As a sick & unwell person today, while recieving a very pleasant news with Channel Newsasia. I have also recieved news which are not very pleasant, on top of it, that makes a sick person untolerable to stand such nonsense which I will shortly come to that!
Now, Thank GOD for Senate Barrack Obama to be America 44th Elected-President!!
I personally have a thing for Africian-American but of course it is beside the point. It started off from the battle between Hillary & him, then I supported Hillary because I would love to see woman leading the soverign & also Africian-Americian can never get this far. After Hillary lost, well surprisingly that Amercia is changing. I followed up alot of Senator Obama Speech, through his eyes if I can see his sincerely, no doubt that the Amercian cant. Amercian are sick of all the gimmick, they are demanding actions now & the focus of the global economy is on Amercia today. Therefore it is pointless for a "not so good" party to sit in the House for another 4 years because it simply will not make a huge different. John McCain make that Concession Speech after the result was reveal, I will say that he is incredible for him being so calm & the love for his country is unselfish.
Well, I shall not talk much about my opinion cos some people who reads my blog today probably thinks that I am a bullshiter. Not surprisely, cos we are bound to face such people everyday in life. Plus, I am quite sure that this few days, this blog will have some unexpected readers whom will be reading my blog entries from either Narrow or Netural perspective. The reason for me typing this blog entry is to save me the troubles I MIGHT be facing tomorrow, so I might as well clear all the doubts today.
I am not extremely stupid even though I joked most of the time. However, never see me as a fool because you are not good enough to see what I am capable of. Right now, I just want to be an ordinary student in school who is tring to improve as much as I can to get my Diploma. So hate me or love me I dont care, but I dont want some lecturers to loathe me cos it will affect my studies. Well, even if they do it is not my bad, it is just that they probably not professional enough.
Anyway, this is a PERSONAL BLOG about my life, my thoughts & views, try not to read any sentence that I have wrote to me because I knew what I have written.
My first regard is about my title of my written scripts, "Mockery Exam". As my Criminal lecturer has wrote on my script that "You indeed make a mockery of yourself in this exam", which I really agree with her. Yet I hav to disagree with what my Common Law lecturer made a statement regarding this in the class, because I personally has no slight intention to mock at any of my mentor.
My second issue with regards to a sentence i blogged in my ytd's entry;
"ii) Studies - As I mentioned above, I am the one to blame for not studying enough & didnt hav a smoking r/s wit some of my lecturer, so who to blame.."
If someone took this seriously, that person is either gulity-minded or has nothing better to do to mis-interpret it. Why did I put "a smoking r/s with some of my lecturer" but not eating with them, it is because smoking is the only thing I dont do. All tht statement made is to say I did not spent enough time with my lecturers!! That is all, so I cannot understand why people are complicating things.
Moreover, I barely have close contact with them in my life, not in the past, not now & not even later in the future!! As a "Nobody" to THAT someone who had made a fuss out of my blog, I should say that I am very impressive to become "Somebody" now. May be THAT someone fancy to be infamous, Seriously I dont.
The last issue is regard to That someone & so called "Class Politics" which literally made me sick about it. People might see this as a mean one, by all means cos it is intolerable to see it happened, happens & happening again in a class less than half a year together.
I had a lunch session with That someone & 2 friends of mine not too long after the school just started, I vividly remember a sentence made by That someone about classmates disliking That someone, what I taught then was probably that class were quite extreme looking at thing. However, as I look back for today, the same thing is happening in my very own class. I didnt get involved with it, but my cliques & I saw things the way we are seeing. Well, now that involving ME & only ME in the picture which is very much hilarious because I have strictly nothing against anyone.
One thing you must know about me is that I dont like to keep grudges like you do or anyone else in the world, because it simply brings me Nowhere. Plus I have plenty more concerns to be bothered about and I am never jealous about who is the highest in class, etc. I dont set my own pace according to others pace, BECAUSE "Different people are meant to be / do different things and I definitely has a use for this world" so why would I bothered about your results?
My anger for this Mockery Exam is that I didnt start to revise earlier & harder enough. Moreover, I do know where I stand cos I do not stand proudly at where I am so why would I compared. You are standing nowhere near me, cos of your proudness, self-centeredness, wildness & all this has to be put a stop, speaking on behalf of our fellow classmate who has the same thoughts as me. Fundamental rule which I never taught by my mum like any other kids which is "You want to be respected, you jolly respect others"; never classified people.
People are bound to make mistakes, so do I. Correct yourself & move on, you can get a PHD in Law, so what when you know nothing about life. If you want to get a PHD or at least your LLB which is what I am looking forward to, stop wasting your time being a puppet. Put your creative thinking more to your studies rather than who is talking about you today & tml cos it will lead you to nowhere.
I could have spend my time resting & slightly more on my studies for my next exam to hold less disappointment for myself & my dad to take it. Nevermind anyway, so be it now. I do not wish be interviewed unneccessary for my personal good. If this much is put forward to you & you still have any problem, feel free to confront me or email me. If you want to apologise to me, save it=)
Those who are interested for my latest update, please refer to my previous entry..Thank you
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