Jocose Week=)

Hmm.. I love my Blog song=) Wanna know why? Cos Avril Lavigne made this song for personal reason=)

- Jus like I'll think far, & ponder & feel what happen if I gain / lose something important or even unimportant?
- Where & what is my realm, which I'm supposed to focus in years to come?
- Whether I will be a singular & eminent?

All are an unknown still, I cant prognosticated but I hav the most concern for my future.

Now, I start to ponder alot of things I have never / didnt wan to think about. First, to beware gettin hurt & secondly, to beware of people who will put a flash in the pan=)

Like this song & blog, put myself into people's shoes. I think if I ever lose my guy, like I lose some of my friends. Will I jus get over it like I got over it? Will I be able to live wit an empty heart? Will I find someone to love me like him? Will I do another stupid thing for my next bf?

But I'm pretty sure I'll miss him like mad. Like the song, when you're gone THE PIECES OF MY HEART ARE MISSING YOU. when you're gone, THE FACE I CAME TO KNOW IS MISSING. when you're gone, THE WORDS I NEED TO HEAR TO ALWAYS GET ME THROUGH THE DAY & MAKE IT OKIE, i miss you=)

I'm kinky egotist sometimes towards some things, a person who retrospect, smile when I in joy / sad, very ardent, rational yet emotional & lastly like I always say "I not ready to make nice"

Who is READY TO MAKE NICE IN THIS HECTIC WORLD? what is good & bad? where is good & bad? why & when there's good & bad? Who doesnt hav anger & sorrows? Even Gorge Bush has, not mention PM Lee or I, myself? So who is actually there to make nice?=)

I tried to be nice but I do hav my principles & pride to acknowledge=) I'm nice to a certain extent=) I spit out my disgruntled=) Frankness=)

Tomorrow, mitnight is Liyana's Birthday=)

Amorous Day

I dedicate this song to Shine=)..

Song lyrics | Avril Lavigne lyrics

Fri, Oral day=) Well it's still an unknown though is important to me but I'll take it easy=) Met Thahira & Zi Qing in school=) Coolness, I actually managed to talk for 10 mins. I hope it wont be wasted=)

Met my honey bunny in Causeway then headed to the library. Kisses, & sweetness cos I met an old-time friend=) she was from CHR NPCC too..Malati if i didnt make a mistake=)

Sat, Woke up spontaneous=) Baby got up early to study wit James aka Mistress.. Well, buzz Chrissie & she's also wonderin where to slack. So together we set our journey..
We ate healthy
We quipped
We watched HAIRSPRAY!! I hav a likeness from this movie not cos of ZAC EFRON, either is a musical movie but lastly is a inspiring & the movie i really supports=) it tells a "LOVE IS COLOURBLIND" meaning=) We danced & sang in the cinema=)
We ate our dinner in Esplanade dancin area=).. Coolness, Dancer & lots of ppl were wonderin=) But we didnt rued tht we did tht=)
She bought the same market shoes i have=)





There, she was grappin her dinner


& We were so shag when we were on the rebound train=)
THANKS GIRL, YOU BRIGHTEN ME=)

Sunday, woke up spastically early, woke my dearest up=) Left our bags in the hotel & we rushed to the starting point=) The first 6Km was okie=) but the rest were dugery!! Shine could go faster but he insisted to acc me=) sweetness=)
We completed @ about 1 hour & 45 min..not a good result=(
I go for the Standard Chartered 10km Run=)

Went back to the hotel & bathed then we headed home=)..Home alone for the whole day=)
Sweet love=)


Chatted wit Leah!!=) Sweet ass, she participated in the run too=) Talked & exchanged our opinions about our own bf=) I realised I found the nicest boyfriend i hav=)

Today, work is lackluster=) Met baby at admiratly=) We jus bid wit a kiss=)

Been watchin House of harmory since ytd=) Is acted by Maggie Q(Harmony) & Fann Wong(Mei Ling).. The story is regards a young beautiful asian girl, met this guy who is a cauasian. They fell deeply in love however, their love was forbidden in the chinese tradition. She(Mei Ling) was then pregnant so she broke her family heart & raised the child alone=) The guy also promised to be back but he dead in a crash ship=(

