About Forbiden Owin

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When you know me, you will either love / loathe me due to my intelligence, wisdom, weirdness and level of sights . Pocket of surprises & fun . High quality & quantity of living & humor . Great taste for fashion, food, drinks & living . Enjoys gaining new knowledge and skills . Someone who love & appreciate to her heart . Indifferent to strangers' opinions about me . Only care about whom I love & how thy look at me. Straightforward . Unkind with words but kind at heart . Witty . Cunning . Romantic . Secretive . Could be Irritating . Outgoing . Humorous . Bubbly . Artistic . Creative . Stubborn . Ambitious . Mischievous . Love myself . Dislike complexity . Truth-seeker . Could say that I am jacks of most trade, yet to be master of one . The rest of her is for u to find out =)

Monday, April 28, 2008

Over the weekends....

Many things happened...

1st thing:
Well, I was talking to Desmy & an article came across my mind; I was readin the Sunday Times while I'm on my way to school in the morning (Actually the cover page).. This article is regarding a tregedy of a woman who survived Breast Cancer but was killed in a road accident on Saturday, & my heart ached.

Now you must be thinking "Does it even concerned you?" etc..Well, perhaps one's life is this fragile & unpredictable. So start cherish every moment, kins & friends around yourself if you have not done so!!

2nd Thing:
Whoa~~ I just started school somehow it seems like I have ended it!! Currently is Project Term therefore I only need to attend school on Certain Friday. However, meeting my team mate (Grace, Tracy & Rachel) is very neccesary.. So basically 28 APR to 29 JUNE I will be damn FREE, so best thing is to start finding Part-time job!! Jeez!!

Last thing:
My Fei fei is runnin a high fever=( Poor boy!! Fortunately is only Normal Fever not those viruses...

Finally my journal for the weekend..

Friday.. 25/04/08

Wei Hao's Burstday=)

Stupidly reached school @ 11.30, met Yik Kiat in the big empty class..So I said "Hi" & when I open my notebook, there came to my realisation that CLASS today starts @ 2pm.. Fcuk, so Yik Kiat & myself decided to go lunch today etc...& Andy (Taiwanese) joined us @ 1pm.. At 2, we went back to class & people start coming in..Mr Vincent who briefed us throughout the class was fun~~ He mentioned that the Doctors in IMH are worst off then the patients, haha~~ I guessed majority of the Law Lecturers are so quippy..

My clique & I showed up for the high tea for 10 min & we left w/o a sound. Well, I brought them to the awesome Organic Cafe which Desmy, William & I discovered to indugle=) & we headed back for Public Law Revision Class..

The lecturer is freaking handsome & sophisticated, like Senator Obama=) I was sitting @ the extremely right & followed by Grace, Rachel & Tracy.. I was joking around to take my initiative to talk to him, God knows I had the chance to do so. Tracy was exhausted so she took her leave @ 8 (break time)..Bla Bla Bla, class dismissed @ 10.15 & all of us headed home..

After I'm done with my shower & called Desmy..William called Desmy too so we conference; & William wants Desmy & myself to go over to his place to drink wit him so I was tempted..Cos it is convienent since I need to go school @ 11am then might as well rest @ his place & head down.. So Desmy cabbed down to fetch me & headed to William's house. In the cab, he was swearing that HE WILL NEVER PICK UP WILLIAM'S CALLS AFTER 11PM.. haha~~ I assumed I have made a bad choice of goin to his place..

Saturday... 26/04/08

DRINK DRANK DRUNK is the process of drinking alcohol however I never expected William to knock out before myself..

This is William..& I've got a exclusive video of him; Stay Tune!!=)

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William's wanted to drive his dad's BM & asked us to hop into the car..so his girl & Desmy was persuadin him to come down & the best thing is I'm feelin stuffy (mainly cos of the fusion of Rum & Martel) so there a need to climb over his gate to puke cos THE MAIN DOOR & GATE are locked!!

William is OUTTA THE CAR sucessfully & we strolled to the 7/11 to buy food. That is when I realised Desmy is DRUNK!! That means I am the only survivor throughout the night cos Will's gf didnt drink.. & that ALSO means I hav to take care of Desmy cos he do things which are VERY UNEXPECTED when he is Drunk!! Bla Bla Bla
So desmy & I went to William's bro room to sleep..confession=)..& supposed to wake up @ 10 however I woke up @ 10.30!!

