Unwell

Hey, I'm feeling blue today, hence my blog song is a old (not too old) song named Unwell. I am not physically unwell but mentally. Perhaps, it is the over-working impact so now I feel like throwing out my problem. Luckily Valentine Day is around the corner *weak smile*

It isnt concerning about the tagboard thingy, since those people criticised me quite a few times but without correcting my mistake(s) that simply shows either they are immature to think tht i will be bothered with them or they think too highly of themselves. They probably should really reflect to see whether they try to correct themselves before critisicing others'.

In fact, the issue is about my school discussion group. Apparently, I felt very uncomfortable & transparent there, although I wanted to try my best to blend in at first. I think I've tried but not hard enough. I seldom feel so discouraged yet I cannot figure out the reason. I know myself too well to say there is no personal grudges included thus it is either to walk into my class to receive scolding or to input hardwork & see nothing in return that makes me so helpless.

I might appear stupid most of the time, but not this time.

I requested to change my group (not because I need to be with my friend) & didnt want to go to school today, knowing that the same old scene will act again.

I even feel that if I had gone to school, I would not show my work & find ways to get chased out of the classroom.

Im not a selfish person most of the time, but I chose to be this time.

Im not very demanding person (maybe when I was buying stuff) most of the time, but I chose to be troublesome jus for this time.

I need to be respected as how I respect people

I hate to be detest by others' but this time everyone can hate me for all I care.

I may not be enjoying the new group for all I care, right now I am suffering.

I dont fool wit my studies because I cannot afford to as I have my plans to follow up.

I am so sorry that I am choosing & whinning about my group although I know it is not right as I am not good enought to be choosy either.

I am what I described to you that "You either hate or love me when you know me".

I am decribed by my blog song & tht is exactly how I am feeling.

I want to make this decision without regret like how I always do.

I want to get started & smile brightly on everyday again.

That's all I want to say.

Hope for the best, pray for the worst

Thank you all for you who adviced me for this matter.

Grace & Rachel, Thanks for checking my english & I have to say it makes me smile while I am correcting myself=)

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