Nuance me=)

Omg, So long I didnt blog!! ARGH!! now I hab to brainstorm everything from scretch! Definitely a lenghty one. Be well-prepared~

Start from Wed, my 6th anniversary. Nth special though. People was tired so ya=) & plus I was still sick..

Thur & Fri, bla bla bla.

Sat, when to Botanic Garden @ noon. Before tht, we took (in fact me) consumed a varacious of Brench(FYI, Breakfast + Lunch). Well, it took us 4 hours to stroll the entire park! Partically cos of the Orchid too, they are too amazing so we took a slow glance! Faby could be a good gardener too!! Rite~~ I remember a tree we come by, a look-alike pamelo thingy in the tree so i am so curious (as usual). So I read the description of the plant, is a Bat house & it produces a strong SHIT smell. Argh!!! RUNAWAY~~

& my asshole FABY had this interminable sayin that he brought a DOG out, sadly he means ME!! Thanks alot, I'll take this as a compliment!

Aftermath, we went back to town & did a window shoppin. We played pool & eat our dinner then went straight home, kinda early I thought but is only me=)

Bonafide Love


Wow, I can blend wit the flowers=)


Last Sunday, I stayed at home. Joyce chatted wit me, Eve & Alivine, they are the little DEVILS~~~

Monday - Friday was okie, cos too busy wit work.

Some Man thouti (Vase in Tamil) tryin to be smart, probably next life=) You jus made me sick, Those Msian Country Girls are so kuku. Girls go CLUBBIN with tee, anyway only 1 out of 4 has a snow white face (average-looking) so ya know how the rest of the 3 look like=) Sad to say, Bimbo's are not my match. I hate to say tht those GIRLS has very poor english foundation, althought mine is no much better. But they are 5 years older than me, & they aint got any idea how to spell "CORNER". & if they think I am interested wit tht "Rich Cheena MaMa", SORRY AR BYE He is too ugly & useless to me + not my cup of tea!

Thursday, I had a long dinning time wit Fong Mei, she is SWEET; pure sweet=) Ignorance is Bliss She said I so smart to know alot of thing however " It might not be a apple in my eyes though in the people eyes it is". Try to posses it, you'll feel wht I'm feelin.

Friday, work aftermath I had my dinny wit my FAVOURITE BOY @ IMM. Cant decide where to eat so we gamed, HAHA sounds puerile but we got an anwser. We headed to Cafe Cartel=) We hab lots of quippin & guessed wht We thought of askin each other to go pubbin / clubbin. Haha, so cute rite=) main course, drink, lasty his favourite cheese cake=) This is L.O.V.E, I hope this love is everlasting, god knows=)

Saturday, Yesterday. Well, I did something which need alot of courage to do. I had it all for 18 years soon. I planned / reminded myself, "Hey girl, you are never gonna to do tht to her no matter how she treated you for past 18 years, the favouritism she showered for my siblings but not to me, the mental & physical hurt she given me, my tireness & everything I WANTED TO SWALLOW IT ALL INSIDE, IN FACT I HAD" But so happened it jus lose control, I did everything & everything out of good intention. She exclaimed she doin it for the family too, but she not. I am sick & tired of her. She, as a mother NEVER taught me anything much useful & I, as a daugther was tryin to lease the misunderstand & wan her to do something useful wit her own limbs, Am I wrong? When I pushed her, She was yeaning to the neighbours, bla bla bla. How abt my sister? She never uttered a single word. I am potiental in almost everything I DO, why she detest me so much? If I didnt nagged at her from the past, she probably gambled the whole house away too? I never mind her biased / love me less cos I too immume to it. When she said I hate you the most, it doesnt really hurts cos is expected. But when I hit her, it's all guilt & I stayed wit the lord for few hours. I wasnt really mean to do it, my ah yi knows. She knows I am not impulsive, is jus a moment of folly. If I really mean to i could hav killed her. Well, God say everything happened for a purpose. I do believe it, I kneeled down & prayed for help ytd. I not afraid of retribution, in fact I tired of living too. Can anyone giv me a pretext to live on?

For this, I msg-ed Pei Ee.

