About Forbiden Owin

- Sandral Owin Chin
- When you know me, you will either love / loathe me due to my intelligence, wisdom, weirdness and level of sights . Pocket of surprises & fun . High quality & quantity of living & humor . Great taste for fashion, food, drinks & living . Enjoys gaining new knowledge and skills . Someone who love & appreciate to her heart . Indifferent to strangers' opinions about me . Only care about whom I love & how thy look at me. Straightforward . Unkind with words but kind at heart . Witty . Cunning . Romantic . Secretive . Could be Irritating . Outgoing . Humorous . Bubbly . Artistic . Creative . Stubborn . Ambitious . Mischievous . Love myself . Dislike complexity . Truth-seeker . Could say that I am jacks of most trade, yet to be master of one . The rest of her is for u to find out =)
Saturday, June 28, 2008
All for LOVE
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Love Aroma
Due to work, I slept @ 5am on Saturday & I woke up @ 10am to prepare for the CLEO Swimsuit Photoshoot. Chrissie isnt able to make it, so I went with Liyana, Aqilah, Tasha, Denna & Nasriah.
This is the very first time, Liyana & me hangout in Sentosa during weekends.. Bad for you Hui Shan, you shall wait for next year. I love the both of you 987654321 times=)
However I in the letter "O" which is thousand miles away from their letter "C" & "L" (well, thousand miles is exaggerating), fortunately I AM NOT ALONE & not forgetting the guy who applied SUN BLOCK lotion for me=)
I believed that Friendship should be something like us; never hesitiate to give
& take - I understand the little time we have so we never will waste it
away. Thats why we are still friends & we will still be=)
Allow the picture to say the sparkers..
Liyana & Myself
From left; Liyana, Aqilah, Nasriah , Tasha, Denna & myself
Just me & you~~ All thanks to Bree & Kim

From left; Bree, Bree's friend, Kim, myself & Mr Photographer

The affinity to know one another; I look simply ugly in this picture!!

Lastly, we will like to thank CLEO

I really need to thank for 987654321 times cos I met 1 nice girls & 1 click!! That is Kim & Bree=)
Bree is fun-ness & loved, the best of best is she is a paralegal who works in a law firm though she is majored in English. We are so alike for all the differences, she doesnt look 22 & she is simply fun. The best part, a new PARTY partner isnt it absolute cool-ness. I cant wait to go clubbing wit her~~
Photoshoot was a success, REMEMBER to purchase the next issue of CLEO Mag=D
Photoshoot aftermath, I parted from the rest & went to Cafe Del Mar & know 2 girls from UK & staying in Sg, Awesome cool-ness=)
Then on my way home, Desmy called & I am super hungry cos I didnt munch anything for the whole day=( Bla Bla Bla~~ Ordered pastamania & watch Lord of the Ring I with fei fei~~ Talked to Desmy with anger cos my mum really pisses me 123456789 times & I really feel like crying but again with him there will only be smiles & there goes my day.... ....
On Sunday, I wanted to go for a walk & so I asked Desmy along, so he suggested to do so in the evening, FINE~~ haha, no hard feelings.
Watched the show "Age of Miracle" and I cried badly, wanna know why? Cos it shows how great is the love of a mother & the reason I cried was tht maybe I longed for this love too long BUT never will I get it full=) Maybe...
Went AMK hub to meet Desmy & I was a bit late (I sweared is A BIT!!), then we went to Bishan Park to stroll. Everything was nice until the Bull Frog came into the picture..I had a gust of feeling to hold him tight but how courageless I am.. Anyway it was a nice walk to be remember.. ..
Ytd, was spendin the whole day to ponder my project @ home, My stupid brain cant think wht to write for a last question!! I also wondered why Desmy & myself have so much to share... haha
Today, before I wrote this blog & change my blog song due to retrospecting, haha, Close to you by Carpenter, I was woke up by Jazyln & I woke Desmy up=). Anyway, the lyrics is so sweet and makes me wannabe close to you too=) hah~~
I have received my GCE "O" level English timetable & I am officially starting school in 6 DAYS time!!! *Nervous*
Gotta work later=)
Bid Here
Adious
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Whole Again
With this, I would love to address something regarding to a tag message, which i received on 17 June 08 by (: saying "correct your grammar before you use big vocab words.please."
I reflected & immediately replied (: "Do quote me an example for me to change, cos it is not an easy task to see own's mistake/s at times."
