Innocuous Owin

It is a brainstorm tht i wanting to feel why people love to blog. Well,is okie i can treat this as a exprience.People who knows me,probably know I never agree to this puerile "blog thingy".
It is kinda relaxing when i start to type this,I listening to "Be Without You-MaryJ Blige". This is one of my hits. My feeling is so hard today but i enjoy the melody now.

"Too strong for too long, I be waiting up until you get home, Anybody who ever love, ya jus know wht i feel, Too hard to fake it, nth can replaced it."
I'm attracted to this song jus becos of one phrase,"Anyone who ever love, ya jus know wht i feel". I felt the same as her song, maybe i jus fell out of love (not the bf/gf thing, cos my bf is good) is friendship.

We had our haloyon when we were in school, seriously i misses those days. If we (joanne & me) didnt hav a big stir-up then i not be isolated,and i probably wouldnt met Liyana & Hui Shan.

Many things might not happened at all, but i glad it did. I dont know why but I jus glad it did!

What is my gist of blogging?People who knows,I think i know who are they already in my heart.
I guessed is true that i a person who hav compassion for myself,at least. Well, now it you find my blog lackluster, this anit for you.

I still remembered last year, we went to school etc, cos nth special. Till the day,i met my doom (nightmare), all of them supported me through.I felt the warmth of every single one of them, dudes i appreciate deep down. Today i feel cold but i used to makin my ownself warm, so it doesnt matters much.

Hey i really enjoyed using SHARON(FATTY) MP3..Suddenly I hab a flashback for 17 jan 2007, the very first time/period i wept so badly.A plenny of thoughts were in my head then & back, my life really plays like a drama.Sometimes it seem to be to dramatic,I dun even wan to exprience it. Whenever,wherever i play this song "I Promise-Stacie Orrico",I think of her.Looks like the song had found a owner in my heart.

I never like to dominate the friendship i hav(had) but is for them to believe it. Now i really care after my confrontation ytd,JUS LET IT BE.I'm not a superwoman who can control situation beyond my ability.I been played out once,ultimately i know i can make my way through again.Probably i was to belligerent to her but i jus wants to end this preposterous arguement.I was perfectly poise when i confronted her ytd.You probably think tht i out of my mind,but i not,i felt the throb when i typed those thing. But i always prefers to end misery and start afresh(truely happy-go-lucky).

Like today,the ratio of "I'm going to Shuyi Birthday Celebration" to spoil their mood to "I'm not going" is 3:1.Happy 18th Birthday to her again;wishing her charming comes soon.Same to Shane;Happy 21th Birthday to you. For me i will hab fun dancing in the clubs.

Love you baby boy; jus love you for who you are
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