I hav my lunch, & I strolled around to the Sg Museum. Everythin is so fine there, wasted to reach there late, cos the History museum was closed alr=( Then I did some shoppin=).

Finally, I re-bought the ingredients for tiramisu, is a success this time=)

Sunday, goin to Mother Mary's house today=)

EDITED, P.S* I have to admit tht I am too lazy to use photobucker therefore I actually deleted the friendster thingy & now photos are unable to view, I'm sorry ppl=)

Arrangement Of God

I started to ponder How long I have been studying the word of LIFE & How long I can successfully guaduates from here? I always believed tht a person who might be lowly educated but could still guaduates / studies "The Word of LIFE" can still make a name in future.
*Is Proven=)
Well, This might be too Chimilogic for people or young kiddo to understand. What is Life? Spending time of urs, spending ur parents $, surfing net aimlessly, live & die for a partner? Have this thoughts come across through the kiddos in my generations. People often think "I study hard so I'll lead a good life", Well is true; I TOTALLY AGREE but I have hidden & inborn talents for sure. People could only see the skin of myself in the past. But now I do discover potiental in me, well Lucky ME=) I have yet alot to know, I'm thankful to God who arranged me to have so much time to ponder.

"Rich BUT brainless Kid"
People in Sg are richer now, therefore kids are benefited. Majority of the kid "Rich But brainless Kid" cos of alot of factor. Not cos they are stupid, in fact they aint.

Well, probably enjoyed to much good life, is time to further my independence-ism to
70% alr (daddy said tht to me). My independence-ism currently stops at:
- I work for my own expenses BUT neednt contribute to the house-fee
- I got the privileges to hangout BUT need to report still
- I pay for my own bills BUT stay in my Dad's HOUSE for RENT FREE
- I still a very lucky kid, cos I still have my dad to fall onto

He hopes that I'll be able to work out a RETIREMENT plan myself, cos he knows I've the ability to. You people must be thinkin he's quippin rite, but i dun.
He trust me cos I learn how to fall down & pick myself up, however I didnt share some expriences of mine to him cos I bet he will feel 100% heartbroken=).
I chose my way of living & actions so the consequences, of cos=).

Yeah, I not a vase who online & beg for $$. With my figure RITE NOW, doomed if I'm a model. Neither can I be a rich "TAI,TAI", is damn unrealistic in SINGAPORE!!
I owns NOTHING rite now, but a brain full wit knowledges, "IT THIS I'M SURE TO OVERCOME NOTHING WIT ALOT OF THINGS"

Back to YTD NIGHT!! He said do a good job wit ur planning, the workings especially wit regards to $$. You might be tempted to go the wrong way!

*Is PROVEN too!

Will do my best, been doin some touring wit some investments.com today. & Brainstormin wit regards of biz thingy. I was askin my dad about the Driving Lesson thingy, definitely not a problem to me. People need 25 Lessons for training maybe 20 for me=). I aint quippin=) Well, plannin & aimming is an interminable thingy to do in life; IN MY LIFE AT THE VERY LEAST.

Well, let me diverse our attention to my Company a little, well I'm workin in this Construction Firm. They are doin / tryin hard to be listed rite now, outcome -> NOT SURE? Hmm, for 15 years, means 1992 till now, 2007. I supposed alot of thing should be done were done, changes are necessary. But I need to pin out some wrong changes in within myself. This Co. should OPEN UP, THOUGH THEY ARE WEARING WESTERN MADE DESIGN WEAR however, THEIR MINDSETS ARE STILL VERY VAIN. is so wrong, some thing we should change MUST made an effort to CHANGE. They hired some people with certi. but without expriences FOR A HIGH POST.!! They only listens to the buzzin voice rather than open up to Logicial & Practical Scream!!

A worker who works in the office stole the $$ which belongs to those workers(about 2K), well reported to the police alr. He definitely cant leave Sg wit his passport & not Hotels, etc. I guessed GOD wan to remind me how fortunate I am, to be ME again=)

Blesses them.

