Whatever that makes us happy

Hello=) I am having my last 2 mockery paper later..I am probably hitting the lowest score=)

~~ CONGRATS~~

I am feeling vexy for the past few days & had arguement with Desmy.. But I decided to give up on the problem, cos I cant changed it might as well indifferent it=) Do what we want & whatever that makes us happy.

Whatever that makes him happy; is what he has requested from me yesterday which I am kinda disappointed but nevertheless that is what it makes him happy. Upon his request, I think I am likely to grant him that. Some people who I told my initial plan might feel for me; probably the closest people, I am really fine but speechless.

I feel like talkin to Joyce & cry it out. Or intoxicate myself so the next day I will wake up not knowing what happened yesterday but the so called "Happiness". Though my heart broke when you rejected my kiss cos you are goin out tml, well it does not matter if that is whatever that makes you happy.

A friend of our is celebrating his 20th birthday, I think is not necessary to wish him cos I have gave him a very good present which makes myself sick whenever I think of it. My heart is feeling like the song describe, so I need to do something that makes me happy.

All the more I want to do thing together wit him but barely time / him allows. I realised that the word that makes me sad is "expect". When we were friends, I dont expect anything from him cos who I am to. Now, I expect the minimum from him & look at what it has become. So from today I will expect nothing, do whatever that makes us happy=)

I wan to go to the BEACH tml morning & forget
about everything, CAN SOMEONE ACC ME or Should I go there alone?

To love,

I am really unhappy cos those time spent SUPPOSED to be wit me, & the post hung over period too. Every minutes you spending on that is very precious to me but Whatever that makes you happy & so be it. Call me selfish, I dont care cos I love you & everything becomes trival in my eyes. But you have the right to object my view, whatever that makes you happy=) I will keep mute & viewless from today onwards but I still love you=)

From,
Owin

Crying in the heart=(

Bid Here

Adious