I wanted to fcuk "(:" up but is pointless cos it is jus a nasty, pitiful person. I love to give you a name "Miss (:", by not revealing your name I am pretty sure, & at the same time I am findin it super absurb about you still loathing me. Oh please, carry on your life & stop hating, you are just making yourself looking like a pathetic soul. I jus wan to tell it that is nothing shameful to use your fcuking name unless you have something to hide from me. Never you look down on someone who read pychology books, I studied body language & learnt how brains work. Well, maybe I am not the best but I am bounce to be right about it.
I really appreciates you if you truely commentted on my English for good means, I wont even hate you like how you hate me. If you are my friend, I will love you as my friend; If you dont wan, I will love you for who you are so jus speak out your name. However, if you were commentting it JUST for the sake of commentting, I feeling sorry for you. You have to learn to grow up, SERIOUSLY.
Because the way you commentted MY GRAMMAR / ENGLISH, it is as though I am the most disgraceful human being on earth to use the language, ENGLISH. In fact, you are simply JEALOUS about my success from the way you are showing it, of cos not to say I am FLAWLESS. You know, a proper sentencing is always better than no proper sentencing. This is a mistake which millions of people are still making & yet you utter NOTHING about it. Plus, I did not use BIG VOCAB as you mentioned, if you cant this peanut english I used in my blog, I cant help but feel sad for you. This again, has proven your limited knowledge.
Again, I need not your apology which I know you obviously THINK you dont owe me one. TRUE, you actually owe yourself & your parents millions of apology instead cos you aint halfway there to learn the ART OF LIFE & wanna know why I know this? Cos you dont even hav the cheek to use your owe name, the name where your parent planted their.
If you wan to thank me, PLEASE DONT. I cant afford to accept it, & I owed you a "Thank you" for readin me up. & I will really appreciate if you could tell me my mistakes & TAG WIT YOUR NAME.=)
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I missing YOU & all my friends=)
Sunday, June 15, 2008
About the First man in my life
I find Fathers' Day much more important than Mothers' Day. The reason behide is probably I am closer to my daddy. The love my mum cant / didnt want to give me is all given by my dad. My mum always gave me the ilk of feeling that my dad loves me too much & so she is not happy about it. However, the fact is that she is the one being biased most of the time.
My problem wit my mum's immaturity is never going to work out. My only confidant @ home is my dad, sometimes my 2 sisters (but rarely). He trained me to be strong physically & mentally(this was trained by my mum more often). The 2 best thing I learnt from him is "Silence is Golden" & "Toleration", which is true. For Example, when my mum & sisters started to yell at one another(which does happens). He was just happened to be sitting there wit me quietly, you can sense the powerfulness of this 2 factors.
Mr David Chin is one of the factors I wanted to work hard to be SOMEBODY one day. When I am SOMEBODY one day, the full credit is meant for him & doubtless about the returning of gratitutes to him & probably MORE. Afterall, he gave me full support for my education though I given him plenty of troubles.
I am looking forward meanwhile I do often questioned myself. Anway, I seriously dont know which day & year to wait but I hope he can always meet till that day. That VERY DAY...
I will never forget years back he first laid his hand on my cheeky cheek when he caught me red-handed dating with a guy. His ART OF FARTING & the jokes are ... tsk tsk ... Those times he was asked to go to school to personally sign the Reddish report book, I am so sorry for all those craps & so thankful for all the laughers.
Deep inside, I always carry a prayer that he will be always healthy & if God wants to punish him for whatever things he has done wrong, please cast it on me cos one of my fears is to lose him. Losing my dad is also mean losing myself, my family. We are not particulary loaded, he was the solo bread winner of the family. He makes things works, as a human making mistakes is inevitable.
I cant figured out why my sisters simply cant get along well wit him. I could see the sadness when they decided not to carry on their education, he obviously cares for them. Which sensible parents would not want their children to do well?
I need him there to tell me I made him proud.
I need him there when my pathway is so uncertain.
I need him there when I am recieving all my results, my diploma, my degree etc.
I need him there to talk & confort me.
I need him there to judge my bfs.
I need him there to walk with me at the aisle of the church.
I need him there to watch over my kids.
I need him there for all aspects of my life.
You are the best father in the world & I love you, at the very least RESPECTABLE inside me. We had a mini breakfast celebration ytd. =)
Today, Hui Shan asked me to remove the anti-span in my Tag Board which alot of people were asking me to. So finally I did it=) I am going to work later which is an awesome thing!! I cant wait to step into the bar ASAP!! hah=)
Speaking about Ytd..14 June 08, Saturday
Singapore Vs Saudi match for the World Cup qualifying round when the hopes of all Singaporeans World Cup dream is finally over. Excellent defence done by Singapore, 2 - 0 for the final verdict.
