Cuanto tiempo sin verte! I don’t wish to answer why I stop blogging for
so long, because I cannot even remember what I ate yesterday. Why did I decided
to blog again?
I have many friends to thank for, pestering, encouraging me to and mainly
because Im still lost; which many would not believe. Whatever it is, before I
start anything – PLEASE BE WARNED THAT YOU ARE READING MY BLOG AT YOUR OWN
DISCRETION. Sometimes my thoughts may be too deep & unfathomable to some of
you, that’s fine but please do not start crying. I will only guarantee that you
will not be bored by me.
Yes unfortunately, I will still fire up on certain touchy topics. Yet again, my
perspective might have changed on certain matters. The bottom line is that I
will be writing with passion, so if you can observe my feelings – most probably
you could see & find the best effects of the words. With my view points, I
covers on almost everything that circulates my life, experiences, stories,
travel, food, drinks, living, news, and etc. FEEL FREE TO DISAGREE, leave &
live with your views – There is no wrongs/rights on this! And please do not
tell me what to do
I am still a lil crazy, maybe gotten a lil better – I mean CRAZIER. I will be
blogging about my latest trip after New Year, for now I have my own agenda to
do. This solo trip was somewhat needed for me, and was one of the many reason I
decided to blog again too. I am thankful for it, for the many people that was
brought to me.
I went thru heaps especially this few years, grew a lil and answered some
matters of heart. I want to live a complete life, but have not really dare
myself to do it again after the fall I had many years ago. Perhaps I may be
asking too much (greedy again), I think I am ready to love but I need more time
to verify with myself.
Honestly, sometimes I will still be wondering what is my purpose living in this
world. Why was I even born? Bla bla bla, despite of not having a definite goal
now – I have to say I am still very thankful for my life. How blunt I am (which
many calls me arrogant), is how true I am too (which some may start calling me
pretentious in no time). Go ahead, you have my blessing to dislike me, if you
must.
I live a flexible, fun & fabulous life with my fixed principles. When you
know me, you either love or loathe me. Now, coming back to now – Today I will
not be writing too much (look up again, Sandral)! I will be listing my 2014
resolution list which is restricted to 24 newly added & the usual unusual
old ones.
My 2014 Resolution TWELVE List
- Pray more, Whine less, Read, Observe and understand more
- Stay away from the negative people, especially those cheaters, liar, haters and friends.
- To be acknowledged and love by her, at least help her to see a lil of my alternate virtues.
- Since I loss 6kg in 6months after Dragon Boating, now Im 56kg. So I want to achieve ideally 46kg but 50kg is awesome enough in reality.
- Conquer 5 more mountains, winning for dragon boating, back for tennis & ?golf? and …. … 1 Skydiving (I hope Dad would negates this)
- Doing at least 4 charity works
- Stop messing around & study to achieve my LLB (2nd upper Hons) in 2014 or 2015. The process of studying is very important.
- Finding my goals for the next 5 years and soar higher for the coming years
- I was spending so much time this year to find justifications to forgive myself & stupidity. However, I did forgive myself when I met my best redemption aka birthday present (not just a pretty face but someone who I sees so much connection with in life) who came into my life from nowhere. Hope he notices it as well & wherever he is, may him be blessed & loved with my fair share of love.
- Meeting someone whom I can love & to be loved by me. What do I have to lose, is just trying to fall in love? Should be easier than a lot of crazy things I have done.
- Stay beautiful, pretty, crazy, funny, real, happy, peaceful, playful and be myself. What else? May try to party less, drinks hmmmm… see how it goes…
- Live Love LOL always
#iheartmyfamilytruly I better head home for some rest..
Cheerios,
Sandral
Adious.
P.S – A quick question to ponder & inevitably am more interested in
your explanation – Do you think plants have souls? Why?