24 year later, the little girl grew up & went to L.A to find the dad to fufill her mum's wish. Not knowin her mum days were countable, she found the whereabout of the family of her dad. Mum dead by tht, Harmony fall in love wit the cauasian guy the dad had adopt before knowin Mei Ling=) However, the boy mum disagreed till the day she was dyin=) She told him "Son, I made you unhappy cos of my pride. Now I willing to return your freedom back to you" A love story=)

Chatting wit CK now!! Told me a spastic qiup but he is a nice chap=)

An old Italian Mafia Don is dying and he called his grandson to his bed and told him: "Grandson I wanta you to listen to me. I wanta you to take mya 45 automatic pistol, so you will always remember me".
The grandson replies: "But grandpa I really don't like guns, how about you leaving me your Rolex watch instead".
The don, angry, answers: "You lisina to me, some day you goin a be runna da bussiness, you goina have a beautiful wife, lotsa money, a biga home and maybe a couple od bambino, some day you goina come hom and maybe finda you wife in be with another man. Whata you gonna do then? Pointa to you watch and say, 'TIMES UP'"?

Got the Joke?

Sunshine after the rain

Recently kinky quarrelsome wit some pals, i'm quellin this problem. I have been pondering for days, i wont find a pretext to bring it over. I prefers to accept it; you should know i will & i wont deny tht i was irated. If you choose to disparage me / perverse is your choice & the same for where you wanna stand..

Grow up & move on=) The other side of this hectic world is waiting for me; i am very sure i will cross there one day

Hapless events do happens & i'm sure i have precocious & beenin far-sighted is my strength. But is saddenin tht i always so soft-hearted to friends, I will kick off this weakness cos I'm not a free door=)

I'm sure tht humans have this natural ability similar like any animals in the world. That is to be vilgiant for people who tempted to hurt them=)..(So dun try to play punk wit me=)heehee)

I am very thankful for people who really enlighten me=) Babyboy & Chrissie arealways there for me=) Liyana's heart is always inside me..I jus realised she grows mentally as she is turing 18, gladed for you, baby girl!! Joyce too, kindness of her to be so busy & she spared ample time for me.

I am relieved, like Shine said "You are so good & confident wit yourself. Why bothers about those who tryin to bring you down. You dun speak Singlish, you are improvin tremendously."

Like Zherui mentioned in his blog "Singlish is beautiful language(I truely agrees) but I need to control myself to speak Singlish cos I'm focusin on English=); I love him for sayin tht=)

Chrissie did most of the job, she is my condifant. I cried while i am grumbling, she said "Girl you'll be salient"

Liyana did the sweetest job by sayin "Whoever's not there wit ya, I always be=)"

I guessed the matter of fact is be it, I hab the right to comment or correct people anot is my choice..Hate it & Love it accept it=) DUN BE SUCH A BIGOT, OPEN UP man! We are free man & living in a free world.
"Accept those corrections & change to be a better me"(Coolness, tht my motto)

I am not being showy still cos I'm not doin good enough still..i'm probably kinky engrossed wit those words i jus learn=) but is my right still=)

Well, it was rainin like cats & dogs awhile ago=) The sun jus rose & sayin "work hard move on" to me.. & a kinky adorable palm tapped on my shoulder=) IS MY FEI FEI He is smilin & he said "RATATOUILLE" to me=) KINKY CUTE!! omg, I havin an important oral exam later, thinkin how will i fare! Baby helped me alot ytd=) Thank you=)

THIS IS BONAFIDE LOVE=)heehee

Sat, I need to find programme for my own. Probably go out to study but not till late night cos Sun is an exciting day.Shine & I are goin for Singapore Bay Run 2007 & Water Festival=) We are goin to do trackin for 12 clips!! I hav prepared the Sony Cybershot 5.1 camera wit me.. Coolness..& One of the weekdays we might be goin to Night Safrari together.. Friday is Celebration of Teachers' Day & Celebration of Liyana's burstday=) Though her burstday is on 29 Aug=)

Lovely.. Boston is indeed a nice song,so hearty..I in an exultation now=)
Bid Here.
Adious.
Muack.
Hugs.
Bye.

Augustana

INDULGE IN REMINISCENCE

I'm very sanguine with my current affair, thought things aint goin on so well..i tryin hard to obviate my sorrows but they always made a U-turn back to me=)..

