Untitled

I cannot think of a blog name today so I named it "untitled". I am physically unwell=( it is a sudden slowdown in my body cos she was trying to tell me to go slowly for the past few weeks but I painly didnt take her advice. So sorry to myself, I promising her to take a break from the outside world for a day. Sometimes that is why observing our surroundings is so important hence I am staying at home to study & blog but jus for a short while.

For the past few weeks, I am blessed with happiness from my baby, my cliques, my fei fei & daddy. Although there are tons of decisions to be make in my life, happiness is what it kept me alive. As I am finishing my diploma in May, I have to make choices to go where for my studies. First of all, I am going to study hard to do well in my diploma in Law.

We are going to spilt up very soon, too soon that I dont want to think about it. Ytd, we plan to buy a mansion in New Zeland & each of us got to come up with $10 million. I believed this dream will be filful after we complete our studies & become a lawyer who works & save very hard so it is my duty to walk towards this goal.

In life, the first thing you must do is knowing yourself & principles then plan your life with focus. You might think that I am talking shit now, but little you know what will happen next. An incident which happened in my Secondary School day, where a girl in my class was having heaty arugement & she was mocking at me / my english. Today the only thing I remember telling her is "See who'll make the last laugh", although I have not make my name yet but I made that promise to myself. Thank you to those who look down at me & now take a good look at yourself.

I might be proud in your eyes but I am always very humble when I am learning. That is why I made it to this far, to do what people deem I cannot do. I am proud of myself, as I saying it, can you say the same thing to yourself? People can hate me with all their wishes, cos I dont care=) In life, there are people who love me for what I am, I have the list of them marked in my heart. A million thanks to them too as they pushing me to work extra hard. My cliques push me to study harder to reach their standards & do well.

My baby, thank you so much after so much. I love the Valentine day though I nagged about the rose part. I love the seafood meal which you cooked for me as it digested inside me, it melts inside my heart too. Darling, as much as happiness is with us unhappiness will too, so I thank you for your ears & patience for me at times

Though I am studying almost everyday, I have my life too. My life is with my DAD, BABY, Rach, Grace, Lydia, Ezra, Stephenie, Charles & they are called L.O.V.E=)

I dont have to be alone whilst Watching Movie, Singing, Playing Mahjong, Playing Monopoly, dreaming, smiling, talking, chatting, joking, nagging, appreciating, learning STUDYING & even walking & crying as I am bliss knowing they appreciates me.

I am feeling so bliss whilst I recieved their msg=) So my blog song is illustrating my happiness, Taylor Swift & my love story=)

To whoever the fake "forbiddenowin" / friends' is I am not bothered by you too. I guessed you have to show more improvement in your own english then those who fail their english, so happens that there are tons of people around the globe who are not familiarise with english. I am fine with the way I am blogging & whether the decision to blog lies solely on me, alright. I have my RIGHT to blog=) as according to the law although some rights are indeed sujected to the law. But if you are studying law, then go to the chapter, Civil Liberities in your Public Law study guide & read about it=)

Human bound to make mistakess no one is perfect, so I dont need to try hard to be perfect in your eyes as you are NOTHING to me. Give yourself some respect=) I hope I will have no more conversation with you anymore.

I am going to live a moderate life from now onwards to May!
1) Max. 6 movies per month
2) No clubbing
3) No eating lunch & Only one Hot chocolate with milk per day
4) No reuqesting for more money
5) Sleep at 11pm & Wake up at 4.30am to study in every Mon - Thur

So my friends, Dont tempted me anymore, okie?

I will try to post the pictures asap.

I saw a rainbow whilst I am on the train home ytd

To Liyana & Shan, work hard for your studies too

I miss my Baby & Cliques=(

Bid Here

Adious

Unwell

Hey, I'm feeling blue today, hence my blog song is a old (not too old) song named Unwell. I am not physically unwell but mentally. Perhaps, it is the over-working impact so now I feel like throwing out my problem. Luckily Valentine Day is around the corner *weak smile*

It isnt concerning about the tagboard thingy, since those people criticised me quite a few times but without correcting my mistake(s) that simply shows either they are immature to think tht i will be bothered with them or they think too highly of themselves. They probably should really reflect to see whether they try to correct themselves before critisicing others'.

In fact, the issue is about my school discussion group. Apparently, I felt very uncomfortable & transparent there, although I wanted to try my best to blend in at first. I think I've tried but not hard enough. I seldom feel so discouraged yet I cannot figure out the reason. I know myself too well to say there is no personal grudges included thus it is either to walk into my class to receive scolding or to input hardwork & see nothing in return that makes me so helpless.

I might appear stupid most of the time, but not this time.

I requested to change my group (not because I need to be with my friend) & didnt want to go to school today, knowing that the same old scene will act again.

