Interminable Hood

Heehee..Sorry i did not blog ytd cos ytd was lackluster; didnit contact wit pei ee etc. Ytd after i knock off from work, went straight to the library and study wit F.O.S.=)

Wondering who the hell is F.O.S. rite? Hmm,nevertheless she is SHARON CHEONG!!
What F.O.S. means? It means Fatty Oily Sharon=)
I bet that she loves it!!Cos i even composed a song chorus for her ytd..

F.O.S. chorus:

"S.O.S. please someone help me. It's not healthy... for me to feel this way
F.O.S. is makin this hard, I can't take it, see it dont feel right
S.O.S. please someone help me It's not healthy... for me to feel this way
F.O.S. are makin this hard You got me tossin and turnin and cant sleep at night"

Then i met my baby boy..chit chat abit.I walk home wit him heehee..cos he needs to go home to study.

Today..

I was clearin my mailbox in friendster i discovered a mail by a pal 2 years ago...is a quiz abt me..i find it very funny when they described about me..looks like i've changed..So i resend it to some of my close friends to do..If they happens to recieve it..i hoped tht they will keep some copy of tht which is done by me or friends.Then 2 years later,look at it again..You will feel wht i felt..heehee..

Stuying in the office now;cos i not goin to the library.WHY? Cos i goin to chill later!Pubbing..hmm..cos i cant stayed at home..

Missing him...long weekends..Lookin forward to TUESDAY cos SPIDY 3 is comin to town!!

Disarmament Words

Hmm..see i actually forget to blog yesterday...Actually my ytd was dull, i'm absent from work cos i lazy to wake up! So i was slacking at home for the whole long day. Wht did i actually do? I watched TV,chatted On-line and sleep.Time passed slow, almost got die from boredom. Nowaday i'm into CountryMusic, there's 2 two i want to recommend. First is Jesus, take the wheel by one of the Amercian Idol Winner,Carrie Underwood and Not ready to make nice by Dexis Chicks. Their lyrics are amazing.

So what have i done for today? What am i doing now? What i going to do later?

I woke up at 6 plus in the morning then i wake my Baby Boy up. When i saw my sisters brushing their teeths in the toilet, i was surpised. Not cos they hab not been brushing their teeths but they finally go to school.=) So i actually said : "THE DRAGONS ARE BACK!",i dont know why i said tht but i managed to make them smile..So a great start in the morning..

Sms-in with my Boy has becomin a habit/hobby for me.I dont whether he likes it anot but i seriously hope tht i'm not disturbing him/ his studies. He recently kept this mistress, who is very close wit him.They studying together but nvm for his studies i'll forgive him.=)
Jane (Bossy) gave mi some work to do but i still so free now. Chatted with some friends/dudes jus to kill time. In fact, i'm chatting wit Wee Tiong now and recently i am also a part-time promoter for an ex-classmate (Fatty *wink wink we know who is it).

Now i actually wondering who actually viewed my blog faithfully for good or bad purpose. Anyway i'm fine with it, If i a person who is loved by others there'll be people who hates me, so why bothers jus carry on wit our stuffs.=)

I going to FATTY later, she'll be going through some Math Questions with me. We hab alot to catch up!
Anyway, i missing you my boy!

Rampant Events

I hab a bad habit tht is "too busy to blog in weekends", is it good or bad? Up to you to judge it..I jus wan to use my weekends to the fullest!!=p

Thurs..19/04/07

Wht a day!I missed work cos i was too lazy to go..Fatty(SHARON) and me went to Phunk Bar to drink and St James to dance..DQ(me) was extremely on cloud nine, eventually an icon.Was feelin kinda down but after i talked to my babyboy..We are back to our haloyon now=)

Friday..20/04/07

Woke up for work and my mind is full of his images..Work was lackluster but was corroporated by Baby Boy..Biggest blood loser=) some relevent people will be able to understand it!!
*Ahem*

Anyway, he went out wit colleages AKA friends.. so overall i was bored..