Talked to Desmy the love on phone for a while(actually quite long I guess) then he went to club again. Incentive drinking for 3 days in a row, he probably wan to demage his body which is something I never will do to myself. Laughers & friendly Bickering are almost never ending in our conversations which is something happening & make me wan to cherish it more=)
13 June 08, Friday
FRIDAY the THIRTEEN, is nothing special to me. Just that, my class was cancelled & I wasnt told about it! So my clique & myself were all WTF-ing. Then, it is also a fruitful day to me when to Kinokuniya & Borders to read up some books. & I am super determined to buy all the Agatha Christie's Books!! All thanks to Rachel for introducing her into my life=) Awesome writer.. A friend of mine is asking me to write my own book which I feel that I simply cant make it.
My dad told he wants to bring my 2 cousins home from the orphanage which is really noble of him I thought. But he MIGHT need me to share MY ROOM wit one of them & which bothers me alot. Well, if it is for temporarily I WOULDNT MIND but I doubt & never I share my room people for a long period of time! Help Help~~~ Was having Insomnia cos Desmy didnt talk to me & Alvin called to talk to me. Well, some great surprises from him, like him managed to quit smoking=) etc.. Nice talking=)
12 June 08, Thursday
Met Chrissie for dinner & she patronized my workplace too. ahah~~ & waited for me to knock off=) what a kind soul...Girl Talk etc=)
Everyone is telling me that my last entry to you is so sweet & romantic.
Lastly, I have been slacking!! I need to do my project work, brace up Miss Owin!!
& I am missing you=)
Bid here
Adious
Thursday, June 12, 2008
My heart of the matter II
I chose this song very wisely for you & JUST FOR YOU. It tells how I feel for you & wit your intelligence I am sure you can feel it too. I never regret knowing you, I never will cos you are the most wonderful SOULMATE I ever know. Though I think there is alot more for me to say but I think I shall stop here.
You ask me if I love youAnd I choke on my replyI'd rather hurt you honestlyThan mislead you with a lieAnd who am I to judge youIn what you say or doI'm only just beginningTo see the real you(Chorus)And sometimes when we touchThe honesty's too muchAnd I have to close my eyes and hideI want to hold you till I dieTill we both break down and cryI want to hold you till the fear in me
subsidesRomance and all its strategyLeaves me battling with my prideBut through all the insecuritySome tenderness survivesIm just another writerStill trapped within my truthA hesitant prize fighterStill trapped within my youth(Chorus)At times I'd like to break youAnd drive you to your kneesAt times I'd like to break throughAnd hold you endlesslyAt times I understand youAnd I know how hard you tryI watched while love commands youAnd I've watched love pass you byAt times I think we're driftersStill searching for a friendA brother or a sisterBut then the passion flares again(Chorus)
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
My heart of the matter
Monday, June 2, 2008
Too bad to forgiven, too good to forgotten..
Well, the mishap are better off to be buried, speaking of that The public seems to be gradually forgetting about Mat Selamat cos of the Cyclone & Earthquake & the case between the Lee & Chee.. Not forgetting the 50km Ban thingy(stupid decision I guess)...The world is a mess now, little happiness read in the paper, uncountable of heartbreaking tragedies...
I loved to read on The US election!! hah..
Last week was a fabulous week!!! So sweet & AWESOMELY cool..
27.5.08 (Tues)
Tracy & myself went to Rachel's house for Project...It is a Wow-ing experience, her house is heaven.. She got a small swimming pool which is smaller than the Olympic's size BUT same as the condo's pool right beside her house!! tsk tsk, which this became a topic wit Grace in the camp.. Anyway, her grandma's chilli is SUPERB~~
28 & 29.05.08 (Wed & Thurs)
Dobiously, the project draft was merely rushed out.. Jus that on Wed, I added abit of spice that day itself. Initally, Desmy & myself were supposed to go for a jog but he is a ill man, so CANCEL off..Hmm, I went to his place to watch The Zodiac - which I really enjoyed very much; cracking my brain to guess who's the killer is... Good movie choice made!! The another time I went to his place to watch a movie - Freedom Writer; which is also an awesome one.. I wondered what is the next good one!!
Movie & Food are something I CANNOT live without; GOOD moive & food
are something I NEVER want to resist
On thursday morning, after the brunch with him & his mum, fine experience I should say! Then home I go..
30 & 31.05.08 (Fri & Sat) - My Induction Camp
Well, woke up early, brought a big baggage out..boarded the train which was actually Office crowd!! Hmm, met of schoolmates in school & was told to go to the destination by PUBLIC transport which really did surprised all of us. Especially Yik Kiat (my classmate), literatelly whinned for a while..
Camp always consists of TEAMBUILDING!! No doubt, small pool of people then were divided to 2 groups.. Had ice-breaking games & played sports games & some creative competition..Bla bla bla..