I even feel that if I had gone to school, I would not show my work & find ways to get chased out of the classroom.

Im not a selfish person most of the time, but I chose to be this time.

Im not very demanding person (maybe when I was buying stuff) most of the time, but I chose to be troublesome jus for this time.

I need to be respected as how I respect people

I hate to be detest by others' but this time everyone can hate me for all I care.

I may not be enjoying the new group for all I care, right now I am suffering.

I dont fool wit my studies because I cannot afford to as I have my plans to follow up.

I am so sorry that I am choosing & whinning about my group although I know it is not right as I am not good enought to be choosy either.

I am what I described to you that "You either hate or love me when you know me".

I am decribed by my blog song & tht is exactly how I am feeling.

I want to make this decision without regret like how I always do.

I want to get started & smile brightly on everyday again.

That's all I want to say.

Hope for the best, pray for the worst

Thank you all for you who adviced me for this matter.

Grace & Rachel, Thanks for checking my english & I have to say it makes me smile while I am correcting myself=)

Bid Here

Adious

Another new chapter on her life

Hello Hello~~ It is 2009 according to Chinese Lunar Calandar; supposed to be the offical start of the year around the globe cos of the summer start but again the English are very smart to think 0101 to start a year=) *Wink*

It is not the end but rather the start of a chapter!! Lengthy posty=)

I having very good start of the year so tht I CANNOT gamble cos I can bound to lose..Hence, I not going to! In additional, I am fighting everyday to grant me more time for love & fun. Nothing is enough, although i have got plenty.

52 weeks in a year, 4 weeks in a month, 7 days in a week, 24 hours in a day, 60 min in an hour, 60 senonds in a min.

The weekdays, love & have fun with my cliques & studies & baby

The weekends, love & have fun with my baby.

It repeats its cycle for the whole year for 352days=)

Doubiously, I enjoyed my visiting alot for this year as it has been so different from the past few years. My friends never visited my place for CNY & it is the first time it happened. Funny thing is they all enjoyed it; the noise from .... ... It is also the first time I hav a boyfriend family to visit to. Everyone including me has a first time to everything=) Lastly, the first time for me to become a Mahjong Mistress=)

Whilst I was tidying my room, I found my CME work which Mrs Logan made me worked on in 2005 & little I realised that I am actually fulfilling one by one but except the wrong course and school. It was written to be Design / IT program, nevertheless I went to a more specific course. I stated that I wanted to marry in 2014 & now I have a change of plan, probably to engage in 2014 instead of marrying.

Time files, a work done 4 years ago, seem like yesterday when i jus glanced at it. A young & navie girl will change time to time, jus like what I wrote about marriage. It is absurd to type it out but the standard of my partner has unfortuntely hike up & the name of my childrens' changes time to time. Everything about 4 years ago, came back to me & this is one of those reasons I am playing this blog song=)

At the same time, some dreams are still dream to catch for me=) I will catch it as I promised myself together with more dreams cos I will make a difference in my life. It is jus too important for me not to, I dont wan to live my life with regrets. So far, I dont not but for one thing which I never will forget, never will I. Everything, now turns out fine as much as I am concerned with a different group of supportive friends are even better. I never thought that 3 girls can form a circle to communicate until Rachel & Grace then I found myself too carefree to do so. It is better than any friendship I ever have, we are very common & both are much intelligent than i am. Blessing instead of Jealously we will give to one another.

This chapter is the chapter I marked to remember my entire life althought I will have tons of people to give thanks to.=) I have new objectives in my life to which I stated in the left side of this blog. Living a life without any regrets is the top priority!!

Thanks to my daddy who said during 'Lo Hei' treat ytd tht to get to Cambridge & Oxford which is barely impossible=) All the support you have been given me whihc were everything tht I can asked for.

Happy Anniversary to Desmy=) I have a letter to be given to you from your angel!! haha..The brightest Sun Ray I have been exposed to!! Thank you, you!! Sorry for the insufficent time for you for the weekdays cos I have to study real hard. Anyway, thanks for being there so so much.

I am having the most tough & happiest time of my life. I never see myself study hard till now, I am so unexpected as known to some. By 2012 is the year I want to see myself graduating my LLB. By the way, congrats to Ezra (Lord Denning II) it gives us more reasons to work hard=)

This song sang by Celine Dion in the 80s is a classic & 3 reasons for this song! First, I love it as it is suitable for my post. Secondly, Rachel suggested me to. Thirdly, I am very inspired by this singer. Read her in wiki!! Haha..

The pictures I will update asap=) Doing my work soon=) I think it is time to revamp my blog, do you think the same?

Thank you God for everything, really!!

Miss & love my Baby Baby Baby!!

Love my cliques=)

Bid Here

Adious