From today onwards, I will be blogging what I have been learning in life together with some politics until I decide to start my school with better knowledge, discipline, and me.
As one is really ageing as everyday pass by, I see flashbacks of the kind of people I used to mix around, situations of my shameful side and who I was. Although, I did regretted, cried, got upset about the things that myself, people and situations put me to, still I am very glad and contented about everything that had happened to me for the past 20 years.
Today, I look at myself proudly and dare say that I have learnt well. It is not because I am highly educated or intelligent. The fact is that I only got some street smartness and a pair of sharp eyes. Then why am I proud of myself?
I feel proud every time I look back at;
1. the day I was mocked because of my poor English, hence with anger I pass it with an unexpected grade and learning extra language;
2. the day I made a mistake and teachers started to avoid me, hence with some pity I promise that I never trust and depend on any one fully in life;
3. the day I gotten back my first GCE ‘O’ level result, hence with tears I promised myself that I wont fail any examination; and
4. the day I have to beg for schools to accept me, hence with shame I promised myself that I will never fail myself again.
Because without all of these above wrong I had made, my life would not be so right now that I learnt well about my blog title of this entry.
Ren bu wei ji, tian zhu di mie - When one do not protect own self, heaven will expel and earth will destroy one.
This sentence is very misleading and cunning, as it help plenty of people in this world to succeed yet at the same time many people falls because of it. Some people cannot interpret rightly; some knows it but never try understood it; some understood it but never try applying it; and some applied it but never seem to get it right.
However so, this sentence is very simple and it need not required us to kill a single brain cell to ponder this. How Come?
Whenever I am tempted to do something not right, this sentence will flow out at the back of my mind. Similarly, when I want to do good which could appear to be but in fact stupid. The most priority in my list is to protect myself with the minimum harm to others or if possible without hurting anyone. Now, are you getting the pieces of it?
It might make no sense to you today, but trust me, down the road it will have make some impacts on you. Look at me; I totally changed from a lost teenager to a wiser lady, all thanks to this sentence.
I am trying to make things right; repaying all the wrongs I have done after repenting. At the same time, I look forward too because that is the reason why I am still alive today; Living for a better tomorrow. My dreams will soar high with me even when the whole wide world looks down on me. Today, those who look down on me should be looking at themselves.
Being a very humble person, I have to be very proud in front of them. Why? They need to realize how a failure they are after the continuation of gossiping about me. The confidence, creditable, creative, cunning and cool is the outer layer of me and they will never get pass to see the inner side of me. That is why my life does not stop but start here. I merely make it contestant for this marathon and the destination of this chapter is LINCLON’S INN.
So if you are interested to do something for your life, start now. As sang like this Korean song that how rough may be for you, you can still soar high and stands out amongst the crowd.
As one is really ageing as everyday pass by, I see flashbacks of the kind of people I used to mix around, situations of my shameful side and who I was. Although, I did regretted, cried, got upset about the things that myself, people and situations put me to, still I am very glad and contented about everything that had happened to me for the past 20 years.
Today, I look at myself proudly and dare say that I have learnt well. It is not because I am highly educated or intelligent. The fact is that I only got some street smartness and a pair of sharp eyes. Then why am I proud of myself?
I feel proud every time I look back at;
1. the day I was mocked because of my poor English, hence with anger I pass it with an unexpected grade and learning extra language;
2. the day I made a mistake and teachers started to avoid me, hence with some pity I promise that I never trust and depend on any one fully in life;
3. the day I gotten back my first GCE ‘O’ level result, hence with tears I promised myself that I wont fail any examination; and
4. the day I have to beg for schools to accept me, hence with shame I promised myself that I will never fail myself again.
Because without all of these above wrong I had made, my life would not be so right now that I learnt well about my blog title of this entry.
Ren bu wei ji, tian zhu di mie - When one do not protect own self, heaven will expel and earth will destroy one.
This sentence is very misleading and cunning, as it help plenty of people in this world to succeed yet at the same time many people falls because of it. Some people cannot interpret rightly; some knows it but never try understood it; some understood it but never try applying it; and some applied it but never seem to get it right.
However so, this sentence is very simple and it need not required us to kill a single brain cell to ponder this. How Come?
Whenever I am tempted to do something not right, this sentence will flow out at the back of my mind. Similarly, when I want to do good which could appear to be but in fact stupid. The most priority in my list is to protect myself with the minimum harm to others or if possible without hurting anyone. Now, are you getting the pieces of it?
It might make no sense to you today, but trust me, down the road it will have make some impacts on you. Look at me; I totally changed from a lost teenager to a wiser lady, all thanks to this sentence.
I am trying to make things right; repaying all the wrongs I have done after repenting. At the same time, I look forward too because that is the reason why I am still alive today; Living for a better tomorrow. My dreams will soar high with me even when the whole wide world looks down on me. Today, those who look down on me should be looking at themselves.
Being a very humble person, I have to be very proud in front of them. Why? They need to realize how a failure they are after the continuation of gossiping about me. The confidence, creditable, creative, cunning and cool is the outer layer of me and they will never get pass to see the inner side of me. That is why my life does not stop but start here. I merely make it contestant for this marathon and the destination of this chapter is LINCLON’S INN.
So if you are interested to do something for your life, start now. As sang like this Korean song that how rough may be for you, you can still soar high and stands out amongst the crowd.
I am inexperienced instead of being worried for me; I just wish someone would hug me silently.
I know it is hard for me but my dreams can get me back on my feet.
I am feeling exhausted at times but I cannot give up now.
When the birds fly to the sky, they are like the stars than shines brightly in the night sky.
This is my beginning, telling the world with all my strength then I would not be the same as yesterday anymore.
After saying goodbye to tears and pain, I will spread the wings and try to fly to the sky.
My dream, future, hope and faith are precious jewels. Hence, I will risk everything for that day I achieved them.
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