Jocose Week=)

Hmm.. I love my Blog song=) Wanna know why? Cos Avril Lavigne made this song for personal reason=)

- Jus like I'll think far, & ponder & feel what happen if I gain / lose something important or even unimportant?
- Where & what is my realm, which I'm supposed to focus in years to come?
- Whether I will be a singular & eminent?

All are an unknown still, I cant prognosticated but I hav the most concern for my future.

Now, I start to ponder alot of things I have never / didnt wan to think about. First, to beware gettin hurt & secondly, to beware of people who will put a flash in the pan=)

Like this song & blog, put myself into people's shoes. I think if I ever lose my guy, like I lose some of my friends. Will I jus get over it like I got over it? Will I be able to live wit an empty heart? Will I find someone to love me like him? Will I do another stupid thing for my next bf?

But I'm pretty sure I'll miss him like mad. Like the song, when you're gone THE PIECES OF MY HEART ARE MISSING YOU. when you're gone, THE FACE I CAME TO KNOW IS MISSING. when you're gone, THE WORDS I NEED TO HEAR TO ALWAYS GET ME THROUGH THE DAY & MAKE IT OKIE, i miss you=)

I'm kinky egotist sometimes towards some things, a person who retrospect, smile when I in joy / sad, very ardent, rational yet emotional & lastly like I always say "I not ready to make nice"

Who is READY TO MAKE NICE IN THIS HECTIC WORLD? what is good & bad? where is good & bad? why & when there's good & bad? Who doesnt hav anger & sorrows? Even Gorge Bush has, not mention PM Lee or I, myself? So who is actually there to make nice?=)

I tried to be nice but I do hav my principles & pride to acknowledge=) I'm nice to a certain extent=) I spit out my disgruntled=) Frankness=)

Tomorrow, mitnight is Liyana's Birthday=)