Kelvin (from Econ School) - Was from SAJC, not good looking BUT a crappy & nice chap!! hah~~
Crystal (also from Econ School) - A buxom, I should say!! Daring & she got a very impressive vocal!!
This was done by my group - Terasa, Isyah, Yik Kiat, Kelvin, Andy, Rachel & myself. We lost to a Panda (drew by the other group) cos most of the lecturers dont appreciates Abstract Art.. Is okie, we all are winners in our heart!!
Buffet for dinner which was abit too much I guessed, hah..Quipping, Debating & Acting makes our disgestion system better!! I mis - pronoun someone's name as "Waiter" as his name was "Weide" which made the whole lot of them tsk-ing. haha, hmm, went for a walk @ the nearby Columbarium; suggested by Andy!! He MUST have the weirdest suggestions!!
hah, Yik Kiat must start the Army related topic, which was a bit dull for the rest!!
Sha, a quipy guy!! I asked him a funny question..*Ahem!! He got a gf, so he is straight! hah~~
Isyah, very attractive female officer!!
My view for my classmates; more to come I guessed!! & nevertheless my clique - Grace, Rachel & Tracy, sweet pies!!
P.S I cant shit well there!!
Slept in the tent with Rachel & was poring like cat & dog~~~ Haha, the next morning when I woke up, I went straight to the hall facing the tents. Out of the blue, Yik Kiat, Andy & Kelvin tent were shaking vigirously, then Andy came out from the bottom of the tent. I told him it seem like a scene from The Ring when he came out from the bottom & it is not funny in the morning!!
Lastly, we packed the tent & did an area clean up.. I demanded for a shower which the rest disagreed, I am a clean freak especially when the journey home is long, so I quickly ran for a shower, less than 10 min!!
Home Sweetie Home!! On my way back, I realised I left my cap back there, luckily I managed to know the whereabout of my cap=p (Going to sch to collect it too, Hopefully)
My Clique - From Left: Grace, Rachel & Tracy =)
Lovely dovely; taken by Andy - He said a nasty remark before the picture is taken!! Argh=p
It all started on 21 April 2008 and never this going to fade, because the common interests had brought us firmly together, Thanks girls..
01.05.08 (Sun) - Firsy day of June~~
I am looking forward to July!! hah, nth much..slacking @ home & clear my laundry.. Watch Princess Daries 2 @ 7.30pm with my dad!! Whilst watching, Desmy called (after his soccer too) asked me whether I wan to acc him to Northpoint, & I rarely reject others=) I went out @ 8.30pm & asked him whether he boarded the bus he said nope!! Then he called "Actually, I reached alr!!" WTF!! Can he jus tell me he boarded the bus & REACHED!!! Fcuker!!.. hah, went to the foodcourt & he had some japanese thingy, I got myself fruit & chawanmushi!!
Then we went Swensen for dessert..He paid for it, anyway for the first time!! Haha, the Ice-cream Cake was extremely sweet=) Too bad, he didnt want to try it (I asked him 4 times whether he wants to try it)
Probably, it wouldnt taste as sweet when he wants to taste it again!! haha
Hmm, whilst we were strolling to somewhere.. he patted my shoulder, hah..A little girl holding his hand which was in the pocket & called him "Papa"
I was laughing like mad!! hah.. I had a nice day=)
03.05.08 (Mon)
Dareius (Tocky) & Zherui Birthdays' - Both overseas..
Hmm, was watching a Korean movie "A moment to remember" in the morning which make me tearful then went to CWP for The Narina, Awww...Loved!! Boring day but with Desmy accompany's..Well, he nag @ me to find a job!! Bla bla bla, was watching the soccer match Sg Vs Uzbekistan!! .. Okie, pretty upset about the score..
Fei fei drank up my bottle of GREEN TEA which make me fuming!!
04.05.08 (Tues)
Project research day, It is always good to start early!! hmm, Desmy didnt msg me today cos he will be busy today.. I am going to school to meet Tracy & Rachel, jus finished the book Rachel lend me, good book!! hah.. Gotta prepare to go out!!
Dear all, CK need a job!! Please intro, cos he is pestering me now!!=)
Conversation wit CK
Me: u goin to ORD alr
CK: yeah
CK: guess how long more
Me: a week?
Me: a month?
CK: no no no no no
CK: 3 more fucking days..
Me: hah..
CK: cant wait to bomb my camp!!
Me: bomb ur camp!!??
Hmm, I am looking very forward to this weekend with you!!
Misses my friends & you=)
P.S - I wan to watch Sex & the city, hopefully with you!!
Bid here
Adious