I am regarded as a person with the least problem and carries plently of smile on this pretty face girl. I mean, are you that navie to think that I am happy too or it is because I hid it so well? I think it is the second one, and today I am sharing some little facts about me.
1. I am a very secretive person and so far, none of the people I've known / known me including myself can see more than half of me.
2. I may appeared to be a person who cannot hide secrets yet, I kept 5 VIP secrets for appx 8 years.
3. I may behave weirdly thru the way I behaves and those stupid and funny questions, but I manages to find / observes the things I want to see on people.
4. I may be looking as though I am without a brain, but the brain is working herself even when I am sleeping.
5. I may look stupid but I am not because I am smart and cunning.
6. I may be mean in my words but I am very kind in my soul.
7. I like to make idiots look smart and throw them down from the sky.
8. I may display that I hate actually I only indifference them.
9. I may look weak but I am very strong and cruel when I need to.
10. I never fed myself with hatred but always thankful.
11. I will never speak of problems which I cannot solve because I have an ego of a tiger where I will want to solve it first before getting help from people.
This are some part which make me who I am.
I am a success in my own life as far as I am concerned and truely no disputes about it. When people looks down on me, I prove them wrong. When people pulls me down, I drag them down to their despair.I makes countless mistake which I will not proud of and will be inside my heart as long as I lives. Apart from that, I holds ample of merits like learning english well in my own, complete my diploma, self-study lives, make and find solutions on my own. Yet, at times I am unhappy about my life.
For quite some time, I was seeking for an answer to this particular question which has been left there for all of my life. I am so bliss; blessed with Brain, Brawn and Beauty. If you think that I am not contented with my life there, I dare say that you are so wrong. I am at the stage knowing to count my bliss every single day but I never dare to face my own family. I shut down my door and make sure I dont have to deal with them, knowing that if I do, I will have everlasting problems.
Recently, I have nothing much to deal with, probably my driving lesson and some issues in work. Hence, it enables me to try to accept them and help to give them solution like a family. I know it is hard because of her but I am very glad that the rest of them actually comes together and commits like a family. I have set a target for myself that this crisis will be over before I starts school in December.
To Mrs Chong,
One hope that you are doing well and you are right to say that one was so wrong to run away from my destiny knowing that one can never do it because it will definitely comes back to me. One truely misses you=) Now, whilst trying to find solutions to help this family crisis, one am truely happy even when one am exhausted at times. Thank you for your teachings.
Your Love,
Sandral
To my other beloved besties,
You guys claimed that I am your strength and laughter and yet the very truth is you are the ones who are my strengths and laughters whenever I am on my verge of giving up. I am kind to you because you are very kind to me. I am very bliss to have you as a friend to be able to stand and love my queer character. It does not matter how many miles we are separated, the heart is the one which matters the most. Thank you for your patience.
Your Love,
Sandral
To my dearest loved Desmond,
One may be giving you luck but you definitely gave me more than and one is indebted to you. Being able to cry, smile, joke, show temper with someone was a little dream of mine, and still being loved by you. You helped me to see many of my potential and encourage me on whatever things one wants to do. Listen to me whine for nothing and tolerate my ugly-ness. Thank you for being an angel.
Your sweetest love,
Sandral
Lastly, Thank you Lord for seeing me thru everyday of my insignificant life. If three year ago I did not get to know these peers, I could not find myself and be so bliss right now. Also thank you for helping me to sort out my heart of the matter and will teach me to fulfil this again.
You people are my everything.
Bid Here
Merci
Owin
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