Who is not cupidity coed happiness? The world is fraught wit desires..People will always crave to look/do/known as beautiful/greatly..Wht do do? I/We still need to accomodate to this hectic world. Everything is jus so nebulous..

I've got pesky so I'm in repose, I really jus wanna GETAWAY phyisically & mentally now. Yik Kiat sent me a song few days ago.

Title: Boston
Singer: Augustana

Wht a coincidence, is August now & I fell in love deeply wit this song. It really jus expressed me inside out=)

Lyrics
In the light of the sun, is there anyone? Oh it has begun...
Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,
This world you must've crossed,you said...

You don't know me, you don't even care,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains,

Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across
An open field, when flowers gazed at you... they're not the only ones who cry
When they see you
You said...

You don't know me, you don't even care,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains,

She said I think I'll go to Boston.
I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly her out to Spain...
I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice... oh yeah,

You don't know me, you don't even care...

Now, I have the urge to study hard to join law school next year, cos I'll have alot to do & hopefully I wont stay at home.

WHY?

Cos I will meet more friends, my social life will be better. Hopefully, everything could be fine.

I find myself 10 times free. cos my work is challenage-less..
Unlike, Baby boy..Busy with work & study
Pei Ee.. Enjoying life
Liyana..Started a new chapter in life
Nevertheless, Chrissie..Plenty of new life after joinin lasalle

But wht about me? I do hab some plans but I guessed I will need to find someone else.. The Rate & Attitude proves we arent makin it=) Elimation is neccessary when it comes to sucess=)

Plus I not able to go to Sentosa cos I lost a person to acc me=) I'm sure I'll find a new one..but I found one who I met in Sentosa=) But...I jus a lazy bum

I was grubbling to Baby boy, tht I'm so lonely & my life is like a robot routine now. He is currently my only one who sparks my entire life now=)
Thank you, boy=) I guessed I can feel how Liyana felt.
Anyway ANY COMMENTS I MADE IS PUELY BASED ON MY OWN FEELING, SO NO HARD FEELING=)

Anyway, Hungry Ghost Festival..so beware=)

Hmm..Thur & Fri..Went straight home to watch Kinship=)

Sat, Went out with Sharon. But i think I bored her full-time.I feel odd; Nth much to say=)
Evening, we walked to the place where we can see fire-works. & home home home..=)

Sun, Quarrelled wit my baby boy. Cos he was kinky lazy to go town wit me, was %%^*(*(// =) He knows I was pretty unhappy about his rejection so he agreed..HAHAHA..
So we went to Billy Bomber to eat=) & the rain started to pour & so we strolled to Starbucks.
WE STAYED UNDER MY UNBRELLA, ELLA ELLA EL EL EL=)
HAHAHA..He did alot of quipping while we are walking.
Finally we settle down to study..=) I finished 5 Chapters OF MATH=)
Then we went to Suntec Carefour, shop for some stuff=)..Did some crazy stuffs & went back home=)

LOVE IS SO UNEXPRESSABLE

Then I jus realised ytd was lunar 7 month day 7=) Is the Chinese St. Valentine, I spent my day happily wit my sarang..

I was replete with love=) I really enjoy everyday wit ya..=)

I hab the skirt alr, hooha=)
Anyway I made a pact wit Chrissie=) I have lost 1cm=) coolness=)

Adious..bid here=)

Blessing in disguise

BLESSING IN DISGUISE!

KINDA CUTE TODAY..I WOKE UP LATE & UNABLE TO MEET LIYANA TO THE ART MUSEUM=( PLUS WHEN I HALF WAY TO TOWN; SHE IS ALSO HALF-WAY BACK HOME=(

SO I, AS A WEIRDO WOULDNT WAN TO GO HOME SO EARLY=)..NOONE IS FREE, BABY BOY IS WORKIN, SHA IS STUDYIN, CHRISSIE PHONE PROBLEM, PEI EE IN PERTH(WE ARE FINE NOW), CK IS GOIN FOR DRIVIN LESSON..

