Byul=Star=they=) Shine and me

We are together for 3 months finally we graspin for more place of our own and i've decided to desist but we're not goin to giv up still. I felt his "not ready to for a RS" in myself. "This time you really love,I dont know how to comfort you cos you always do all the comforting",Pei ee said. Out of so many RS, this time I finally love cos I am obsess and findin it so hard to let go..
Again i have histrionics but more toward saddness and happiness..40% for both and then 20% for MISC..

Lovin someone is so hard..Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus..It really decribles Shine & me alot=) We hab to work things out before we are really ready..When we are togehter is not only LOVE but also trust and commitment so I suggested something to him and everyone will think I'm stupid but no harm trying it=)

He is not the romantic guy,he wont do all those sweety talks but he shone my life..the sean paul look, lovely smile and most importantly my baby boy..I called him my Baby boy after tht dance wit him=) I am willing to giv myself and him a chance to start everything over but we need to understand one another first..

We had a talk ytd abt our love, he said he is stupid to let me go but i explained to him tht you didnt let mi go..i still need ur heart to move on cos i love you still and i asked "why not we become lover?" Like wht we are still but no commitment & restriction still it's optional.We still hangout to know each other more to really understand..sometimes i really wished he can tell me more and everything he tells Kiran & Joseph (Now i hope & think he will, will you?)

Though my hearts really breaks still lover is nth ( neither friends nor BGR ) so when he meet another girl he can still move on same to me( tht why he's prepared but i not) Cos i never think abt him leavin me..i will hab to slowly think abt it..in case=)..But will I leave him? My friends think so but i dont know..I'm happy and good wit him, i wont find another one like him..maybe
All of this has no 100%=) So we will go on like tht..Well if it works out, I'll treat it as a bonus but if it's dont, I'll be prepared..

I feared so i held on tightly and I didnt think abt his feeling but I am still young if he's not mine we both still moves on=) cos i hab They(Star) to accompany me=) so i jus dun think too much!!

HOW'S MY BLOG SONG? I hab been listenin to it..i'm still practicing it..so one day I can sing to you,Baby Boy!!

Let me translate the chours for you..since i dont know what we will become=) together anot we hab to work as one and see!for 2 years+? maybe=)!!heehee...ARGH!! i said no tears for myself today but i am crying now..Such a baby rite!!..

Pei ee & Sharon / Liyana, please dont feel for me cos i choose my way..i never feel like lovin so much so let me be navie or in dream for the time being..jus stand by me so tht if i feel like crying i still know who to find!!=)

I really hope to see you later=)go home together?

Shine, my baby boy this is for u (dun pause my blog song or it change to the next song click it back cos those words comes from within)

Don't be hurt too much. They(star) hug me tight, pamper me and comfort me.
Telling me to go to sleep

Though I'm exhausted to the point where I'm cant walk
Though my tears blur my vision
I'll still smile in front of my love(you) that I'm not able to get

Even though our happy times were short, I'll treasure it deep inside my heart like those countless number of stars, forever

Only for today, I wont cry though my eyes filled with tears
I want to laugh like those stars

I want to cherish all my happy moments wit you, deep inside my heart like those countless numbers of star, forever

Sarangheiyo..*muacks
It's a new start of love so i still crave to hear you say "I love you, i miss you etc.Whatever you like jus tell me"=) I'll wait till the day u wish to touch me wit your heart and open arms

Is a lengthy Blog=) But all of it comes from within..
Sunday Fantastic 4 pls pls pls remember!!!=)