About Forbiden Owin

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When you know me, you will either love / loathe me due to my intelligence, wisdom, weirdness and level of sights . Pocket of surprises & fun . High quality & quantity of living & humor . Great taste for fashion, food, drinks & living . Enjoys gaining new knowledge and skills . Someone who love & appreciate to her heart . Indifferent to strangers' opinions about me . Only care about whom I love & how thy look at me. Straightforward . Unkind with words but kind at heart . Witty . Cunning . Romantic . Secretive . Could be Irritating . Outgoing . Humorous . Bubbly . Artistic . Creative . Stubborn . Ambitious . Mischievous . Love myself . Dislike complexity . Truth-seeker . Could say that I am jacks of most trade, yet to be master of one . The rest of her is for u to find out =)

Sunday, July 27, 2008

Final Distance

Hey there, I'm back to Earth from Heaven today so I need to blog it down before everything's gone.. It is going to be a lengthy one, cos it is about 1. School, 2. Work, 3. Friends 4. Family 5. Him<3>

I told him "Hey, I love this song, First Love - Utada Hikaru!!" then I asked him "Should I changed my Blog song?"
He replied "Change it to First Love since you like it so so much"
At that moment, I am sure that who knows me the best=) & true enough my Blog song for this entry & it was once. Thanks to Ezra for sending me First Love & Charles for the sharing of nice songs=) Also, Desmy who sent me Leader of the Band. Thanks <3


1. SCHOOL!!
My relationship with my classmates are progressing smoothly with majority of them, which I am very happy about it. Lessons & Tutorial are kinda hectic now, meanwhile I am disappointed wit myself cos I would figured the situation out but I cant seem to link them together=( Now that the class for sure has got one Excellent Gossip Topic & this particular topic brought same to my cliques & myself closer EVERYDAY!!

hah, it is DA GENIUS in Stansfield College, Dip in law 2008. Try talkin to him, wow~~ Trust me, only weirdo like me wouldnt mind to communicate with him. He is the smartest weirdo I have ever met, he is very resourceful however wrong thing at the wrong time. Though I laughed at him but I hoped I am able to do something to help.

Oh, I really need to share this joke wit all of you by DA GENIUS. On Thur morning, before Criminal Lecture start, we (Lester, Da Genius, Rachel, Grace, Tracy & myself) were having little chit chat session. Talking about the weather in Singapore is rather cold at 2a.m, suddenly DA GENIUS asked a RANDOM QUESTION "So does it snow?"

For a moment, I thought I heard wrongly so I stood up & asked him to repeat himself. So he repeated "I mean, does Singapore snow at 2a.m in the morning?"
The rest of them are giggling & I THINK there is a need to explain to him & I said "My dear, Singapore wont snow, NEVER snow, basically CANT SNOW cos if it does The world will end!!"
Then he asked "WHY?"

I was boiling inside, COMON 4 year-old Singapore toddler could answer it too, he is 21 year old & 100% pure Singapore breed!! I said "Darling, Singapore cant snow cos of the location, we are near the EQUATOR & the lowest degree Singapore can get to is probably 18degree. It is impossible to snow cos it need to be 0degree to froze / snow"

23/7 - Wed, Charles, Rachel, Grace & myself went to watch Red Cliff=) Wow~~ It is damn nice!!!

25/7 Friday, the Law Society member aka Recreation Committees organised an outing to the High Court/Supreme Court for a hearing. We dressed formally as we were told, so Charles & myself looks like couples as according to people. Vashon looks like CEO of a MNC, the turn up rate was fine, the pity thing is DA GENIUS cant come. Outing aftermath, we (Charles, Cindy, Erza, Grace, Lester, Rachel & myself) went to Pastamania with 4 more classmates & then only WE went to Anderson for dessert. Talked about DA GENIUS, who called Lester on the Thurs evening & said "Lester, I doubt I am going to the High Court with you guys cos I am going to the Supreme Court!"

Well, I LAUGH OUT LOUD!! cos in SINGAPORE, High Court is the same as Supreme Court!!!! WTF, anyway,we all went to our individual ways aftermath.


2. Work=(
So I had to go to work, WHAT A Friday!! I hasnt been so depressed for this year 2008 & had served more than 500 customers I think this is the first mishap, luckily there is FIONA to make it better for me. Thanks to her=) I shall not get into the details cos it is pointless to blog about adults who are so TYPICALLY Singaporean. Eeee~~ Disgusts me full time, call me if you wanna to know the story.


