About Forbiden Owin

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When you know me, you will either love / loathe me due to my intelligence, wisdom, weirdness and level of sights . Pocket of surprises & fun . High quality & quantity of living & humor . Great taste for fashion, food, drinks & living . Enjoys gaining new knowledge and skills . Someone who love & appreciate to her heart . Indifferent to strangers' opinions about me . Only care about whom I love & how thy look at me. Straightforward . Unkind with words but kind at heart . Witty . Cunning . Romantic . Secretive . Could be Irritating . Outgoing . Humorous . Bubbly . Artistic . Creative . Stubborn . Ambitious . Mischievous . Love myself . Dislike complexity . Truth-seeker . Could say that I am jacks of most trade, yet to be master of one . The rest of her is for u to find out =)

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Moments to be remember

To a very dear friend of mine, I wont & never will I compare you with others. It is very easy to work a relationship out, that's why we are back to what we both think more comfortable. Never ask me about the future cos I cannot foresee it (If I could, I'll share). In your eyes now, he made me very happy that doesnt mean that you didnt give me sufficent happiness before.
It is like I asked for apple from both of you, he brought me 2 apples but you only brings me 1 apple. That doesnt mean that I will be unhappy cos you brought me 1 apple lesser than him, in fact I am more than happy cos you brought me 1.

I really loved you but now my love can only extent to a friend cos I have realised I not your love. I realised that I am not the one who could bring you happiness. Ask me who else can, I could only answer you that "You will definitely meet that person when the time is right" That is also why I allowed you to choose whether you wants to leave me without regrets.

So Silly Bun, move on cos I have moved on. Give me a ring if you need someone=)

My whole of last week was awesome!! & now I am having 2 tiresome weeks of holiday.
My wound is healing fast, so no worries.
My heart came back with more love than ever
My soul is whole again
My LIFE IS AT THE PRIME=D

I didnt want to think about him too much so I worked on last tuesday. The sweet thing is I was the first person he called unfortunately I was unable to pick up his calls. Bla Bla Bla~~

On Thursday, I had my Oral Exam which was a tragic I should say. The examiner asked me at the end of my session (btw I am the last person to be examined): "Did you stay in Amercia for some time?" Then I knew that "Oh God, I screwed it up!!" Well, I am taking a Cambrigde paper for christ sake!! Fcuk it..

On Friday, after Moots Competition I went to Taka to shop around for Sushi Ingredients & I finally met him at AMK Hub for movie, "12 Lotous" Then we went HOME, oh...he bought me "Diamonds"=) haha, the next morning we woke up & went to Compass Point with his mummy to shop for MORE SUSHI INGREDIENTS. Whilst his mum & i were heading home, his mum dropped him off at a bus-stop. Then, I went home to prepare the ingredients meanwhile had a "MINI" chit chat session with his dad, eventually felt pretty inspired by him.

A man who marked his word & make his name
A man who has got nothing to somebody who is so rich in everything.

Thereafter, Wayne & Chrissie came to help me & waited Desmy to come home & start the SUSHI FEAST. About 11 plus I headed home..& the following day, Sunday was lovely.
He made Sushi with the ingredients I have prepared & brought it over to my place @ 9++pm, SO SWEET RIGHT!! I melted & we took some pictures (below)

Anyway, his dad msged him to tell him tht the SUSHI feast is good=)

& Ytd, Rachel, Grace, Charles & myself went to school. Charles craved for BEANCURB so we went to Rochor to grab it, bought Beancurb for his mum & him. Aftermath, I met Chrissie & to Saragoon together. I met him in the bus-stop cos my books are damn heavy & so sweet of him=) Then, we watched DVD & had dinner (cooked by his mum) then home I go..

Here I am at home today, & I working later..
Tons of assignments piling up for me to complete..
I am seeing him tml (Wed)
Going to school & then work on Thurs
Surprise on Friday
Working on Sat
Exercising on Sun (maybe)

He bought this Crave Flower on the colourful soap for me & a green one for himself in BKK

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My Favourite Tee No. 2

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Da Diamonds

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That's him in BKK & he wants to share it wit him, so i have decided to share the love=)

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Aaaa, the Car he promised to buy for me ONE DAY!!

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That is us under void deck..