Shit happens..William's dad is extremely mad about William, bla bla bla.. After my quick shower, we went out & they send me to my school whereas they are heading to Keith's place for some sorta of Party.. Reached school @ 11.45am & class ends @ 4.30pm.. Rushed back home to sleep & woke up @ 7 for dinny..Desmy called to apologise & chatted till mitnight then I turned in...

Sunday..27/04/08

Woke up & realised that I hurted my waist cos of my lousy sleeping position..Damnit, last lesson for seeing Mr Curtiz (look alike Obama) & UK law is very complex compared to Singapore Law.. haha~~ Lesson aftermath, I strolled down to church to pray & HOME I go..

Nothing much happened, Fei fei is sick so my house seem quieter.. While my dad & I were watchin twee, he suddenly put up his hand & FARTED!! (He learnt it from the gig)..

Today.. Right now I am freaking bored.. Will be taking a nap & when I wake up I will read the papers & start more on my research!! Jeez~~..

Changed my Blog Song to my favourite Hit of the Month - I stay in love by M.C=) Enjoy it & Thanks Mr Yik Kiat for Sending me the song=) <3

Below are the picture I took in the Soup House last Sunday when I went out wit Shine!

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Take Care
Bid Here
Adious

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Finally

LISTEN TO THE FERGIE WHO IS TRUELY DEEPLY IN LOVE. I guess everyone who went throught tought life will feel something like her, when we found a life-time partner to volunteer to be there & make commitments to yourself.

HER SONG "Finally" IN THE ALBUM - The Dutchess It is very heartwarming lovely song...

If you are goin to play it, remember to stop my blog song first=)




Ahem, well..I basically did nothing much today, flip through The Straits Times & Joggin.. Gotta wait till Friday then got classes, Godness.. I probably go Sentosa / hiking tml..=)

Tuesday, E-Commerce & Brief Intro about subjects. E-Commerce was okie whereas Law Talk was very interesting, my lecturer really stirred my mind up. Classes ended an hour earlier; So Tracy, Rachel & myself went for lunchy & started chatting more.. I started talkin about myself; so did Rachel.


FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!!
Monday, met alot of peepss. So I make a right choice to sit wit a sweet-looking girl during the induction class, Tracy. Then we started talking, unknownly we ALSO started to talk to the 2 girls sitting behide us, Rachel & Grace. So the four of us start talkin a lot, cos the class wouldnt start till 10.30am. Not surprisely for me to ask question like "Where are we heading for lunch later?" Unfortuntely, Rachel mentioned it first=)

Tracy(18), Rachel(18) & Grace(19) are very smart people, results tell everything.. So I will have to buck up behide them. Grace & me were trying to propagate Tracy to go for Overseas Education, haha.. WE FAILED!!

Anyway, I am overjoyed to know people like them, they will be able to influence me very well. I am looking forward for the Project Month, cos they are AWESOME Girls & I hav to make extra efforts to interact with the rest!! <<3 Will do it on Firday!!

Sunday, went out for moive wit Shine in town, I was dying to eat Subway for once. Definitely, Maybe is a super Hilarious & Touchy Movie.. PLEASE GO WATCH WATCH!! Shine is goin back to visit his dearly Family on Firday till 1st May.. Misses & do take care huh!!

God really loves me too much, but he never spoilt me

Bid Here
Adious

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Waited for so SO long & it is finally here

I'm in the mist of confusion emotions..Can someone tell me why I'm feelin so weird? CAN SOMEONE PLEASE CHILL ME DOWN!!

As though I'm walkin down the aisle where peeps are glarin at me or to be exact, just like a Freshman attendin College. haha I AM ATTENDING SCHOOL, is the so so near that make me barely feeling REAL. Is it jus me?

I waited patiently for this day, I stick to my dream which is so vain. I still never forget the moment I broke out cos of HAPPINESS alone. I can NEVER forget..never will I..

I always think Dreaming is so not like me, though it keeps us living. It's a theory like "Women loves to eat Chocolate, cos it makes us Happy" - It is a sterotype, I dont really fancy chocolate A LOT. I feel dishearted at times, I do have times whereby I wan to / break down cos Hopes are shattered. However, after a reflection /findin solutions time, I managed to regain myself or even shielded myself more.

I was emailing wit my Secondary Mentor, Mr Tan recently in Facebook. He is surprised & relieved for wht I am now, he was worried about me then. It jus make life so worthy cos it proved that someone still cares about me at somewhere in this world.