3. Friends @.@
Randomly, met Miho @ my work place. She is the another only ladies who were in the Tiger Brewery Tour with me when I went there with Kola & firends. Very nice of her to remember me. She is old but young-looking still, half Japanese & local.

Met Liyana to school on 22/7 - Tuesday... Yet to see Hui Shan, on this coming Friday to Sentosa!!! Met Chrissie & Wayne at Desmy's place yesterday..

I gotten an piece of not so good news for Weida that Yong Sheng's dad had passed away on last Sunday. I am sending my late condolences here on behalf of the class, with many love & bless you<3


4. Family 0_0
Soso, didnt really get to see my sisters this day especially I wasnt at home ytd. My feifei is fine=) Dad is good, I hope my mum is too... T.B.C...


5. Everyday, Yesterday & Him = Finally Found <3
Well, My week probably wont ends this spendid without him, talking to me, teasing me, comforting me, joking with me or vice versa. Ytd, we broke the ice for not seeing each other for 2 entire weeks.

I wanted to go Sentosa ytd, however I was too lazy/tired to go. He called me @ 1 plus in the afternoon, talked & bla bla bla...Concluded that I will go Bishan to buy Chicken rice for him, his parents & myself then meet him @ 7pm (after his soccer) at the bus-stop opposite J8. Then after dinner is Fodue time!!

So I did abit of revision & dicovered my MENSES=( is here before I went out. I brought & bought some fruits with me & then Q up for the Chicken rice (half chicken & 4 packet of rice). He msg-ed/called me at the correct time, 7.10pm when I just finished buyin everything. He said his firend will be givin him a lift to Bishan & will reached @ 10 min or so.. GREAT!! He reached 50-55min later & I was kinda pissed off cos I have not taken any meal & the Chicken rice smell was driving me crazy.

When we reached his place, Lesley was overwhelming to see me so he decided to give me a few scratches. Then quickly set up for dinner, left some chicken for Chrissie cos she love it too & his family & myself start eating.. After dinner, we both & his mum were in the kitchen washing dishes & cutting fruits for the Fodue. His parents offered me the Durian Pancake but I decided to give to Chrissie cos she like it too. About 11p.m then we started to eat the Fodue, which is super unhealthy & HE will NEVER STOP to disturb me. I asked him to pour a GLASS of water, he came out wit a BOWL of water & I stared at him!!! He wants me to drink water like Lesly, his dog!! Argh~~ Of cos, he changed a glass for me & after the Fodue, we went up to watch 2 movies, meanwhile he INSISTED that we should watch a little part of GARFIELD sence!!!

Chrissie & Wayne headed home after the movies at about 4.30am & we went back to sleep. As usual, his snoring=) Woke up for breakfast at 11am today with his mum. His mummy is damn nice, I didnt bring my toothbrush cos I didnt really plan to stay so she giv me one. She drove us to AMK to eat, we saw a very chubby baby & she started to describe DESMOND baby time!! HAHA~~

Oh, regarding the essay..He binded himself to hand it to me by coming Friday..


6. Important upcoming event & my goals for the week.
1. Finish my assisgement asap
2. Tuitorial Questions
3. Moot Competition on Friday
4. Wedding Daze
5. The Mummy - Tomb of the Dragon Emperor
6. 8.8.08 - The Opening of Olympic 2008
7. "GCE" O level Oral Exam=) in Aug

I have finished reading My Sister's Keeper=)
I think it is kinda heavy for today=) I am going to do my work now, will update soon!

I am missing you alot, my silly <3

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Friday, July 18, 2008

Once again, another week is gone

Nothing very special & good happened recently cos I didnt get to see him=( Been thinkin alot recently.."What are we actually meant to each other?"

He answered: "You are Garfield & I am me!!" DUMMY HIPPO!!"

Still love so shhhh..He kinda irritated me wit "Oh, you make used of me!!" Of course, none of us know that is true, I talked to you cos I love=) I NEED to see you soon soon soon<3

Studies is alright, I need to re-structure the concept about Contract apart from him, the rest are so-so.. Moot Competition is yet to be done.. I shall start it tml!!

Classmates are loved=) Haha.. Before Grace, Rachel, Tracy & myself went for movie - The Dark Knight yesterday, Ezra, Charles, Andy & us were munching lunch together=)

First, we Gossip.. Second, we Gossip..Lastly, nevertheless, we GOSSIP=) haha..then we talked about the future, goals & aims..& Abusing of HUSBAND ahah~~

The Dark Knight is awesome!! Please dont miss it!! Rachel died=( Heath Ledger as the joker is great!! Bless & with love, the talented dies young

My Sisters' Keeper too=) I cried & learnt alot from the book.