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This is my favourite pic<3>


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I am sorry that I didnt wan to take pictures wit you!! For now onwards, I promised plenty of it will be coming up=)

I missing my Liy & Shan=)
I missing YOU<3
Bid Here
Adious

Monday, August 18, 2008

Moment of Truth

Regarding the Moot Competition Exprience

Rachel & my team were knock out at the quater final cos of my lousy performance. I was super upset about it, but good thing is Rachel is the highest loser & she went on with Sharon. Hmm, when I was about to give up, my lecturer aka the Master of Moots, Anil called me & asked me to replace Tracy & move on with Grace. After some struggle with myself, I decided to go to the Semi-final meeting my ex opp, Adela & Onnicha whom I lost to!! I worked extremely hard, stood up in the library & finally my hard work paid off. I got a THIRD PLACE in the Moot Competition. My performance wasnt good to say but I guided Grace well & really GOOD herself. Our team point is 351 with only her talking & my brain is remarkable. I really feel extremely proud of myself for a moment & together with alot of encouragement from alot of my classmates & loved ones!!

I never felt as proud of myself till this part of my life, I am writting essays willingly & basically study English.

Tribute to
Desmy who was there all along to encourage me<3
Dad who has been tellin me that he is pretty proud of me..
My cliques - Grace, Rachel & Tracy..In my heart we are all winners=)
Grace, Thank you for doin a splendid job.
Tracy, Im sharing this honour with you cos it was yours in the first place!!
Rachel, you have been giving me the most support in all ways.
Vashon for reminding me of my strengths & weakness
Ezra, Charles, Lester & Cindy..The loved one & helped me alot throughout the whole mooting expriences

Thank you <3s

The past two weeks had been very hectic but fun. For Cindy's hardwork to cheer me up on 8 Aug (The Quater-final Round), she rather spend time together with Ezra, Her Bf & me @ the Mind's Cafe than her bf only. Aww how sweet!! Fortunate man, Jamie, you really have a good GF. The best part is both of them are so so fun, I could just "flirt" & joke with Jamie verbally. After the Semi-final Round, for most of us it actually had comes to an end except for Charles, Jayson, Diana & Jean. As an reward, the CEO decided to "buy" us beer. Weee, so couple of us went there Club Zara to drink with the lecturers & I went home at about 4am. Pictures for the great night will be updating soon!!!


This is Grace & me on her burstday @ Fish & Co.

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This is the picture we took in the Qualifying round; From left to right, Erza, Grace, Lester, myself & Cindy

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Regarding My Sweetest Pie<3
On 9 Aug mitnight, I went to his place & sleep with his immediate order=p.. After that day itself, he started to owe me more things, keekee..
On 11 Aug, I met him, William & girl to chill at Organic Cafe. We works extremely well to twist the mind of Mr William Chin!! Thanks to William Chin, we realised that Desdral is a nice name for my child in future.
On 13 Aug, I went over to his place after school & his mummy cook fried rice for us=) We were supposed to watch dvd but we were carried away Olympic Opening, talk through some stuff. I stupidly fell down while walking down the carpet stair & slept at 1/2 plus..The next morning, he woke up to cook breakfast for me, Egg & Cheese Sandwich=)
On 15 Aug, called me at 7plus to talk to me whilst he is going to the airport.

Anyway, I love to share the joke created by Desmy & me On 12 Aug, while I am on the train back home & was talking to him
[Des]: Which stop are you at now?
[Me]: Bishan
[Des]: So you are reaching home soon?
[Me]: HUH? Haha, Soon? Hello, I am going back to Woodlands not Yio Chu Kang / Seletar Hill Both of us laughed stupidly...

I am super bored & going crazy cos he went to Thailand for holiday for 5 days!! This is the forth day & I am dying cos no one to call me. Worst of all, I cannot sleep well. I have so much to tell him when he comes back, he loves my naggings & gossips.

I was quite decent when he is not around, went drinking & headed home on friday.
Saturday, met Chrissie & Wayne to play badminton at Changi Airport, I ended up havin aches all over my body.
Ytd, chatted with Joyce & Shine, talked to Shan for a while in the morning=) Then, I was at home watching the womens table tennis match with my funny dad!!
Jus now, when I was on my way home I almost cried cos I hav a bad fall wit a wound in my kneecap. I am really angry & depressed!!


Then I have come to realise that I am the most fortunate girl on earth with Desmond Choo around=) Can you please reward me handsomely when you are back tml!!=)

The only thing I didnt do is to study during the weekends=( I gotten back my Contract Assigment 1 & is not very good cos I randomly did it & it crashed with the moots then. No heart & soul put it, yea..Now tht I hav no excuse not to do badly therefore I better do well!! I am pondering carefully about the entry to King's College in London still.Hmm, just take my time since it is till Jan 09..It is indeed a great exposure but there are alot to consider, anyway I got to work for it first too. Hmm, finally my moot is over & I will then hav more time to study=)

Tht is all I wan to update for the 2 weeks.. Anyway,
I hav changed my blog song & thanks to Vashon & Rachel for the help=)
Very sweet song from me to you & my beloved besties classmates *winks*