I find my life very magical cos seem like God nv forsake me though at times I do let him down. He make sure I'm making the correct choice I'm supposed to choose for life. I wanted to be someone different so I buried my past & started anew. Not saying my past is very bad, just not as good as you think I am.. Well, I exprienced the moments of LOVE, LUST, TEMPTATION, GREED, BETRAYAL, SORROW, JEALOUSLY & etc when I was young at least I can be proud to tell others I was stupid. They are my lessons taught & I nv will forget all cos I paid a big price for it. I nv regret not being a good girl who I supposed to be, I am grateful for what I am today.

I achieved something which I eagerly longed for..My English foundation, is not perfect yet but is gettin to somewhere, I will work harder for this. haha, now people thought tht I am a Korean who came from States, haha..Moveover, the price I paid is everything I established before. When I recalled abt all, I felt something inside pricking my heart. I need to say it's worthy, cos I bought a lesson which allowed me not to depend so so much on friends; to see my family is still here for me. My current clique are really fun just like who I hope to meet, I gladded they come into my life. THANKS GUYS=)

Again, plenty of people I always feel so thankful inside my heart, alot of times you will see me repeating / repeated the list cos without them you probably wouldnt know the current me now. They gave me a chance to repent & learn, I cant imagine wht will I be without them..

My Dad - He showered adaquate love & freedom to me=)
My Mum - Though she is a nagger & not so smart, I do get sick of her at times; she is a nice person still
My Siblings - Thank you for lettin me come in front of all of you, as I exprienced much much things compared to you, KEEP GROWING!
Austin - Someone whom I never forget in my entire life, he is my angel when I needed someone badly.
My Cousin - Thank you for being such a nice advisor as always
Ms Chee - You are probably the best teacher I ever know, who is still here for me

My Close Friend who wont fail to be there
Hui Shan
Liyana
Leah
Joyce
Su Fang
Zachary
Fabian
Yong An
Shine
& A few more=)

Something Important I need to clarify..People are doubting my choice of guy who I fancy now. I wont deny looks is important to me, I never thought I will like him in the first sight, NEVER!! Hearts counts most, compared to looks. He is a nice person though he may looks retarded a bit. He is funny & fun. When he is serious, he looks very cool. Even we wont end up being together, I am happy to know someone like him=)

Thursday, after my school @ 8.30pm, supposed to meet William @ 8.45pm but he came onli @ 9.57pm!! Overslept in the bus, cool reason! I went shoppin for a while, bought a PUMA Bag & a Bottle..So Dummy & I went to HMV for our own time. So I was enjoyin my music & he is lookin at some DVDs. Please buy Mariah Carey E=MC2!!! Awesome songs, She is my inspiration, just by listenin to her songs, I will stay strong=)

Friday, Went for lunch with Hui Shan & Chill @ Brewerkz wit Su Fang..& talked to Desmond & Zac at night=)

Saturday, Jogging & had dinner wit my family aftermath went to the nearby beach myself=) Chatting with Fabian till 4am, nonsense & serious talks, haha.. We are clubbin on Wednesday haha

Sunday, now..My family are at home, My Sister was teachin Fei Fei how to play Chopstick using keyboard. He is really smart, I still not playin weel till now=(

But I really really can sing well.. My Sister, Sofina & I was in our school choir like 7 years back, was actually something I am very proud of, though I missed a chance to sing the solo part cos of outbreak of sickness. I managed to find something I love to do, memorable time during the graduating Primary School . Sofina played the CD which kept all the music (I'll post the Piano Solo next time) As I am bloggin here, about my dreams etc, the musical play was named as "Follow the Dream" so nice..She / The Cd sort of tellin me to contiune to follow my dream, it has been years & the lyrics of the song is still so alive, I can sing to you guy next time but remember to pay & so the chorus goes like this;

"Follow the dream
The dream I know
So clearly in my spirit & my soul
Follow the dream
Dont let it go
It will echo throught the ages
Break down all strong defences
Unfold the hope & power
Follow the Dream"

& A certain part I really love & sing it when I am lost;-

"Dont be afraid
Dont be discouraged
Our hope lies in your hand
It may not seem what it seems to be now
We have not reached the end
There's sky that's not yet open
The rain has yet to fall
And a rainbow to be painted
A sun that shines for all
And a dream to be remembered
But you would have to
See it in your heart"

Now there is a piece of good news to share, Sofina who quitted school jus before her Major GCE "N" Level told me she wants to go back to school.. So we probably be sendin her to Chec / MDIS / YCMA / Night School =) Hopefully Suvin would think the same way too.

I goin for a movie wit Shine in Town=) Then I will prepared my stuff for tml=) AWWWW, I blog tml abt school, OKIE?