SO I ENDED EATIN BRUNCH ALONE..MY MEAL COSTED MI 9 BUCKS BUT I ONLY HAD 3-4 BUCKS MEAL (I WAS SUPER UBER HIGH).. THEN I COMPLAINED TO SHA THE INCIDENT.."WELL, I WAS SITTING ALONE IN THE FOODCOURT. WAS THRISTY SO WENT TO A DRINK AT A NEARBY STALL..WHILE I WAS PAYIN FOR THE DRINK, THE CLEANER CLEARED MY MEAL!!!
IS LIKE %(*()$#??)+_??//><^^%&* la!!!!!!!
THEN HE APOLOGISED TO ME & ASKED ME WHETHER HE NEED TO REPAY ME A BOWL. OF COS NOT..I HOW CAN I ASK HIM TO DO THAT" SO I WALKED OUT OF WISMA, & ROAMED AROUND..REAL BOREDOM...

BUT AFTER I HANGED UP THE CALL WITH SHA. JESUS!! I STOPPED MYSELF IN THE "SINGAPORE TOURISTS CENTRE" (FOR NTH)..THIS GUY STANDIN IN FRONT ASKED ME SOMETHING..SO WE ARE BOTH BORED & ALONE..HIT OFF & THEN *BOMB*=).. HIS NAME IS ASHELY=) 21 YEAR OLD.. COOL HOT GUY FROM ENGLAND,LONDON..(MY BOY IS COOL & HOT TOO)...

SO I BROUGHT HIM AROUND..TOWN & SENTOSA..TOOK SOME PICTURES=). SENT HIM BACK TO NEWTON STATION WHEREBY HIS HOTEL IS SOMEWHERE THERE.. I HAB 2 PICTURES WE TOOK TOGETHER & A PICTURE OF HIMSELF WHERE WE TOOK IT IN SENTOSA..



Sweet Smile=)




Cool=)




Cool hot hunkie!!



I MUX CONFESSED HIM OWNS A PAIR OF BEAUTIFUL GREY/BLUEISH EYES..& ALL THE GIRLS WHO SAW US JUS NOW, WILL CURSED & SWEARED AT ME=) EVEN SHA DID THT, (SHE CALLED ME A PIECE OF SHIT!!). HE WILL BE BACK WITH MORE FRIENDS=)

WE BIDDED WIT A GOODBYE KISS ON CHEEKS.

I TOLD BABY BOY ABT IT TOO, ASSURED HIM THT WE ARE JUS FRIENDS..& HE IS LEAVIN BACK TO LONDON TML..HE JUS BY-PASSED HERE, COS HE CANT STAND THE LONG HOURS ON PLANE, NO MORE=)

COOL!! I'LL BE ENVY BY ALOT ALOT OF GIRLS FOR LONG=) BABY BOY I STILL LOVE YOU!!

Unbelievable Finale

Why: Do you all wan to know why I started to blog?
Reason: Cos I know onli 18-20% of the brain is actually functionin' & is impossible to store all 18 years of memories in my brain. HAPPINESS? & SORROWNESS?

Therefore I call BLOG---> "Brain Level Of Gift", As GOD knows human brain is not capable to store a huge amount of vivid memories..& He knows that ME cant remember much sorrows.. But ytd a ultimate fat-man, bombed & crashed me with nothin left, such thing NEVER crossed my head for a single moment tht she who is very innocuous to me..

hmm..we were chattin then i told ask the li ping chatted wit mi on msn..then i joked & said "she will hab to stay faraway from me".. so pei ee said tht i mingle around for tell of my ilk..(is not true!)..I tried to correct her..then I mentioned about "you guys are my prestigious friends"(in my own definition is like VIP IN MY HEART) but she insisted to onli accept the prevalent dictionary explanation tht is “good, honorable people are my friends”..Oh cool, I gradually feelin fcukin sick (plus dun try & fcuk around wit me in English words, WE LEARN FROM ONE ANOTHER. DONT COME & FCUK SHIT & SHOW ME HOW WELL-SPOKEN YOU ARE COS I NOT ENVIOUS OF THT. I DUN BUY IT COS IT JUS MAKE ME FEEL HOW NARROW YOU ARE WITHIN) cos she really broke my heart & told me tht THE PERSON I KNOW SO MUCH, KNOWS NOTHIN AB. So in a moment of folly, I actually said “yea, allrite cos u are rich so I treated you as my bestie” & she made a big wow-ha sayin tht I am changed(oh pls, I the same old me so look who’s talking) explanation.