Saturday..21/04/07

Went out wit Fatty(Sharon Cheong Xuan'er) *She loves people to call her this=) Am i rite to say tht, Fatty?heehee..Watched a very puerile movie and i think all of you are privy to know tht freaking movie, please avoid watchin it...Nightmare Detective..The one who suggested to watch this movie actually dozed off in the cinema..Fatty Bitch!!=p..Japanese horror movie!!what to do..

Then we walked to Esplanade to slack & chit chat..Sg is bored, but let's be upbeat and live well..


Speaking of Life, Virginia Tech accident was a tragey. Well i pity the innocence lives' who was slain..But i concerned more about why Cho's was so negative about life..Look at the big side, I had learnt about "People are only concerned about the conclusion not processes". Is excatly the wrong way to look at things/situations.Human feelings are whimsical and fragile, I could feel his fury when he was being deride. But i could not figure out why or rather how people could actually compressed and compile such anger. I cant and never will i, feasibility first i am voluble so i hab no major problems on communicating.None of us here enjoy being disparage,like him but he chose to quill it in an armed rebellious cos in this game he is wielding and he is prepared to lose everything. It's laudable for his act meanwhile he is a fiaso to Felu De Se and did not reticent his thoughts to the world.

Sunday..22/04/07

Was very angry wit my Babyboy..He woke up late and almost spoiled our date..(one & only date wit him) acted very belligerent toward him..but end up i forgive him wit my pals help..was comfortin Peiee wit Sharon..I know she do need alot of encouragements but i wish tht she can really be more independent on her emotion..She'll be fine..she strong enough,furthermore she is growing stronger,rite Peiee?

So i went out wit my Sexy Baby Boy..I love him but he is shy to declare..hmm..but he'll wishper to mi secretly..heehee..sweet thing...We watched 200 pounds beauty,is worth watching..pls dun miss it especially wit ur love one..

Monday..is today..23/04/07

Working and studying now..bossy not here yet..will be studyin wit Baby Boy later ..I missin him now=p

Silly Short love story

I remember the day i met him in club..He is cute he is hard to resists..But i made a mistake to flirt around.i sux..but i love him..for days i really start to love him i really did..but i kept this from him..i sorry..

"I thought you would keep mi a chance but i wont blame you for comtemptin mi cos of this mistake..But i wan you to know if you can ever forgive but not forget mi..giv mi a call or sms mi..my heart will still be wit you...Baby"..You seriously is the best joy god gave me so far..I love you thousands time..

Now i going home to let out and go chillin myself/wit sharon...

Quell?

Well now i gonna to wrote a short and sweet entry. My blog is quite sellable today,thanks for the support people..Very important new "LIYANA GOT INTO NAFA"...
I quarrelled wit my mum today...etc..definitely makes me abit saddening but i always hab my BabyBoy to count on!!
Then went to work,wrote the previous blog;Up and down- Time flies..Studied wit my Baby in the library but still like time is still not enough for us...
For Sha, i didnt expect you to say tht to her..But well done!!
For Pei ee,I tried so lazy to call you..maybe tml..=)
For Ya ting,thanks for calling mi..out of the 4 you are the onli one who called mi for good..
For Liyana, Once again u are reminded,we(you and me) are going out..CLEAR!!
For Yit Kiat,Jia you jia you...
For Baby boy..so sweet still..Love you *muacks

Tml i will update my blog..nite!

Vague life

I know i know is monday today..forgive me, i getting older..i can forget abt my username..hmm..i guessed it also can be a reason why i blogging cos i need to write down alot of things before i start to forget them.Seriously i forgotten some stuffs like how my friends look like now..except Sha(Fatty),Joyce,Pei Ee(i still take out the picture),Baby boy(Shine).Anyway i wont hav much friends left now.Anyway let me first recap what i did for the past 4 days;the story will continue from there.

