Does it even make any sense to you that your so called siblings only have your number when you feel like giving them? And the best thing is that you only communicates to your so called siblings when you thought that she might have something to benefit you?
Although one sounded mad here, honestly, in fact I AM!! I am truly boiling down from my stomach to my head. It is not because I only have her NEW number when she buzzed me. It is because whenever she is telling me are insane.
I know that I do not always produce excellent idea but most of the time, I really do well in giving solution, but people do not appreciates it. Do you know that I was an ugly girl in the past that no guys in the school will be bothered to look at me as a girl? I was born ugly perhaps because in my past life I really did awful things to hurt people. Now look at me, I am no longer ugly because whatever I thinks and does are healthy. As much as it would seem like a joke to you, I am serious and very clear-minded of what I am saying.
I am blessed with talents which I made used of nothing when I was young but I did not make good usage of it, I chose to laze around (I am not regrettful of my actions). That's why I chose to study life and to you, I sounded like "Miss Know Everything" or "Miss Perfect"! I have as many flaws as you have but I am happy and proud of it because I really do know what are my flaws, do you?
I am a heartless, pragmatic person; with all costs I will make sure my plans goes well and you can rest assured that if I given you my promise to help you with something, you will have my back till the end! I am done tons of things which are rotten, but I know every single rotten things I have done to try to redeem myself. I live for myself, no liabilty and carefree but I am very forgiving to the people I care about. I live my life to do well, trying to put my head high but I am always ashamed of my family. It is only until these few years I then honestly speaks of them, as some of them are so rotten to a stage where they are hopeless.
I loathe to put names which irritates me in my blog but it is neccessary in order for me to narrate to you about my feelings. My so called sister, Sofina grow up phyiscally but her mentally never out-grow more than 12 year old kid. She is the second in my list who can piss me off to the core, first in my list is known without saying. She is good-looking and tall but stupid according to the objective test. Yet, she thinks that she is intelligent and beautiful, I mean SERIOUSLY!! Also, she thinks she has alot of loyal, smart and pretty friends and she is always in the spotlight of everything (she really like it). Last but not least, she is still irresponsible to herself, yet alone her poor child.
I always thought that I have the worst of luck because I chose a lousy mother, but I indeed have a nice father as I knew it since young. After this niece was born, I felt that I am way better than her and being able to be educated and healthy. She has a stupid mother and a idiotic father. My so called sister thinks she is very smart because now she is a mother making her thinks that she is very knowledgable. I studied one year of law and yet I speak of things only when I know, on the other hand, she only completed PSLE (studied till Secondary 4 but did not take the N Level exam) and god knows her intelligent friends are, speaks of subject matter regarding to law like as though they are lawyers. Frankly, they are just a bunch of idiots. (Yes, I am insulting you guys!)
My so-called sister wants to change the last name of her child to my dad's surname. Okie, FINE! I asked her why in the first place you allow her to follow her father, Jun De surname? She replied like an idiot: "Because I was forced to!". Do you guys not agree with me that it is the most hilarious & dumb execuse in the world? If you were forced to, how come for the 7 month you spoke of nothing about it? Dont try to fcuk with me with your mentality!! I never seen anyone holding a weapon to threaten you for that, and you thought you are talking to your brainless 'friend' who will pity you just now! Look for a priet to cry and whine for that, not me.
Sofina & Junde were not in the term of marriage, why have dion? The reason is not because she dont want to kill a innocent life, it is because she is angry and selfish person. Fcuk up person, fcuk up!! Knowing that he is still very immature BUT his family is rich, so her so-called mother was excited too. Fine, I am not keen to discuss the story of them here. The conclusion is that the baby was born because of her parents' immaturity. Today, there are plently of such babies were born into this world like this.
I cannot to anything to so many babies in this world, so I decided to be kind for ONCE and wanted to help ONE. If the two of them were to negotiate and sign it then in March, do you know it will not to be so messy! It is bad enough to be stupid, then they shut each other up and be DUMB and NOW they making themselves look like an IDIOT. I cannot stand having either one of the three words (Stupid, Dumb & Idiot) inside me, I really wonder how the hell so many people including Sofina and Junde can allow themselves to be describe as one of the three.
Today, I got a call from her ASKING me about Deed poll (I am sure she & her friends know nothing about this term) for minor. It is very simple, both parents has to agree yet she want to file a writ to him. Seriously, I really questioned about our relationship because of our brains!! First, stop talking big around here, you jolly well knows that you are poor and stop crapping yourself out for a issue like this. Second, have you spoke to him nicely about it whether he wants to educate and support the child with whatever things she need OR he just want to stand beside her to watch over? Since the child is staying with you, it will be very tough for you when the child need to apply for school because you are the one who she is staying with and be there to see her grow up and Junde is going to have his own family one good day. Ask Junde nicely to let go!
Thirdly, you are not soft but stupid. You have nothing in your eyes except yourself, sorry to say, not even your daughter. You are like your mum who sadly love yourself and how nothing about loving others. You guys are looking for unconditional giving shetlers but you are not giving up anything. Lastly, I urging you to stop dragging anyone down; if you are poor, earn and save it. If you are uneducated, do something about it (reading a good book will be good), feel some shame and guilt for yourself and think of a rough plan for the child. Do you fcuking read a book to your child and speak properly to her?
All I asked from you is to listen & obey me for one year and aftermath you will learn to be good. I am not cursing you here, if you continue your life like this you will become like your mum and when you are old and ugly, you will be a cleaner in the foodcourt or something along that line. Till then, you please continue to enjoy your life and drag everyone down.
Stop looking for attention for yourself, we are going to have a happy occasion soon. Please make yourself helpful just by growing a bit mature by using your brain often, just a little is all I am asking from you now.
Because of you, I am so afraid to end up being you. You indeed is alike your mother.
Your beloved sister,
Sandral Chin