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Sentosa is postponed to 1 August aka my Moot Com.!!! Argh~~

Today I am goin to work till 2am. Argh!! Some people are naturally screwed up, thinks tht SENIORITY would make them formidden, FCUK YOU, I dont buy that. Shame on them, not owning a skill of own yet they thinks that they are geunis..My foot!! Showing them, CAPABILITY is the word!! I think I goin to work on Fri only for next week.

Tml & Sunday, will start researchin on my Moot Competition & Revision.

Fei fei & me=)

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Spastic ASS!!

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Missing you dearly
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Saturday, July 12, 2008

I am just dedicating another song to you<3... ...

Gentle reminder, in case you guys have not read the yesterday's post, STROLL down!!

Well, I am jus here to change my blog song JUS FOR YOU=) Thanks to Shan!!
Yesterday during work, I am super tired but seeing you brightens my life. It is not that I detest you but I dont wan you to see me IN MESS!!

I HATE that you are pampering / spoiling me too much, BUT I thank you & love you for that cos I know everyday I am loved.
I HATE that the fact you came into my life at such a right time.
I told myself that I merely know you for a couples of month, cos I HATE the fact I falling deeply for you.
I HATE that the many many topics with you cos it keeps me in supense about when it will end. I HATE the fact that I am not in dream.
I HATE the fact is we are so DIFFERENT, cos the theory of mine!!
I HATE that my FRIENDS could tell I am in love.

You are NOT the rebound of my previous date. Trust me, you are loved for you are you. Everytime, I recall the day we met, the day we first hang out, the day I hav a crush on you, I told myself that "Ah...LUCKY, IT HAPPENED!!" I thank GOD for everyday becos you are here... ...

Cos I know you are someone who appreciates, you somehow could recall the movies we hav watched together, SO FAR. You have been a WONDERFUL LISTENER compared to me, whereas I am a FULL-TIME WHINNER!! =( Sorry for that..

I am changing my blog song for you, a LITTLE thing I could do compared the MANY thing you did for me. It is called Finally Found by Honeyz..

Lyrics

I can't believe you're here with me
And now it seems my world's complete
And I never want this moment to end
I close my eyes and still I see
My dreams become reality
And now I know how it feels to be in love
I prayed so many nights that you would come my way
An angel from above to light my darkest day
I think it's time for you to hear these lines

(Chorus)
'Cos there's something I want to say
I finally found what I've been looking for
And now you know I'm going to love you more
Hold me tight 'cos it's always been you(It's always been you)
To think that you were always there (always there)
To be my friend and wipe away my tears
Now it's clear that it's always been you

Sometimes you don't expect that friends
Can become lovers in the end
Only God knows what the future will bring
So hold me close and don't let go
'Cos this is love boy, don't you know?
And we're gonna be together for eternity
I prayed so many nights that you would come my way
An angel from above to light my darkest day
A love so strong it can't be wrong

(Chorus)

(This time) this time I'm gonna make sure it turns out right
I wanna be your everything and by your side
For the rest of my life
(This love)This love feels the way that love should be
Look in my eyes and realise there's no disguise

(Chorus) X3


Also,
I have brought the song I posted ytd to here, in case some peeps will love it!! It is a very JAZZY song by a Indonesian Band~~

Me & my Boyfriend - Mocca

Me and my boyfriend - Mocca


Lastly, Im still waiting for my essay & miss you still<3

Liyana & Shan: Our next outing is coming up soon!!! Alrighty..
Vidya: Sweetie, I am not angry wit you

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Friday, July 11, 2008

Boyfriendsss!!

Friday is today, I am super shag. I am basically not goin to do anything today cos I going not to work later..

I will start my tuitorial questions Tommorrow & Sunday!! I was thinking how I could excel in my studies, after days of pondering. I hav decided to call my 4 subjects as my boyfriends. I very a very good / smart way to discover "How guys works?" etc. Of cos, I cant share such a wide topic with you guys here, it is an inborn=p

Anyway, I use the method on my studies to get to a higher / highest level since this method has helped me to enter / build my knowledge for lots of guys. Therefore, I could sense the usefulness of it. However, this time I need to take care of 4 + 1, total 5 boys=)

Planner for tommorrow & sunday!
1. Complete & Read thru of notes for the 4 (Within an 1 hr)
2. Start reading the question & research (App. 1 an half hr)
3. Compile & Write the essay (3 hrs)
4. Do the question(s) which I am supposed to find out (2hr)
5. Read thru & research for Moot's

Argh, It's looks easier than doing.. Wht I am lacking is more DETERMINATION..