Thur..12/4/07
Upbeat me

Sha & me went to Clinic on Wed night.I not a kiddo;so underage party is not my cup of tea..We drank a few cups..Wow,she improved in drinkin but i'm still better.My babyboy was so damn worried (caring) for me,i can drink!!So SIP(sleep in peace)..We processed to St James.nth special,but the DJ hab to been improving..blending of music SUX?hmm..alot of ugly duckling trying to hook me..i was dancing on the stage with some unknow people who knows how to dance.6 - 8 of some (friends) came up to surround mi in a circle and wan to dance wit me..i slapped their hands and went to the floor..One of their friend came to us me,why i only dance wit indian and malay

Guys who are interested to hook me in club..give up..cos i'm hooked by Babyboy..He can dance well,cute,better lookin compared to the Chinese guys.

Guys who are interested to dance wit mi in club,if you're jus gonna find satisfaction,leave me alone.I dance cos i dance well and i simply love to..

But at last,i was dancing wit a Malay guy who really enjoy dancin jus like me..People apt look at us...i like the way they looked at us cos form their eyes they told mi they love how the way we danced.Comment me wit innuendo cos i used to girls being envious;eventually jealous of me..

I guessed they enjoyed the gathering without me ytd=) cos there is still someone there to pretend /act as me.

Fir..13/12
Avid me

Working as usual..but hectic work..

Work aftermath i went to Novena Square to wait wit Mr Shine;meanwhile i was studying.He is gyminbut not focused,you wan to know why i know?Cos i'm his distractor..so i told he...dun pester me until 9pm(the time he usually come out from the gym).But while i was walkin to the toilet (about 8pm) i saw this sweet little thing in NB shop.High tide so i went to the toilet first cos when i came out he told mi "you asked mi not to disturb you till 9 pm so i thought of walkin around first."
Omg i was touched by his stupid but sweet behavior.He's intoxicating me.Then dinner time, took the train and walk me home!=)

Sat..14/12
Belligerent me

Sha and i were so ethu wit words today...so we went to the LIBRARY in orchard..My babyboy went to play tennis wit his classmates.Well,something happened between Kris and her;partly cos of me but i not feeling guitly at all.Why should i ?But she feel me as first class enemy;jus like the rest of the childish girl does.

If there is someone who is willing to translate this message to her,i'll appreciate the person. :
"I think you are only puerile to hate me cos i never want to 'do the many bad things you think i did to you'.Jus cos i accidently told Ter about the testi. from the guy from club,both of you cant patch.Seriously your attitude and the way you managed your relationship regardless on love or friends is wrong,let alone ur life.He left cos of you,cos he cant stand the way you are.You have all the rights to hate me more(from the moment you know abt this message) but stop going around tell people i'm the destroyer between you and Ter or Sha.They like me cos i sensible,if someone disagree come straight to me wit evidences and tell me.But i show my witness,trust me i outbeat you in character-wise.Even now i dont treat you as my enemy,not at all.Like i always say "i not going to hate any one &feel miserable.Let it be..by all means."'

FYI
My relationship wit Yating,Sengleng,Shuyi,Meizhi are wrecked now.I'm tired of their hobo mindset.My heart for friendship is not a hotel.Shuyi told me is a misunderstanding,is she able to tell me wht kind of misunderstanding we all hab.She cant;or think she tht i smart enough to sensed/know what's going on.What i know is,they assumed i busy wit work so not asking mi out..Well,blame on myself..But dont loathe the people around mi too,they're kind too.

Back to Kris,
"i telling you so much here not cos i wan to prove to you i'm sophisticated or i've won etc.But i wan you to realise nature will not stay/change for you;you change better/worse for the nature..i might be the one who influenced Sha but i not the one who change her.She chosed her life,i told her you dun hab to defend for me jus stick to your heart.All the "bestfriend" thing are bullshit..when u can click wit tht person you jus can,when you cant no matter how you tried is not going to change..Holding on the other's life is saragey.If you cared about your assuming "bestie",Listen to her heart..Go listen to Beyonce 'LISTEN';Dreamgirl soundtrack.She sang out wht she wan to say to you.I never tried to snatch her away from you."Now,for myself,you hurted me when you said i your enemy is like throb."