I need to read up for Public Law tml first & I am working tml too for a couple of hours..
Thur, I might not be goin to school cos of my Oral exam..
Friday, going to school in the evenning for Moots & hopefully I am able to see you & leave my Sat to you=)


I am missing you 987654321123456789 times <3<3
Adious
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Saturday, August 2, 2008

Wonderful Wonderful, Thank you, you<3s

First Annoucement
I managed to win the Moot Competition Qualifying round against Alvin & Lester on 1 Aug(Fri)!! Which took some of Rachel & my effort to do it, I should say the majority of the work is done by Rachel. Unfortunately, she cant make it due to Medical Reason & what I did was jus stood there & got scolded most of the time but not as worst as the another team to lose.. I underestimated this competition by doing the preparatory work a week before & since I got into the second round. I am goin to work hard for it with Rachel, Grace, Tracy & Lester.=)

Most of my clique got into the next round, like Ezra & Cindy, Grace & Tracy, Charles & Jayson. Big Congrats to them..

This is what we took before my moot=)
From left - Alvin, myself, Lester, Grace, Cindy & Ezra

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After everything, Lester, Cindy, Lester, Adela, Ornicha, Jean, Mrs Chong & myself when to celebrate Grace's burstday.. Mini lunch nothing fancy... & Brought a cake for her=) Only left wit Cindy, Grace & myself eating the cake cos most of the rest left & Lester cant eat things wit MILK!!..

I really enjoyed my week alot especially with you<3..

Well, Mon & Tues are study days & were in the library most of the time..talk to Desmy & he told me that Wayne & Chris wants to go over his place on Wed for Fodue AGAIN!! So we concluded that HE should make PASTA for us & I decided to stay over cos it is more convenient to go to school the next day=) Anyway his MUM is the cook for the pasta..

However, on Wed itself, He was held back by work & I managed to submit the skeleton of my moot earlier. So I waited for him at the nearby coffeeshop & went to his place first to take a nap.. Before taking the nap, I was told to bathe first before lying on the germ free bed!! FINE, so I did..he came back when his mum was talkin to me about the Ex-Maid thingy & her actions made me LOL. I was disturbing him before we both managed took a nap till 7 plus & woke up for dinner.. Chrissie & Wayne came shortly & went up to watch twee before grabbing the Fodue..

Then they suggested to go to John's place to drink, the excuse was "John is going back to State for good"..FINE~~ tht means it is unvoidable for me to see Andrew..is not that I really detest seeing him or bla bla bla..Well, he is jus ... & I try my best to not to be so close to him.

However, he was "shocked" to see me & he mentioned my name umpteen times like "Sandral Owin" which was kinda irritating.. Then asked me some question regarding my current life. The only GOOD THING with Andrew in my eyes is that he helped girls to put on blanket when we are cold... The part where I can get a moment of peace is when Desmy asked me to go down to hav a small chit chat.. But then, he was kinda high alr..
Anyway, we went back to his place @ 2plus /3 to bathe & sleep..Reluctantly work up @ 8 to bathe & purposely ask Desmy to make Sandwich for me=D haha, then I head back to school=) Late though but I <3>
Thanks <3

Friday evening I watched very going Filiphino movie in Crunchyroll, When love Begins..
The leading Actor & Actress (Ben & Michelle)


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The leading actress said something so true & I have the same thought as her "I dont wan to have relationship cos in the end you just burt each other. There should be no expectation cos the more expectation, the more hurt & disappointment. & afterall nothing lasts forever, so I dont believe in love anymore"

Another quote is "Its very important that whoever becomes your spouse, above all should be also your BEST FRIEND cos there will come a point that the romance will be gone but the friendship of the couple still remains"

I like this movie alot cos it talks about some part of my life now. & I am using the song as my Blog Song - One Hello by Gary Valenciano

Yesterday, was working & decided to work on next Fri & Sat(maybe) only.. Work aftermath, when I was supposed / about to call that Darling Boy, he called which is so so so SWEET. Cos he set the alarm to wake up to call me..how lovely is he..
Thank you <3

Today, went to Rachel's place for the Moot Discussion & it is heading somewhere=) Aftermath, I walked to ECP for a moment of peace & I kinda miss the beach alot.. Took some pictures

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Goal & Important Event for the upcoming week..

1. Finish 3 assigment BY 5th Aug which is like 2 days more..
2. Prepare sufficently for Moot Competition
3. Watch The Mummy
4. Sentosa=)
5. Club wit my classmates=D

Lastly, still missing you & thank you for lovin me=)
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Adious