Anyway, VASHON talked to me!!! Yah-ness!! Haha, OMG she is such a nice person=)=)
I love Erza as a friend cos he is simply honest to me, cos I believe as friends honestly is very impt. Whether should I change wht I am anot is up to me, As FRIENDS we learn from one another.

Being pointed out for the bad points of ourselves might seem an insult, but it is also BETTER to be pointed out THAN backstabbed, Right? I loathe the feeling of being commented behide my back, cos I love to grow. I desipes people who comments behide my back, arrogant, self-centered & so full of themselves.

They are jus simply SMALL, the worst kind of the society.

Hmm, Wed is a fine day, cos Desmy came to here to eat But Kut Teh wit me=) Everyday is LOVE cos wit him around. But I find tht our topic is getting narrower daily, it is cos he is tired of me?

Yesterday aka Thur is a nice day cos school aftermath Charles, Mrs Chong & myself went to Funan mall to see wht lappy should we buy=) hmm, lovely!! Thanks her for my glass of PEACH ME UP=)

Mrs Chong mentioned about the "Literate & Uneducated" & "Illiterate & Educated" comparsion is something I will never forget. It is true that we all have 2 Age, "The Birth Age" & "The Mental Age"=)

I woke up readin the BBC.com.. The HoC is so different in UK, they questioned the PM like WOW~~

All thanks to Andy, we all are going to Rachel's place to sing on coming Thursday!!

Anyway, my latest blog song - Me & my boyfriend is a random search, stay tune. It is a nice & sweet song sang by a Indonesian Band!! Wow~~ So Jazzy=)

Missing all my loves & the one & only love<3
Bid Here
Adious

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Nothing much

If you could have just realise that we should stop running away, it would be nice for both of us, isnt it?
It is always for you, I think my world is much more meaningful.
It is always for you, I find myself saying spastic words to.
It is always for you, I am sure I will commit myself to.
It is always for you, I dont wan to run away from.
It is always for you, I hate to wake up from this dream.
It is always for you, I am so afraid you will know & dont know.
I have been a hitch-ress, advicing people is my forte. However, only myself knows that is my weakness.



Back to my life!!
Ezra & myself are currently dicussing about the soldier who took the rifle out of camp, well is it merely a discussion but GOOD ONE..Such a pity one, he should be in his prime now, anyway Wht to do! Wht's is done cannot be undone.

As a Law student, now while we are getting the concept of the law. I personally think I am seeing more blacker side of the way government in various countries works, which somehow grossed me but I hav to accept it.
Chris knows, I might be part of the black side too.

Anyway, a newsy to share..
A 70-year-old woman given BIRTH to a twins in India!!
Desmy said "Wow, she must be strong!!"

Yesterday, only a handful of the class brought the correct book to school. I, being the confused one brought the wrong book=) dumb dumb!! Concepts for the my 4 new BFs are still blur!! haha~~

Dont get into the wrong idea, my 4 BFs are - Criminal, Public, Common, Contract=)

I told Desmy that I have learn a meaningful latin phrase & he asked me to blog it out ..

"Promissory e stoppel" which means Let the decision stand

School aftermath was equally cool cos I met Liyana & Shan. Gossip, Talking are the never ending thing to do... Good times flies extremely fast=) But every minute is loved...

I am lookin forward to Sentosa wit my 2 NO CHOICE but besties & ROLL to school with Liyana~

Now I am goin to read my Fav Book - My Sister's Keeper

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Saturday, July 5, 2008

I have a question to ask... ...

Why everyone is telling me "I think that you & him needs HELP!!" & "I seriously dont know what's going on between both of you"?

Do we really have problem(s) which needed help, COS I cant see the PROBLEM? We are CLOSE FRIENDS maybe more than that..ya, it is so simple & why you guys are trying to CONFUSE me!!!

JEEZ, Please Enlighten me...

Well, I am over the moon when people start viewing my blog & tell me that "Hey, your blog is very meaningful" not cos of the fame I have but is when I am able to share my knowledge / expriences with each individual.. & I am not a blogger who jus blogs about BGR & FRIENDSHIP cos I am a learner for life!!

"NEVER BE STINGY WHEN IT COMES TO KNOWLEDGE" cos when you share, you will learn!

