my SEAB password & ID! LOG IN. Well, what a result~~ I printed it out first, holding my results for a few second; hoping my tears wont drop down. But I not as strong as I think, as Everyone Thinks, was crying like mad!
MY RESULT IS D7 for English & C5 for Maths! "OH CRAP, THEY FAILED YOU, some of my firneds asked!" My dad called; I did not say anythign but cry=( Well, I told him that I will sms him. My entire brain freeze, one focus, one question & MANY ANSWERS! My focus was to call up Germanie & informed her I've failed my English + unable to go Stansfield for interview! I got to face the FREAKIN FACT! My Question is why did I fail? "COS GOD PLANNED IT" "COS I LACKING OF ABILIY" OR ETC!! I was freaking upset.
When I got thru Germanie @ 4pm, I was emotionally stable.
Germaine: "Yes, Sandral. Heard you were looking for me."
Me: "Yup, bad news for you. I not coming down for the interview cos I failed my English"
Germanie: "Oh NO! You must come for the interview cos you did pretty well for the Evaluation Test."
Me (tears drip out from the pair of watery eye): "OMG, ARE YOU KIDDING ME? BUT I FAILED MY 'O' LEVEL English"
Germanie: "I will informed the principal; meanwhile come down here then we will go thru"
That moment the HAPPIEST moment I have in my life; I am this close to my dream=)
Went down, was the last to be interviewed. I was thinking tht even I dont pass the Interview I am the most blessed girl.
*Knock Knock*
Sir: "Sit down, Sandral! Tell me WHY LAW? Dont be nervous"
Me: "Well, I want to do something different & wht I cant do. I can speak / write such English like now."
He paused me by asking: "How did you do it? How did you practice your English"
I am shocked, arent he supposed to ask me some question abt politics like the kids before me? is it so personal!
Me: "I listened to English Song, Speak more English. My family helps me a bit by watchin Simon Says on Wednesday - Amercian Idol. etc"
Sir: "Sandral, you know wht! You should be proud of yourself!"
My JAW was wide opened & my finger pointing toward me & said "ME, WHY?"
SIR: "I am proud of you, your family is proud of you! No one would have such courage in life! Sandral, do you know, your speeching outspoken the people I interviewed before you! You are very motivated, & we are pleased to take you as our student"
I CRIED WITHOUT INFORMING MYSELF!
I asked: "You very sure? OMG, I cant believed it. I will pass my English this year for this!"
Sir: "Okie, You study Law English to Pass Cambridge English! See you in Criminal Law!"
WOOOOHHHH~~ I GOT IT I GOT IT!!
Liyana & Hui Shan are very kind & nice to msg me=)
Aqilah did well~~=) Congrats,
Shine is very nice too=) I treatin him a meal as promised
My dad says at least you improved & you got wht you wan!
Yea, I improved L1R4 - 24 Points! From Grade E8 to D7. I dont wan to appeal to get C6!! I am willing to take it again!!
"BECOS I FAILED TWICE SO I WONT BE AFRAID TO FAIL & I WILL NOT FAIL THE THIRD TIME"
By Sandral Owin
Chatted wit Desmond, telling him my joyness till 1 plus cos I am really TIRED after a day of crying.
25 Jan, Friday. Went to NTU wit Jane for the Job Fair!! I eplored alot of places by chance, tht makes me who I am=) Well, I can see Jane is in fond of me=) She told me she will make me her Secretary if I wasnt goin back to school=) I thanked her for guidance all this while=)
Jane & me=)
Zac=) IS THE SWEETEST STILL!!
26 Jan, @ home. Painting!! =) Down wit my room!!
Chatting wit Liyana on Monday, she sang praises about me=) I love you, girl=)
"Though I really knows alot of thing, but there's more for me to learn"
Desmond is goin to Thailand on Firday!! I am jealous, he promised to buy me diamonds=) haha~~=P
Nothing much & serious to report but I AM HAPPY!!
Debating wit my beloved Cousin & Shine=) They are freaking stubborn & same to me=)
Chatting wit Hui Shan & Joyce this morning=) 12mitnight!
Well, Hui Shan's phone was conficated by mum cos she didnt pick up her calls
Joyce in Aust. got herself a new beau! Did something which disappoint me but I love her still. Hopefully she will be coming back by year end=)
ALRIGHT, MISS MISS MISS YOU!!
Joyce said: "Congrats to the beautiful sexy future lawyer!"
Me: "Actually you are Princess Beautiful No. 1, I am behide you=( haha"
Trying to upload this pictures but I am unable to get one only=(
Photoshot; EVERYONE Sayin I am very Photogenis!
JC(my Godpa; not Sugardad!!) I wont he does enjoy this entry & to Godsister, Sandra who is in Aust.; Thanks for saying my blog entry is real=)
Tribute: I love God very much cos he gave an incomplete family to complete! My Friends like Shine, Liyana, Chrissie, Hui Shan, Joyce, Desmond, JC to make & watches me grow=)
Yesterday, I was walking back home, I saw a man on the wheelchair pushing himself hard toward the slope. I realised how brave he is, to overcome everything. Same time, ashamed of myself! I given Brain, Beauty, Brawns by God, I have walk a long way till today, I cant giv up now cos Everything will be gone out to drain!
"Sometimes life is like a process of doin a dish. Some dish can easily be done without any problem but some arent."
Channel 8, 9pm show=) A taste of life=)
Tell you wht is my upcoming plan!!
Tml & Fri I am goin to work like mad & then packed my room by sunday.
Sat, get my CLOTHES!! & Meet Shine for Dinner
Sun, Paint my room!!
I am on holiday till 11 Jan=) My Co. is so damn nice!!
Then I will blog more next week!! ALRITE=)
Hope you guys love my song. I have been to paradise but I never been to me=)
Love you guys
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