Delicating to the two most important man in my entire life

I not exactly free on a friday afternoon, but I come to miss this song which I had not hear for quite a while. On top of that, Thanksgiving is around the corner and I just want to give thanks.

I am turning twenty-one in barely 23 days time, I will be lying if I say that I will ask of nothing. At times, I do think that I am lacking of everything but when I ponder carefully I owns alot of things too. Apart from not being loved by my mother, I should not have much to complain. Yet, I used to whine on useless issues. Even though, I am not as lucky as many of you who has a mother to love you and yet I seriously think I am very bliss within this life already.

I wish to thank those who took part in my life; my kiddy, primary & secondary pals, college, work and people whom I directly came across from all woks of life. Thank you & God bless! Perhaps, you may think I am insane for saying this but you never know whether you might be the one of those who left me a great story which is important to me.

Those who have saved me from the devil's house, my most sincerely apology and thank you to all of you. Especially Austin, I owe you alot.

My friends who taught me to learn and treasure; Rachel, Grace, Tracy - God sent angels to me since the start of my new life. Alongside with Ezra, Charles, Stephenie & Lydia - without all of you I probably could not start to walk. A big hug and thanks to all of you!

Desmond, a huge contribution of joy to my life for the past 3 years. I could not imagine how one will become without meeting you and your graceful family. You might not know how much it meant to me, to learn to lean on a complete family. Thank you for your every love to me, I might not love you as much as you do for me but I give thanks and try very hard to catch up with you. I am having a very meaningful journey with you and will remember it in my heart forever.

Family members are those beyond my capability to choose whether to have them in my life, I might not fancy it but life still moves on. My adorable niece who has the ability to brighten my day when I see her and I pray for her to be well and happy in this life. My clever lil brother, probably the only loved boy in my life has the ability to keep my heart safe. My two sisters who are always chasing behide me, my only prayer for the two of you is to find a place you belong and live a down to earth life.

My mother who I think is not the one who give birth to me; you might have hated me for your entire life and it will be a lie if I says I did not dislike you after all you done for & to me. Perhaps, you were too blind to see that I actually loved you and yearned for your love at some point of my life then. It does not matter now, because you are just another person in my life. At least until today, you are the person who contributed the most in my life. I learnt from the mistakes you made in your life and does the opposite of you, seeing the way you fell and never fall again, your ignorance made me smarter than I can actually be, your superficial that makes me fill myself with thoughts and your everything to be not my everything.

Perhaps, loving my father is the only thing which I have in common with my mother. I love him and I presumed that she does too. My beloved father, the man but not the only one that I am in love with and until today I am very sure of his love for me too. I am utterly indebted to him, doubt to be able to see the world clearly and carefully without his care, doubt to be so sensible without his scoldings, doubt to have learn to be creative without his teachings, doubt to be where I am without his encouragements and support. Thank you my dearest dad.

The second man whom I need to thank and owe him my entire life, is to you; Dearest mightly God. Every every individual things, including being to be able to wake up and see my family or gets back home safety because you love me. You showered me with too much love which I cannot ever finish thanking you for. For all the prayers and even the above thanking I said, will be fulfill because of you. I love to sing the song "Dear Mr. God" when I gets to see you in any event and do remind me. I promise it wont be awful.

I delicated this beautiful song sang by Celine Dion just for these two of the greatest man in my life. Thank you.

BTW, I am back to school; a new platform and seriously tougher than ever - My game is a Second Upper Honours but Lower is fine too. I doubt I have time to celebrate my birthday, will try though. Also, I wont be around from 18 - 29 Dec because I am going to Canada for holiday. My exam will be in May 2011, very nervous and excited about it.

Happy thanksgiving day!

Till we meet again.

Adious

Sane vs. Insane

Have you wondered that why insane is not called as "unsane"? The meaning of sane is 'free from mental disorders' or 'sound/healthy' as defined in the dictionary. In the same dictionary, insane is obviously defined as the opposite of sane; 'unsound' or 'have mental disorder'.

Then, I would like to ask for the definition of mental disorder as mental is mind and disorder means lacking organization or in confusion. Is this the right definition put forward to us? Then, it should be called as "unsane", should not it? Why insane?

I am reading a new book witten by Jodi Picoult recommended by Ms. Rachel Tan. HOUSERULES is about Jacob Hunt, a teenage boy with Asperger's Syndrome (AS). He is hopeless at reading social cues or expressing himself well to others. However, like many kids with AS, he has a special focus on one subject - in his case, forensic analysis. One day his tutor is found dead, and the police come to question him. All of the hallmark behaviors of OS, actually look a heck of a lot like guiltt to law enforcement personnel and hence he is accused of murder. Thus, his mother need to find evidence to prove her son innocence.

Some background information of AS; is one of the autism spectrum disorders - a range of psychological conditions that are characterised by abnormalities of social interaction, communication and imagination, and by restricted and repetitive interests and behaviour. Although there are many overlaps with other autistic conditions, people with AS generally have fewer problems with speaking, learning disabilities and are often of average, or above average, intelligence.

Asperger's Syndrome (AS) is a form is austism and austism is classified as mental disorder in general. People with AS are mostly in order and clear at most of the time, then something is wrong in the dictionary / general definition, isnt it? Otherwise, should not it be called as "unsane" rather than insane.

I decided to put blogged my opinions as it is very interesting. I would think insane is not a disorder of sorts because of the word 'in'. Those who are dignosed as insane, as the matter of fact, they are much sound / healthy than us. The difference is that we, 'sane' people are 60% sound and those 'insane' are 100% sound.

The word and definition of 'sane' and 'insane' are created and put forward by people like us; 60% sound. Then, you are probably thinking that I am insane, isnt it? Logically and evidentially, what I am saying is 80% right. Take AS as an example and conparsion, they are basically purer and smarter than us so what is wrong with them? Their only problem is living in this polluted and complication world, so can it be counted as a disorder reasonably?

A newborn cries when he/she having a problem living in this polluted and complication world, are they counted as insane too? "IN" and "SANE" means that "Much saner than those who are SANE. That is why it is "Insane" not "outsane" or "unsane". Of course, there are people who are less than 40% sound, they should be called "Crazy" instead of Insane. The smartass who created the definition of insane is a unkind person who filled with hatred.

I adores Dixie Chicks because they are brave women who sing their heart out. As you can see, I used their song as my blog title. They are country girls and for that I envying them more because they get to befriend with kindness, peace, freedom and most importantly life. At the same time, I give thanks to be able to get exposed to nature, peace, kind, freedom and life in the recent trip with my dearest friends. I hope that I can have 2 friends who are brave and formed a band and does the same.

World Cup Mania for 5 more days after 25 days of insomnia.

Trunfa Espana! Viva Espana!

I will try to think of more interesting topic. Meanwhile I will want to finish my book!

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