Anyway, Thanks for reading my idiotic blog=)

I have changed my blog song to classic song but with a new hippy melody, the original singer was Ben E. King. This version is by Kim Ah Jung (200 Pound Beauty) & the song is Stand By Me=)

Everyday is a LEARNING day, believe it anot!! The moment we steps out of our house, is the matter of WHEN it will comes to your realisation & till then DONT BELITTLE it!!

Hmm, on thursday morning on my way to school, while I was in the lift it stopped at a certain floor (i think is 7th storey) a maid & 2 kids came in. It is obvious that the maid is sending the elder boy to school & no one is at home so the younger one have to tag along.

My story starts here, the younger boy stepped on one of my foot & I didnt moved cos I am afraid that he will fall. When he turned back and look at me, I realised that he is a different kid; not normal. I have asked myself what I will do if I am the parents of that child? The answer is I am not as strong to take the blow that my kid is different & I respect the parents... ...

On the same day, school aftermath for most of my classmate is probably home sweet home time. It is different for Ezra, Charles & myself cos we will go for lunch & talk. On wednesday, when the three of us decided to munch, we asked Diana to join us. Honestly speaking, we got to know more about her & she have shared us a lot of knowledge about Homosexual Community. Therefore, on Thursday, our special guest was Mrs Chong / Mdm Hee, she is 62 this year. She talked about her past 32 years in Aust., her 2 kids, love, the political issues, health & her anxious-ness over the capability to study Law.

First, she talks about the spouse of every individual SHOULD BE different / opposite of ourselves which is seriously true!! I always tell people that your half should be the opposite of you to cover your imperfection. Herself as an example, Her husband & her are simply different in life, except for some hobbies which bonded them together. Secondly, I personally think that apart from the memorising part, she should be better than most of us in the class cos of her worldly exposure. So if she has so much to worry about, I should be trembling at most of the time. Lastly, her strong power of going to study a specific course is a motivation to we(the young people), TELLING us that we shouldnt stop here. Cos dispite of her not so good health, she has to endure the medicine & manage her work, be it school & house work!!

Then my realisation comes about!! That PEOPLE like the kid I met in the lift, Mdm Hee do not hav the choice to born different & not healthy. But they still live up their heads & face / cherish their lives alot. An extraordinary man I like to bring up is The Treeman, when he was 15 year-old, he has a cut & gotten a weird infection & tree branches all over himself. His wife left him & the 2 children, & he works HARD in a circus troupe.

This is him

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Well, I went to P.S to watch

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It is simply touching, & it is true that the dog can keep their promises more than any human being. Well, simply ask yourself, how many Simple Promises to make is live up to Expectation? I have to be very honest that for me very little!! & the song is absolutely sweet; Time after time=) & I met Charles in P.S..haha~~

Was pissed with Desmy ytd cos I waited for him like an idiot, & he almost missed the movie date cos of his hangover. See, I not angry cos he went clubbing / drinking cos no rights for me to be but is his irresponsibility which I am disappointed about. No matter what, I demands an APOLOGY before any conversation should start. I barely talk to himself until we met Jansen who help to lighten the atmosphere. I called Hui Shan & share my anger with her but it seems like she is trying to put good words for him to make me less angry. I bought JODI's book, The Sisters' Keeper which Rachel recommended!!

I told Bree that I was dressing is a TURN OFF in DBO ytd, & simply screwed up my image cos I didnt have the intention to club / drink at all. She is so sweet to comfort me, haha.. I am sorry to miss the clubbing session wit you today!! I will make up!!

Jansen, the cute one.. was pretty sweet to comfort about my attire too!! He is going to shave his long hair on Wed & start his 2 years of service..He told me alot of things about Desmy on the way to MOS which I sorta know it but it proves that Desmy has such a dear friend. William put alot of nice word to simmer my anger for him too=) I dont know what's going on but it seem like everyone took DESMY'S PILL=)

There were only Wen Hao, Jansen, Desmy & myself, on top of this alot of their friends..After all the clubbing, we decided to go Macdy for munch, funny stuff & talking about girls!! The funniest thing Jansen did is to take pictures of a girl who looks like Hannah Motana SECRETLY!! Wen Hao & myself got to jus assume Jansen left his BALLs at home. Wen Hao, on the other hand sat far away from that girl could hear her conversation which is a joke. I WAS SITTING so near to her yet I didnt hear it!! JEEZ!! Last joke for the day is between Desmy & Jansen, Jansen tries to feed me a fries & Desmy was saying "You dare to feed her!!" bla bla bla..Anyway it is an act only..

