About Forbiden Owin

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When you know me, you will either love / loathe me due to my intelligence, wisdom, weirdness and level of sights . Pocket of surprises & fun . High quality & quantity of living & humor . Great taste for fashion, food, drinks & living . Enjoys gaining new knowledge and skills . Someone who love & appreciate to her heart . Indifferent to strangers' opinions about me . Only care about whom I love & how thy look at me. Straightforward . Unkind with words but kind at heart . Witty . Cunning . Romantic . Secretive . Could be Irritating . Outgoing . Humorous . Bubbly . Artistic . Creative . Stubborn . Ambitious . Mischievous . Love myself . Dislike complexity . Truth-seeker . Could say that I am jacks of most trade, yet to be master of one . The rest of her is for u to find out =)

Friday, November 30, 2007

How do I live without all of you=)

My Personality
You Are An ENTP

The Visionary

You are charming, outgoing, friendly. You make a good first impression.
You possess good negotiating skills and can convince anyone of anything.
Happy to be the center of attention, you love to tell stories and show off.
You're very clever, but not disciplined enough to do well in structured environments.

In love, you see everything as a grand adventure. You enjoy taking risks for love.
And if things don't work out, you're usually not too much worse for the wear!

You would make a great entrepreneur, marketing executive, or actor.

At work, you need a lot of freedom to pursue your own path and vision.
How you see yourself: Analytical, creative, and peaceful

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Detached, wishy-washy, and superficial


Let the pictures talk all first!

Teambuild Triathlon!!


Messy


Chit Chatting=) They are Loved, Will be missing them alot


Zoo family love; cos I am loved


Patrick, Fei fei & me


Me love!


Shy her=)


Dahing boy


5 bucks for petting Patrick!


Sea Creature! Wee~~


Tall tall thing


He is having Soo much fun


Fat Fat took the picture


Argh!! Bugs


Oh god!!


Shiny star


Posing Seh~


I miss the happiness we had


Well, I know i know. It has been awhile I didnt update, Sorry ar bye!! Is FRIDAY today but I am still @ home. Wan to know why! Missed work cos I am sick, damn sick 38.7 degree, temperature too high. I on the verge of erupting, not so bad as yesterday~ As Always, will cover abit here & there=)

Enjoyed the pictures? I hoped you do.. Zoo, Triathlon etc. Anyway, I have this weird thinking tht all PARROTS are named as "PATRICK", so ya! NO OFFENCE TO THOSE WHOM NAME AS PATRICK OKIE?
Like my blog song? I hope you do, cos I loved it. "HOW DO I GET THROUGH A NIGHT WITHOUT YOU?" Love is everything I've got! Be it Family, Friendship, Relationship or whatever it is, love is a bliss. This song is specially dedicated for the precious people who roams in my pitiful life now=)

I love my family, is an unchangable fact. I love my pop, my mum & bro. I dote my sisters in my heart. Pop asked me to sponor him 1k for the fake teeths after he came back from the dental clinic. He is not very handsome now with 3 teeths left. Why he dont wan to plunk the 3 teeths out with the rest?

"Cos is painful man!!", tht is wht he said.

HEEHEE.. Back to the sponoring topic; I told him "Sorry ar bye, 1k I dont have. you sponored me for everything. In future then I sponor you, so you wait for another (I counted wit my fingers) hmmm, 8 years?"

He replied "Wait for you & ur 8 years, I die alr man. I buying the teeth soon alr!"

Well, I dont like him to die. Cos I am still dependent on him, Very!. I love him; I dont wan to cry.

As for my mum, nothing much, though we quarrelled but ya. She took care of me yesterday night.=) Will be goin out wit her later, cos doc wan to see her!

My siblings are sweetie pie of mine, without them I never know my brother & I are smarter than my sister!! *No link man!*

My birthday is around the corner!! Yeah, as promised I will be recieved a watch=) though I was hoping of a student credit card=(. Nvm I must feel CONTENTED!!.=) Argh!! but christmas gonna cost a big bomb in my pocket too. All the gifts exchanging and etc!!
Clubbing too, Wee~~~ time flies. 2008 is drawning near!

Celebration for my birthday!! will update, dudes who are involving=).