My next co. I make sure I be in an MNC co.; I AM LIBERAL SO is definitely more benefit to be in an open up environment.! Speakin about OPENING UP, Vannessa Hudgens Nudity Scandalious Photo's.. Some supported but some declined it.
Hmm, as for me? I am liberal, I seriously hope not to WEAR MY BRA OUT ON STREET ONE DAY WITH NOONE STARIN AT ME. COMON, get a life.. people, I dun mind to take some nude pic of myself to see but IF it happens to spread in the NET, I DONT MIND but jus a wishful party that people DONT CRITIC!!

Been studyin BUT LITLLE due to the fuckin FLU!

Sat's FAULT!!
I went to the ADMIN store to do housekeepin(All the dust & bacteria managed to break up my immune system) Fcuk Shit!! Work aftermath, met my faby to IKEA!! well, bought a PINK STUDY LAMP. Will be RE-VAMPIN my room after exam=) To be elaborate!!

& I rejected Chrissie cos I alr hav date wit Faby alr, I'm sorry girl!! I WILL MAKEUP!!

Sun!
Sick & Stay at home=) to Sleep & Chatted wit JOYCE & EVE.
JOYCE is love=) She consoles, comforts, embraces me INSIDE OUT=) thanks BABE!! she is not a BIMBO!! Though she is in Mel, but Heart still here ABIT!! the REST STILL BAISED FOR GUYS!! SORRY AR BYE!! Bitch!

Eve asked me to join the Sat Party in her house, still considering=)*wink*

Monday
Work, wit the Flu, work aftermath I went to buy Ingredients for the Tiramisu for my BF!!=) 6 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY
He does remember, thanks love=)

Tues, today.
Goin to KNOCK OFF SOON!! work is dull. Meetin my FABY for movie in town. THANKS TO LIYANA. LOVE HER, I quipped to Faby that She knows TML is the 6 months anni. so gave us a nice date. Anyway not true, but THANKS LOVE

okie, bid here
Adious=)

ATTITUDE is 100%

HiYA!! people people..EVERYDAY OF OUR LIVE, AT LEAST I ENJOY THE SIMPLE & SWEET LIFE NOW.

Okie, Wed Club nothing much to mention. The partyin is fun=) I met my Faby before headin to St James..Sweet Love i REPLETE wit L.O.V.E..

Thur I stayed at home for the whole day=)

Today, back to work..Busy busy busy.. Shit no mood to blog now.. cos I'm catchin a Twee Programme=)

Hmm.. Tml work till noon Meeting my Faby around 3=)

Once a upon a time=)

I'll make my entry short & sweet today(now I waiting for the bus to fatch me home)

Sun, is a cool enjoyable day. Fat fat 1, 2, 3 & bf went for SWIMMIN.. my ALL-TIME FAVOURITE; not cos I love to swim cos I hab a likeness for the sun=) Coolness,=)

Monday, was busy but I am very sleepy (Monday-Bluey) Anyway was good still. Work aftermath, met my honey bunny to jog in the stadium. Well, I cant jog well wit his presence!! Then Dinny & Home Sweet Home!!

Chatted wit Chrissie & Liyana. Chrissie!!! OMG, she is insanity high!! Gosh, "densi is so dashin..He...He..I..cant sleep today" Is so sweet to be in love with the correct person, is the sweetest thing you ever tasted!!

19 Sept 07 IS OUR 6 MONTH ANNIVERSARY=)

Today 09.11.2007
Memorable day for the world, U.S, my dad & my family(some onli!!) Well, my dad's burstday, his age is disclose here!! & is the 911 WTC incident, I guessed no one will forget this lifetime. I prayed this mornin for this day=), Is take no lifetime for me to forget though it doesnt concern me directly.. Gosh!! I worked OT today. You know why? Cos I not goin to be here on Thursday & therefore!! Rushin the Workers' Payroll!! 3/4 done!!=)

I'm clubbin tml. Love my boy*WINKS* He is such a cutey ass piey!!

