Maudlin Entry

Time is so drudery today, the pesky CLOCK moving damn slow right at my sight!! Well this week is a moodless week=)

Monday is Monday blue day
Tuesday is a clubbing day
Wednesday is a lazy day
Thursday is a holiday
Firday is a self off day
Sat & Sunday is a given holiday

So can you tell the disparates of the day above?
NO!! cos is a slack week !@%$*^&^

Last thursday and firday nth special=) WORK and home..
Saturday bought a GUESS wallet..=p
Sunday K-ing and shoppin with F.O.C
Mon, ytd met my honey boy..he said to mi now he cant without me=) I'm touched..
Love is jus so crazy!!

Well, while we were eating dinny in KFC..i asked him are u still plannin to work in SIA after ur bond? He replied, no he will either work in middle east or europe. Then i asked "then wht about mi if we are still together?" He said "of cos leave together"

But i never wan to leave this country..my friends and everything are/will be here..Nvm i dun wan to get brood over such thing first i'm still young=)

Was quite bored F.O.C is sick & pei ee can only online for awhile. then i saw liyana online..
Ytd i wrote a testimonial to Liyana and then a song jus flashed into my brain. A great song then i tried to forget but cant.. was a crazy one durin the first season of Singapore Idol. A song i will recognise the faces i missed by this song.

Alot of emotion runnin in me and jus now i chatted wit Liyana then i suddenly remember tht jo& tag in her blog and i asked her "are you still contactin joanne?" She said they exchange no. for school purposes..hmm..I'm kinda shocked not cos of they will be close in future or wht so ever
But the way she replied me thought tht i mind about it..hmm..i grown to be altruistic and i let out my ternerity to bless my friend. We all hab to agree that every stages of our life we change..but i remember and keep the one i known in my heart. Also i try to giv them the impression tht we are not drifted..

The song is a song i sang it in class to you before,Liyana, can u remember?

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowin you can always count on me,For sure
That wht friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That wht friends are for

While i typing the 6 short sentences my tears fall onto my cheek and i din regret it=)

For those who still dunno wht the song is or trying to recall, jus click the URL
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bhaF34Pyt9w&mode=related&search=

And I never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned
I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you
And if I should ever go away
Well, then close your eyes and try to feel
The way we do today
And then if you can remember

Before i forget to acknowledge you, here i jus wanna say "THIS ENTRY IS FOR YOU"
and i appreciates Hui Shan and you for being there in my darkness moment.Thanks for knowin me so much and i never regret knowin you=)

Well, you came and opened me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you

and then for the times when we're apart
Well, then close your eyes and know
These words are comin' from my heart
And then if you can remember, oh

I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH if i had nv tell you this=)

And MS JAPAN won 2007 MISS UNIVERSE=)

Laconic Post

Omg Omg..pls dun miss Bridge to Terabithi this movie, it might be abit drudgery at first however the half-time was good..*p.s i sheared cos i can feel them in reality

I've jus decided to abstemious but not LOSE WEIGHT!! cos I've been taking varacious dinny!! It is kinda of hard so i implore those food to LEAVE ME alone

Well working in a office is vicissitudes for me..cos it really makes mi crave for SLEEP!!
So for the whole day today i hab been idling & surfing net!!

I was looking at all the
BILLIONAIRES & MILLIONAIRES
in the World & Local respectivetly=)

Recently I did a small investment=) Dun ask much!!Hopefully it works!!hehe

Hmm..did I miss out anything I wanna say? Let mi do a recap!

Tues: Went to the library & Liyana's house

Wed :Sharon(FOC) or Baby Boy

Thur: Angry wit BB..

Fir: OH...I CELEBRATED BABY BOY birthday..stayed up till Sat morning

Sat: CHIN JUN LONG BURSTDAY!! I <3>

Sun: At home slackin!!

Mon: I was in repose cos MONDAY BLUE and starting to read MY PALS BLOG!!

tues: Nag my peiee "PLS UPDATE UR BLOG" and met BABY BOY for Next

today: Had a 2 hours meeting!! crackin my brain to think of a design for the Company newsletter..& F.O,C aint free for me cos she is out wit LESY*hais*

And alot of upgrading and disturbance will be happenin in my blog allrite!! But i willdo it fast=)

Oh YA, I MISSED OUT some EXCLUSIVE NEWS!!