+ I am going to become an Auntie in March!! Cos my cousin baby is due then! Coolness

Friendship? Christiane, Liyana & Hui Shan are the only Girl friends who crossed my life once till now. They are significant to me; GEMS? haha, WHATEVER? Wanted to buy a treat to Christiane on wednesday. But ya, wit my boy alr. Maybe someday in Dec=)

As for Shan & Liyana, we all hanging a day. They are having holiday now=)

Hmmm, Ray's birthday today=) Every year I will call him, but I forbid this year. Cos he found a girl who love. They are celebrating together=)

Colleagues @ work are most fun. Sufang, Fong mei, Esther, Vivian, Ms Wong, Serene & more. They are so nice, I enjoyed talkin to them all the time. Gossiping is the word to use haha! Jane, she is a nice boss. Everyone I met there, has an individual story to tell, & I enjoy it. I will definitely miss them when I go back to school. I love this whole year. Everything I've learnt is priceless.

"Some useless people can be seem as significant in the office, though they contributed so little."
"It is really hard to pleased everyone"
"No one is perfect"
"Sometimes a kingdom falls cos of the beauty of a woman"
"Try not to marry to a man who have never seen the world, it just do you no good"
"Some people are jus so typical"

Was chatting with Eloi Kor Kor. well he was commenting tht his boss is a Whore! Incapable, stupid, mean, gayish yet still his boss! He asked me why people like them are always on the Top? Well, i guessed the world is unfair! People like us are dying soon though cos of depreciation.

Eloi is one of the people I met, who knows me the best. Cos, we are at the same boat, we sensed the same. We are damn profound in our body languague, we are sicked to see people ugly side, though we enjoyed it at times. We are very sure that people around us, detesting us but at often we have to close one eye. He started to have this ability in my age & I started at the age of 16. Well, we have own past. I have a unforgettable past; I stolen, fought, quarrelled, lied, etc! Overall, we sinned too, EVEN NOW we does! & THAT IS WHY "I not ready to make nice"

Went to swim last sunday then met elieen to Vivo City. Too generous of her to treat me for dinner. Cos I helped out her for her assignment! Me, who never learn it in school, I know how to do it is pretty remarkable. Okie, starting to praise myself again=) We had fun, a slip of drink & catching up. Okie, to be precise is GOSSIP! Shoping, she bought junkies, whereas I not in a mood of shoppin. so a packet of candy for fei fei from Candy Empire is more than enough!

Work!! Very much busy with the Annual Dinner thingy=) Especially for Sufang, Vivian, Ms Wong, May & I. With sparks of cos!! LoOKing forward for it! Right Dudes?

Movie Freak is me! My judgment for the recent watched movies (*5 Star is the highest)

Bewolf - 3.5 Stars; I enjoyed the cartoons=) & Songs
Enchanted - 5 Stars; "I am so .... ANGRY!" haha then Happy ever after. Songs are definitely good. I was dart wit tears, well plus my favourite singer sang the finale song "Happy ever after". Dude, go watch her video in yahoo. Damn charming, Carrie underwood=)
Lion for lamb - 5 Stars; People might find it a dull movie but I pretty much enjoyed it
The Kingdom - 5 Stars; A film wit realistic dream
The Game Plan - 5 Stars; Stupid is a Mean Word", Shine love it

Lastly, my precious lover. We are fine now; things are moving slowly & smoothly. Yesterday, I bored him! I was so quiet, cos I am so sick. Even on the train, I dozed off soundly. He loves me alot, nice boy. We are not meeting today cos he is playing tennis with friends. Weekends, i doubt too cos he is studyin for exams.
He dated me to go Malaysia on January, so thoughtful. He changes my life, most of the time my English improves cos of him. We are very particular about this!

Anyway, the Hypertension thing is a fake one!=) It occured cos I am over-stressing myself. My period is due for 4 months alr! Stomach is crumping every single day, but not sign of blood from my pussy yet I not pregnant! Gracious! I have slimed down. Healthy diet & excerises=) Very little porky in my life. White meat is the best. I have a preference of Chinese Herbal Medication rather the Western one.

I LOVE WHAT I AM NOW! cos I know what excalty I want / dont want in my life. SO:
"Scam off for those who are unable to accept me=)" or
"Come close for those who are kind to accept me=)"

I apologised for this lengthy & late Entry. Will blog ASAP=)

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Friday, November 9, 2007

My life & I

I not sick & tired of Blogging, is just that the happy moments were too short to capture & too much too much sorrows. Knowing that this is part & parcel of life; interminable, I had faced almost everything strongly.

This time, I hope I can but *sign* try my best. In everybody's eyes, I am always the happy, independent, voluble, petite girl. Can you believe that I am this fragile? I went to see the doctor, wanted to get the pill for my period from him. For the time being, stopped all my exercises, recover my diet (maybe too much MSG cos I often eat outside), however I am still unable to distress; pitiful soul. Doc said he is unable to give me the pill cos I have Hypertension.

