The beauty being an optimistic person doesn’t necessarily
means that we never have our bad times, but learnt how to rise & shine
brightly within the worst scenarios.
After more than a decade of attempting to decode the rational of why my mum dislike me ever since I can remembered, I am now happier being myself. Once I enjoyed preparing an exist staircase for everyone I met in my life because I don’t want to dealt with that pain again. Thus I honestly believed that it will take impossibility for me to love someone unconditionally. I often mocked at 2 of my close friends “Why are you girls constantly falling in love when they ever gave you is pain??” Before I met D, they both said to me on different occasions “You may think that we are silly creature, we are but you will understand the price of loving when you meet the one who sweeps your feet off the ground.”
Of all the 4 million people living in this country, I met and fell in love with someone who was here for 5 days & lives on the other side of my world. GOD chosen you to teach me a great lesson, after I watched the movie, The Fault In Our Stars, I remembered all of the questions I asked myself especially this - “What would I be if I have never met you on 8 December 2013?”. Of course, I struggled my decision to put him as my best or worst 24th birthday present.
You don’t get to choose if you get hurt in this world…but you do have some say in who hurts you. I like my choice. There are infinite numbers between 0 and 1. There's .1 and .12 and .112 and an infinite collection of others. Of course, there is a bigger infinite set of numbers between 0 and 2, or between 0 and a million. Some infinities are bigger than other infinities.
After more than a decade of attempting to decode the rational of why my mum dislike me ever since I can remembered, I am now happier being myself. Once I enjoyed preparing an exist staircase for everyone I met in my life because I don’t want to dealt with that pain again. Thus I honestly believed that it will take impossibility for me to love someone unconditionally. I often mocked at 2 of my close friends “Why are you girls constantly falling in love when they ever gave you is pain??” Before I met D, they both said to me on different occasions “You may think that we are silly creature, we are but you will understand the price of loving when you meet the one who sweeps your feet off the ground.”
Of all the 4 million people living in this country, I met and fell in love with someone who was here for 5 days & lives on the other side of my world. GOD chosen you to teach me a great lesson, after I watched the movie, The Fault In Our Stars, I remembered all of the questions I asked myself especially this - “What would I be if I have never met you on 8 December 2013?”. Of course, I struggled my decision to put him as my best or worst 24th birthday present.
You don’t get to choose if you get hurt in this world…but you do have some say in who hurts you. I like my choice. There are infinite numbers between 0 and 1. There's .1 and .12 and .112 and an infinite collection of others. Of course, there is a bigger infinite set of numbers between 0 and 2, or between 0 and a million. Some infinities are bigger than other infinities.
It has to be you, that special you where each of our lacking / fears complimented each other. It is a privilege for me to love you and my heart to be broken by you. There is no shortage of fault to be found amid our stars but it is a good choice that our stars crosses. While trying to keep my distance away from you – it has not lessen my affection for you. Maybe you have already forgotten about me, but I guess I will hang around for a while longer.
"There are days, many of them, when I resent the size of my unbounded set. I want more numbers than I'm likely to get, and God, I want more numbers for Augustus Waters than he got. But, Gus, my love, I cannot tell you how thankful I am for our little infinity. I wouldn't trade it for the world. You gave me a forever within the numbered days, and I'm grateful." – Hazel Grace in The Fault in Our Stars.
I am the lucky one to fall in love with you & if time permits - I will love you again