SHORT ENTRY RITE=)
P.S* I realised tht Sha doesnt know I'm very expressive; even in songs=) Hmm..tht's sad..
Anyway, Had ponder about the friendship problem. Well, decided to forget abt the unhappy thing. Jus let nature takes its course, allrite.Gosh, who ask me born wit a softy heart=) & BTW, I jus wan to send my blog song to you, to express wht I feel=) Nothin big deal though=)

Bid Here
Adious=)

Everyday=)

I finally willing to change my blog song. Past few days was good=) except I still tryin to accept something that I doubt I can=) & gracious, I AM REALLY VERY VERY HYPERACTIVE=)Sorry, baby I love you too much so I hope to enjoy alot more thing wit you=) to hav more memories together=)
But.. shit happens all the time=)

Nothing special again, I onli workin till DEC 07=) I gonna plan my next work/ activities / etc=)

Ytd, dinnin with Sharon=). Again, common=) Oh ya, I got the high school musical 2(H.S.M2) from her.. I prefer part 1=) cos Troy is dancin like robot=) But Fat Fat & me really enjoy those song.

Today, well wanted to study but again=) Chrissie dated me out cos she knows I am lonely.. Cos boy .. so I ..(Anyway was past) However, I sad & sick to go town so=) thought of stayin at home. But I went to Msia to walk around ALONE=) bought 2 packets of gummy back.. Haha~~ giv my boy 1 packet=)

Jus now, I was watchin H.S.M 2 wit Fat Fat.. Wee~~ Kinky thing both of us were dancin like maddie=) Cuteness. Took some pictures=) WE ARE REPLETE WITH LOVE!!!

A nice picture always need a good photographer=)


When I heard my favourite song, I know that we belong; so you are the music in me=)


Sweet Kisses; Sweet FAT FAT~~


YEAHNESS=) nananana~ nananana~~ yeah!!


Everyday, Fat fat knows how to sing this song too!! OMG~~ Crap!! I love to enjoy everyday of my life too wit those lovely people; everyone who love me everyday=)

So, Everyday of our lives wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight. While we're young and keep the faith. Everyday, from right now gonna use our voices and scream out loud & take my hand together we will celebrate~~



Song lyrics | High School Musical 2 lyrics

Shuan was fcukin mean & snobbish. I hate to say this but too much. I personally think is ur problem to be upset. But you need not criticise me & then said "I never mean it". Freak~~ I dun run for speed; I run to overcome my personal timin. So dun come & fcuk shit wit me wit ur SAF thingy. Nasty spoilt Brat!!

As for Chrissie, will pay back a date to you=) Love study hard=)

Hopefully, rain will be faraway cos we are goin to swim TOMORROW!! Wee~~~

<3 MY SARANG SHINE
Adious
Bid Here=)

When dark cloud starts to retreat

Allrite, I'm BACK~~~ was kniky tedious struggling wit my work this few days. But remember "Nothing comes free; there is a price to pay for everything".

Well, I dont mind sacrificin my time for knowledge=), it pays off in future. So treatin it as a long time investment=)

I AM VERY FORTUNATE TO BE ME=) COS I LEARN & LEARN, PLUS I SURPRISES OTHERS WITH MY KNOWLEDGE=)..back to this later. Now allow me to reminisce my happening events.

Sunday, Supposed to be a sad day. But is still managed to move on=)
Skip the saddening stuff. (Cos my baby ass promises try to make it not happen)
STEAMBOAT~~~ & BBQ @ HOME. THINKIN how it can happened rite. NAH NAH NAH, we hav this pot thingy like the one in seoul garden=) Wow, everyone hav voracious appetitte. Coolness, my almond(self-made) was sellable aftermath & ice-cream=) Thinkin to hab one more at 11 Sept!! Not to celebrate the 911 incident!! nothin happenin/happy to do it!! Anyway is my Daddy's Burstday, so see how the bugdet from the three of us first.

& I called Yik Kiat to complain/grumble about my bf!!!^**($??>://##. Though of Cold War-in wit him, but decided to giv him a chance, SORRY AR BYE~~~

End of Sunday=)

Monday
No MONDAY-BLUEY=)Too busy to have=) Cool-ness, learnt new Admin stuffs, no longer focusin on PP slides!! Anyway, my colleagues asked me how can I read others' from their daily behaviour & body language=) So, I simply answered "I dunno, is inborn(:" Too me there is much pros & cons to be different, at times is difficult to know a confidant at my age=) So take it easy, anyway I jus think tht is disgust me sometimes to see humans negative side but is to make sure I'm vigliant enough=)

Wee~~ After Work, met my baby ass for the thumbdrive=), bought for him the RAMY'S(I not sure too) Burger from the night-market=). His all-time favourite..He is so cute=), like an Asshole!!..

