It has been a while, Exam are coming here in 8 weeks' time. The preparation is tough, not yet done, to be contiuned, of course Insufficient. It is so important for me, something which can motivate me to go very very far. At this point, I learnt that it is no point being smart because is only that far it can bring you. With hardwork, it really bring you further.
I want to cry one more time when I get back my contract law, in fact for all my subjects.
I want to Shed those happy tears again in August.
I have been very strict wit myself & it is a wrong way for me to learn, so disappointed wit myself. It seem like I've lost my principles and human instinct; behaving like an animal who is fighting for food when I already have my own share. Trying to be perfect yet I know how unperfect i am. A 'me' where I never seen before and wishes that I wont be seeing again.
Around me, there are good people who I cares about, in the very same time they care about me too. It will be a letdown to breakdown and give up now. It is a pathway God has chosen for me to exprience toughness and enjoy sweetness in the same time, lastly to test me again. I must not fail him, not again.
I have eventful times too;
1. Watched movie - Coming soon with baby and Jansen, - Suspect X with Grace, Tracy, Rach and Ezra.
2. Cable Care and Sushi tei-ing with Grace, Tracy, Rach and Ezra.
3. Accompanied baby to his soccer tournament.
4. American Idol time=)
Dont ask why my life is always revoluting around them because they bothered to care about me and you dont!! It is so simple and I am so cool with it, dont make life difficult for everybody, and since chances are high that I am going to be away for the next 3 years. Trust me, you will be forgotten without pain as I seen the right way to live, betrayal, hurted, loved by all sort of people. I take it very lightly, wit no hard feeling=)
I was lighten up after watching Mall Cop wit myself (which was the original plan but I reckoned why I started buzzing up people) and an ad-hoc massage and herbal sauna treatment where I was enlighten by the massager with the History of China and life. There is the point I found myself back.
Wee, I am doing work wit Rachel daily and knowing that Grace is working hard in Group 2 too!! My wish to go overseas wit my baby is always spoilt by some vitating factors=( Hopefully the Kukup Trip will be going sucessfully.
Baby, can you please upload the pictures!! I am lossing my patience seriously. It is pointless and saddening when you planned something and it is not carried out. Sleeping / Napping in the afternoon and morning is not the way I wan to spend my weekends, so I hope you can understand cos the weekends I gave to you is very important. We can use it to do alot of things, but not sleeping anymore. I still love you so so so so so so much.
This 8 weeks I am going to be truely busy with exam and preparation of my future. Date me out now if you want because I will be even busier after May and Sept I might be going away from Singapore for 3 good year=) However I will make sure to have fun too, to improve that I have a good start is tomorrow, my baby is bringing me to Sentosa! Tuesday, I am meeting Hui Shan after so long for dinner. Now, I have 8 hours to study before I head to baby's place.
Keep everything simple, even your mind and able to live an exciting life
Take care
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Adious