I NOT ANGRY WITH HER WITH THE URGUEMENT, IS JUS SO UNBELIEVABLE THT YOU DOUBTED ME=)
I AM ALWAYS SO FERRID FOR THIS FRIENDSHIP; I AM VERY BLUNT WIT MY WORDS MOST OF THE TIME BUT I ALWAYS MINGLE MY WORDS RUDENTLY. IS NOT BEING APOLOGISETIC, YOU CAN ACTUALLY THINK TO CURE THIS VULNERABLE HEART..your excuses & speeches did maladjusted me ytd, on top of all you broke my freakin heart. I NEVER NEVER FORGET A SINGLE WORDS WE SAY BEFORE YOU LEFT..YOU CAN TRY TO RECALL WHAT KIND OF PERSON I AM/CAN BE THEN YOU THINK TWICE TO FCUK SHIT WITH ME..I HAB NEVER GRUMBLED ABT ALL UR CHANGES(ASK OTHERS SINCE YOU CANT BELIEVE IN ME ANYMORE)..I AM VEXED IN THIS POINT OF VIEW, MAYBE YOU NEVER NOTICE IT..BUT YOU WORDS/ACTIONS WILL BRING A BIG IMPACT TO ME(RIGHT NOW YOU HAVOC ME)

I ASKED LIYANA WHETHER I SUCH PERSON AS YOU THINK I AM. WHT A ANSWER; IS NOT COS SHE PRAISES ME BUT I AMUSED BY A PHRASE SHE SAID "WE ARE FRIENDS COS WE ARE". IS NOT THT SHE IS RICH SO I CHOSE HER TO BE MY FRIEND..COS OF A POOR INCIDENT HAPPENED TO ME SO WOW..=)PLUS A TUMOIL CHANGE HAPPENED TO ME!!

CHATTING WIT CHRISTIANE, SHE IS QUIPING TO ME now=) she is talkin about those creepy classmates & I MULTITASKIN NOW=) LISTENIN TO DONT MATTER=)

I BROKE MY HEART PLUS I RUNNIN A HIGH FEVER 39C=) BLESS ME=)

Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.

[Chorus]
It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.

In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how-.
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.

Unbelievable

MORE THAN WORDS=)

08.09.2007(THURSDAY AKA PUBLIC HOLIDAY)
Celebrated Blink Blink Birthday..bought him a special present whereby most of the ladies will love love love it; whereas the guys loathe loathe loathe it..So i duress him to hold the roses..HE SHOULD KNOW IS NOT A CHAGRIN ANYWAY=).. I LOVE HIM 1000 TIMES AS A FRIEND FOREVER=) THE GANG WERE LESS VOLUBLE but i must praise myself for always being a good tour-guide=)

The fireworks wasnt so delicious as i thought..but a good day did ends well=)




THIS PIC HAS NEVER SLIP OUT OF MY MIND...WHENEVER I LOOK AT IT, PLENTY OF MEMORIES WILL UNBEKNOWNST COME BACK..ESPECIALLY THE PART I REACH THE TOP OF THE MOUNT JATAN WAITING FOR HER(THEM) TO REACH TOO..I FEEL HAPPY & PROUD OF THEM & MYSELF..PEI EE IS A NEVER SPORTY GIRL..BUT I WILL NEVER FORGET THE DAY SHE FINISHES HER 2.4KM WITHIN 16MIN 30SEC..I'M PROUD OF HER...I KNOW IS MY CREDITO, BUT SHE TRIED HER VERY BEST TO MAKE HERSELF & ME PROUD..=) IS TRUE WHEN PEOPLE SAYS "A PICTURE CAN SPEAKS A THOUSAND WORDS"=)

08.10.2007
I SLACKIN AT HOME..COS MY DEAR FRIEND FORGET THT WE ARE SUPPOSED TO DRINK..STUPID ARSEHOLE..!! Forgiven cos I hab something on impt on sat=)


08.11.2007
OUR FRIST GETAWAY TRIP TOGETHER..WELL, IS JUS MALAYSIA BUT THE MOMENTS WE SPENT IS WORTH..
OH..THIS TRIP IS UNBEKNOWNST MY PARENTS KNOWIN=) WE WENT TO JUSCO, WATCHED RUSH HOUR 3..KINKY CHRIS TUCKER & JACKIE CHAN NEVER FAIL TO EXCITE ME=)
DID ABIT OF SHOPPIN=)..Bought the Donkins Doughnuts!!