So Wen Hao & myself took a cab home & when I was about to reach home I recieved a Pirvate no. & literally scares me out of my bra..it was Desmy who called immediately when he reached home=)

Today, I chatted wit Zac & Shine who I miss alot alot!! haha, talkin to Desmy now, currently an idiot who is tryin hard to cook his lunch=) I am going to work later!! Haha..

Tml, I have to stay at home to figure out the Rule of Law!! Haha.. & Monday, Contract law & Sweet lunch meeting with my 2 besties

Do visit my Friend's Online Shop!! http://ziro-loves.blogspot.com/

Lastly, I love to share with you all 2 Chinese Song regarding Universal Love, & when I heard it it usuallly makes me feel like crying ... My Vulnerability =)

爱 因为在心中




手牵手




I will be missing you alot, my stupid <3
Bid Here
Adious

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

Forte

Argh!! School is Awesome to a LARGE extent.. maybe there is a issue which is bothering me in class..

Well, due to my bluntness, I have ask a too liberal to a classmate on the first day of school & might cause the female classmates to think that I am a bimbo now man=(

Why did I say tht? Cos it is proven, while I was havin lunch wit another classmate to today..

Long Story & Lots of Hard work to be put in, to show them the better side of me.. Hopefully, they will giv me a chance to do so.

My opposition, Class Head, Mr Ezra, he did me 2 great favours. Firstly, he apologised to Vashon(The girl who I have accidently hurted) on behalf of me. Secondly, he reminded me that Singapore is still a conservative country & he convinced me by making me guilty..

Well, I am a BIT stubborn dudey.. When senses are carrying into my ears, it will goes to my head though I dont admit cos my ego. But deep down I might possibility accepted your point of view. & my dad repriminded me for it, Andrew (The DJ) nagged & laughed at me about it.

THANKS EZRA, my opposition, I am looking towards a great year in school!! All these days after having lunch wit you, I am surprised that you have something good about me to say..HAHA~~ & I must say you are very unqiue individual / friend!!=)

& my CLIQUE.. Grace, Rachel & Tracy..YOU GUYS are the best!!

Classes are super interesting, after learning Law, it is MY FORTE. I may not the best in class at least I managed to perform the best of me. Today, I hav a new set of goals to carry out promply in my life..

Mon - Contract Law -
Tues - Public Law - Powerful, Loud Lecturer!!
Wed aka today - Common law & Reasoning - Rather confusing, but it is managable!!

We are basically learning English, Mature Thinking, Theory & I never find lesson could be so fun=) I am looking forward to Criminal Law tml!! & will be meeting Andy to school=) Not to forget Charles=)

Well, they are all smart people & I dont want to be left out so I will be WORKING HARD!!

Ytd, I hav a gust of happiness flowing inside my veins & I hav the time to go down to church to pray.. Well, a funeral was taking place in the church & mixture of thoughts start to float out of my mind... ... I guessed this is called Human Vulnerability...

Newsy are all abour ANWAR & SEX scandal daily on the Straits Times.. .. ARGH!!!!

My campus moved to SIC building & tht means I am closer to Liyana's Campus~~~ Haha...
I love my true BESTIEs=) Shan & Liyana cos they are my pole & I will always try to be there when they needs me!! I am dying to see yousss~~ I am not a lovers' pet & stop trying to seduce him!!!

To Fabian, I didnt wan to show my indifference to our friendship but due to your immaturity & your inconsideration which fails our friendship. As much as your FRIENDS are more important than bitches like me, I apologised sincerely. As much as I am told myself that I will wan to Cherish all Friendships, from the past failure Friendships if my friends failed me I see no NEED to be bothered about it. I DID gave you & them an extra chance...

You know why? If I am that LOUSY which you think / assume I am, then there will be not people who like me.. If so, are you going to say the people who like me as a friend are lousy too?

Sadly, I dont think this way cos I am a positive person. I am going to say that the people who fails me, just like you who is just not meant to befriend wit me / to say our views collided & you are not being flexible enough=)

Trust me, LOATHING me wont make you happy=)

Lastly, I am going to see Desmy the day AFTER tml for movie & candlie-light dinny!! RIGHT~~
& I have not talk to him for the entire day=(

I have change my BLOG SONG to LOVE SONG.. Despite of the new friends I jus know, you are still the only one=)
Hope you guys will enjoy it & School I come tml=)

I am missing my friends & you<3
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