About Forbiden Owin

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When you know me, you will either love / loathe me due to my intelligence, wisdom, weirdness and level of sights . Pocket of surprises & fun . High quality & quantity of living & humor . Great taste for fashion, food, drinks & living . Enjoys gaining new knowledge and skills . Someone who love & appreciate to her heart . Indifferent to strangers' opinions about me . Only care about whom I love & how thy look at me. Straightforward . Unkind with words but kind at heart . Witty . Cunning . Romantic . Secretive . Could be Irritating . Outgoing . Humorous . Bubbly . Artistic . Creative . Stubborn . Ambitious . Mischievous . Love myself . Dislike complexity . Truth-seeker . Could say that I am jacks of most trade, yet to be master of one . The rest of her is for u to find out =)

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

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What I am going to share are all done and nothing can be undone at this point of time. I am kinda relieved now, able to be frank to myself. I started to ponder my actions after an old secondary school friend chatted with me for random sake. I asked Grace, was I wrong doing that and this. I only ask for one thing from you; Understanding, Forgiveness and Be Free.

I have changed physically and mentally within the past few years. No longer that seventeen year old girl who always does things impulsively, I grown up and I growing up well. I planned, planning and make sure everything works well in my life because I accept the theory of Actions & Consequences. I chose to be different from the woman in my household, and so I worked extremely hard for it. I could have marry to any guy I met and form a family. Instead, I working my way up, living the way I want, doing the things I love and finally enjoying my life. Though life is tough for me, but I am truly happy. I prefer life this way, working and learning. Live like a normal person, not too rich nor poor.

ALL in love is fair
Yes, I make choices for myself. I chose to steal, sleep around, disturb / irritated people, be kind to people and etc. Most of my actions comes with an excuse / justification (whatever you want to call it), some I did it for fun and some for love. Those who I once cared for, maybe a little or lot, I think you gotten your fair share and you should be thankful for that. Those who chose to hate me, continue doing so if you really want me to exist in your life forever. Those who I forgo, I am truly and really sorry. Those who I owed, believe me that I will return it all back to you. Those who hurt me, thank you for that because you make me better. Most of the things which I done till now, I have no much of regrets to share.

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I cant help to recall some of those nice times in the past. Truly, they are the past and you cannot hurt me. I have to admit that I had once given up hopes for People because they are weird, crazy and stupid at times. Yet again, I took great pain and effort to pick myself up and move on and this is the part where the difficulties lie. I done what I should did, I meet people who stands and thinks at the same platform where I am. We come from all woks of life and it is fated to meet you so I am truly thankful.

Thank you for giving me such a great life and I am really bliss and love by all the people who loves me now. I will complete my Law Degree as I have two more good years to go and no one can stop me. If you are jealous, dont be because it is nothing fantastic and God knows maybe you will be doing better than me.

Desmond, thank you for being there and I sorted all out already!
Grace, thank you for hearing me out and I will really start thinking for myself=)
Rachel, thank you for chatting with me and I consider to bake or make a food recipe for you!

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