Dinner aftermath=)
Sha commented tht "I'm too sweet in the picture." But isnt tht supposed to be? Who wont enjoy & have fun jus wit your beloved one? Hmm, maybe she havent meet a guy who can make her smile within her heart yet..


08.12.2007 Sunday
Oh..I thought is Sha family day ytd, so I didnt bothered to bother her..Ended up with Chrissie..She knows my pattern alr..(the habit of being late most of the time)
Then we went to DTF to hav our lunchy..nothing special anyway..But I'm pretty much amused with our fashion & artistic taste=)
Ok..our outfits was totally different from each other but we both wore shoes=)..chilly chill cute.. She was wearin a long sleeve cotton shirt in the damn hot sun..so we decided to shop..finally she bought something in M&G..& I eyed on a dress only 50 bucks..but some personal reason I hesitated to buy..

Bypass AX..(this will excite Ms Boon) Love at one sight with this dress..very costy but second last piece..can you imagine how dearly it is? I tried it out..& chrissie took a pic..the salegirl tempted me..But i ended walkin out of the shop. However I dail my papa no. to ask him to giv me $$ for the skirt & i went back for a reserved till next week=)!!


First costly dress I gonna to hab!

Went to the Art Museum=)Chrissie enjoyed it as much as I do..is so hard to get someone appreciates Arts like I do.. Will be goin with Liyana again on Wed..See Chrissie hab time to go wit us=)

Walk walk walk to B&J(city hall) together..we was beseiged by those causasian guys around us..=) LOVE=)


Lastly, Went back to P.S to meet my honey honey boy..& This blog song is all meant for him=)

Adious (Mexcian = Bye), I bid here

RIGHT THUR

OH OH OH..RIGHT THUR!! I longed to hab this freakin nice song!!=) SHAHRUL SENT IT TO ME.. THOUSAND OF SWEET KISSES TO YOU..

NA-TION-AL DAYZ!!!
MY FA-VOU-RIT-E NATIONAL SONG IS "THIS IS MY COUNTRY,THIS IS MY HOME, THIS IS MY FUTURE, THIS IS MY LIFE, THIS IS MY FAMILY, THIS ARE MY FRIENDS, WE ARE SINGAPORE, SINGAPOREAN!!"

ASK ME WHY I LIKE TO CUT MY WORDS TODAY..ACTUALLY I NOT TOO SURE..I KINDA HIGH TODAY!!..OMG, ASK ME WHY!! I AINT KNOW TOO..

YTD NIGHT, LIYANA, SUN SHAN & ME MET UP FOR MOIVE..WHT MOIVE? THE BORNE ULTIMATE..NICE? THE PEOPLE ACCOMPANIED ME MAKE THE MOVIE NICE=).. I LOVE 8/8/07
WHILE WE ARE WALKIN THT DISTANCE TOWARDS THE INTERCHAGE..WE SAW THE MADDIE..TALKIN TO HIMSELF..THEN HE STALKED ME? HEEHEE.. ANYWAY TOOK A BUS RIDE, MET/SAW A HUNKIE.. CANT FALL ASLEEP..UNKNOWN REASON..CHATTED WITH EILEEN. SAW AVALINE ONLINE, SHE IS BACK IN SINGAPORE..DIN CHAT FOR LONG COS SHE HAV BIZ TO DO LATER=)..

SHA WENT TO ZOUK, CLUBBIN? KINDA TIRED.. IS TEMPTING BUT AINT SEDUCTIVE ANYMORE..

MY SARANG & I ARE FINE..AS IN SITUATION.. DEEP DOWN I AM DOUBTIN MYSELF..FORGET IT..SAY NO MORE ABOUT LOVE..

FCUK SHIT, I BOUGHT THE ADIDAS SHOES,I HAB NOT TOUCHES IT!!..IS SO SHIT!!

I CURRENTLY READIN THIS BOOK, RECOMMENDED BY LIYANA ORETH "THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS", COOL BOOK..CHRIS GARDENER IS COOL & HANDSOME NO DOUBT IS AN AFRICA AMERCIAN..NICE SHIT..I RESPECT HIM WHOLEHEARTLY..

