Unbelievable Finale

Why: Do you all wan to know why I started to blog?
Reason: Cos I know onli 18-20% of the brain is actually functionin' & is impossible to store all 18 years of memories in my brain. HAPPINESS? & SORROWNESS?

Therefore I call BLOG---> "Brain Level Of Gift", As GOD knows human brain is not capable to store a huge amount of vivid memories..& He knows that ME cant remember much sorrows.. But ytd a ultimate fat-man, bombed & crashed me with nothin left, such thing NEVER crossed my head for a single moment tht she who is very innocuous to me..

hmm..we were chattin then i told ask the li ping chatted wit mi on msn..then i joked & said "she will hab to stay faraway from me".. so pei ee said tht i mingle around for tell of my ilk..(is not true!)..I tried to correct her..then I mentioned about "you guys are my prestigious friends"(in my own definition is like VIP IN MY HEART) but she insisted to onli accept the prevalent dictionary explanation tht is “good, honorable people are my friends”..Oh cool, I gradually feelin fcukin sick (plus dun try & fcuk around wit me in English words, WE LEARN FROM ONE ANOTHER. DONT COME & FCUK SHIT & SHOW ME HOW WELL-SPOKEN YOU ARE COS I NOT ENVIOUS OF THT. I DUN BUY IT COS IT JUS MAKE ME FEEL HOW NARROW YOU ARE WITHIN) cos she really broke my heart & told me tht THE PERSON I KNOW SO MUCH, KNOWS NOTHIN AB. So in a moment of folly, I actually said “yea, allrite cos u are rich so I treated you as my bestie” & she made a big wow-ha sayin tht I am changed(oh pls, I the same old me so look who’s talking) explanation.

I NOT ANGRY WITH HER WITH THE URGUEMENT, IS JUS SO UNBELIEVABLE THT YOU DOUBTED ME=)
I AM ALWAYS SO FERRID FOR THIS FRIENDSHIP; I AM VERY BLUNT WIT MY WORDS MOST OF THE TIME BUT I ALWAYS MINGLE MY WORDS RUDENTLY. IS NOT BEING APOLOGISETIC, YOU CAN ACTUALLY THINK TO CURE THIS VULNERABLE HEART..your excuses & speeches did maladjusted me ytd, on top of all you broke my freakin heart. I NEVER NEVER FORGET A SINGLE WORDS WE SAY BEFORE YOU LEFT..YOU CAN TRY TO RECALL WHAT KIND OF PERSON I AM/CAN BE THEN YOU THINK TWICE TO FCUK SHIT WITH ME..I HAB NEVER GRUMBLED ABT ALL UR CHANGES(ASK OTHERS SINCE YOU CANT BELIEVE IN ME ANYMORE)..I AM VEXED IN THIS POINT OF VIEW, MAYBE YOU NEVER NOTICE IT..BUT YOU WORDS/ACTIONS WILL BRING A BIG IMPACT TO ME(RIGHT NOW YOU HAVOC ME)

I ASKED LIYANA WHETHER I SUCH PERSON AS YOU THINK I AM. WHT A ANSWER; IS NOT COS SHE PRAISES ME BUT I AMUSED BY A PHRASE SHE SAID "WE ARE FRIENDS COS WE ARE". IS NOT THT SHE IS RICH SO I CHOSE HER TO BE MY FRIEND..COS OF A POOR INCIDENT HAPPENED TO ME SO WOW..=)PLUS A TUMOIL CHANGE HAPPENED TO ME!!

CHATTING WIT CHRISTIANE, SHE IS QUIPING TO ME now=) she is talkin about those creepy classmates & I MULTITASKIN NOW=) LISTENIN TO DONT MATTER=)

I BROKE MY HEART PLUS I RUNNIN A HIGH FEVER 39C=) BLESS ME=)

Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.

[Chorus]
It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.

In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how-.
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.