First I very very very proud of myself cos I left wit 26 Chapters out of 46 Chapter for my Barron Book=)

Secondly PEIEE IS COMING BACK!!

Thirdly Though I did my English but not started on MATHS=(

Forthy Great Sg Sale starting on FRIDAY!!

Fifthy Baby & I planned to go on a trip during July

Lasty I goin to chat wit HER now!!and she will read my blog!

SEE YA=)

Extant Strife

I'm so sorry cos I'm so late! I shall not post a lengthy report on why i was so harsh in my last blog on Tuesday

I quarrelled with them Again

They are very pesky sometimes and make mi to be very nasty with them

And there it goes a profligate day=)

I'm not ready to make nice..

Hais..My feeling now is unspoken..i'm feel like an angry old nag..i hate it..i hate it 10 times..Why?

This song is a good song to express myself..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fwc5YSAc-7g&mode=related&search=
'FORGIVE SOUNDS GOOD,FORGET I'M NOT SURE I COULD'
'I SERIOUSLY DUN HAB TIME TO GO ROUND AND ROUND AND ROUND'

Why will someone supposed to be close to me but so far to me?
Why will someone i appreciates never appreciates me?WHY!WHY! WHY!
i fcuked my life i hate it i hate it!!seriously i wan nth now!!

Sat was so fun..with pals..Sun was happy wit them!!.Fuck was i happy i feelin dubious now!!..

I apologised for my speech..but it is spinning in my head!

I not in a right state to blog..maybe tml after a good cry?
Why CRY? Everytime i quarrelled wit them i'll win without satisfaction..but crys in my dark room wit pride..

Histrionics changes

HOHOHO..hard to see me posting a blog on firday..Hmmm...tuesday & wed are 2 lackluster days..hmmm..Recently i in love wit a song by D.K - Ride For Ya..wowowowo~~~~~woooo~~
Hmmm...jus scrutintze on the lyrics and beats=)..

I feel so weak and my brain is full of him when i heard it..I was thinking if the love tht used to besiege me are gone,what, how i supposed to do? When i singin this song, i hab to admit it thwart my ego..The song is reverberating inside me..Go try listen to it;it worth..hmmm...Danity Kane - Ride for you =)

Ytd, F.O.C (SHARON) & me went to Supercut to cut our hair..hmm..i'm further layer my hair.. =) Next round i going to cut short..I stickin to this designer(hairstylist)..She's good..F.O.C. kinda tranqull i should say...While we are eating our dinner,She called..well, i almost cry wit her..I miss her i feel her saddness..everything..She the person i misses/cry so much for..The love and bond is too much..I hate to see her gettin hurt..Harm her again i'll kill you...I was so mean to curse tiff and bf to break cos this will teaches her a lesson tht relationship can NEVER compared to Kinship & Friendship...

Today,Work but meetin him so he spark my life=) I love him..might be watch a mitnight movie in CWP...=)

Tml ..SENTOSA AGAIN=)

Asset Lesson

Hmm..HI welcome to the second part of my blogging..

Sat..5 May 07

Woke up at 12 plus lunch wit F.O.C and Jun Long..F.O.C was ill..hmm..but Nitey Programme still carried on=)...Evening..Baby was studying wit mistress(JAMES) in library..I was preparing the Steamboat..Soon Guan, Pei Hao and F.O.C said delicious ..I know!heehee..Wht a small world, SG met his Primary Sch besite in my house..My sister's bf !!

Hmmm..Clubbed in St James...tour in St James..then process back to Powerhouse to Dance & dance..nth exciting..but jus tht we went home..

Sun..6 May 07

At home for the whole damn day..Feelin abit Empty...Baby Boy studyin wit Mistress again in Mistress House..OMG!!heehee..Was at home till the vaxatious F.O.C wants to see me.. We went to Admiralty Park to chat though she is sick..

Monday...Ytd..7 May 07

Work..then to library and walk around and home=)

This is my summary abt tht friendship..