What is hypertension? Primary High Blood Pressure (HBP), my BP rate is 135/85 & the HBP rate is 140/90. OMG, right? Is a gift from heaven I guessed. I am emotionally unstable nowadays, living in my very isolate world. I think my parents are heart-broken when I told them about it. I should have realize it, & consult a doc; is hard for myself, let alone them.

After a long day of pondering, I will really isolate myself from him, I dont wan to burden him. The song is dedicated for him, is true that my dreams came true wen I found him, he is my miracle. For such a good person, I should not be so selfish, feasible to be ill for my entire life; Heart Attack, Kidney failure or etc? haha, though I am not convinced but still accept it.

Before going back to checkup, have a few thing to keep in mind:

I will try to stable myself.
I belong to me; I complete myself.
I will take care of my diet.
I will be happy myself.
I will restrict myself from alcohol.
I will control my temper.
I will be strong myself, being happy is my priority!
I rocks!! haha~~, seem fake!


Avaline helped me a lot, she wants to go out with mi tomorrow, to share my stress. She will be back to Singapore tml morning. I longed for a elder sister so when she treats me nice, I'm on cloud nine.

Will be helping Eileen with her Marketing Homework yesterday & today, haha~ funny right. I am only a stupid O level graduate who fails English. Whatever, I will just try my best & got my cousin for help.

Last Saturday, the OSIM Corporate Triathlon was damn cool. My team by left got the first within my Company & Position 7 in the whole Relay Mixed team. Surprisingly, Why "by left"? No comments, merely lucky!

FACEBOOK IS SO FUN & POPULAR!! AWWW~~ YEAH!! I crave for singing, dancing & everything. Wednesday, dinner with my faby. We aint together, we wont! I am sick, will be cruel to keep him wit me. We had North Indian Food, quite delicious & definitely healthy! Recently, Zachary & i are very close!! Talking on the phone etc, weee~~ I am his Love! Went out wit Clement to have a drink @ Swiss hotel, 72 Floor. He is fcuking cool!! As always Caucasian family will have divorce case & etc! haha!

Talkin about food, I gotten restrict myself from Chawanmushi & etc. I planned my diet & exercising schedule properly, cos I have to help to cure myself. Sodium will kills me & if I dont cherish myself, who will? My period is no big deal, wan to come it will come; dont come better still forever dont. I am tired to be short-tempered cos of it. My major concern is my Blood Pressure, I will do everything to prevent it from rising. Everything~

Well, I am kinky busy with my montage & etc, feel like quiting my job. I dont like I could managed the stress too. See how then! My shop is 20% done, will probably be launchin on the 1 Dec.=) Drawing is my interests, probably might not be the best but I believe I could be if I wan to=) Own bossy~~, own time own target, Life is great!

I guessed God really wants me to reflect my life & myself. I been in my zenith & often been thinking what if I have some serious illness? I told myself before, if I have illness, wont wan to indulge myself in pain. I will use a very fast & easy way to runaway from it. Today, I realised that moving on & be strong is not a bad thing. Who knows, you might find someone to be there "till your death bed". Silly silly me is jus hypertension. I jus have to balance my lifestyle, for what I want to cry.

I almost breakdown when I heard that "The normal BP should be ranging about 120/70 below & the HBP rate is about 140/90. Miss, your BP is about 135/85 & is pretty serious."

Hmm, I have a neighbour. His spouse & him are childless,cos he is contracted with Kidney Failure. The spouse have been faithfully with her for all this while; is bonafide love. Though he is unable to give her many thing, he managed to keep her with love. Every morning, I noticed that he sent her to the bus stop to work, i am extremely envious.

From nowadays, I will make my own breakfast & lunch; RESTRICT ALL MSG FOOD & EAT MY MEDICINE!! I MUST BE VIGILANT!! ARGH!! HEALTHY LIFESTYLE TO BEAUTIFUL MIND & BEAUTIFUL SOUL!! Found a private Law school in Singapore, will contact me asap!! Cool~~

Penal Code 377A =)
I think is a good decision made by the parliament still, but I dont discriminate Gays! I HAVE GAY FRIEND~~ thy are kind & nice. Repenting 377A is jusa matter of time. Take it slowly, I am liberal however many out there aint still. I have a lot to say, however mood-less to talk=).

Love my family and Shine alot!! Thanks GOD!!
ASSHOLE IS ME!! Tons of pictures to upload! BUT SORRY NOT TODAY!! Enjoy my BLOG Song!

*Muacks*
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