Deary Life

I am not bothered about anything right now as I typed this blog, in fact I am very calm. My Grandmother's husband just passed away, what really sadden me is her. I often wondered why she has to lead such a sad life but she is a strong woman. All her children thinks that they are better than her in a lot of aspect and they are simply wrong. She might be silly at time to feeds her son who is the age of 45 year old but that is because she felt guilty then she wasnt able to give them a good life. I started my blog with "Have you ever tried to be in my shoes?" for a purpose. It does not takes a genuis to do this; understanding others. However, many simply refuses to even try. All they know is to grumble, feel sad over their life and looking for people to take some pity on them. What hurts me badly is that I, over my 19 years never seen or hear my grandmother grumble about her life; seeing 2 husband passed away and needed to bring up all her child. So who are you to grumble?

Hence, when I pray for her to God. I asked him to watch over us & help me to watch over her. I want her to be there when I soar like an eagle most because I dont want to live my life with regrets. She is my Dear Mother, a true example of a Mum. Trust me, I have no mercy to my own so-called mother when she step on my back.

Dear Rach, thank you for this wonderful song although I said to you that "this song is not meant for me". I would like to get this sentence back because I really have a wonderful grandmother and dad. I survived so long and i will survive as long as I need to because of them. I cannot be bothered about others' eyes, they have a choice as to how they look at me and I made the choice at the point I want to change. This is all about me at this point of time, although the thought of giving up came pass me the other day. That is not going to happen, to grow and soar is all I am concerned of, because it came to my realisation of ONE THING!!

I am very enriched now, other than studying for my exam the only thing I love most is read. I am excited over able to purchase 'Men in white'. Also, Screw the system here & it is all crap & bullshit. Government in general are bulls******* and selfish in nature, hence never trust a politican too much.

Lastly, I will have a nice weekend today although work is not too good today. I misses my friends a lot and will type the list of books to buy for me for my BURSTDAY. haha, thanks huh peeps!! We are bbq-ing later, yeahness!!

I love my beloved friends & baby.

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Blissful

I am still in my happy dream, I going to receive my Dip in Law in no time!! I am so thrilled because I am very proud of myself coming this far for this result. I concerned about the process of achieving my goal not just achieving the goal. I fail my Public Law but the blessing thing is I have a second chance. I am so thankful as God reminded me that I have to have faith in yourself before he comes to give me more. Perhaps, this is the reason I make it thru. I cried for happy tears as I peek my results.

My result was not fantastic but it is sufficient enough. I cannot make it to UK but two of my cliques will bring my share there first, & study to the best. G8 was a success, zero failure & it is a blessing. I sure Lydia receive the best 21st pressie from God. Now, I am planning meanwhile I will retake this subject well & work first. Apart from having God & a good team by my side, I have one more person to thank.

"IF you have a Father like mine, do Praise & Pray to him a lot!!"
"If you have friends like mine, do Cherish & Treasure them a lot"

Desmond, I really appreciate your presence in very situation I met with. Let it be Happiness, Sorrow, Anger or Bitterness, you are here for him duly & what more I can asked from you. This is a song for you, leave aside the sad part because is not within our concerns. As much as my friend mentioned this to me that I have a very wonderful boyfriend, yet I have to agree with them. I love the ONE YEAR Anniversary Celebration, thank you. I been to Singapore Zoo too many time & this time is the most fruitful one. I may ask for too much from you at time so thankful of your patient. I have a taste of perfection & you are the ripest apple I pick from the tree so it fully explain why you are so sweet. My journal to you is a token & start of our journey together, ily!!

"If you have a Boyfriend like mine, Do Cherish & Love him a lot!!!"

Upcoming Plans: Study, Work, Enjoy, Love and Loved!!

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