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So sorry, this few weeks, I was & will be kinda busy though it is a holiday week, the assisgments are still crazy. On top of tht, in 5 weeks' time the year end exam is coming..Although I am improving but is not good enough, so I am taking one step at a time! (Singing the music in heart)

Last week, we just did a Mockery Exam=) I probably fail badly, not doubt! I am not being proud or arrogant cos I am doing something about it! Cos of all my unfinished dreams & what Uni I can get in next year it is all determine by it.

I know I have not post alot of pictures regarding the clubbing(s) & Formula 1. I will will will post it with Desmy Birthday Celebration together!! PROMISE!!.. Speaking for Desmy Birthday, You guys wan to know wht Im giving him..heehee

I am only going to show one of the present cos the another one not open to public!! haha, I was baking the cake at Oreth's House on Thur with the lovely Princess Aqilah's help=) Almost screwed it up but managed to revive it, Well, it is not a normal cake & the time baby have recieved this. It is Alcoholic Chocolate Cake & this is the FRIST TIME Princess Owin baked a birthday cake.. Whilst I was opening the bottle & pouring the alcohol, my daddy said "Aiyo, you are very generous man!! You opened the expensive Brandy (Blue) for a cake!!" he merely nag nag nag for a while..

The inital product of the cake didnt look very nice but I topped up the holes with Chocolate (with Brandy) & with A BIT of brandy.. & the icing time was so fun!! & the wordings I wrote is messy!! haha but it is all hardwork! I took effort to ponder, plan & work!! I even hav to deal wit my morality issuse tht I lied to my baby! Sorry for those beautiful white lies...

Oh, I am supposed to promote Lydia shop!!

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Lastly, my GCE "O" Level English is on Monday=) Wish me all the best.. haha..Dad is sendin me to his place now!!

ANYWAY, This blog supposed to be posted on Last Friday !! Will update you guys more soon!!

I will be missing Rachel & Grace & J1 tutorial peers!! With recent Ad-Hoc of Spongebox Squarepant!!

I missing my friends

I love baby baby!! Gertemp

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Whatever that makes us happy

Hello=) I am having my last 2 mockery paper later..I am probably hitting the lowest score=)

~~ CONGRATS~~

I am feeling vexy for the past few days & had arguement with Desmy.. But I decided to give up on the problem, cos I cant changed it might as well indifferent it=) Do what we want & whatever that makes us happy.

Whatever that makes him happy; is what he has requested from me yesterday which I am kinda disappointed but nevertheless that is what it makes him happy. Upon his request, I think I am likely to grant him that. Some people who I told my initial plan might feel for me; probably the closest people, I am really fine but speechless.

I feel like talkin to Joyce & cry it out. Or intoxicate myself so the next day I will wake up not knowing what happened yesterday but the so called "Happiness". Though my heart broke when you rejected my kiss cos you are goin out tml, well it does not matter if that is whatever that makes you happy.

A friend of our is celebrating his 20th birthday, I think is not necessary to wish him cos I have gave him a very good present which makes myself sick whenever I think of it. My heart is feeling like the song describe, so I need to do something that makes me happy.

All the more I want to do thing together wit him but barely time / him allows. I realised that the word that makes me sad is "expect". When we were friends, I dont expect anything from him cos who I am to. Now, I expect the minimum from him & look at what it has become. So from today I will expect nothing, do whatever that makes us happy=)

I wan to go to the BEACH tml morning & forget
about everything, CAN SOMEONE ACC ME or Should I go there alone?

To love,

I am really unhappy cos those time spent SUPPOSED to be wit me, & the post hung over period too. Every minutes you spending on that is very precious to me but Whatever that makes you happy & so be it. Call me selfish, I dont care cos I love you & everything becomes trival in my eyes. But you have the right to object my view, whatever that makes you happy=) I will keep mute & viewless from today onwards but I still love you=)

From,
Owin

Crying in the heart=(

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