Vague life

I know i know is monday today..forgive me, i getting older..i can forget abt my username..hmm..i guessed it also can be a reason why i blogging cos i need to write down alot of things before i start to forget them.Seriously i forgotten some stuffs like how my friends look like now..except Sha(Fatty),Joyce,Pei Ee(i still take out the picture),Baby boy(Shine).Anyway i wont hav much friends left now.Anyway let me first recap what i did for the past 4 days;the story will continue from there.

Thur..12/4/07
Upbeat me

Sha & me went to Clinic on Wed night.I not a kiddo;so underage party is not my cup of tea..We drank a few cups..Wow,she improved in drinkin but i'm still better.My babyboy was so damn worried (caring) for me,i can drink!!So SIP(sleep in peace)..We processed to St James.nth special,but the DJ hab to been improving..blending of music SUX?hmm..alot of ugly duckling trying to hook me..i was dancing on the stage with some unknow people who knows how to dance.6 - 8 of some (friends) came up to surround mi in a circle and wan to dance wit me..i slapped their hands and went to the floor..One of their friend came to us me,why i only dance wit indian and malay

Guys who are interested to hook me in club..give up..cos i'm hooked by Babyboy..He can dance well,cute,better lookin compared to the Chinese guys.

Guys who are interested to dance wit mi in club,if you're jus gonna find satisfaction,leave me alone.I dance cos i dance well and i simply love to..

But at last,i was dancing wit a Malay guy who really enjoy dancin jus like me..People apt look at us...i like the way they looked at us cos form their eyes they told mi they love how the way we danced.Comment me wit innuendo cos i used to girls being envious;eventually jealous of me..

I guessed they enjoyed the gathering without me ytd=) cos there is still someone there to pretend /act as me.

Fir..13/12
Avid me

Working as usual..but hectic work..

Work aftermath i went to Novena Square to wait wit Mr Shine;meanwhile i was studying.He is gyminbut not focused,you wan to know why i know?Cos i'm his distractor..so i told he...dun pester me until 9pm(the time he usually come out from the gym).But while i was walkin to the toilet (about 8pm) i saw this sweet little thing in NB shop.High tide so i went to the toilet first cos when i came out he told mi "you asked mi not to disturb you till 9 pm so i thought of walkin around first."
Omg i was touched by his stupid but sweet behavior.He's intoxicating me.Then dinner time, took the train and walk me home!=)

Sat..14/12
Belligerent me

Sha and i were so ethu wit words today...so we went to the LIBRARY in orchard..My babyboy went to play tennis wit his classmates.Well,something happened between Kris and her;partly cos of me but i not feeling guitly at all.Why should i ?But she feel me as first class enemy;jus like the rest of the childish girl does.

If there is someone who is willing to translate this message to her,i'll appreciate the person. :
"I think you are only puerile to hate me cos i never want to 'do the many bad things you think i did to you'.Jus cos i accidently told Ter about the testi. from the guy from club,both of you cant patch.Seriously your attitude and the way you managed your relationship regardless on love or friends is wrong,let alone ur life.He left cos of you,cos he cant stand the way you are.You have all the rights to hate me more(from the moment you know abt this message) but stop going around tell people i'm the destroyer between you and Ter or Sha.They like me cos i sensible,if someone disagree come straight to me wit evidences and tell me.But i show my witness,trust me i outbeat you in character-wise.Even now i dont treat you as my enemy,not at all.Like i always say "i not going to hate any one &feel miserable.Let it be..by all means."'

FYI
My relationship wit Yating,Sengleng,Shuyi,Meizhi are wrecked now.I'm tired of their hobo mindset.My heart for friendship is not a hotel.Shuyi told me is a misunderstanding,is she able to tell me wht kind of misunderstanding we all hab.She cant;or think she tht i smart enough to sensed/know what's going on.What i know is,they assumed i busy wit work so not asking mi out..Well,blame on myself..But dont loathe the people around mi too,they're kind too.

Back to Kris,
"i telling you so much here not cos i wan to prove to you i'm sophisticated or i've won etc.But i wan you to realise nature will not stay/change for you;you change better/worse for the nature..i might be the one who influenced Sha but i not the one who change her.She chosed her life,i told her you dun hab to defend for me jus stick to your heart.All the "bestfriend" thing are bullshit..when u can click wit tht person you jus can,when you cant no matter how you tried is not going to change..Holding on the other's life is saragey.If you cared about your assuming "bestie",Listen to her heart..Go listen to Beyonce 'LISTEN';Dreamgirl soundtrack.She sang out wht she wan to say to you.I never tried to snatch her away from you."Now,for myself,you hurted me when you said i your enemy is like throb."

To the person who is going to translate this to her,
If you dont know/(loathed) me cos you dont know why either.."You jus dont know how complexity the situation is"
If you happens to know me well and you are not helping at all.."You are jus a life typical piece of SHIT"=)

Ytd..Sun..15/4
(is there any word like "Simplistic")me=)

Out wit my Babyboy,i'm so proud of him cos he using the chopsticks in the correct way..Brench
in Ding Tai Feng(DTF)..the fun and joy is there wit him.We watched 'Wild Hog' together,laughted like hell...He is innocuous to me but i the oppsite to him..heehee..I feel like this relationship looks like marriage than a couple..he is as sweet as sugar..most of the sweet people/things start wit S.For eg,"Sandral"..heehee.We studied in the MACdy together..

I showed & told him i hab a lucky star which shines and give mi my luck and life..
He replied mi "Lesbian Star,he say if tht star is not goin to shine you.You hab me too."
Love you Silly Baby boy