Well, I think I will change a bit on my style of Bloggin cos Kola made a point that I'm indeed too detailed; is not like doing thesis etc!! duh..I enjoyed the my style of bloggin now but no harm to take a chance to change (Its good to take good advices @ times)
[When the pain of change is greater than the pain of remaining the same; people will CHOOSE TO REMAIN THE SAME]
Last Monday to Thursday
Basically slacking & looking for jobs..I did shortlisted 2 jobs but was rejected back my dad!! Bla bla bla~~ I will continue to find a job in the pub / clubs=)
& Wed..When to find Desmy (*Ahem he is super touched) watch Freedom Writers(Dvd)..
9.5.08 Friday, was super bored, as I promised myself to go Sentosa to relax (since I am freaking bored) So I DID WENT..BEFORE THAT I went to CHEENATOWN to look for Ya Ting for lunchy...
As usual, Cafe Del Mar to read, swim & sleep..good thing is I knew more people who enjoy spending time with ourselves...
The pictures I took before leaving Beach Station
[Sometimes, it is good to spend time to bond with yourself]
Reach Orchard later a bit then I supposed to, hah!! We (My sister & myself) went to Takashimaya to shop Mothers' Day present..Bla bla bla
Saturday, Met Chris up for Lunchy @ Bishan - Chicken Rice!!..Met Cousin to buy present & Met Ya Ting for me to go home & for her to take her driving lesson..Lastly home to slack with my dad!!=)
Sunday, Mothers' Day 11.5.08
Went to Party World to sing in the noon with my family (sorta a celebration) Met WeiLi durin his break time..Cook & dined @ home..Lastly, went for movie "WHAT HAPPENS IN VEGAS" with Fabian & 4 more of his hairstyling firends!! hmmph~~The Movie is AWESOMELY SWEET & FUNNY!! Plus the main leads are HOTTIES; Cameron Diaz & Ashton Kutcher!!
PS. Fabian Kumar - I'm Sorry, I hoped I didnt whack you too hard & get well soon!!=)
I wan to address something stupid~~ A causal contact in my MSN suddenly PM-ed me;
[Ivan]: Hey
[Me]: Ya
[Ivan]: Happy Mothers' Day
[Me]: WTH, Im not even attached!!DUH!!
[Ivan]: Oh, I know!! In Advance!!
tsk tsk~~ He is just too bored!!
PHILOSOPHY
Was chatting with Zherui who studyin in States & I asked him "Hey sweet, why are you still up @ such time!!"
He replied "I thinkin about Philosophy"
I said "Comon, the inspiration doesnt come @ such time, so go sleep soon"
I will like to apologise for that remark!! cos the same thing running inside me now too...
I remember I was advicing Fabian on his personal stuff. He asked me whether I'm feel lonely now as I am in my Singlehood. I told him to master THE TRUE ART OF LONELINESS & the loneliness which contributed by love is nothing..
Now, I am thinkin how did I manage to master the Art of Loneliness? It was a long lesson but I am better off now=)
I managed to understand the importance of Kinship compared to alot of people; is it not teenagers alone in fact people who are older than myself is struggling / cant be bothered about it. I appreciated Shine, who was there during those time.=)
I learnt how to moderate the Friendship placing in myself, how to differ the range of Friends..Who is worthy enough for me to befriend etc (Desmy did add in a bit of ideas for me too)
[So without Friends as a pillar I could still stand strong, without Friends I still enjoy myself in Sentosa & the couple of True Friends I keepin are the one who will always be there when I needed help etc..]
I wont want to deny that I miss my Secondary mates / life badly; LIFE STILL GOES ON! Nazile was asking me to organise gathering, I told him will giv him a plan next time cos I'll be busy wit my project this week..
My major concern is the percentage of attendence, people will find all sorts of excuses like "BUSY WITH MY CURRENT LIFE / WORK / FRIEND.."GONNA WORK MAN".. to tell us they cant make it!!
Trust me, I kinda dishearted by it though...
I thinking how many people BOTHERS to recall the good times we had?
How many will make an effort to text a Birthday Wish on individual birthday?
How many will try to ask "Hey, are you good?"
How many would appreciates & do something about the aboves?
How many people will do the same?
[Sometimes we just have to admit that Human being are selfish]
I not whinning but do make an effort to stop & recall the joy we had during those days, rather than DONT BOTHER about it.. I moved on & stop to look back for a while too..
I have to thank Morven for sending me M.C Album!! Congrats to Mariah Carey, she finally found someone, Nick Cannon to want to spend their life together..You have my utimate blessings=)
I dedicating this song "Bye Bye" - M.C to all my Secondary Mates, be it my close peeps, or I had an arguement with, etc.. I really do miss you guys & try to keep in close contact alright!!
I am exhuasted now, gotta prepare my project stuff tml!! Deadline is on Thursday!! Argh~~~~
Lastly, this is for my mum..
Though I am not the apple in your eyes, never I hate you for loving / caring for me a bit lesser than the rest. I find talkin to you is exhuasting but never irritating. People questioned our way of communication, Quarreling does make you grow & I am proud as a daughter to assist you too.
I have to admit that I am not the perfect daughter yet but I am still trying. I cannot bear myself to hate you cos your life is about this family. I do love you though we might get hostile in the arguement. I am sorry for the wrong I have done & for the good I have not do. As a daughter & in future I will be a parent of someone will hope that I will do something to make myself not to regret for not playing my part.
Thanks Mum!!
I miss you, Stupid=p
Bid here
Adious