Tuesday(YTD)
Another fruitful day=) Plus Free KFC Lunch=) However, I'm so wasteful cos I miss the skin. Maybe I gotten sick of it=) Hmmm, my boss & colleagues quipped alot.

Like I was feeling sad for the Captain Ho who died after finishes the run & I personally thinks tht he is quite good-lookin but too bad. My boss said: "HELLO, you better dun sighed / think of him cos later he pester you as a ghost plus is the Hungry ghost festival right now!! Worse come to worse, you might need to marry a chicken!!" Haha~~

NEWSY
- Brangeline ready for another or in fact the fifth kid!!
- Britney Spear, a lamer is back to music industy!! OMG, she is so ... now
- U.S Adventure Millionare LOST? coolness!!
- Oh, A Sg armyman who kept his rife(belongs to govt) at home, & when for movie wit the gf who claimed she is turnin into a lebian!!
Coolness, too many jokers around..

I hav the upcomin movieline list till Aug 08..Coolness..=) Oh, I been trainin for my Triathlon & Marathon plus my exams in Oct end is packin my life=)
I ran 5km for 30min=) My boss said'"Sandral, you can go NS to collect 400 bucks for the IPPT thingy"=) But not enough / good to me yet=) Runnin aftermath, met an uncle who plays basketball, we chatting. He was voluable=), told me alot of stuffs & the one theory I hav to agree is "One's body language is a formula to life".

Haha, I managed to shake off some weight=)wee~~~

Wed(Today)
Still managable=)
Meeting my honey bunny later=)

Adious, bid here=)

BONAFIDE L.O.V.E

I was inebriated in the fun-ness this few days. Should name it as "BLISS from ALL MY ADHERENT". & I realises tht I managed to fledgle well wit the camera=) Those pesky problems I had, I jus indifference it=) Best MEDICINE~~=) Guess this entry will be a lenghty one=)

Watch kinky lots of movie=)
-Skinwalkers ---> 2& a half Stars
-Hairspray ---> 4 & a half Stars
-Ratatouille(Remy; fei fei's idol) ---> 2 & a half Stars
-Dead Silence(Mary Shaw; cant remember the whole poem) ---> 3 Stars
-Evan Almighty ---> 3 Stars
-881(Papaya) ---> 4 & a half Stars

*P.S -I'm not tryin to be a reviewer, is based on individual basis=) but DO Trust my taste; I'm good at judgin/ratin movie & people=); IS AN INBORN, cant help

Was very busy with work, first they are trainin me for the real Admin job=) No longer those PP slides only=) Kinky excited, cos "I'M A LEARNER FOR LIFE=)" Unable to take the whole day leave on FRI, so discounted by 50%, haha=)

Alot of NEWSY to share too=)

-Entertainment-
-Prince Harry getting engaged wit Gf=)
-Britney.S, still need someone to screw her mind
-Rmb to catch Mandy Moore edition of Umbrella
-David.B injuried himself & Victoria.B is the special guest for the new season of Ugly Betty
-Princess Diana is still effigy in people hearts, after 10 long years=)
-Owen Wilson is better now; be it physically / mentally=)
-ZAC EFRON IS THE TEEN CHOICE FOR HUNKIE=)
-MOVIE 881 WAS PRAISE IN THE U.S NEWS ON THUR cos it actually got nominated in the GOLDEN HORSE AWARDS(I'm kinky proud); therefore I was kinky eager to watch it=)

-World/War Related-
-The remainin 19 korean were released
-In Aug, more than 18 000 of Iraqis were killed
-The Queen is the World 23 most powerful woman=)
-3 soccer-man died within 3 weeks

-Singapore-
-I prayed for the Captain Ho=)
haha, guessed tht not counted as a news=) SORRY AR BYE=)

Friday, went to Liyana's house to help out for her Belated Burstday Party, went there about 3 plus(regretted).. So bla bla bla..Talk abt Hui Shan & Aqilah broken heart(not hard feelings), My sweet escape also=). Random-ly took some photos & very nice to know her NAFA's Pals=) Do take care of her=)




One of my all time favourite people



GOTCHA!