BTW, Is Random.. I was surfing Facebook & searched my own name "Sandral" to my surprise that girls whois given / maiden name is "Sandral" all looks very attractive...

Hehehehehehehehe

May the peace be wit ya!!
Bid Here
Adious

Thursday, April 17, 2008

My days with you

OMG.. I am freaking sick siCK SICK now but I'm sure it will be better tml!! Running / Blocked Nose & Coughing; Lost my sense of taste=(

Later I am heading down to school for Revision Class & Collection of Timetable

Basically, I sorta found something to work on this week=) LUCKY me~~

Last Friday 11.4.08

Work aftermath, Those loved ones; Su Fang, Peng Li, Fong Mei, Serene, Ms Wong, Vivian & Chee Kiong brought me out for dinnery=) The dinner was delicious though we ate @ the nearby coffeehouse. Then we went to The Mind Cafe, cool place man!! We play boardgames throughout, unfortunately Serene & Ms Wong had to left early. The Games DIDNT bored me but it definitely Hurts me! Cos I am the LOSER for the GAMES we played!! The waiteress is damn helpful & sweet=) haha

Chee Kiong drove us back then... Anyway I love them for sure=)!!

Sat 12.4.08

Time is ticking slowly so daddy asked me to go for a jog.. Well, so after making the dumplings, we went jogging for an hour or so @ the nearby park. The night is absolutely FUN!! I went out @ 10.30pm to celebrate Wayne's burstday @ MOS. I guessed without knowing Dummy & all, my life could be so so dull=) Thanks man! Dummy was very irritating as usual when he is drunk!!

We took cabby home @ 6am & as usual I was the last to reach home. BUT there is Jeremy to acc me cos he awesomely staying in Woodlands too=) haha.

Sunday 13.4.08

Woke up @ 11am, then sleep again till 3 plus when Sunny called me=) The hunkie, handsome, smart & funny Sunny.. I was supposed to meet him on Friday but postponed... so I went to meet him @ Suntec after my dinner with my family..

We went to Esp for h.o.t chocolate & then to Mustafarr to shop something which his mum wants him to buy something back to H.K

Monday 14.4.08

I wanted to go Sentosa for MONTHS but Liyana & Hui Shan are NEVER free for me=( so I went Sentosa, Cafe Delma myself @ 11am.. Went to Cruise Centre to visit my friends to chit chat A BIT & reach Cafe Delma @ 1.30am. Sun-tanning, drinking, reding book on the bed & etc.. make new friend ahaha, English hunkie..absolute cool=) haha

Anyway, I exprienced & managed to see the differences between LOVE & LUST more clearly - A good lesson learnt

Tuesday 15.4.08

My blocked nose started on this day & I went to school ... Chatted with Dummy for a while & boo to sleep=)

Wed 16.4.08

Nice day.. I didnt really expect Dummy will impressed me so so much, but *sighed* he did. wow, We went golfing & he is my mentor for golf & table-tennis, something different. haha, I was feelin abit upset & tired.. din managed to talk to dummy=(

I changed my B.L.O.G song & dedicating it to Someone=)
With you, I'm feeling so real & happy=)
With you, I'm not so lonely
With you around, I think I'm in love
Thanks to someone who is with me=)


Below are some pics taken on Wayne's Chalet, anyway I look extremely not pretty!!=(

Dummy & me @ Wayne's Chalet <33
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From Right - Clara, Chris, Rahman & myself @ Wayne's Chalet
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Done by Clara @ Wayne's Chalet - Happy Summary
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I think I will skip the second part of the class later=p

Will blog again

Bid Here
Love ya
Adious

Friday, April 11, 2008

All ended in a year=)

Man!! Hi peeps, I know I have been neglecting my B.L.O.G page; so HERE I AM. My life evolved tremendously recently, whatever it is!! SCHOOL IS STARTING, this is the part this excites me the most. I AM THRILLED!

Sad part is that I am living my comforty working place. Today is my last day, well, plenty of peeps to thank for caring, doting & loving, etc. To colleagues / friends who has crossed my life;

“I I have to thank the company for keeping me for all this while, tolerating some of my nonsense, & have been so patient with me. I am very grateful to meet them at the right place & time. Thanks for taking care of me in every aspect in work, allowing me to grow & know the word of life. Once again, I will have to say that I didn’t regret / hated my journey with Teambuild. It has started & will ends well in Teambuild.