HMM..I SHARE MY UPCOMIN EVENTS..
TODAY CELEBRATIN MY BLINK BLINK BURSTDAY, BOUGHT ROSES FOR HIM..COLLECTIN IT SOON.. COOLNESS..

TML, I TOOK AN OFF DAY=) FRIDAY..DRINKIN WIT ASH

SAT, GOIN TO JB WIT SHINE..

SUN, SENTOSA?

I BID HERE=) ENJOY MY FAVOURITE SONG

What a day=)

Let me talk about how I actually spent my days since Last Wed=)

Wednesday is too long for me to recall=)..Maybe cos nth fun to talk about..
Thursday Work..then went to CWP & watch movie=)
Friday Work & I came home to pack/tidy my room=)
Saturday Went out with Sha..twosome=)

Firstly, singing & shoppin=) bought an adidas track shoes..BUT I REALLY PREFERS ANOTHER ONE!!..Forget it!
Secondly..Movie..Oh..kinda scary!! Disturbia..=)
Lastly..down to my favourite spot? Sweet ppl make a good guess!!=)
Yeah!! GOT IT!!!..DRINK..Something happened..BUT I DID A SWEET ESCAPE!!!
you wan to know WHY??!! heehee..cos I AM A REAL BAD GIRL=) I DIDNT MEAN FOR YOU TO GET HURT=)...

Sunday..So yesterday=)..
Tuition for tht kiddy..=( Then sang at AMK KBOX with BLINK BLINK, DARREN(artist wow) & last but not least SBP(I think I need to change her name to a better one)

Oh..I AM SO OUTDATED & SLOW!! I ACTUALLY DUNNO THIS VERY FUNNY SHOW WHICH THE 3 OF THEM ARE ALL WATCHIN..FCUKERS!! THEY DIDNT WAN TO SHARED THE TITLE OF THE VARIETY SHOW WITH ME!! ANYWAY I WILL/COMFIRM WILL CATCH IT LATER.. THIS SENTENCE, TER & DAR KEEP ON SAYIN TO MAKE ME LAUGH & SHA KNOWS HOW TO SAY IT TOO!! "你命不好，感动不到天！！"

I know I didnt mention someone very impt above..Ms Boon,rite? Cos of my forgetness I nelegected her..I feeling real bad about it..=) She knows it..I KNOW; YOU KNOW=)

Today..Ms Boon called.. supposed to go to meet Liyana's..but I'm at home typin in this blog entry..why?
Cos someone I thought someone I wan to see, wan to see me too..But is all I thought.. I wan to catch the 7pm show & wan to see him..All I askin him is to acc me home to watch it & then we will study together..But he said "I cant study at home"..I think he hates my house freakin much=).. He rejected it & went to the lib.. I thought he will study for long..However after my show, I took a cab to the lib..& searched around like a stupid idiot (I bet God is mockin at me still) for him..end up I recieved a msg "Huh? I alr on my way home..no mood to study"..

Is okie..din blame him..I am stupid & egotist..din bother to ask, hopin to giv him a surprise in the lib..But i ended up becomin a laughin stock.. Whatever I wan to do for him, it all seem too much.. & I need to confess something..On my way home, I been thinkin he might be standin outside my doorstep to giv me a surprise.. But jus is a fantasy..

Jus like this song.."Doin too much"..I eating my dinny & think through alot rite now.. It is more than feasible tht "原来爱本来就不公平"

bid here

Hey you

Hey you by Madonna=)
She sang this on 7/7/7 LIVE EARTH CONCERT=)

First love yourself then love someone else=)

Hey You Lyrics

Monday
Gym aftermath Work

Tuesday(Ytd)
Met Shine=)..Library aroma=)

Wed(Today)
Boring day!!

TILL I CHATTED WITH ...BASKET=) aka Zherui

hmmm..things happens..shit too=) Expects the unexpected=) I felt tht we really hab alot of common points.=)
Happy Clubbin tonight..Grab BLOGGAL!!=)

I goin to P.S to buy a stuff..then will visit the book stores=)
Book Marathon!!

Hey you!!=) LOVE MY BLOG SONG=)
ACCEPT ME..I'M THIS MAD=)

Bid here...