To the person who is going to translate this to her,
If you dont know/(loathed) me cos you dont know why either.."You jus dont know how complexity the situation is"
If you happens to know me well and you are not helping at all.."You are jus a life typical piece of SHIT"=)

Ytd..Sun..15/4
(is there any word like "Simplistic")me=)

Out wit my Babyboy,i'm so proud of him cos he using the chopsticks in the correct way..Brench
in Ding Tai Feng(DTF)..the fun and joy is there wit him.We watched 'Wild Hog' together,laughted like hell...He is innocuous to me but i the oppsite to him..heehee..I feel like this relationship looks like marriage than a couple..he is as sweet as sugar..most of the sweet people/things start wit S.For eg,"Sandral"..heehee.We studied in the MACdy together..

I showed & told him i hab a lucky star which shines and give mi my luck and life..
He replied mi "Lesbian Star,he say if tht star is not goin to shine you.You hab me too."
Love you Silly Baby boy

Innocuous Owin

It is a brainstorm tht i wanting to feel why people love to blog. Well,is okie i can treat this as a exprience.People who knows me,probably know I never agree to this puerile "blog thingy".
It is kinda relaxing when i start to type this,I listening to "Be Without You-MaryJ Blige". This is one of my hits. My feeling is so hard today but i enjoy the melody now.

"Too strong for too long, I be waiting up until you get home, Anybody who ever love, ya jus know wht i feel, Too hard to fake it, nth can replaced it."
I'm attracted to this song jus becos of one phrase,"Anyone who ever love, ya jus know wht i feel". I felt the same as her song, maybe i jus fell out of love (not the bf/gf thing, cos my bf is good) is friendship.

We had our haloyon when we were in school, seriously i misses those days. If we (joanne & me) didnt hav a big stir-up then i not be isolated,and i probably wouldnt met Liyana & Hui Shan.

Many things might not happened at all, but i glad it did. I dont know why but I jus glad it did!

What is my gist of blogging?People who knows,I think i know who are they already in my heart.
I guessed is true that i a person who hav compassion for myself,at least. Well, now it you find my blog lackluster, this anit for you.

I still remembered last year, we went to school etc, cos nth special. Till the day,i met my doom (nightmare), all of them supported me through.I felt the warmth of every single one of them, dudes i appreciate deep down. Today i feel cold but i used to makin my ownself warm, so it doesnt matters much.

Hey i really enjoyed using SHARON(FATTY) MP3..Suddenly I hab a flashback for 17 jan 2007, the very first time/period i wept so badly.A plenny of thoughts were in my head then & back, my life really plays like a drama.Sometimes it seem to be to dramatic,I dun even wan to exprience it. Whenever,wherever i play this song "I Promise-Stacie Orrico",I think of her.Looks like the song had found a owner in my heart.

I never like to dominate the friendship i hav(had) but is for them to believe it. Now i really care after my confrontation ytd,JUS LET IT BE.I'm not a superwoman who can control situation beyond my ability.I been played out once,ultimately i know i can make my way through again.Probably i was to belligerent to her but i jus wants to end this preposterous arguement.I was perfectly poise when i confronted her ytd.You probably think tht i out of my mind,but i not,i felt the throb when i typed those thing. But i always prefers to end misery and start afresh(truely happy-go-lucky).

Like today,the ratio of "I'm going to Shuyi Birthday Celebration" to spoil their mood to "I'm not going" is 3:1.Happy 18th Birthday to her again;wishing her charming comes soon.Same to Shane;Happy 21th Birthday to you. For me i will hab fun dancing in the clubs.

Love you baby boy; jus love you for who you are
Be Back tml (might hab something exciting)