Life is like a book, this is a chapter I will keep in my depth of my soul, because it broadens me with a lot of knowledge; knowing people from this wide earth. My experience with Teambuild is an exposure & she, together wit you guys leads me to know who myself is.

The gifts & free meals!! I have enjoyed the meals & I love the gifts a lot, though I think I have gained a couple of Kgs more.

I hope that God have heard my prayer for you & Teambuild; May all of us soar a higher level of everything we can attain.”

Well, starting from next Monday onwards, my life will be different. It’s sad though to leave them, but I guess all of us should have been preparing for this day to come. Spending time by seeing / hearing each other, ironically strengthens our bond if we start to realize; a bit counts.

Well, I will skip all the dully stuff; I will just update my exciting journal! Pictures are YET TO COME, I promise that it will!!

I think it started from Wayne Chalet on 20th March! It is so fun because of Someone, I enjoyed the talking time in the room & beach with Someone. It is much appreciated if Someone didn’t throw my flip-flop in the sea & not being so drunk!! Meeting with old / new friends are always fun, let’s meet more often if feasible!

22th March (Saturday)
Watch Step up 2 – The Street with Someone! Went to Someone’s house cos supposedly we are dining with his parents however is his brother & dad we ate with. Haha, felt a bit shy, then Someone mentioned that we are going take a walk @ the beach. For a moment, I think it is sweet however I know why did we NEED to take a walk! Cos Someone needs to smoke=)

Well, Someone’s dad sent us to Sembawang MRT, we bided *Cold Shoulder* Took a nice walk to the pub where my Sisters held their party at! Admiral Pub, whatever sh*t! Drank a bit, left the the pub @ 3am, supposed to go home with my sisters & friends but Someone is hungry! Then we headed to the nearby 7/11, bought sandwich & beer. Bla Bla Bla… anyway I when home @ 6am.

23th March (Sunday) My Sisters sweet 17th burstday!
We had steamboat @ home etc. It is really nice

Then the following week, nth much happened.

29th March (Saturday)
Together with Su Fang, we went for a Feng Shui Talk.. quite interesting!! Then we headed down to PS to watch The Empress & the Warriors!! Recommended by Cindy, so love love love!

Bought a new hp & line, as my cell phone buttons lifespan is dead=)

For dinner, we strolled to Clarke Quay, Someone msged me to recommend me a place, Brewerkz. For the very first time, Someone surprised me haha. Nice place to dine @ & if you love beer, Excellent! Cant be missed! We headed home @ 11 plus, cos the next day is Qing Ming Jie.

30th March
“Qing Ming Jie” is a day whereby we go temple to make offering to our family members.

31st March (Mon)
I was very busy since the morning cos going to market is a busy thing, let alone cooking. Well, to thank & show my appreciation to my colleagues. I have cooked for some humble dishes, Black sauce Chicken, Butter prawn & Chili Crabs. They all really love it, cos they might to finish everything without a trace. =)

1st April
It is a special day to fool your friend, cos I received a call from William. Hilarious man!! I already know the purpose for him to buzz me. Haha~~ The rest is unrevealed/

2nd April (Wed)
Work was okie, what excites me is Chris called to ask me to club!! Haha, lovely man!! Finally, I crawled out to dance @ my all-time favorite place=) She came to my place with me, @ 3a.m & both of us left my home @ 8am to school & work!

3rd April
Supposed to watch The Leap Year with Someone but ended up watchin it myself=) damn nice though!

4 April (Friday)
Went to NUS to hold a Job Fair with Jane & David, the crowd is okie compared to NTU. Then met Kola, Chris & Ron to Tiger Brewery, AWESOME!! As in the drinking & playing part @ the pub, meeting new folks is always fun! 2 Korean guy, Jason, Mika (Hottie Japanese Girl) & a few more Caucasian guys.
I shall not further elaborate the others details cos Someone knows abt =).

5 & 6 April (Sat & Sun)
Went to school for Law Revision Course, pretty interesting & I’m LOVIN it! Went to church for a short moment of retention peace=)

7 – 11 April
Well, Pei Ee msged me to find someone to talk to, hmmm, I missed her though=) Thanks & I enjoyed where we are at now.
Where my free lunch starts… & my weight started to gain.

10 April
Chris called saying she wanted to hang over at my place, so we will be sleeping together again!

Upcomings!
Tml, Su Fang & Clique are bringing me to an Unknown place
Saturday, is Wayne’s Birthday Celebration=) I bought him a nice tee, hope he will like it=)
Next week is still in the maze=)

The rest I will update you guys real soon!!

L.O.V.E Y.A
Adious=)