"The drudery friendship makes me feel so acrimonious and i started to be perceive of alot more things..Being perverse is not the way to quell this...I dubious abt this friendship.. I implored GOD for an answer..and i think he replied me..
We are cognizant abt the stuation ; i do even u dont..so what did you comment?
It can only construe you aint interested..if you're goin to read this, is actually premonition tht you either treat this as nothing or you'll express it as you are not at fault..is okie,who likes to be thwart rite?
Is jus a pretext to cajole myself ; let mi be the sinister then you are bound to earn condolence then..
The promulgate of the conflict is surfacin clearly in front of us and became rampant..I cant duress the rest to listen and be convinced by my story..But still hab some confidants who still makes me not seen as a fiasco=)"- Sandral Owin=)

Hmmm..cried when i reach home, luckily Baby Boy is online to comfort me..Enought to stable my emotions..i glad he was there wit me and now=) hmm..Chatted wit my 4 confidants..they are different but alike=) i love them alot..

Today..8 May 07

Work and blogged 2 long piece of essay today..goin out to dine wit a friend later..miss my boy still should be meetin him..will be revisin my studies in the office after publishin this=)

Thanks for wastin ur time wit mi..

Delinquent Journal

I been thinkin how to start today entry! Start from firday or now..Hmm..not last firday=) is the Last firday of April=)..My friend especially tht nagger is forcin me to write something now! Okie Okie i shall write the overdue one first.

Sat..28/4/07

When back home about 1 plus after our drinking and Buk Kut Teh session=) Not so bad..all of us were quite voluble especially Cai Yu after the drinkz=)..Hopefully there a next round,ya'? Wow..F.O.C improved in her drinking skill, is laudable!

Oh..Remembered..Sat afternoon was replete wit sweat=). F.O.C and me, we both woke up late..but still managed to rush there for the beautiful hot sun.Hmm..her mum and aunt are waiting for us, she is reprehensible for our lateness!!=x

*AHEM* anyway volleyball is the main purpose tht motives mi to go to Sentosa..hehe..Siloso Beach is my hideout soon goin to be Cafe de mar..that is a freakin glomourous place, the beautiful pool =) and people there are nice like mad..After a day of volley training, is impressive tht both of us improved..WELL DONE, OWIN=)

For our dinny, we hab stingray(F.O.C. fav)..hmmm..not bad!! Then musical foundain is the finale of the day..remmeber to watch it if feasible when u spendin ur day there=). Lastly we all hab to revert to our island..heehee BY CABLE CAR!! F.O.C was completely straight inside..WAHAHA!!

Sun..29/04/07

As usual went out wit my honey boy=)

Mon..30/04/07

My whole mind was excited abt SPIDERYMAN!! PETER PARK=) WEE..met my Spidyboy after his gym=)

Tuesday..1 May 07

Out wit Honey boy, F.O.C and Ronnie!! 3 of us were late cos of F.O.C again..she is never goin to change but is okie cos is uique,ya' ? So dun change!!Stay the same!!..Nice movie..and we processed to shoppin in pair then meet up for dinny in Fish & Co. ..

Dinny aftermath, Sharon urged to leave,follow by Ronnie..THEN left my baby boy and me for our own sweet time=)

Wed..2 May 07

Back achin in the morning so missed work..Met Chirstiane for the first time ( i was late) =)..Nice girl..We hab alot on common..so the day is like interminable for us..Eat,Drink AND walk..She haben not been to Orchard for a long time..Btw she's not a local..we met BabyBoy.,he was catchin Spidery again wit colleages this time.Wasted of money!

I brought Christiane to Clark Quay by foot=). Look around;being looked too..Then clubbed in Phunk Bar for awhile chatted wit Lousie(BOSS there). Hmm...alot of malay..Christiane was eyein at a malay boy but ya nth happened=)..We took the second last train home..and i alighted at Khatib for the last train..cos MY BOY is in there=)

Thursday...3 May 07

Jus Work..nth special..and study..

Friday..4 May 07

Hmm..I really cant remembered cos it was an Amicable day=)

Catch Up wit my next blog..after you finished this=)..I appreciates it=)