Me & Burstday girl..Heehee, as usual; without fail I will push her down into the pool=)



Shan & me=)






Her daddy praised me for being kinda independent=) Thanks, but seriously not very used to be a princess. I enjoyed being me, AS IN ME=)

Lovely day cos it's Teacher Day at the mitnight, cos BABY were havin his company / class celebration=) & Sat, he was borrowed by his friend, M.C!! Nvm, is M.C pre burstday celebration

1st Sept 07, I was still up(havin girl's talk still). Abit guilty tht I din go back to school so I sent a Happy Teachers' Day SMS for those teachers. So my msg goes like this: "Happy Teachers' Day, Thanks for your coachin & guidin throughout past 5 years, Sandral here & on behalf for 2006 Class 5/2".

All the teacher were so touched, I jus did my duty as part of a student & those words really comes from within=)
Especially for Mrs Logan, my form teacher cum english teacher for 2005 Class 4/7. She is always a very emotional person so she thought noone from my class remembers her, therefore she is extra touched. Her reply was: "I recieved your message last night. I am so touched. You will always be in my fond memories cos I needed you as much as I may hav helped you. As a friend thanks to you & thanks for rememberin me this day"
For this, I made the title of this entry as Bonafide love = Genuine love
I can never forget those times in CHR..I hav my zenith & nadir there, people who were awared about my major mistake i had done in my life & was there to help, I take it chance to thank you guys again. But again people changes=) so move on!!

Well, process to Sat afternoon(ytd)=), Went out wit Fei fei & his mum for movie in town. Saw Hairu at the platform, she was goin to study. Bought the tickets, ate our lunch, there's a show on the ground floor which really excites fei fei & me=) High school musical 2; MY school rocks & OMG HE WENT/RAN UP TO THE STAGE TO DANCE=) didnt managed to win the soundtrack of H.S.M 2 but really laudable=) Even now, he is still tellin his sisters about his dancin exprience=). Petite Boy, take a look at those pic=)


Prince Jun Long=)





The mum & fei fei



He is dancin on the stage





Street Photography=)





So 4.20pm, we headed to watch the movie, 881. Ask me why I giv 4 & a half Stars?
FIRSTLY, i know how to appreciate ALL ILK COED GENRES OF MUSIC. Be it, R&B, SOUL, SENTIMENTAL, HIPHOP, COUNTRYMUSIC, JAZZY, CLASSIC, ROCK & ROLL. I wont discrimate races, languages, genres & etc. This movie is really good if you really know how to appreciates it & I mus confessed tht I feel the real life scenario within. The Hokkien songs are good & even the reviewer in U.S (you can see the essay in yahoo) prasied this genre of music, he/she might not even know the language=). Abit lame & overall is excellent still=) It's worth to be as a nominater in the Golden Horse Award=) Keep it up=)

Oh, I bought the Zen Stone plus=) Pink colour~~coolness, Liyana got one for her burstday present.. I wasnt steppin her, I was eyein for tht long ago=) plus I <3 Pink=)




This thingy is really small & easy to eat=)





Cam-whore Freak!!





Dinner at Din Tai Feng=) Take a rebound train back home, Fei fei is quite well-behaved compared to the past few time I brought him out=) Home-sweet-home.




Taken by Fei fei=)





Crazy Batman!!





Babyboy was unhappy about me showering wit fei fei, but I felt is okie..=) Maybe he doesnt hab a chance to bathe wit me yet so he's jealous=) wahaha~~JK JK=)

Recieved an email, read it.

Tml programme: If my bf is not goin to acc me tml due to lazyness, will either rot at home / go east coast park wit my family. Depends how's my mood=)

Hopefully, you guys enjoyed my today entry=)
Well, bid here
Adious